Friday, August 30, 2013
2:44 PM - Ktanaqui: Hey there
2:45 PM - LINKSWORD2: ??
2:46 PM - Ktanaqui: You never answered my question last night? What's going on? You're really distant :(
2:46 PM - LINKSWORD2: ..... -_-
2:46 PM - LINKSWORD2: I'm getting more distant, as you might tell.
2:46 PM - Ktanaqui: Of course.
2:46 PM - LINKSWORD2: I kinda just wanna be left alone...
2:46 PM - Ktanaqui: Why?
2:47 PM - LINKSWORD2: Getting slightly sick of people asking how I'm doing.
2:47 PM - Ktanaqui: I can't believe that. What's going on that's got you running from everyone?
2:48 PM - Ktanaqui: You should realize that of everyone, you can still trust me to listen and try to help.
2:48 PM - LINKSWORD2: JC is fucking up my life.... That's what.
2:49 PM - Ktanaqui: From the complaints I've heard from Deanna, so are your parents.
2:49 PM - LINKSWORD2: Yeah. -_-
2:49 PM - Ktanaqui: What else, Link? I know JC is awful. But it wasn't do this to you. You still called and talked if you needed to.
2:50 PM - LINKSWORD2: *Sigh.*
2:50 PM - Ktanaqui: *hugs* You can tell me.
2:50 PM - LINKSWORD2: ....
2:50 PM - Ktanaqui: You can.
2:50 PM - Ktanaqui: And it'll still be between just us.
2:51 PM - LINKSWORD2: This world is lucky that I don't let guns in this house.
2:51 PM - Ktanaqui: Nothing slipped to Alex; nothing to Deanna. Same as before.
2:51 PM - LINKSWORD2: I'm turning into this violent, angry, "don't fuck with me" recluse...
2:52 PM - Ktanaqui: Why not leave the area?
2:52 PM - Ktanaqui: Your parents are no good for you and neither is JC. So what's keeping you there?
2:52 PM - LINKSWORD2: .... I don't fucking know...
2:53 PM - Ktanaqui: Heard you heard from Nicole?
2:53 PM - Ktanaqui: [I think I re-called the right name there]
2:53 PM - LINKSWORD2: ... What's that worth?
2:53 PM - Ktanaqui: Is she bothering you?
2:53 PM - LINKSWORD2: She cheated on me god-knows-how-many-times....
2:53 PM - Ktanaqui: Uh-huh
2:54 PM - Ktanaqui: I wanted to know if she was trying to guilt-trip or bother you some more
2:54 PM - LINKSWORD2: ... I don't know. I also don't care.
2:54 PM - Ktanaqui: Given the opportunity to leave that hellhole, would you?
2:55 PM - LINKSWORD2: I don't even know.
2:55 PM - LINKSWORD2: Leaving JC? Of course.
2:55 PM - Ktanaqui: I know of a way you can leave both behind.
2:55 PM - LINKSWORD2: But there's something here that I don't even know...
2:55 PM - Ktanaqui: Attachment to friends, family?
2:56 PM - Ktanaqui: You can always take a vacation and then return to them,.
2:56 PM - Ktanaqui: Maybe you don't want to leave because it's a familiar place? Where you've been your entire life?
2:57 PM - LINKSWORD2: Maybe.
2:58 PM - Ktanaqui: If I told you how you can take advantage of Job Corps to leave both behind, would you take it?
2:59 PM - LINKSWORD2: How?
2:59 PM - Ktanaqui: JC has a little-known program
2:59 PM - Ktanaqui: That will bus you and all your stuff, absolutely free, between campuses.
3:00 PM - LINKSWORD2: ?
3:00 PM - Ktanaqui: Pick somewhere you want to go.
3:00 PM - Ktanaqui: Pick a campus near that location.
3:00 PM - Ktanaqui: Put in for a transfer to that location - you might have to switch your "course" but it doesn't matter anyhow since you'd be quitting.
3:01 PM - Ktanaqui: They will transfer you there.
3:01 PM - Ktanaqui: Then.
3:01 PM - Ktanaqui: Quit.
3:01 PM - LINKSWORD2: Change trainings, then just quit?
3:01 PM - Ktanaqui: Change trainings, change campus, then quit and live in the new place for a little while. See what happens.
3:02 PM - Ktanaqui: You might find that it'll be a lot better for you
3:02 PM - LINKSWORD2: And, if it fails?
3:02 PM - Ktanaqui: (Actually, I can guarentee you will)
3:02 PM - Ktanaqui: It won't.
3:03 PM - Ktanaqui: Okay.
3:03 PM - Ktanaqui: This is the part where I have to be completely honest. Deanna asked for my opinion on an idea of hers - to bring you out to her to stay for like a week or so, give you a vacation and a break from your family and the stress of job corps.
3:04 PM - Ktanaqui: She also told me that she wants to give you a permanent home there, if you like it and want to stay.
3:05 PM - LINKSWORD2: Let me say it this way....
3:05 PM - LINKSWORD2: David was a runaway...
3:06 PM - Ktanaqui: It's not running away to move to a better location, with better people where you can get a job and go to school (funded, by the way), relax, and be loved.
3:07 PM - LINKSWORD2: From the shit he's told me, he's had his ass kicked a couple dozen times... He's fought for everything he's got.
3:08 PM - Ktanaqui: Yeah, he did. He also left at what, the age of 16? Ran from an abusive father, a dead mother, on his own, with nothing, in a car and no job or money?
3:08 PM - Ktanaqui: That's not your situation
3:08 PM - Ktanaqui: If you were to take this path being offered to you
3:08 PM - Ktanaqui: You would use Job Corps to leave the area - means a ride to an airport is no worry.
3:09 PM - Ktanaqui: You would move to around 30 minutes drive away from Deanna.
3:09 PM - Ktanaqui: She would pick you up from there, you would have your stuff that you brought to JC.
3:09 PM - Ktanaqui: And then you would live with her for awhile, just relaxing. No job, no school, no parents to annoy you, a loving girlfriend, lots of sex.
3:10 PM - Ktanaqui: And then when you felt ready, you could go and get you a job or go to school.
3:10 PM - Ktanaqui: And Deanna's even offered to fund you through the schools there. Screw JC.
3:11 PM - Ktanaqui: Why not take it, Greg?
3:11 PM - Ktanaqui: Pros: - No more JC. - No more ragging parents. -Loving girlfriend. -Sex. -Freedom. -Space-to-move and exist.
3:11 PM - Ktanaqui: Cons: -You leave Idaho.
3:12 PM - Ktanaqui: You'd be in a way better way than David was.
3:12 PM - Ktanaqui: And you'd be in a way better way than you are now.
3:12 PM - LINKSWORD2: - I don't have my friends, I don't have my bow, my bike, or any of the things *I* use to set myself free....
3:13 PM - Ktanaqui: All items that can be moved to Maryland... but you would be without them for a bit.
3:14 PM - LINKSWORD2: *Sigh.*
3:15 PM - Ktanaqui: It'd take about $300 to mail all that to Maryland. Hm. You could get a job and that'll be the first thing you do? Get your stuff mailed to you?
3:15 PM - Ktanaqui: (Then again, you could replace the bike and some of the other stuff with $300. The bow... much more costly, I know.)
3:15 PM - LINKSWORD2: Hell.... The bike and the stuff I have for it costs more than the bow.
3:16 PM - Ktanaqui: Really? o
3:16 PM - Ktanaqui: o:
3:16 PM - Ktanaqui: *
3:16 PM - Ktanaqui: Screw it
3:16 PM - Ktanaqui: Okay, yeah.
3:16 PM - Ktanaqui: So. Mailing would be the better option.
3:16 PM - Ktanaqui: If we could get that stuff move to Deanna's address, would you do it?
3:18 PM - LINKSWORD2: If I'm going to get there, I'm going to do it my way.
3:18 PM - LINKSWORD2: It's how I am.
3:18 PM - LINKSWORD2: .... Fuck. Thanks, David. I've learned from your stubborn ass.
3:18 PM - Ktanaqui: Actually
3:18 PM - Ktanaqui: David vs this is WAY different
3:19 PM - Ktanaqui: Are you concerned about someone else paying for you?
3:19 PM - Ktanaqui: And if you look at it appropriately
3:20 PM - Ktanaqui: David did it his way and had to fight for everything :P
3:20 PM - Ktanaqui: You do it Deanna's way... and well, you'll be doing really well
3:21 PM - LINKSWORD2: I need to figure shit out.
3:21 PM - LINKSWORD2: But to do that, I need to know how to handle these things for myself.
3:21 PM - Ktanaqui: Why not do that away from that abusive place?
3:21 PM - Ktanaqui: It's killing you Greg, and you know it. We know it.
3:21 PM - Ktanaqui: We want to get you to safety