hi diane. sorry if it feels like im ignoring you and all. but im just getting tired of always initiating conversations and feeling awkward and all. i really miss you so its not that i've given up haha. its just that i feel really awkward and weird and depressed after talking to you. i guess i'll just give you time and let you think about whatever it is.

hi larry. seriously, you  dont have to feel sorry bout anything.and sorry for making you feel awkward, weird, and depress.

its not like i can stop myself from feeling sorry because i still dont really know why you're acting cold and distant. for all i know, it could have been something i did. anyways, im sure you have your reasons and i just really hope you would tell me what the problem is.
woahs. haha that sounded like i was angry. im not. its just that you're one of the most important people to me and i dont want you to walk out of my life. i know it sounds awks and all but thats really how i fell.

I don’t intentionally try to act cold or distant to you dude even if it may seem so. Its just I really don’t feel comfortable around you and I just don’t trust you like I use to anymore. Idk. Its complicated.

i know you don't do it on purpose, but i'm just confused. you always say you don't really know, but there should be a reason for why you would feel awkward and uncomfortable around me. i just want to know because i'd rather have a reason than just awkwardly waiting to see what will happen. i won't be mad at you if you say hurtful things because its how you feel.

its just that i feel like you wont understand anyways.

you wouldn't know unless you try though. last month when i tried talking to you. you just kept saying that i would think that your reasons for not talking to you were stupid. but in the end, i still listened to you. i would rather you tell me why than just leaving me hanging and confused about what had happened.
i mean, we told each other that we would confront each other and tell each other if we had problems. and so far, all you've been doing is avoiding the question whenever i ask you.
February 18

alright since you wont reply its okay haha. i'll just keep waiting. idk

im sorry if i ever hurt you in any way and for putting you in a difficult position. i just want you to know that you're pretty much the best friend i've ever had and that i want to talk our problems out. i dont there to be any more misunderstandings. but, if you're not comfortable with that, i have no right to force you. i just hope you have a good break.
March 18

i hope you feel better.

thanks
wait..feel better bout being sick or something else? confused. haha

Being sick.

wait..how did you know i was sick?O_o

I was standing there at lunch when you said it and it was pretty obvious from the way you looked anyways feel better.  I'm gonna go now.

ohhhh. sorry. i asked and then i remember afterward. my mind is confuddle atm. okayy then
March 22

i hope you get lots of rest this weekend. eat well, drink lots of water, and relax. feel better diane.

thanks dude. im just so excited to sleep. ahaha