aron
[10/18/2013 9:29:26 AM] Aaron: Gooood morning!
[10/18/2013 9:30:13 AM] Aaron: (06:59:48)   Juliet has given you a sword. A small card is attached  which reads: happy birthday you can have a sword to help you against the fires - juliet
[10/18/2013 9:30:14 AM] Aaron: LOL
[10/18/2013 10:14:45 AM] Aaron: Helloooo omo
[10/18/2013 10:39:31 AM] Aaron: (10:34:45) Consuela: the lichenthrope look scary
(10:35:01) Consuela: not sure if it's becuase it's a furcadia avatar or if it's genuinely scary
[10/18/2013 10:39:34 AM] Aaron: LOL pff.
[10/18/2013 4:39:32 PM] Aaron: Welcome home!
[10/18/2013 4:40:15 PM] Tarra: i don't talk to old people
[10/18/2013 4:40:38 PM] Aaron: ... WOW TARRA
[10/18/2013 4:40:39 PM] Aaron: LOL
[10/18/2013 4:40:57 PM] Aaron: BEFORE HAPPY BIRTHDAY OR ANYTHING YOU SAY THAT. LMFAO you are so sweet I swear.
[10/18/2013 4:42:48 PM] Aaron: Probably the only pic of me I like http://puu.sh/4Sqdf.jpg
[10/18/2013 5:36:25 PM] Aaron: LOL Brass is starting to piss off nokk.
[10/18/2013 5:54:13 PM] Tarra: gay
[10/18/2013 5:54:36 PM] Aaron: I AM NOT OMG...
[10/18/2013 5:54:42 PM] Aaron: So hi bb!
[10/18/2013 5:55:22 PM] Aaron: I laff at brass trying to fit in with fires.
[10/18/2013 5:56:28 PM] Tarra: he's retarded anyway
[10/18/2013 5:56:33 PM] Aaron: Yes he is.
[10/18/2013 5:56:37 PM] Aaron: SO, honey.
[10/18/2013 5:56:39 PM] Aaron: Last night
[10/18/2013 5:57:26 PM] Aaron: I was drinking a bit of vodka, and I had a slight buzz that's all. And Joe offered me a weed cookie. I was like uhhhhh I'm curious about weed and stuff but I don't want to like full blown get high or w/e so he gave me 1/4th of one and I ate that.
[10/18/2013 5:57:37 PM] Aaron: So I got high I guess???? But here's the thing.
[10/18/2013 5:57:54 PM] Aaron: I felt WEIRD. But that's it. Not everything was funny, nothing was trippy, I didn't freak out.
[10/18/2013 5:57:55 PM] Aaron: So.
[10/18/2013 5:58:02 PM] Aaron: w/e dicknose was talking about isn't how it is clearly LOL
[10/18/2013 5:58:52 PM] Aaron: It just made it hard to focus and shit that's all.
[10/18/2013 5:59:06 PM] Aaron: So her whole... "OMG LOL IM SO HIGH XD" bullshit is so stupid.
[10/18/2013 6:03:18 PM] Tarra: even more gay
[10/18/2013 6:03:23 PM] Aaron: How is that more gay bb?!
[10/18/2013 6:03:35 PM] Aaron: I thought it was kinda pointless to be honest.
[10/18/2013 6:03:51 PM] Aaron: Like I expected more? I don't see why people do it continuously.
[10/18/2013 6:04:49 PM] Tarra: idk why you even told me that
[10/18/2013 6:05:20 PM] Aaron: I know you dislike it and shit but we've talked about it and I remember you saying you're curious and would probably try it someday but it's not something you're literally interested in?
[10/18/2013 6:05:40 PM] Aaron: You're my closest friend, I just wanted to share that with you.
[10/18/2013 6:05:43 PM] Tarra: i don't have any respect for people who do it
[10/18/2013 6:06:10 PM] Aaron: And I don't honey. I just tried it, that's all. I didn't flip out, didn't act a fool on Furc. Just tried it, sat back, and played League with Seth and then went straight to bed.
[10/18/2013 6:06:32 PM] Aaron: Not gonna do it again, I don't see a point.
[10/18/2013 6:08:27 PM] Aaron: Sorry, I just wanted to try it and now that I did I'm not going to do it again.
[10/18/2013 6:09:58 PM] Aaron: You're probably upset with me.. Alright. I won't bother you or anything if you don't want me to. I hope you don't hold it against me, it was literally a one time thing and it's already done.
[10/18/2013 7:49:13 PM] Aaron: I hope you've had a good day so far..
[10/18/2013 8:14:25 PM] Aaron: I tried to tell you that before when I tolt you that I saved up the birthday cakes each month but you tolt me that they expire so I shut up about it.
[10/18/2013 8:15:57 PM] Aaron: Are you upset with me about last night? ): Just asking.
[10/18/2013 8:16:45 PM] Aaron: We've barely gotten to talk, and you haven't told me happy birthday.. You're like the only person I even care to hear it from.
[10/18/2013 8:17:15 PM] Aaron: Alright I'll shut up again. Sorry. I just miss you today.
[10/18/2013 8:50:00 PM] Aaron: Heavens Cat has been hanging out in LR I've noticed.... And I think some drama went down because he was talking pretty seriously with someone that uses the alt "Diane Young"
[10/18/2013 8:52:37 PM] Aaron: .... I think he's thinking about breaking up with his gf.
[10/18/2013 9:11:14 PM] Aaron: I guess I'm just going to try and enjoy a few games with Seth. I'm sorry for letting you down or disappointing you with my choice last night, all I can say is that it won't happen again. I would have loved to spend more time with you today, but I get that you dislike that stuff strongly.
[10/19/2013 9:08:24 AM] Aaron: morning...
[10/19/2013 9:22:35 AM] Aaron: Tarra?.... You are upset with me aren't you?
[10/19/2013 11:10:33 AM] Aaron: hey..
[10/19/2013 3:43:27 PM] Aaron: Hiiiiii
[10/19/2013 5:18:58 PM] Aaron: hope i get to talk to you at SOME point =\
[10/19/2013 7:20:56 PM] Aaron: So, to put the bullshit aside. You're not talking to me because of the 14/th of a weed cookie I ate, right?
[10/19/2013 7:34:49 PM] Aaron: Guess all I can do is sit here and let you enjoy your brand new ds. I'd still really like to talk to you, not that you don't know that.
[10/19/2013 9:26:07 PM] Aaron: 2 nights in a row now i've cried like a little bitch. it's been so shitty lately... i don't expect you to care and i know this isn't your problem but you're literally all i have. i don't have anyone else to talk to or anything. i really miss you.
[10/19/2013 10:46:44 PM] Aaron: i assume youre going to bed... night tarra.. sleep well and have sweet dreams..
[10/20/2013 6:13:13 PM] Aaron: So, hey. Can we talk now?
[10/20/2013 6:16:00 PM] Aaron: Seriously? 2 days of bullshit ignoring, and all I can think of that I did that you don't approve of is eat A FOURTH of a cookie, on my birthday, without doing ANYTHING stupid afterwards.
[10/20/2013 6:20:18 PM] Aaron: I get that you're against it.. I get it. I have enough respect for you to not touch the shit again.
[10/20/2013 6:22:06 PM] Aaron: Sorry for bothering you so much about it, but I don't like the thought of slowly losing my best friend just because she REFUSES to talk to me.
[10/20/2013 6:22:47 PM] Aaron: I'll drop it and stop bugging now. Sorry again, I just miss you. But you already knew that.
[10/20/2013 9:41:38 PM] Aaron: (21:38:12) [f] [AspieAlert] bubble has arrived on the map.
(21:39:06) Aaron: LMFAO called it.
(21:41:08) [f] [AspieAlert] bubble is in viewing range.
(21:41:15) Aaron: LOL
(21:41:15) [f] [Warden] Tarra has entered the map.
(21:41:15) [f] [Warden] Tarra has entered viewing range.
[10/20/2013 9:41:41 PM] Aaron: PERFECT TIMING
[10/20/2013 9:42:02 PM] Aaron: (21:41:56) [f] [AspieAlert] bubble has left the map.
[10/20/2013 9:42:02 PM] Aaron: #SA
[10/20/2013 9:43:55 PM] Aaron: Sorry for kinda getting crazy earlier, by the way.
[10/20/2013 9:44:30 PM] Aaron: It's just so frustrating to see you here, every day, talking to all of your little friends and making not even an ounce of effort to even let me know why you won't talk to me. It feels ridiculous.
[10/20/2013 9:49:39 PM] Aaron: Man, I'm worried you just don't want shit to do with me anymore. You seem fine, just acting like I don't exist.
[10/20/2013 9:51:56 PM] Aaron: I mean yeah it's just two days. But there's no telling how long you'll keep this up and I do not want to get distant and I do not want to lose you as a best friend. I swear I wouldn't be so persistent if I didn't think you WANTED to become more distant.
[10/20/2013 9:52:36 PM] Aaron: Or, you know, you could always just tell me to fuck off or go away if I'm bothering you.
[10/20/2013 10:01:52 PM] Aaron: As desperately as I do want to ask you what I did or if you'll talk to me every day until you finally cave and tell me to shut up, I think it's about time I just give you what you want and leave you alone. So fuck it. I'll just do whatever and when YOU want to talk to ME I'll be here.
[10/20/2013 10:02:21 PM] Aaron: Just don't get too distant, and don't let our friendship die. Please. You mean a lot to me obviously.
[10/21/2013 6:19:43 PM] Aaron: Bleh... My mom got pissed and left earlier because I told her we're all tired of her bitching. She literally daily now bitches about driving Jake and Lauren to and from work (Not even from on a daily basis, they usually take the BUS home) after she was the one that promised them to do it... Just ugh she's so dumb.
[9:41:37 AM] Aaron: Hey.. Morning.
[9:43:03 AM] Aaron: ????
[9:43:53 AM] Aaron: This is usually why I say something out loud and make it public. Because then you can't ignore it.
[9:44:03 AM] Aaron: I won't, but this is why.
[9:44:53 AM] Aaron: Had I known you'd overreact this badly over a fourth of a cookie I wouldn't have even told you.
[9:45:07 AM] Aaron: But this is what I get for wanting to be honest.
[9:48:19 AM] Tarra: quit acting like a fucking 12 year old when i don't talk to you i'm not fucking obligated to talk to you all the time and then you get all butthurt when i don't OMG R WE STILL FRIENDS DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG Y WON'T U TALK 2 ME OMG then message me a million fucking times about why i won't talk to you or how upset YOU are that i won't talk to you like seriously grow up. you're irritating the fuck out of me 1. asking vel for money constantly to the point where it's begging for money, hello vel isn't a bank. 2. messaging me constantly when i don't reply to you, obviously i have nothing to say to you. 3. you doing that shit makes you no better than kelly or your dumbass uncle i have no respect for that.
[9:49:07 AM] Aaron: 1. You're not vel and that's not your business, it's not my fault she kisses everyones ass with money but Muff already got after me for it so I'm not going to ask her anymore.
[9:49:26 AM] Aaron: 2. I know you have nothing to say to me. I get that. But it's bullshit, you can still talk to me and you know it.
[9:49:38 AM] Tarra: IT IS MY BUSINESS WHEN PEOPLE MESSAGE ME AND TELL ME YOU'RE BEGGING FOR MONEY
[9:49:41 AM] Aaron: 3. I TRIED it, didn't DO it, TRIED it. Once. And I'm not going to do again.
[9:49:47 AM] Aaron: Ever.
[9:49:50 AM] Aaron: I'm done with that shit.
[9:49:59 AM] Aaron: You act like it's something I do now.
[9:50:05 AM] Aaron: Or that I'm going to do it again.
[9:50:10 AM] Aaron: Convenient excuse not to talk to me.
[9:50:11 AM] Tarra: i really don't give a shit
[9:50:16 AM] Aaron: I figured you didn't.
[9:50:39 AM] Aaron: Look, even if I wanted to do it again I wouldn't.
[9:50:43 AM] Aaron: I respect you too much.
[9:51:15 AM] Aaron: And you're right, we don't have to talk constantly and I KNOW you're pissed at me for that. But it's done and over and won't happen again. Also, we can still talk SOMETIMES. You were flat out ignoring me.
[9:51:39 AM] Aaron: Like what do I have to do to make you stop fucking hating me? It's so stupid.
[9:52:36 AM] Aaron: I haven't changed, I'm not some fucking pothead or some shit now. I don't even drink often at all. I'm the same goddamn person but you're using it as an excuse to just not talk to me at all.
[9:52:59 AM] Tarra: quit being a litte bitch about everything none of my other friends don't bitch and complain when i don't talk to them except for you and you have no idea how fucking annoying it gets
[9:53:01 AM] Tarra: constantly
[9:53:12 AM] Aaron: BECAUSE YOU LIED TO ME AND SAID WE WERE CLOSE.
[9:53:17 AM] Aaron: And now you act like we're not close.
[9:53:20 AM] Aaron: And we're just friends.
[9:53:27 AM] Aaron: CLOSE friends talk.
[9:53:33 AM] Tarra: BECAUSE YOU ANNOY THE SHIT OUT OF ME
[9:53:37 AM] Aaron: I stopped.
[9:53:49 AM] Tarra: i can only deal with so much shit and the same fucking conversations over and over before i say fuck it
[9:53:53 AM] Aaron: I wouldn't even be begging you to talk to me if you'd just fucking do it, Tarra.
[9:53:59 AM] Tarra: nothing interesting ever goes on and i'm over it
[9:54:04 AM] Aaron: So.
[9:54:07 AM] Tarra: I DO NOT HAVE TO TALK TO YOU
[9:54:12 AM] Aaron: Because I lead a boring life you're over me?
[9:54:18 AM] Aaron: Like.
[9:54:27 AM] Aaron: 8+ years of friendship fucked because I'm boring? Seriously?
[9:54:47 AM] Tarra: you're so fucking dramatic about everything
[9:54:48 AM] Aaron: You don't. But I thought you'd at least want to a little bit.
[9:54:50 AM] Aaron: HOW?
[9:54:55 AM] Aaron: YOU freaked out, not me.
[9:55:03 AM] Aaron: We were fine until I admitted to you that I tried that cookie.
[9:55:17 AM] Aaron: Now it's suddenly I'm the most annoying and uninteresting person fucking ever.
[9:55:22 AM] Aaron: And you just don't even want to talk to me.
[9:55:47 AM] Aaron: What fucking bullshit. 8+ years of my life wasted and you won't even just TELL me you don't want to be my friend anymore.
[9:56:10 AM] Aaron: Sorry, I AM a little upset.
[9:56:18 AM] Aaron: We were so fine until I told you about that cookie.
[9:56:47 AM] Tarra: just shut the fuck up seriously again you're  being a drama queen I DIDN'T SAY WE'RE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE
[9:56:58 AM] Aaron: You don't even want to talk, ever.
[9:57:02 AM] Aaron: The fuck kinda friends is that./
[9:57:34 AM] Tarra: i said you annoy the fuck out of me when you constantly message me and i CLEARLY don't want to talk NO ONE ELSE DOES THAT except you and then you flip your shit and act like a butthurt child
[9:57:55 AM] Aaron: Look. I wouldn't have done that if you didn't fucking ignore me over a cookie.
[9:58:08 AM] Aaron: Wait, no, A FRACTION of a cookie.
[9:58:17 AM] Tarra: THE COOKIE ISN'T THE POINT
[9:58:23 AM] Aaron: The point is you ignoring me.
[9:58:30 AM] Aaron: Which you didn't do before I told you that.
[9:59:00 AM] Tarra: the point is you irritated me so i didn't talk to you then you act like a  baby about it and whine and bitch so when i finally tell you you overreact and continue to act like a baby
[9:59:02 AM] Aaron: If I didn't message you, you WOULDN'T message me. Our friendship WOULD go bland because you have better shit to do.
[9:59:19 AM] Aaron: You said so yourself Tarra.
[9:59:23 AM] Aaron: You have nothing to say to me.
[9:59:34 AM] Aaron: Over the span of a couple days, when we usually talk daily? Fucking please.
[10:00:06 AM] Aaron: How did I initially irritate you? I won't do it again, god.
[10:00:30 AM] Aaron: Sorry for being a bitch about it.
[10:00:50 AM] Tarra: like i said when people message me about shit you're doing, begging for money, constantly bringing shit up, THAT irritates me
[10:01:07 AM] Aaron: BRinging what up? I haven't brought our business up with anyone. I keep that private...
[10:01:27 AM] Aaron: And begging for money, yeah, I stopped now. Besides I don't fucking beg, I BORROW. And I ALWAYS pay back.
[10:01:31 AM] Aaron: Oh, that reminds me.
[10:01:41 AM] Aaron: Ian threw you under the bus and said you kept telling him to buy you pokemon.
[10:01:48 AM] Aaron: And that he eventually did.
[10:01:49 AM] Tarra: omg i rly want a lichenthrop omg my life will be perf once i get a lichenthrope all i want is a lichenthrope
[10:01:56 AM] Aaron: I didn't care or anything, just telling you.
[10:02:03 AM] Aaron: I WAS JUST EXCITED ):
[10:02:10 AM] Tarra: IT'S ANNOYING
[10:02:11 AM] Aaron: I didn't WANT someone to get me it.
[10:02:15 AM] Aaron: I stopped...
[10:02:19 AM] Aaron: Muff already chewed me out about it.
[10:02:23 AM] Tarra: everyone else thinks it's annoying to
[10:02:28 AM] Aaron: And I stopped...
[10:02:37 AM] Aaron: Had I known sooner I would have stopped sooner.
[10:02:40 AM] Tarra: along with begging vel for money
[10:02:58 AM] Aaron: I stopped that too, clearly I can't ask her for a loan when she's too busy buying everything for everyone else.
[10:03:11 AM] Aaron: I'll just wait and do shit myself from now on.
[10:03:45 AM] Aaron: I'm sorry for being fucking annoying ok? I'm trying my best not to be. When people point out shit I'm doing that they don't like I STOP. Ok?
[10:04:24 AM] Aaron: I know this won't make you want to talk to me, and I appreciate that you're ACTUALLY fucking responding to me FINALLY. But I'm trying, you know? It's not like I don't care.
[10:08:00 AM] Aaron: So seriously. Because you keep saying it. I've lost your respect now, even trying it? Because you're certainly acting like it. I thought it was a silly little thing to do on my birthday. I figured why not, but had I known it would have costed me your respect I wouldn't have done it.
[10:08:33 AM] Aaron: I figured pffff, Eva does it constantly and Tarra loves her. So why not? No biggie, only a fourth.
[10:09:53 AM] Aaron: I really hope you didn't toss out all respect for me.
[10:13:36 AM] Aaron: guess you dont want to talk anymore. thanks for at least talking to me a little bit, im really thankful. sorry again, i hope this seriously didnt cost me your respect though because this seems like it fucked our friendship up and that terrifies me. ill give you space now and i guess just let you talk to me when you want to even though i highly doubt youll ever want to..
[2:00:30 PM] Aaron: Finished what?
[2:18:07 PM] Aaron: I just figured you wouldn't mind talking to me about something you wouldn't mind talking to someone else about. Sorry.
[2:20:36 PM] Aaron: btw I really like spellplague's tag.. I keep trying to think about what I want for a custom specitag but idk.
[2:25:11 PM] Aaron: I've been trying to figure out whether I should just like.. Leave, and let you choose when to talk to me/when I come back. I just don't want you to think I don't care or anything.. So if I'm not there I'm just trying to give you space.
[7:51:16 PM] Aaron: SO you like your new pokemon game? :3 I don't know much about it but I hear it's fun.
[8:42:31 PM] Aaron: You really still don't want to talk?... Honest question Tarra, should I just stop bothering you until you message me?... If so, tell me, please. And I will listen.
[8:43:10 PM] Aaron: Otherwise my mind tells me to keep trying so I don't become distant from you.. =\
[8:44:36 PM] Aaron: Please just tell me if you want me to leave you alone until you come to me. I really don't want to keep bothering you but my mind tells me to TRY talking to you so we don't lose contact. x_x;
[8:46:57 PM] Aaron: Annnnd of course you won't just tell me. Nothing's ever that easy is it? Oh well. I'll go back to forcing myself not to bother you but eventually I'll come back. Sorry, I just feel like if I don't you never will. If you do feel up to it just let me know not to bother you, that you'll come around when you want to, and I promise I'll stop bothering.