I'm sorry too. I know your life has been hard. You didn't deserve that sadness. I wish I could've done something Why don't you stop this? What's the point in clinging to this lifestyle? You've done enough. I'm sure your father is satisfied. You lived the way your father wanted to preserve his memory. That's why you pretended. But you should live your own life now. Just once, you smiled! You never smile. But just once, you looked alive! Like you were having fun. I understand that it's important to respect your father's wishes but I want to see you smile more. I want to live in your heart. If you don't want me you can return to that world. You must choose for yourself. Decide how you will live your life.