WHen I woke up, I knew you'd be mad. Didnt know how mad, didnt know howd you react. But I saw it coming. I hoped it wouldnt be such a big deal, but I can see why it is. Idk what else to do other than say sorry. I hate this. My stomach feels like 10x worse now. Im sorry. Im sorry. Im sorry. I can't stand you upset with me like this. It literally hurts to even look at skype... I can't take it anymore. I'm just going to lay down. I'm sorry cherry, idk what else to do. I guess I'll talk to you tomorrow. Idk how long ill stay awake, probably long since ill just be thinking the whole time. I'll have my phone. Just dont want to be on anymore.