[24/03/2013 14:11:36] Jonas aka Lodellica!: http://puu.sh/2n4oJ
[24/03/2013 14:11:36] Natt :3: easy to do
[24/03/2013 14:11:41] Jonas aka Lodellica!: They don't exist.
[24/03/2013 14:11:46] Jonas aka Lodellica!: You sent American ones anyway
[24/03/2013 14:11:50] Jonas aka Lodellica!: Who live in the US
[24/03/2013 14:11:53] Natt :3: gah hold on
[24/03/2013 14:12:02] Jonas aka Lodellica!: It doesn't matter anyway...
[24/03/2013 14:12:07] Jonas aka Lodellica!: Someone on the outside can't help me...
[24/03/2013 14:12:13] Jonas aka Lodellica!: It's an unsolvable problem...
[24/03/2013 14:12:26] Jonas aka Lodellica!: Why would Lune ever go back to giving me a chance again...
[24/03/2013 14:15:04] Natt :3: found some info online
[24/03/2013 14:15:16] Natt :3: if you go to your local doctor they can transfer you to a specialist
[24/03/2013 14:15:19] Jonas aka Lodellica!: Stop directing me to other people who "work" with it
[24/03/2013 14:15:24] Jonas aka Lodellica!: It's not what I need...
[24/03/2013 14:15:30] Natt :3: excuse me?
[24/03/2013 14:15:38] Natt :3: you asked for help, im trying
[24/03/2013 14:15:46] Jonas aka Lodellica!: From you, not somebody else
[24/03/2013 14:15:58] Natt :3: thats a bit hard to do though
[24/03/2013 14:16:05] Natt :3: im not a psychatrist
[24/03/2013 14:16:10] Natt :3: but these people are
[24/03/2013 14:16:15] Jonas aka Lodellica!: Cheryl tries...
[24/03/2013 14:16:21] Natt :3: i've tried
[24/03/2013 14:16:26] Jonas aka Lodellica!: She influenced me slightly...
[24/03/2013 14:16:27] Natt :3: you didnt listen to anything i said
[24/03/2013 14:16:29] Natt :3: :P
[24/03/2013 14:16:40] Jonas aka Lodellica!: You probably can to if you find it worth to help someone like me in need
[24/03/2013 14:16:52] Jonas aka Lodellica!: I can't talk to Lune, she doens't want any of it
[24/03/2013 14:17:46] Natt :3: i tried jonas
[24/03/2013 14:18:17] Natt :3: refferring you to a psychiatrist was my last resort, but i dont know what else to do since you dont take in anything i say
[24/03/2013 14:18:50] Jonas aka Lodellica!: You gave up on helping me
[24/03/2013 14:18:54] Natt :3: no i didnt
[24/03/2013 14:18:57] Jonas aka Lodellica!: "I tried, now I'm finding you somebody else instead"
[24/03/2013 14:18:59] Jonas aka Lodellica!: That's not help
[24/03/2013 14:19:04] Natt :3: hence why im looking for a psychologist
[24/03/2013 14:19:15] Natt :3: that doesnt mean i gave up
[24/03/2013 14:19:23] Jonas aka Lodellica!: You know me better than a stranger does...
[24/03/2013 14:19:26] Jonas aka Lodellica!: I need people like that
[24/03/2013 14:19:29] Natt :3: it just means i've ran out of things to give advice on
[24/03/2013 14:19:42] Jonas aka Lodellica!: Ugh
[24/03/2013 14:19:44] Jonas aka Lodellica!: Whatever
[24/03/2013 14:19:51] Natt :3: hey dont be grumpy with me
[24/03/2013 14:19:55] Natt :3: at least i tried
[24/03/2013 14:21:05] Jonas aka Lodellica!: You're making up excuses to hand over the problem to somebody else, someone on the outside
Which I mentioned before, that is not what I need, they can't help me with anything, mainly because 1, they don't exist and 2, They don't know what to say either, other than stuff like "Have you tried turning it off and on again?"
[24/03/2013 14:21:20] Jonas aka Lodellica!: I feel very given up by of you
[24/03/2013 14:21:39] Natt :3: im not giving up on you jonas
[24/03/2013 14:21:52] Natt :3: i've given you advice
[24/03/2013 14:22:07] Natt :3: its up to you whether you want to take it on board or not
[24/03/2013 14:23:04] Jonas aka Lodellica!: I haven't heard a single supporting word or cheering from you so far
I've only heard advice advice advice in which 99% I have to discard because of no use to it
[24/03/2013 14:23:09] Jonas aka Lodellica!: Advice isn't everything
[24/03/2013 14:23:24] Natt :3: what the hell do you want me to say?
[24/03/2013 14:23:48] Natt :3: if i wasnt trying to support you i wouldnt of even tried
[24/03/2013 14:23:48] Jonas aka Lodellica!: Hell if I know
Writing you a script doesn't do much if you don't mean or wish it yourself
[24/03/2013 14:23:53] Natt :3: so dont give me that
[24/03/2013 14:24:42] Jonas aka Lodellica!: Actually, never mind
[24/03/2013 14:24:54] Jonas aka Lodellica!: I'd rather talk to someone who doesn't treat me like an unhappy customer
[24/03/2013 14:25:38] Natt :3: if you feel like that then fair enough, dont come back to me for advice, i really did try jonas
[24/03/2013 14:26:36 | Edited 14:27:02] Natt :3: im not treating you like a unhappy customer, i feel a little upset at the moment due to the fact that you've just said that everything i've said to you was bullshit
[24/03/2013 14:28:54] Jonas aka Lodellica!: The thing is, I'm appreciating the effort but I'm getting the unusable advice for my situation... Simply wishing for my best and occasionally cheering me up is good enough for me, assuming that's how you want me to feel: happy
[24/03/2013 14:29:58] Natt :3: and how do you expect me to make you feel happy without giving you advice
[24/03/2013 14:30:01] Natt :3: its impossible
[24/03/2013 14:30:41] Natt :3: i wont try now, you dont seem to give a shit that i did actually try
[24/03/2013 14:30:42] Jonas aka Lodellica!: Cheryl solely told me "don't talk to Lune about your depression or the drama" and she's pushing me hard to not make me do that
[24/03/2013 14:30:46] Jonas aka Lodellica!: and I find it helpful
[24/03/2013 14:31:02] Natt :3: I PRETTY MUCH TOLD YOU THAT ABOUT 20 TIMES JONAS
[24/03/2013 14:31:11] Natt :3: -sigh-
[24/03/2013 14:31:32] Jonas aka Lodellica!: You don't helped me through it, you just told me what to do and left
[24/03/2013 14:31:40] Jonas aka Lodellica!: Sounds easy but impossible with my current feelings
[24/03/2013 14:31:52] Natt :3: if thats how you feel then okay
[24/03/2013 14:31:56] Natt :3: im not going to help you any more
[24/03/2013 14:32:28] Jonas aka Lodellica!: Come on Natt...
I don't want to be enemies with you, especially not you...
[24/03/2013 14:32:41] Natt :3: you dont have to be
[24/03/2013 14:32:50] Natt :3: im just not helping you because you dont want me to
[24/03/2013 14:33:12] Jonas aka Lodellica!: I'm feeling very misunderstood now
but I can't explain myself any better
[24/03/2013 14:33:14] Jonas aka Lodellica!: Sorry
[24/03/2013 14:33:50] Natt :3: no, i know what you're saying
[24/03/2013 14:34:23] Natt :3: you said that 99% of everything i said you discarded, so if you ignore that much of what i say theres no point in me trying
[24/03/2013 14:36:15] Jonas aka Lodellica!: I was exaggerating, sure
All I just tried to do was clarify what I needed... instead I get bashed down instead for being unclear...
We're all alone inside our own heads and the description of what's inside isn't always accurate. I try my best to explain myself and make people understand me better
Not everybody has that ability to that fluently, especially not me with my autism
[24/03/2013 14:40:55] Natt :3: you explain yourself pretty well, that isnt the issue here
[24/03/2013 14:41:54] Jonas aka Lodellica!: It might look good to you but it's a different perspective for me :/
[24/03/2013 14:42:01] Jonas aka Lodellica!: Some things are just hard to put into words
[24/03/2013 14:42:05] Jonas aka Lodellica!: What I exactly need is one of them
[24/03/2013 14:43:19] Natt :3: im sorry but i just cant help you if you dont want my help
[24/03/2013 14:43:49] Jonas aka Lodellica!: I do want help, believe me
[24/03/2013 14:43:57] Jonas aka Lodellica!: I just wished I knew how to clarify that...
[24/03/2013 14:44:19] Natt :3: but if you wanted my help, you wouldnt discard everything i say
[24/03/2013 14:58:54] Jonas aka Lodellica!: Just... don't worry about me
[24/03/2013 14:59:01] Jonas aka Lodellica!: I can't explain properly how I mean
[24/03/2013 14:59:03] Jonas aka Lodellica!: >.<
[24/03/2013 15:01:29] Natt :3: i do though thats the thing, but i just cant help you anymore
[24/03/2013 18:38:59] Jonas aka Lodellica!: I'm sorry for what I said earlier, if I offended you :(
[24/03/2013 18:39:03] Jonas aka Lodellica!: I didn't mean to ;-;