you want to know why i cant handle that fucking word? its because when i was 6 years old my abusive dad came home drunk and i happened to be in the livingroom at the time and he grabbe d a frozen gatorade bottle and came into the livingroom and beat me with it until i was unconsious, barely alive, and i had bruises all over my body and i almost died. i almost fucking died from how much he hurt me. and i will never be able to get over it, so fucking unfollow me.