Drama Improv
Keep your chin up, SO I CAN SMASH IT WITH A HAMMER!! Oh, there's no time to cry... we will marry ourselves, ourselves our precious bones, our precious osteo will be SPLINTERED and fly out like the red, the red BEAUTIFUL SQUIRTING ARTERIAL FLUID!!
But you try to hide me away, your true face you so hate to see arise, you pitiful little creature, cowering to your sickly sweet DISTRACTING ETHANOL WON'T HIDE ME FOR LONG, THANKS TO YOU, NooooOONOnONoNon, I can't see her anymore... She was so clear and bright... but the blood is in my eyes, and now I can only watch the ocean of blood... Its waves crash against my forehead again and again, AND I JUST NEED TO LEARN HOW TO SURF THAT BEAUTIFUL RED, EVERYTHING LOOKS BETTER IN RED, EVEN RED, FEAR THAT red sleep and maybe I will find a way out of this hole, only my alcoholism saved myself from you, and that isn't even a good thing, how can I possibly hope to escape from you if THERE IS NO ESCAPE,  NO ESCAPE FROM YOURSELF, YOUR MASK ONLY HIDES AN ENIGMA, YOU YOURSELF AREN'T EVEN YOU, YOU FABRICATED A LIE TO CONVINCE YOURSELF THAT YOU ARE NOT AT YOUR OWN LEVEL. BUT THINGS HAVE CHANGED MY FRIEND, I am not like you! Don't exist, die, just go, I don't want to be this why, go back to whence you came! I CAME FROM YOU, YOU ARE THE ARTIFICIAL, THE FACSIMILE, THE SIMULACRUM FAULTED, YOU EXIST BECAUSE OF AN ANOMALY, SOMEWHERE YOU TOOK OFFENSE TO YOURSELF. YOU COWARD, IF YOU HATE YOURSELF SO MUCH THEN JUST KILL YOURSELF.
I am not a coward, I will live on!

Pitiful people prepare, plead plentifully plentiful platitude phenomenal patriot pounds, poundingly perverse puppets pulping, pleasantly, putrid pasties.
You're gonna scream, just like she will; open mouth, open heart, blood and noise forever piercing my skull, poisoning me with its psychopathic arterial liquid. We watched it all, and felt the knife split down the middle... CAN YOU HEAR ME?! YOU WHO CLAIMS TO REALLY BE YOU, YOU ARE FAR FROM YOU, YOU ARE A FARCE.
I can't wait to show her my art, they say that beauty lies on the inside, I TAKE THAT QUITE LITERALLY! Aesthetic ain't attitude, so on the inside she's how she should be, I can't wait to be embraced in those RED CHUNKS they speak to me so RED and PRETTY INSIDE, PRETTY PRETTY PRETTY PRETTY much all I want is to see how she feels when I seek to please her when she's so DISCONNECTED does it work out that way I wonder? How does it feel knowing you are a FREAK?!
*mad gibbering* (The voices said 'empty, hollow and thud'. The voices said 'empty, hollow and thud'.) THE VOICES SAID 'EMPTY, HOLLOW AND THUD'!!
This is my favorite part, you crying, you liar, purulent avoider of the goregasmic pit I wish to create! Dance to the drum beat of the ballistic, fetishistic, sadistic piss-stick! Let the blood wash me clean and never, ever, ever flash a sassy eye at the good doctor! 
Precise and pertinent I am to your purulent purile self, you cannot win this.
STOP SCREAMING!
*start throwing self around and hitting yourself*
GRIND GRIND GRIND KILL KILL KILL!
NO!! DON'T DO IT!!
I'LL SLICE YOUR EYELIDS SO YOU CAN WATCH THE END OF BOTH YOURSELF AND HER!!
YESYESYESYESYES!!!
I hate me!! 
CONFUSION!!
The pain goes HERE!
SHUT UP!!
GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!
STOP TALKING TO ME!!
KILL THE LITTLE MAN!!
QUIET!!
GET OUT, GET OUT, GET OUT!!
LET ME LOOSE!!
I CAN'T HEAR YOU!!
NO, NO, NO!!
STOP JUDGING ME!!
YOU CAN'T CONTROL ME!!
*staggering about*
[menacingly] Love you...
The silence... Kill it! I'll find you! Quiet noises... and I'll STRANGLE the whispers out of you with a BONESAW!!