Shona,
It's been a while since I contacted you, or looked at my emails in general. I went home for the winter break and had a lot of thought and realised that, and made the decision that I should leave the university course for now and reconsider it in the future.

After anyone's support - which I will add, yours was excellent and I have nothing but appreciation for what you did and were willing to do for me - I feel that even if I got on the right track I would still find myself not enjoying the course and would ultimately lead to me falling into the same problems I had before. Discussing this with my family made me think that getting into work and relieving myself of the stress/workload of university that I don't find interest or enjoyment in is the best move for me.

I want to reiterate that how much you were willing to do and how much you did for me was excellent and I can't thank you enough. You were certainly kind and certainly helpful and can only say sorry that I had you do so much only to drop out regardless.

If there is one more thing to ask of you, is to help me properly and officially leave the course, with everything I have to pay and who I'll have to pay it to. Should I contact SAAS? The university itself?

Best regards,
Connor.