14:14 - pawerful nekomancer☁ is now Snooze.
14:14 - Zenda: Hello my dear friend!
14:15 - Zenda: I did some vacum cleaning while listening to the music you shared with me
14:15 - Zenda: I felt like I was in space ahahhah
14:16 - Zenda: Yeah it was of the artist Sweet Trip
14:20 - Zenda: Yeah I am going to play some yume nikki now... also just ask whenever you feel like playing soku with me again, I am available most of the time :)
14:21 - pawerful nekomancer☁: x3
14:21 - pawerful nekomancer☁: okays ~
14:21 - pawerful nekomancer☁: im playing dayz origins
14:21 - Zenda: aha
18:45 - Zenda: This game is wonderful, and so much to explore.. rather bizzare, in a beautiful way
18:46 - Zenda: not quite sure what I am supposed to really do, despite collecting many items and finding lots of weird stuff, but I think I find out eventually
18:46 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I can help, too
18:47 - pawerful nekomancer☁: but I urge you to just keep on exploring~
18:47 - Zenda: yush
18:47 - Zenda: I took me 10 mins to doubt that going the same way would make me appear on the same place I went before
18:48 - Zenda: and 5 mins more to be sure that it did
18:48 - Zenda: also lots of secrets, and going through lamps and what not
18:48 - pawerful nekomancer☁: also test your effects on everything that you can't seem to make interact
18:48 - pawerful nekomancer☁: but seems important
18:48 - pawerful nekomancer☁: ^ biggest tip ever without spoilers
18:49 - Zenda: it's a big mysterium to me what that head-only form does, other than moving slower than normal
18:50 - Zenda: kinda cute... despite the blood
18:50 - pawerful nekomancer☁: Hah, so you found that.
18:50 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I think blood is cute
18:50 - Zenda: yeah :P
18:51 - pawerful nekomancer☁: http://imgur.com/EBNPJy9
18:51 - Zenda: hoh
18:51 - pawerful nekomancer☁: loli loli lolipop
18:51 - Zenda: and blood blood blood
18:52 - Zenda: the blood looks like its censored
18:52 - pawerful nekomancer☁: haha
18:52 - pawerful nekomancer☁: otherwise it would have to be r-18g
18:52 - pawerful nekomancer☁: tagged on pixiv
18:52 - Zenda: r-80g
18:52 - pawerful nekomancer☁: and nobody wants to r-18g tag their non-disturbing pictures
18:52 - pawerful nekomancer☁: unless, of course
18:52 - pawerful nekomancer☁: they like that kind of thing or think it's normal but
18:52 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I took my r-18g filter off before and I was unimpressed
18:53 - pawerful nekomancer☁: sticking to cute blood, thanks
18:53 - pawerful nekomancer☁: lol
18:53 - Zenda: well people are used to the fact that.. when they see blood, they think that somone is hurt
18:53 - Zenda: I think
18:53 - pawerful nekomancer☁: Ah?
18:54 - pawerful nekomancer☁: when I see blood, I think of biology and dreams and well a song in particular
18:54 - pawerful nekomancer☁: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O5CwHXPp4rU
18:55 - pawerful nekomancer☁: by the way, it's a song about injection
18:55 - pawerful nekomancer☁: not suicide
18:55 - Zenda: I wonder what this has to do with blood
18:55 - Zenda: ahahhaha
18:55 - Zenda: but the song is good
18:55 - Zenda: though
18:56 - pawerful nekomancer☁: chad vangaalen is good
18:56 - Zenda: yush
18:56 - pawerful nekomancer☁: he makes his own art
18:56 - pawerful nekomancer☁: for his songs
18:57 - Zenda: yeah I like his art and the animation, it's very creative
18:57 - pawerful nekomancer☁: he LOVED acid lolll
18:57 - pawerful nekomancer☁: i dunno if he still does or whats with that
18:57 - pawerful nekomancer☁: but I hope he's fine wherever he is
18:58 - pawerful nekomancer☁: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dVSm_QsHwcU
18:58 - Zenda: oh shit
18:59 - Zenda: his hair
18:59 - Zenda: it looks like
18:59 - Zenda: kinda like mine
18:59 - pawerful nekomancer☁: hehe~
18:59 - Zenda: though not so frizzy right now
18:59 - Zenda: but it will curl up if I keep growing it
18:59 - Zenda: I blame my mom for that
18:59 - Zenda: since she has frizzy hair as well
18:59 - Zenda: but it's more flat after lots of care.. and because it's far longer as well
19:00 - pawerful nekomancer☁: Ah
19:00 - Zenda: also I have the same hair color I think
19:01 - Zenda: Anyway, that's some weird place to do music
19:01 - Zenda: washing machines everywhere
19:02 - pawerful nekomancer☁: have you ever been to a big city
19:02 - pawerful nekomancer☁: he lives in canada
19:02 - pawerful nekomancer☁: in big cities in united states and northern america people stay in cities all the time, and just
19:02 - pawerful nekomancer☁: exist
19:02 - pawerful nekomancer☁: drifters
19:02 - pawerful nekomancer☁: do their things in the streets
19:02 - Zenda: yeah I have seen that
19:03 - pawerful nekomancer☁: musicians mostly
19:03 - pawerful nekomancer☁: artists
19:03 - pawerful nekomancer☁: people who have no connection to anything but their own reality
19:03 - Zenda: Oh
19:03 - pawerful nekomancer☁: hm?
19:03 - pawerful nekomancer☁: its less homelessness
19:03 - pawerful nekomancer☁: more of just putting themselves into the center of everything and doing what they love to do around humans
19:03 - pawerful nekomancer☁: busy passerbys..
19:04 - pawerful nekomancer☁: people just walking to just walk into the city
19:04 - pawerful nekomancer☁: at night, magic comes alive
19:04 - pawerful nekomancer☁: Neon lights, ambience..
19:04 - pawerful nekomancer☁: busy people have no understanding of what goes on around them but the city..
19:04 - pawerful nekomancer☁: the city can be a beautiful place to just be
19:04 - Zenda: I agree!
19:04 - pawerful nekomancer☁: so many people influence so much
19:04 - Zenda: that's how I view it as well
19:05 - Zenda: but parents don't get it why people would live in such big cities though
19:05 - Zenda: since they are too used to much smaller places
19:05 - Zenda: like where I am living right now
19:05 - Zenda: there is only 4-5 houses to see in the small neibourhood
19:06 - Zenda: nature everywhere, and 5 km to the nearest store
19:06 - Zenda: and there is a huge fjord
19:06 - Zenda: just 500 meters away
19:06 - Zenda: and we have very good sight
19:06 - Zenda: and see the land on the otherside of the fjord
19:06 - Zenda: right now it's pretty hot
19:06 - Zenda: like 22 degres
19:06 - Zenda: celcius
19:07 - Zenda: but the sea is pretty beautiful
19:07 - Zenda: and the grass is green
19:07 - Zenda: and the sky is blue
19:07 - Zenda: though I am so used to this stuff
19:07 - Zenda: that it doesn't interest me so much :P
19:08 - Zenda: maybe because I don't pay enough attention
19:08 - Zenda: since I spend most of my time near the computer
19:09 - pawerful nekomancer☁: aw
19:10 - Zenda: I do take the time to go out though
19:10 - Zenda: for a hour everyday
19:11 - Zenda: and sometimes, I might go out late at night
19:11 - Zenda: when the sky is still like... pink or light red-ish
19:11 - Zenda: to go for a little walk
19:11 - Zenda: and just talk with myself
19:11 - Zenda: I like to talk with myself
19:12 - Zenda: sometimes too loud
19:12 - Zenda: so that my neibours thought there was more people there in the forest
19:12 - Zenda: but it was just me :P
19:12 - Zenda: practicing my English and Japanese
19:13 - Zenda: try Russian as well, but most of the time it's the English and a bit of Norwegian
19:13 - Zenda: I have tried to sing.. but nah.. I don't give up though
19:13 - Zenda: if I do, I just get back to the music and turn up some upbeat song and run like hell
19:14 - Zenda: I was among the best in my class in shcool in terms of running
19:14 - Zenda: but other than that... not much else
19:14 - pawerful nekomancer☁: x3
19:14 - pawerful nekomancer☁: i didnt have the stamina like some people but
19:14 - pawerful nekomancer☁: when it comes to sprinting
19:14 - pawerful nekomancer☁: <--- this cat
19:15 - Zenda: is a pawerful cat
19:15 - Zenda: SPEED OF LIGHT
19:15 - Zenda: GOTTA GO FAST
19:15 - pawerful nekomancer☁: superinsanic
19:16 - Zenda: yeah hahaha
19:16 - pawerful nekomancer☁: brb
19:16 - Zenda: alrighty
19:17 - pawerful nekomancer☁: but oh man
19:17 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I have like
19:18 - pawerful nekomancer☁: hamstrung myself
19:18 - pawerful nekomancer☁: and sprained my ankles
19:18 - pawerful nekomancer☁: like no other
19:18 - Zenda: what does hamstrung mean
19:18 - Zenda: thats a new word for me
19:18 - pawerful nekomancer☁: disruption of the hamstring, a tendon
19:18 - Zenda: oh my new words
19:18 - pawerful nekomancer☁: here
19:18 - pawerful nekomancer☁: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hamstring
19:19 - Zenda: Ah
19:19 - Zenda: now I get it
19:19 - pawerful nekomancer☁: yeah I've really uh
19:19 - pawerful nekomancer☁: overdone it
19:19 - pawerful nekomancer☁: to be honest my anatomy is odd because of it
19:19 - pawerful nekomancer☁: a little bit
19:19 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I have a super intensely strong lower stomach
19:19 - pawerful nekomancer☁: like stomach lining, muscle wall
19:20 - pawerful nekomancer☁: but I didn't do balanced exercise so I only have two intensely hard abs
19:20 - pawerful nekomancer☁: that you can feel
19:20 - pawerful nekomancer☁: under the flesh and fat
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19:22 - pawerful nekomancer☁ is now Snooze.
19:22 - Zenda: ah ok
19:23 - pawerful nekomancer☁: and my legs are like..
19:23 - pawerful nekomancer☁: Not like my skinny arms.
19:23 - Zenda: I guess hamstrunging is normal among the people who play soccer and do sprinting and all that
19:24 - Zenda: well I haven't really exercised my muscles so much
19:24 - Zenda: but I do have worked a bit and helped my dad with wood cutting and such
19:24 - Zenda: and carrying the wood
19:24 - Zenda: despite being weak
19:25 - Zenda: well in terms of strenght
19:26 - Zenda: also hell... most of the guys in school were like.. taller than me
19:26 - Zenda: the average height there was like over 176 or so
19:26 - Zenda: I am 174
19:26 - pawerful nekomancer☁: being the antisocial person I am..  it's strange I got into boxing in high school
19:26 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I was silent during fights everyone yelled and stuff
19:27 - pawerful nekomancer☁: but I was quick on my feet and strong when I put my weight into a hit
19:27 - pawerful nekomancer☁: weight and leverage, full body power
19:27 - pawerful nekomancer☁: and I had a better flow than anyone there..
19:27 - pawerful nekomancer☁: it must have been the fighting games but I was a natural for boxing
19:27 - Zenda: I see
19:28 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I understood the way it worked my very first fight
19:28 - Zenda: I probably would have gone something like that too, if there was oppertunies available in school for that too
19:28 - Zenda: but there wasen't sadly
19:28 - pawerful nekomancer☁: this was against the rules in our school
19:28 - pawerful nekomancer☁: so we just did in off campus
19:28 - pawerful nekomancer☁: because we could
19:29 - pawerful nekomancer☁: going off the school grounds meant you werent on campus
19:29 - pawerful nekomancer☁: and you could only not do things like that on campus so lunch was like
19:29 - pawerful nekomancer☁: free time for everyone
19:29 - pawerful nekomancer☁: smokers, those preppy kids with the cars
19:29 - pawerful nekomancer☁: and infinite wells of cash and phones they mistreat
19:29 - pawerful nekomancer☁: or some shit
19:30 - pawerful nekomancer☁: it was a serious problem on campus but off campus it was like
19:30 - pawerful nekomancer☁: ok go ahead
19:30 - pawerful nekomancer☁: mr. reeves even watched us
19:30 - pawerful nekomancer☁: the principal
19:30 - pawerful nekomancer☁: and didnt do anything
19:30 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I was one of the only people willing to even fight in front of him
19:30 - pawerful nekomancer☁: because I knew the score and the rules
19:30 - pawerful nekomancer☁: and he knew me too for knowing the rules
19:31 - pawerful nekomancer☁: which is why he caught me breaking the rules
19:31 - pawerful nekomancer☁: lolll
19:31 - Zenda: hahahha
19:31 - pawerful nekomancer☁: im just glad when they took a way my 'cigarette'
19:31 - pawerful nekomancer☁: they didnt pull it apart
19:31 - pawerful nekomancer☁: just suspended me and threw it away
19:31 - Zenda: I never fought in highschool
19:32 - pawerful nekomancer☁: brb 10 minutes
19:32 - Zenda: alrighty
19:33 - Zenda: the only fight I was invovled in was... more like in junior high school.. and that was me just me trying to protect one of my friends
19:33 - Zenda: but no one got really hurt
19:34 - Zenda: I wasen't bulied either
19:34 - Zenda: not physically
19:34 - Zenda: only verbally
19:35 - Zenda: though that got less and less of as I advanced into highschool
19:35 - pawerful nekomancer☁: brb maybe 30 minutes~
19:35 - Zenda: mkay!
19:35 - pawerful nekomancer☁: yeah
19:35 - pawerful nekomancer☁: bullying I didnt take well
19:35 - pawerful nekomancer☁: as a kid I beat the shit out of a lot of people
19:35 - pawerful nekomancer☁: for reals.
19:35 - pawerful nekomancer☁: As in, trying to disable them.
19:35 - pawerful nekomancer☁: trying to break them
19:35 - pawerful nekomancer☁: because of some things they said, often
19:36 - Zenda: was that mostly girls or
19:36 - pawerful nekomancer☁: i managed to pound one person into wood chips so hard when I was 6 they got splinters
19:36 - pawerful nekomancer☁: A lot of them.
19:36 - Zenda: dayum
19:36 - pawerful nekomancer☁: guys
19:36 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I never hit a girl
19:36 - pawerful nekomancer☁: because that would be suicide
19:37 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I fought boys who thought they were tough shit
19:37 - pawerful nekomancer☁: and I've been a fighter since i was a kid
19:37 - pawerful nekomancer☁: so boxing to me is kind of like
19:37 - pawerful nekomancer☁: a show off more than anything
19:37 - pawerful nekomancer☁: with boxing I can prove my point
19:37 - pawerful nekomancer☁: without seriously injuring someone
19:38 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I was never one to talk shit like most of them
19:38 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I honored everyone who i ever boxed with
19:38 - pawerful nekomancer☁: a lot of them just got mad at me after a while
19:38 - pawerful nekomancer☁: instead of giving up and accepting it
19:38 - pawerful nekomancer☁: they made themselves more hurt
19:38 - pawerful nekomancer☁: and therefore more whiney
19:39 - pawerful nekomancer☁: and therefore more cocky
19:39 - pawerful nekomancer☁: people who lost their temper. because I was intelligent
19:39 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I didn't fight when I was exhausted, this made people really angry lol
19:40 - pawerful nekomancer☁: i did this like every day for months
19:40 - pawerful nekomancer☁: even during weekends
19:40 - pawerful nekomancer☁: because I love the adrenaline
19:40 - pawerful nekomancer☁: because I love the speed
19:40 - pawerful nekomancer☁: the force behind it
19:40 - pawerful nekomancer☁: is astounding
19:40 - pawerful nekomancer☁: i had people elbow me and I still never called fouls
19:41 - pawerful nekomancer☁: but I accidentally nick someone with my arm FOUL FOUL FOUL FUCKIN FAGGOT
19:41 - pawerful nekomancer☁: i had a couple particular..
19:41 - pawerful nekomancer☁: rivalries
19:42 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I never overreacted, and I wasn't socially appreciated because I wasn't a retarded person who wears the clothes like their houses hang
19:42 - Zenda: I have never been like that... I liked everyone, even the ones that verbally bulied me, and tried to be nice to them even though it didn't work out well, but it did pay off in the end that they often smiled to me and said hi like we were friends. I have always been honest around people, and I always went out of trouble. My adrenaline was used on the things I loved instead, video games, running, playing sports with other people in school and being hyperactive. I was a bit cocky myself, but I quickly appologized often... I was verbally builed because of the way my personallity was...  but that was due to people didn't know that I had Asperger Syndrome back then
19:42 - pawerful nekomancer☁: slummily
19:43 - pawerful nekomancer☁: ah well see..
19:43 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I was nice to people, which earned me disrespect..
19:43 - pawerful nekomancer☁: its ass backwards here
19:43 - pawerful nekomancer☁: being a good person gets you put into the gutter
19:43 - pawerful nekomancer☁: but you know.. the reason for the boxing
19:43 - pawerful nekomancer☁: was to prove myself because of all of that bullshit.
19:44 - pawerful nekomancer☁: it was real bullying since I was a kid, but I was often tried as a bully
19:44 - pawerful nekomancer☁: because I had the guts to start a fight where others had the guts to throw insults from over a fence
19:45 - pawerful nekomancer☁: but I hunted people, as a kid
19:45 - pawerful nekomancer☁: during recess they couldn't hide behind the fence of the teachers
19:45 - pawerful nekomancer☁: kids played a game of fear
19:45 - pawerful nekomancer☁: based around me
19:45 - pawerful nekomancer☁: who could insult me
19:45 - pawerful nekomancer☁: And the winners were cowards and often cried before I even did anything.
19:46 - Zenda: the cowards were the ones that often came in groups
19:46 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I've fought three people simutaneously for real and still came out unharmed aside from my knuckles
19:47 - pawerful nekomancer☁: can't say the same for them.
19:47 - pawerful nekomancer☁: Kicks hurt from someone who can launch themself horizontally.
19:48 - Zenda: I never fought with punches.. I used my arms to take someone down.. or kicks, that's during the fight I had in juniour high school
19:48 - pawerful nekomancer☁: they hurt enough to crawl up on the ground and hide
19:48 - Zenda: I wanted to take care of my hands
19:48 - Zenda: ahahhaha
19:48 - Zenda: since I use them to many things
19:48 - Zenda: for*
19:48 - pawerful nekomancer☁: Ah, yeah
19:48 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I was never so worried because..
19:48 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I never got hit
19:48 - pawerful nekomancer☁: that was my thing
19:48 - pawerful nekomancer☁: idiots just charge me
19:49 - pawerful nekomancer☁: I took tae kwan do
19:49 - pawerful nekomancer☁: as a young kid
19:49 - pawerful nekomancer☁: thats why I kicked ass because I was a dark green belt
19:49 - pawerful nekomancer☁: at age 8
19:49 - pawerful nekomancer☁: just one below black..
19:50 - Zenda: well in the boys bathroom in highschool I remember someone asked me if I could try to escape some the techniques he used on me
19:50 - Zenda: and man, that guy was really good at karate
19:50 - pawerful nekomancer☁: oh shit i need to go
19:51 - pawerful nekomancer☁: sorry, just gonna take off
19:51 - Zenda: yeah yeah
19:51 - Zenda: cya soon then :D