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[May 29 2013][10:08:21] < helpme> hello?
[May 29 2013][10:09:24] < helpme> 200 mics lsd
[May 29 2013][10:09:30] < helpme> 12 hours
[May 29 2013][10:09:37] < helpme> nothing but demons
[May 29 2013][10:10:29] < helpme> really nothing more
[May 29 2013][10:10:34] < helpme> to say
[May 29 2013][10:10:44] < helpme> thank god
[May 29 2013][10:11:10] < helpme> can't sleep
[May 29 2013][10:11:14] < helpme> cant close eyes really
[May 29 2013][10:11:49] < helpme> periphery is all demons
[May 29 2013][10:11:58] < helpme> and its exhausting
[May 29 2013][10:12:10] < helpme> i thought it would be over after a few hrs, the bad part
[May 29 2013][10:12:14] < helpme> but it just kept coming
[May 29 2013][10:12:25] <+Hosie> wont be too long helpme
[May 29 2013][10:12:26] < helpme> can i post links?
[May 29 2013][10:13:03] < helpme> ive been trying to find a picture to help describe
[May 29 2013][10:13:31] < helpme> its scary
[May 29 2013][10:14:12] < helpme> since when?
[May 29 2013][10:14:28] < helpme> i guess
[May 29 2013][10:14:41] < helpme> yes it has
[May 29 2013][10:15:41] < helpme> http://d1vogk5vrln3y8.cloudfront.net/pictures/c6e81542b125c36346d9167691b8bd09.jpg
[May 29 2013][10:15:47] < helpme> everything is like that picture
[May 29 2013][10:16:04] < helpme> but entire periphery
[May 29 2013][10:16:13] < helpme> whatever im not looking at
[May 29 2013][10:16:25] < helpme> i know im not in danger
[May 29 2013][10:16:33] < helpme> i just feel like im going crazy
[May 29 2013][10:17:20] < helpme> i tried some pink floyd
[May 29 2013][10:17:26] < helpme> that was cool
[May 29 2013][10:17:50] < helpme> i wish
[May 29 2013][10:18:25] < helpme> suns coming up
[May 29 2013][10:18:26] < helpme> thats good
[May 29 2013][10:19:03] < helpme> its just, after around 4 hours of nothing but demon faces you'd think you could get over it
[May 29 2013][10:19:06] < helpme> or push it aside
[May 29 2013][10:19:13] < helpme> but its just there now
[May 29 2013][10:28:20] < helpme> that sucks
[May 29 2013][10:29:03] < helpme> I've been trying to get the courage to get to the computer for hours now
[May 29 2013][10:29:07] < helpme> and now that i get here
[May 29 2013][10:29:11] < helpme> and find people
[May 29 2013][10:29:20] < helpme> i start to feel better
[May 29 2013][10:29:54] < helpme> thxc
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[Jul 20 2013][08:05:08] <+trainwreck> HELPME, hey dude
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[Aug 14 2013][17:43:04] < PLEASEHELPME> Hello?
[Aug 14 2013][17:43:25] < PLEASEHELPME> I've never used this before, I don't know if I'm using this right
[Aug 14 2013][17:43:56] < PLEASEHELPME> ~tripsit
[Aug 14 2013][17:43:58] <@tripbot> PLEASEHELPME: Thanks, we've notified our tripsitters and they'll be with you shortly. In the mean time you can help us help you by sharing your substance, dose, time of dose, mindset and any other relevant info. Remember, you're in good hands here.
[Aug 14 2013][17:44:06] <+toasterlizard> PLEASEHELPME: hey
[Aug 14 2013][17:44:12] < PLEASEHELPME> Meth, 250mg, insufflated
[Aug 14 2013][17:44:24] < PLEASEHELPME> 50 hours ago
[Aug 14 2013][17:44:51] < PLEASEHELPME> I'm really scared, there's sounds coming from allover the house and I can't turn the light on because there's someone there
[Aug 14 2013][17:45:14] < PLEASEHELPME> I don't know what to do
[Aug 14 2013][17:45:54] < PLEASEHELPME> Ok
[Aug 14 2013][17:46:17] < PLEASEHELPME> I don't even know if this is the right place to go for this kind of thing, I'm so sorry if this is a waste of time
[Aug 14 2013][17:46:31] <+toasterlizard> PLEASEHELPME: you're in the right place. this is why we're here. :]
[Aug 14 2013][17:47:43] < PLEASEHELPME> Thank you
[Aug 14 2013][17:48:02] < PLEASEHELPME> Do you know how I can fall asleep? I've been trying for two days but I don't have any medication or weed because I live in Tokyo
[Aug 14 2013][17:49:07] < PLEASEHELPME> I can't leave my room, there's a man that keeps following me and I have no idea who he is or why he's there
[Aug 14 2013][17:49:34] < PLEASEHELPME> Should I do that now?
[Aug 14 2013][17:50:13] < PLEASEHELPME> No, I'm anorexic so I haven't eaten in over a week and I haven't drank anything in 3 or 4 days
[Aug 14 2013][17:50:26] <+roi> PLEASEHELPME: drink some water. now
[Aug 14 2013][17:51:07] <+DrSource> PLEASEHELPME drink a tall glass of water, eat a bit, brush your teeth, lay in bed and stay there until you are sleeping
[Aug 14 2013][17:51:39] < PLEASEHELPME> Ok...is just drinking something ok?
[Aug 14 2013][17:52:30] < PLEASEHELPME> I can't eat.
[Aug 14 2013][17:53:13] < PLEASEHELPME> I don't know how to ignore the man so that I can leave my room
[Aug 14 2013][17:53:23] < PLEASEHELPME> I am so sorry for this
[Aug 14 2013][17:54:19] < PLEASEHELPME> If I'm able to fall asleep will everything go back to normal?
[Aug 14 2013][17:55:10] < PLEASEHELPME> Ok. Thank you all for your help, I will try my best to do everything that I need to do
[Aug 14 2013][17:55:14] < PLEASEHELPME> Thank you.
[Aug 14 2013][17:55:28] < PLEASEHELPME> *woman
[Aug 14 2013][17:55:29] <@tripbot> PLEASEHELPME meant: woman you.
[Aug 14 2013][17:55:45]  * toasterlizard hugs PLEASEHELPME 
[Aug 14 2013][17:56:17] < PLEASEHELPME> Thank you, I will, um, have a good evening/afternoon/morning, thank you for your help.
[Aug 14 2013][17:56:24] <+reality> remember to eat PLEASEHELPME 
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[Aug 14 2013][19:26:14] < PLEASEHELPME> ~tripsit
[Aug 14 2013][19:26:16] <@tripbot> PLEASEHELPME: Thanks, we've notified our tripsitters and they'll be with you shortly. In the mean time you can help us help you by sharing your substance, dose, time of dose, mindset and any other relevant info. Remember, you're in good hands here.
[Aug 14 2013][19:26:27] <+reality>  hi PLEASEHELPME 
[Aug 14 2013][19:26:33] < stevefrench> pleasehelpme
[Aug 14 2013][19:26:35] < sevenforall> PLEASEHELPME: 'sup?
[Aug 14 2013][19:26:57] < PLEASEHELPME> I'm not doing well, I tried to eat but I immediately vomitted everything and now I have a searing headache
[Aug 14 2013][19:27:04] < PLEASEHELPME> I can hear chainsaws outside my house as well
[Aug 14 2013][19:27:06] < stevefrench> pleasehelpme
[Aug 14 2013][19:27:14] < PLEASEHELPME> Meth
[Aug 14 2013][19:27:46] < stevefrench> pleasehelpme
[Aug 14 2013][19:27:55] <+bob_johnson> PLEASEHELPME: best thing you can do is recognize the psychotic/paranoid thinking for what it is
[Aug 14 2013][19:27:57] < PLEASEHELPME> No, I don't
[Aug 14 2013][19:28:30] < PLEASEHELPME> I can't legally drink in Japan, I'm 19.
[Aug 14 2013][19:28:52] < PLEASEHELPME> I'm so sorry, I'm so poorly prepared, I am so sorry
[Aug 14 2013][19:29:03] < stevefrench> pleasehelpme its okay
[Aug 14 2013][19:29:26] < PLEASEHELPME> Yes, does it help you calm down/fall asleep?
[Aug 14 2013][19:29:40] < PLEASEHELPME> What if I can't fall asleep?
[Aug 14 2013][19:29:46] < stevefrench> pleasehelpme
[Aug 14 2013][19:30:23] < PLEASEHELPME> Every time I try I just end up thinking about things and I can't stop
[Aug 14 2013][19:30:42] < stevefrench> yes thats the drugs pleasehelpme
[Aug 14 2013][19:30:44] <+bob_johnson> PLEASEHELPME: thats anxiety
[Aug 14 2013][19:31:47] < PLEASEHELPME> Yes... I've never been so scared in my life, and I'm home alone as well and nobody's here
[Aug 14 2013][19:32:03] <+bob_johnson> PLEASEHELPME: how much did you take?
[Aug 14 2013][19:32:22] < PLEASEHELPME> I snorted 6 lines, I used 1/4 of a gram though
[Aug 14 2013][19:32:25] < PLEASEHELPME> I'm not sure, I didn't use a scale
[Aug 14 2013][19:32:35] < PLEASEHELPME> Insufflated
[Aug 14 2013][19:33:27] < PLEASEHELPME> My face is red and my eyes are super big, and my hands and feet are gray
[Aug 14 2013][19:34:18] < PLEASEHELPME> I can't make a fist, as in.. they're very weak right now
[Aug 14 2013][19:35:03] < PLEASEHELPME> No, I don't have any medications, I'm really sorry that I've dealt with this so poorly
[Aug 14 2013][19:35:23] <+bob_johnson> PLEASEHELPME: if it gets any worse, i'd recomend contacting someone for help
[Aug 14 2013][19:36:44] < PLEASEHELPME> Yes, I think so...
[Aug 14 2013][19:38:01] < GentleInBed> PLEASEHELPME:
[Aug 14 2013][19:38:16] <+toasterlizard> PLEASEHELPME: it'd be a good idea, if they could.
[Aug 14 2013][19:39:36] < PLEASEHELPME> Ok, I will try to contact them. Is there anything I can do to slow down my heart/aid my breathing? I am so sorry, I am really a mess right now and can't thank you enough for helping me through this
[Aug 14 2013][19:40:15] < PLEASEHELPME> It's 4:40AM right now
[Aug 14 2013][19:42:39] <+toasterlizard> PLEASEHELPME: lay down, close your eyes, and think/FOCUS on breathing in as slowly as you can. and then out as slowly as you can. think about the way the air feels as you fill and empty your lungs
[Aug 14 2013][19:43:04] <+toasterlizard> PLEASEHELPME: were you able to drink any water?
[Aug 14 2013][19:43:13] < PLEASEHELPME> Is it normal to feel very hot? It's 10 degrees (C) at the moment but besides my hands/feet I am very sweaty
[Aug 14 2013][19:43:21] < PLEASEHELPME> Yes, a small glass
[Aug 14 2013][19:44:35] <+toasterlizard> PLEASEHELPME: it's not that abnormal. you'll be okay. try to drink a little more water.
[Aug 14 2013][19:45:02] < PLEASEHELPME> What will happen if I cannot sleep tonight?
[Aug 14 2013][19:45:36] <+toasterlizard> PLEASEHELPME: you will be able to sleep eventually. don't worry, love.
[Aug 14 2013][19:45:47] < PLEASEHELPME> And the hallucinations will stop afterwards?
[Aug 14 2013][19:45:52] < PLEASEHELPME> The noises, too?
[Aug 14 2013][19:46:20] < PLEASEHELPME> Thank you thank you thank you, so much, for all of your support and help. Thank you!
[Aug 14 2013][19:46:23] <+toasterlizard> PLEASEHELPME: worrying about it isn't helping you sleep or calm down at all. after you get rest, things will go back to normal.
[Aug 14 2013][19:46:35] <+toasterlizard> PLEASEHELPME: <3
[Aug 14 2013][19:46:54] < PLEASEHELPME> You guys are so wonderful, I hope you realize it, and I am so sorry for my irresponsible drug use
[Aug 14 2013][19:46:59] < PLEASEHELPME> Lesson learned
[Aug 14 2013][19:47:07] <@tripbot> PLEASEHELPME: You're so wonderful.
[Aug 14 2013][19:47:31] <+toasterlizard> PLEASEHELPME: You're very welcome. that's why we're here. Now you know to be a lot more careful in the future. :]
[Aug 14 2013][19:48:05] < PLEASEHELPME> Fair shout.. I will try to drink tea/sleep now, thanks again for your help, I hope I feel better too! And yes, I will take more precautions in the future
[Aug 14 2013][19:48:26] < PLEASEHELPME> See you later! (but... hopefully not, in a way?)
[Aug 14 2013][19:49:05] < PLEASEHELPME> Awww man, je t'aime too, guys! You are absolutely lovely.
[Aug 14 2013][19:49:37] < PLEASEHELPME> :')
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[Aug 19 2013][14:36:15] < PLEASEHELPME> ~tripsit
[Aug 19 2013][14:36:17] <@tripbot> PLEASEHELPME: Thanks, we've notified our tripsitters and they'll be with you shortly. In the mean time you can help us help you by sharing your substance, dose, time of dose, mindset and any other relevant info. Remember, you're in good hands here.
[Aug 19 2013][14:36:37] <+Sherlockian_Holmes> What's up, PLEASEHELPME 
[Aug 19 2013][14:36:41] < iceTwy> PLEASEHELPME, what's up?
[Aug 19 2013][14:36:56] < PLEASEHELPME> I don't know if you remember me, I'm the girl who took meth a few days ago... and I redosed on Saturday, I felt like I was going to die
[Aug 19 2013][14:37:10] < PLEASEHELPME> And now I feel even worse, I don't know what to do
[Aug 19 2013][14:37:56] < PLEASEHELPME> I haven't eaten/drank any water in 5 days, and I've slept 2 hours in 5 days
[Aug 19 2013][14:38:05] < PLEASEHELPME> I don't have any OTC medications
[Aug 19 2013][14:38:46] < PLEASEHELPME> I don't know how to sleep, I've tried to sleep all day, it's currently 11:38PM (Monday)
[Aug 19 2013][14:39:30] < PLEASEHELPME> I'm in Tokyo at the moment, I have water, but no sweet drinks at home
[Aug 19 2013][14:39:57] < PLEASEHELPME> What happens if I get nauseas?
[Aug 19 2013][14:40:49] < PLEASEHELPME> Ok, I'm getting water now, I'll be back
[Aug 19 2013][14:45:43] < PLEASEHELPME> Ok. I got water, but I had what felt like a very long headrush (black spots in my vision, couldn't stand up) and my heart is beating really quickly then slowly then quickly
[Aug 19 2013][14:46:04] < PLEASEHELPME> Yes
[Aug 19 2013][14:47:28] < PLEASEHELPME> Even if I can't fall asleep, will I eventually pass out?
[Aug 19 2013][14:49:01] < PLEASEHELPME> Any way to block out the noises/sounds?
[Aug 19 2013][14:49:14] < PLEASEHELPME> Can you explain why it's important? I know it's kind of a dumb question...
[Aug 19 2013][14:49:54] < PLEASEHELPME> No, can you please explain it to me? I'm really sorry
[Aug 19 2013][14:51:31] < PLEASEHELPME> I suffer from an eating disorder, I don't know if that makes things worse or explains why a lack of sustenance is not out of the ordinary for me
[Aug 19 2013][14:52:19] < PLEASEHELPME> Is it possible to have caused any permanent damage?
[Aug 19 2013][14:53:02] < PLEASEHELPME> This is the 6th time I've used in two months, 250mg insufflated on this occasion (in two separate doses)
[Aug 19 2013][14:53:23] < PLEASEHELPME> I understand the hangover analogy though, thank oyu
[Aug 19 2013][14:54:32] < PLEASEHELPME> Thank you for answering my questions and for informing me
[Aug 19 2013][14:54:45] < PLEASEHELPME> If I ever start to feel more anxious/paranoid, is there anything I can do to help?
[Aug 19 2013][14:56:57] < PLEASEHELPME> Thank you so much for all of your help, I will try to take your advice and take more precautions in the future... but I cannot thank you enough
[Aug 19 2013][14:57:59] < PLEASEHELPME> Will do, thank you so much, all of you.
[Aug 19 2013][14:58:23] < PLEASEHELPME> I want to say "see you later," but in a way I hope that's not the case.
[Aug 19 2013][14:59:08] < PLEASEHELPME> Me too :) Bye! And I'll keep that in mind in case anything gets worse
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