Never tell your password to anyone.
8:59 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: Sorry swim. :c
8:59 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: Had a mental and emotional breakdown
8:59 PM - swim: Oh...
9:00 PM - swim: I'm sure you know how I feel then...
9:00 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: Well...:c
9:00 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: What happened, swim? :c
9:00 PM - swim: I'm stuck in a DEEP depression.
9:01 PM - swim: Ive tried cutting my dick off, and pouring piss in my wounds just to make me feel better.
9:01 PM - swim: Thing is,
9:01 PM - swim: Chuu removed me, and ignored me for a good month.
9:01 PM - swim: I'm tired of this shit.
9:01 PM - swim: I don't feel good, and I want to throw up.
9:01 PM - swim: I feel fucking TERIBLE.
9:01 PM - swim: I'm breaking down really...
9:01 PM - swim: I wish people would understand my feels...
9:02 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: Swim why did chuu remove you? :c I thought you two were doing well
9:02 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: i'm here if you need someone to talk to. :c
9:02 PM - swim: No.. I want to die at this point.
9:02 PM - swim: I've thought of  rupturing every vein in my fucking body.
9:03 PM - swim: And I've been getting sensations of cutting myself in various places.
9:03 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: well don't do any of that swim. :c
9:04 PM - swim: The only thing keeping me alive at this point would be music.
9:04 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: What spurred on this depression?
9:04 PM - swim: If It hadn't been for music, I would've killed myself days ago.
9:04 PM - swim: It's driving me nuts.
9:05 PM - swim: What spurred would be me trying to kill myself.
9:05 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: oh jesus
9:06 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: but what caused that
9:06 PM - swim: A relationship break up.
9:06 PM - swim: It's breaking my life into pieces.
9:06 PM - swim: My last resort.
9:06 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: ah I see.
9:06 PM - swim: I tried suffocating myself.
9:07 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: yeah well I know how shattering a break up can be, being as I experienced one a few nights ago.\
9:08 PM - swim: i want to cut my arm bleeding
9:08 PM - swim: I already have..
9:08 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: don't do that
9:08 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: :C
9:08 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: self-harm doesn't help anything or anyone.
9:09 PM - swim: It will when I'm all done with life.
9:09 PM - swim: Which I kinda am.
9:09 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: what makes you say that
9:09 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: Anything I can do to help?
9:09 PM - swim: You can't help a dying man..
9:10 PM - swim: I'm sorry..
9:10 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: brcause I don't want to see you hurt yourself even more
9:11 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: I'm sure there's something I can do maybe
9:12 PM - swim: I'm through.
9:13 PM - swim: I kind of cut my thigh a little, letting some bad blood go.
9:13 PM - swim: It's like everyone's accusing me of being a witch.
9:13 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: Swim...:c
9:13 PM - swim: It hurts.
9:13 PM - swim: I'm being shunned.
9:15 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: I'm not shunning you
9:15 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: I'm trying to help you. :c
9:15 PM - swim: I really can't be helped...
9:15 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: I wish I could just show up and hug you and shit
9:16 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: because it sounds like you could use some hugs and stuff
9:16 PM - swim: I'm sorry, but I'm not into that. I'm kind of down...
9:17 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: well alright...
9:17 PM - swim: I'm going to bed.
9:17 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: okay. :c
9:17 PM - swim: I'm gonna cry myself to sleep most likely...
9:18 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: :C
9:18 PM - swim: Before I do that though, I'm going to drink some warm tea.
9:18 PM - swim: Warm tea always gets me a bit happier in times like this.
9:18 PM - swim: I really like Ginseng tea.
9:18 PM - swim: Anyways, night.
9:18 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: good night
9:18 PM - CheeseburgerStreisand: talk to you tommorow. :c