(20:40) <BrandX>Why did you remind me of that shit
(20:42) <Grave>Look man, I just saw it
(20:42) <Grave>and well
(20:42) <Grave>I thought back to it
(20:42) <BrandX>?
(20:42) <Grave>and well, even though they're idiots
(20:42) <Grave>and massively trolling
(20:42) <Grave>...they kinda have a few points to take into consideration
(20:43) <BrandX>I just...wanted to forget that people hated me
(20:43) <BrandX>because of my actions
(20:43) <Grave>well I thought they did
(20:43) <Grave>but they didn't
(20:43) <Grave>or maybe you've been doing more dumb stuff recently
(20:43) <BrandX>They won't ever forget...
(20:43) <BrandX>I just
(20:43) <BrandX>wish I could go
(20:44) <BrandX>and tell them off
(20:44) <Grave>...that'd be doing something stupid
(20:44) <BrandX>I just want it all to stop
(20:44) <BrandX>I'm not autistic
(20:44) <BrandX>I'm not a whore
(20:44) <BrandX>I"m not anything they are saying
(20:44) <Grave>prove it
(20:44) <Grave>also
(20:45) <Grave>it's not whore
(20:45) <Grave>it's attentionwhore
(20:45) <Grave>google it
(20:45) <BrandX>whatever
(20:45) <BrandX>I just want them to fucking stop
(20:45) <Grave>well
(20:45) <Grave>they won't
(20:45) <BrandX>WHy
(20:45) <BrandX>why won't they stop
(20:45) <BrandX>why won't they find someone else
(20:45) <Grave>because people thrive off negativity
(20:46) <BrandX>I know I made mistakes
(20:46) <BrandX>I know I looked like  whiny fuck
(20:46) <BrandX>I know I did all those things
(20:46) <BrandX>I want to move on
(20:46) <BrandX>and fix my mistakes
(20:46) <BrandX>I'm tired of them saying these things and spreading lies
(20:47) <Grave>you should'nt have put yourself in the spotlight in the first place
(20:47) <Grave>but
(20:47) <BrandX>I know but I just want it to end
(20:47) <Grave>You should leave that for another time
(20:47) <BrandX>I just want to move on with my life and fix my mitakes
(20:47) <Grave>You can't end it
(20:47) <Grave>you can't fix them
(20:47) <BrandX>mistakes*
(20:47) <Grave>you have to live with it
(20:47) <BrandX>and live with people hating me forever/
(20:47) <BrandX>what a life to live
(20:47) <Grave>Hitler lived like that just fine
(20:48) <BrandX>WHY WOULD YOU
(20:48) <BrandX>WHY WOULD YOU
(20:48) <BrandX>WHY WOULD YOU COMPARE ME TO A FUCKING MONSTER
(20:48) <Grave>uh
(20:48) <BrandX>THANKS THAT MAKES ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER
(20:48) <Grave>hitler didn't do anything wrong
(20:48) <BrandX>yeah
(20:48) <Grave>but seriously
(20:48) <BrandX>except order the murder of thousands and thousands of jews
(20:48) <BrandX>and anyone that wasn't "
(20:48) <BrandX>perfect"
(20:48) <Grave>look man
(20:48) <Grave>people like Marn
(20:48) <Grave>ChrisG
(20:49) <Grave>fucking uh
(20:49) <Grave>who the fuck
(20:49) <Grave>nah I think ChrisG's the most hated
(20:49) <BrandX>yeah but the only difference is
(20:49) <BrandX>they have something to prove
(20:49) <BrandX>they've proven themselves that they are still the best regardless of being hated
(20:49) <BrandX>I haven't proven anything
(20:49) <BrandX>and everyone hates me
(20:49) <Grave>well see
(20:49) <Grave>that's the thing
(20:49) <Grave>either you put up
(20:49) <Grave>or shut up
(20:50) <Grave>you can't get out of shit like this by just talking
(20:50) <BrandX>I just want
(20:50) <BrandX>people to like me
(20:50) <Grave>why?
(20:50) <BrandX>i didn't want any of this to begin with
(20:50) <Grave>people are shit
(20:51) <Grave>nobody likes me a
(20:51) <Grave>and I like that just fine
(20:51) <BrandX>Nobody fucking talks about you
(20:51) <BrandX>Nobody fucking talks behind your back
(20:51) <Grave>better than getting shit talked about me
(20:51) <Grave>see
(20:51) <BrandX>nobody calls you a fucking autistic fuck
(20:52) <BrandX>nobody calls you these horrible names
(20:52) <BrandX>nobody calls you a waste of life
(20:52) <Grave>my head does
(20:52) <Grave>why do you think I'm on prozac
(20:52) <BrandX>What?
(20:52) <Grave>got sent to a mental ward a while back
(20:53) <BrandX>w-w-what?
(20:53) <Grave>oh yeah
(20:53) <BrandX>why/
(20:53) <Grave>straightjacket and everything
(20:53) <Grave>tried to kill myself
(20:53) <Grave>how's that
(20:53) <BrandX>......
(20:54) <BrandX>I..I see
(20:54) <Grave>got diagnosed with Bipolar, Manic and Major depression and Suicidal tendencies
(20:54) <BrandX>o-o-o-oh..
(20:54) <Grave>I'm on prozac now and last saturday I ran out for 3 days
(20:54) <BrandX>um...
(20:54) <Grave>went crazy and screamt at the wall whenever my parents weren't home
(20:54) <Grave>other people are worse off than you
(20:55) <Grave>pick up something
(20:55) <Grave>another hobby
(20:55) <Grave>fighting games are hell if you have a shit self esteem
(20:55) <BrandX>......
(20:55) <BrandX>I-i-i-i-'m so sorry..
(20:56) <BrandX>so...what do I do...
(20:56) <Grave>pick up a musical instrument
(20:56) <Grave>sport
(20:56) <Grave>anything uncompetitive
(20:56) <Grave>and please
(20:56) <BrandX>I draw...
(20:56) <Grave>I know you'll look at other musicians and say "MAN I'LL NEVER BE AS GOOD AS THEM"
(20:56) <Grave>don't do that
(20:56) <Grave>you're doing the same shit here
(20:56) <Grave>well
(20:57) <Grave>better your art
(20:57) <BrandX>I just want to forget that 4chan exists...
(20:57) <Grave>easy
(20:57) <Grave>don't go there
(20:57) <Grave>oh
(20:57) <Grave>whoops
(20:57) <Grave>well
(20:57) <Grave>you did forget about them
(20:57) <BrandX>and you reminded me
(20:57) <BrandX>so thanks a lot
(20:58) <Grave>I probably wanted you to take note of a few of the points they made
(20:58) <Grave>even though it's full of evol words
(20:58) <BrandX>It's just
(20:58) <BrandX>hard to read...
(20:59) <BrandX>also..
(20:59) <BrandX>how did they get a hold
(20:59) <Grave>this is where you learn to read behind the lines
(20:59) <BrandX>of that filia voicemail
(20:59) <BrandX>I never let that go public
(20:59) <Grave>it's 4chan man
(20:59) <BrandX>You did it didn't you
(20:59) <Grave>what
(20:59) <Grave>no
(21:00) <BrandX>You're the only one here I know that goes there
(21:00) <BrandX>you're a spy aren't you
(21:00) <Grave>dude
(21:00) <BrandX>they knew about stuff I said in the irc
(21:00) <Grave>fuck's sake
(21:00) <BrandX>someone in here
(21:00) <BrandX>is from 4chan
(21:00) <BrandX>someone
(21:00) <BrandX>in this fucking irc is spying one
(21:00) <BrandX>on me*
(21:00) <Grave>well
(21:00) <Grave>look at it this way
(21:00) <Grave>you got a motive to NOT act out now
(21:01) <Grave>what if someone gets ahold of it?
(21:01) <BrandX>Don't ever show me that place again
(21:01) <BrandX>I never want to see it again
(21:01) <BrandX>ever
(21:01) <Grave>ok then
(21:01) <BrandX>Great
(21:01) <BrandX>now I'm super late for class
(21:02) <BrandX>and it'll take me like 20 minutes to get there
(21:02) <BrandX>fuck
(21:02) <Grave>sorry, but sometimes the most hurtful information is the one that gives you a message to move along
(21:02) <BrandX>Now I"m all paranoid bro
(21:02) <BrandX>I"m all scared
(21:02) <BrandX>and there are people spreading lies and hate about me
(21:02) <Grave>look
(21:02) <Grave>I'm paranoid as fuck too
(21:02) <Grave>you'll get used to it
(21:03) <BrandX>I just want those lies to dissapear
(21:03) <BrandX>I'm sorry...
(21:03) <Grave>again
(21:03) <Grave>saying sorry is not enough
(21:03) <Grave>just
(21:03) <Grave>i don't know
(21:03) <Grave>i've done this before
(21:04) <Grave>but
(21:04) <Grave>change name
(21:04) <Grave>it is extremely easy to change identity in the internet
(21:04) <Grave>don't tie any accounts to facebook or social irl shit
(21:04) <Grave>change it to something inconspicous
(21:07) <BrandX2>i just want it all to stop..
(21:13) <Grave>again
(21:13) <Grave>you're not going to get it to stop by simply wanting it
(21:13) <Grave>you don
(21:14) <Grave>you just have to become invisible for a bit
(21:14) <Grave>run everything from a different account
(21:14) <Grave>change your name in SG
(21:14) <Grave>practice until you can play good, and then just play
(21:14) <Grave>don't say anything
(21:14) <Grave>play
(21:15) <Grave>if you win
(21:15) <Grave>great
(21:15) <Grave>if you lose
(21:15) <Grave>well
(21:15) <Grave>you lost
(21:15) <Grave>you can't do anything about it
(21:15) <Grave>life isn't fucking fair