Alex Bennett
Well I've had this open for a while now so I might as well start writing, my mind drew a blank when trying to think what to put down. I'm messaging you it because I just wouldn't be able to say it face to face, I never have been that kind of person.
After my mum finished reading a letter my friend left for my parents with the book he got published, it praised me for the friend I had been at the end.
She decided to tell me others have expressed it too, I don't know why but she mentioned that you told you're mum about me being really sweet and nice or something. I feel really pretentious writing this sort of thing to you because it comes off that I think you like me. And since we don't talk often I feel worse for having a slight presumption about it. 
You're really gorgeous, cute, funny and smart. Not enough people express how beautiful you are. You'll really go places with your life i'm sure of it 
And here I feel pretentious again as I say I'm not single, I love her with everything. Not many people from church know about it as it's long distance. I think without her I would have actually talked to you a lot more and been involved, All this is very hard to say for me. I mean even when we watched tv with the kid's at jocks that was really cute, this is hard for me to say since I know you'll read it. 
I really don't feel like you like me in that way or want that, I'm just trying to state to you without being rude.
I don't really expect a reply to this, or anything. I Just didn't want to give people false pretenses about me, I don't think I earned the comments around you I've just been myself and how I would normally act. I feel really bad about sending you this off a whim but I think it would be better if I did. Thanks for your time if you read this and sorry if this feels like too much to go off a few comments. Don't forget how awesome you are and how highly I think of you. Sorry it's so long 
Alex
P.S Had this open for like 3 Hours before I pressed send really nervous but here you go.