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12:36 AM - wizradful: BHAHAHAHA
12:36 AM - Zayle: what?
12:36 AM - wizradful: look at the picture
12:36 AM - Zayle: what about it
12:37 AM - wizradful: its stupid
12:37 AM - wizradful: attention whore streamer
12:37 AM - wizradful: it would be okay if it didnt cover 50% of the screen
12:37 AM - Zayle: i literally was going to tell you before we played that you need to do that
12:37 AM - Zayle: since you have good internet
12:37 AM - Zayle: but obviously not that big
12:37 AM - wizradful: im not going to stream myself
12:37 AM - Zayle: and you share your room, so lol
12:38 AM - Zayle: you could be popular, youre just too scared
12:38 AM - wizradful: i promised myself i would never stream with a webcam
12:38 AM - wizradful: because thats such a shitty way to get popular
12:38 AM - wizradful: the only reason i'd get at all popular is because i'm a girl
12:38 AM - Zayle: oh no
12:38 AM - wizradful: that's not why i want to be popular
12:38 AM - wizradful: i want to be popular because i'm good at the game and funny
12:38 AM - wizradful: like dunkey
12:38 AM - Zayle: dunkey skypes with people
12:38 AM - Zayle: and talks
12:38 AM - Zayle: over a mic
12:38 AM - wizradful: getting famous for good looks/because i'm a girl is just shallow
12:38 AM - wizradful: yes i know
12:39 AM - Zayle: so it comes back down to YOU being in your shit
12:39 AM - Zayle: one way or another
12:39 AM - wizradful: what
12:39 AM - Zayle: a silent league streamer isnt going to be very entertaining
12:39 AM - wizradful: of course
12:39 AM - wizradful: once i get to diamond elo
12:39 AM - wizradful: i'll start streaming publicly with my mic
12:39 AM - Zayle: your youtube videos are dunkey inspired, but they arent as entertaining because its just the gameplay and music you choose
12:39 AM - wizradful: well yeah
12:39 AM - Zayle: you cant even do it privately lol
12:39 AM - wizradful: thats why i keep them short
12:40 AM - Zayle: im just telling you what you have to do if you want to be more popular
12:40 AM - wizradful: no
12:40 AM - wizradful: i don't have to do that if i want to be more popular
12:40 AM - wizradful: it's not binary
12:40 AM - wizradful: there's more ways
12:40 AM - wizradful: there's better ways
12:40 AM - Zayle: less successful ways
12:41 AM - wizradful: but still successful
12:41 AM - wizradful: without being shallow
12:41 AM - wizradful: or an attention whore
12:41 AM - Zayle: so youre trying to get attention
12:41 AM - wizradful: if i streamed
12:41 AM - Zayle: but dont want it
12:41 AM - wizradful: with a webcam on
12:41 AM - wizradful: the first thing people would think
12:41 AM - wizradful: "wow what an attention whore"
12:41 AM - wizradful: and then
12:41 AM - wizradful: the people that do like it
12:41 AM - Zayle: really?
12:41 AM - wizradful: are going to be white knights
12:41 AM - wizradful: and faggots
12:41 AM - wizradful: the same type of people
12:41 AM - wizradful: i don't like
12:41 AM - Zayle: what do you think came to me and boz's mind
12:41 AM - Zayle: when we watched a stream of a hot chick with huge tits cosplaying as ahri and playing league?
12:42 AM - wizradful: i would have said
12:42 AM - wizradful: "wow what an attention whore i bet she's bad"
12:42 AM - Zayle: thats not what i asked
12:42 AM - wizradful: adn then xed it out
12:42 AM - wizradful: okay
12:42 AM - wizradful: so
12:42 AM - wizradful: what did you say
12:42 AM - wizradful: or think rather
12:43 AM - Zayle: first we complimented her looks obviously
12:43 AM - Zayle: then we just watched her play and realized she sucked
12:43 AM - wizradful: okay
12:43 AM - wizradful: exactly
12:43 AM - wizradful: and then what did you think
12:43 AM - Zayle: so
12:43 AM - Zayle: then i closed it
12:43 AM - Zayle: i can look at hot chicks elsewhere
12:43 AM - Zayle: she sucked
12:43 AM - Zayle: unlike you
12:43 AM - wizradful: yes
12:43 AM - wizradful: but still
12:43 AM - Zayle: and if you act like you did with me on skype
12:43 AM - wizradful: even though i'm not shit at league of legends
12:43 AM - Zayle: just being vulgar and whatnot
12:43 AM - Zayle: you arent being an attention whore
12:44 AM - Zayle: youre just being yourself
12:44 AM - wizradful: i'm not going to abuse the fact that i'm female to get viewers
12:44 AM - wizradful: end of story
12:44 AM - Zayle: that isnt abusing
12:44 AM - wizradful: i'll wait
12:44 AM - wizradful: until i get famous
12:44 AM - wizradful: from being good
12:44 AM - Zayle: males stream themselves too
12:44 AM - wizradful: until people catch on
12:44 AM - wizradful: if you play ranked enough at high elo
12:44 AM - wizradful: people will start to notice you
12:44 AM - wizradful: and then i'll start streaming
12:44 AM - wizradful: with my mic
12:44 AM - wizradful: and i'll get popular then
12:44 AM - wizradful: and i will be happy with that
12:44 AM - wizradful: even
12:44 AM - wizradful: a hundred viewers
12:44 AM - Zayle: if you streamed yourself
12:44 AM - wizradful: would be fine with me
12:45 AM - Zayle: you wouldnt even have to play just league
12:45 AM - Zayle: you could stream chiv
12:45 AM - Zayle: or tf2
12:45 AM - Zayle: people would want to watch you just game
12:45 AM - wizradful: like theres a viewerbase for chiv or tf2
12:45 AM - wizradful: i don't
12:45 AM - wizradful: want people to watch me play video games
12:45 AM - wizradful: i want people to watch me play league of legends
12:46 AM - Zayle: just trying to give you advice, since im a male viewer who actually watches your stuff
12:46 AM - Zayle: but i cant sit and watch it for long
12:46 AM - wizradful: you're a male viewer who actually watches my stuff because i'm your friend
12:47 AM - Zayle: hard to argue that i guess
12:47 AM - Zayle: the only league i watch is the finals and shit
12:48 AM - Zayle: i just feel like youre making it harder than it has to be, almost impossible
12:48 AM - wizradful: how?
12:48 AM - wizradful: i told you
12:48 AM - wizradful: i'm not going to lower myself to get viewers
12:48 AM - wizradful: i don't want viewers who watch me because i'm a girl and play league
12:48 AM - Zayle: "lower myself"
12:48 AM - Zayle: fame is fame
12:48 AM - wizradful: i' want viewers who wathc me because i'm good and play league
12:48 AM - Zayle: you are a girl who plays league
12:48 AM - wizradful: and then they find out i'm a girl
12:48 AM - Zayle: why are you so ashamed of it
12:49 AM - wizradful: i'm not
12:49 AM - Zayle: im telling you that you being you playing league is entertaining
12:49 AM - Zayle: remember all the times i wanted you on the mic?
12:49 AM - wizradful: i just don't think i have to show that i'm a girl
12:49 AM - Zayle: because its fucking entertaining
12:49 AM - Zayle: youre hilarious
12:49 AM - wizradful: because hten people will start watching me ONLY because of that
12:49 AM - wizradful: how is it hard to grasp
12:49 AM - Zayle: people will watch you to hear your jokes and you getting pissed off while playing league?
12:49 AM - Zayle: how is that a bad thing?
12:49 AM - wizradful: that i dont want people watching me because i'm a girl
12:49 AM - wizradful: no
12:49 AM - Zayle: you ARE a girl
12:49 AM - wizradful: yes
12:49 AM - Zayle: you cant avoid it
12:49 AM - wizradful: but people will watch me SOLEY because i'm a girl
12:49 AM - wizradful: not because
12:49 AM - wizradful: i'm good
12:49 AM - wizradful: i want
12:50 AM - wizradful: to obtain a viewerbase who watches me because i'm good at league
12:50 AM - wizradful: and then
12:50 AM - wizradful: whatever comes after that
12:50 AM - wizradful: i don't care
12:50 AM - Zayle: it goes the other way around
12:50 AM - wizradful: what
12:50 AM - Zayle: you dont just spawn a following by playing league
12:50 AM - wizradful: yes
12:50 AM - wizradful: you do
12:50 AM - wizradful: i told you
12:50 AM - Zayle: lol
12:50 AM - wizradful: if you get high enough ranked
12:50 AM - wizradful: you get noticed
12:50 AM - wizradful: ..how do you think people like dyrus became famous
12:50 AM - wizradful: they didn't just BECOME pro players who were sponsored by huge publishers
12:50 AM - wizradful: they were good at the game
12:50 AM - wizradful: and started streaming
12:50 AM - wizradful: and were funny
12:51 AM - Zayle: well i hope youre as good as you think you are
12:51 AM - wizradful: i know i'm not amazing
12:51 AM - wizradful: but i know i cna make it to diamond
12:53 AM - Zayle: i guess we both got big dreams
12:54 AM - wizradful: lol
12:54 AM - wizradful: what
12:54 AM - wizradful: getting to high elo in league isn't the hardest thing
12:54 AM - wizradful: it just takes dedication
12:54 AM - wizradful: next year i'm going to college for two years
12:54 AM - Zayle: with what money
12:54 AM - wizradful: going to take a bunch of art courses
12:55 AM - wizradful: the next two i'm going to go to college for computer science
12:55 AM - wizradful: you know
12:55 AM - wizradful: community colleges are cheap
12:55 AM - Zayle: i went to one
12:55 AM - wizradful: and i can take out a student loan
12:55 AM - Zayle: "cheap" means a whole different thing in college
12:55 AM - wizradful: cheapER than other colleges
12:55 AM - wizradful: is that better
12:55 AM - Zayle: "less expensive than other colleges"
12:56 AM - Zayle: i got put into debt from college
12:56 AM - Zayle: when i finally climbed out of it i could finally start saving money again
12:56 AM - Zayle: which still wasnt much
12:57 AM - Zayle: and i was working the whole time
12:57 AM - wizradful: okay well either way
12:57 AM - wizradful: if i really needed money
12:57 AM - wizradful: i could go to the military
12:57 AM - wizradful: they give free college and pay you on top of that
12:57 AM - wizradful: and if i wanted to do another two years of service i could
12:57 AM - wizradful: if i wanted to i could make a career out of it
12:57 AM - Zayle: oh man
12:57 AM - wizradful: ?
12:58 AM - Zayle: sounds just like me when i was 19
12:58 AM - wizradful: its true though
12:58 AM - wizradful: its an option for me
12:58 AM - Zayle: you make it sound so easy
12:59 AM - Zayle: all you have to do is sign the papers
12:59 AM - wizradful: when did i say
12:59 AM - wizradful: its going to be easy
12:59 AM - wizradful: i said
12:59 AM - wizradful: its an option
12:59 AM - wizradful: if i needed it
1:00 AM - Zayle: "next year ill do it"
1:00 AM - Zayle: "oh ill wait till summer"
1:00 AM - Zayle: "its my last summer, ill do it in the fall"
1:00 AM - Zayle: i know exactly how it goes meryll
1:00 AM - Zayle: i think youre too much like me to do it
1:01 AM - wizradful: lol
1:01 AM - wizradful: no
1:01 AM - Zayle: we both were pampered by our parents who were in no rush to kick us out
1:01 AM - Zayle: we dealt with their bullshit for the roof and internet
1:01 AM - wizradful: ARE YOU SAYING IM PAMPERED?
1:01 AM - Zayle: im saying you willingly stay there
1:01 AM - Zayle: because of what youre given
1:01 AM - wizradful: because its my family
1:02 AM - Zayle: the only place i felt safe was home with my parents too
1:02 AM - wizradful: okay?
1:02 AM - Zayle: its hard for me to see you making any huge decisions anytime soon
1:02 AM - Zayle: youre so comfortable where you are now
1:03 AM - wizradful: no im not
1:03 AM - wizradful: i have ambitions
1:03 AM - wizradful: i want to make stuff
1:03 AM - wizradful: ive always wanted to be a good artist
1:03 AM - wizradful: and be a game programmer
1:03 AM - Zayle: but youre going to pursue them next year?
1:03 AM - Zayle: why not now?
1:03 AM - wizradful: because i need to get a job
1:04 AM - wizradful: first thing im going to buy
1:04 AM - wizradful: when i get a job
1:04 AM - wizradful: is a treadmill
1:04 AM - Zayle: just get a gym membership and bike there
1:04 AM - Zayle: a treadmill will be super expensive
1:04 AM - Zayle: and youd have to keep it out in your garage since your house is so tiny
1:04 AM - wizradful: http://www.amazon.com/Phoenix-98510-Easy-Up-Manual-Treadmill/dp/B000LG06UW/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1378361084&sr=8-2&keywords=treadmill
1:04 AM - wizradful: ~so expensive~
1:05 AM - Zayle: you get what you pay for
1:05 AM - wizradful: okay?
1:05 AM - wizradful: and
1:05 AM - wizradful: i'd be the only one using it
1:05 AM - wizradful: i don';t need some super high tech treadmill for cross country runners
1:05 AM - wizradful: i need an entry level treadmill for a beginner
1:05 AM - wizradful: so i can start working on my cardio
1:08 AM - Zayle: well i hope you can do it
1:08 AM - wizradful: thanks
1:08 AM - wizradful: i hope so too
1:08 AM - wizradful: and i'm pretty confident that i can
1:08 AM - Zayle: i hope so
1:09 AM - wizradful: here
1:09 AM - wizradful: let me explain to you
1:09 AM - wizradful: trick2g
1:09 AM - wizradful: he got popular because he was really good at jungling
1:09 AM - wizradful: and was funny
1:09 AM - wizradful: he doesn't use a webcam
1:09 AM - wizradful: ever
1:10 AM - wizradful: he just uses his mic
1:10 AM - wizradful: he streams every couple of days
1:10 AM - wizradful: he gets 5,000 viewers
1:10 AM - wizradful: on average
1:12 AM - Zayle: i remember when you had your tf2 server
1:12 AM - Zayle: you were talking to and gaming with a lot of people then
1:13 AM - wizradful: what
1:13 AM - wizradful: no
1:13 AM - wizradful: it was red and nova and all their friends
1:13 AM - wizradful: whcih was like 6 people total
1:14 AM - Zayle: i guess ill just wait and youll have to show me
1:14 AM - Zayle: think youll ever be able to get back on twitch?
1:14 AM - wizradful: yeah
1:14 AM - Zayle: or are you going to stick with justin?
1:14 AM - wizradful: remember when i got my internet upgraded
1:14 AM - wizradful: we had to get a new modem
1:14 AM - wizradful: so my ip changed
1:15 AM - wizradful: i just cant use wizardful0
1:15 AM - wizradful: and i uhhh
1:15 AM - wizradful: dont know what the
1:15 AM - wizradful: password is for wizardful
1:15 AM - wizradful: ill figure that out though
1:15 AM - wizradful: but yes i can get back on twitch
1:29 AM - Zayle: i still have so many questions i want to ask you, but you and i both know you wont want to answer them.  what do i have to do to change that?
1:29 AM - wizradful: if its anything about a relationship then you aren't going to change that
1:29 AM - Zayle: it isnt
1:29 AM - wizradful: what is it about then
1:30 AM - Zayle: i dont even know how to ask it, i know you wont want to respond to it
1:30 AM - Zayle: ill try if you agree to try to answer it
1:30 AM - wizradful: what is it about
1:31 AM - Zayle: youre already hesitant
1:31 AM - wizradful: becuase you said im not going to answer it
1:31 AM - wizradful: jesus
1:31 AM - wizradful: just tell me what its about so i can tell you if i'll answer it
1:31 AM - wizradful: you're the one being hesitant
1:32 AM - wizradful: i didn't add you back for more drama
1:32 AM - wizradful: so if that's what it is you can forget it
1:32 AM - Zayle: is closure drama for you?
1:32 AM - wizradful: yeah
1:32 AM - Zayle: thats asking too much?
1:32 AM - wizradful: im not going to answer the questions
1:32 AM - Zayle: for finality
1:33 AM - Zayle: thats why i didnt ask
1:33 AM - wizradful: okay then
1:33 AM - Zayle: i just dont know how you do it
1:33 AM - wizradful: ?
1:34 AM - Zayle: at first i thought you were just pretending, but i see now you arent
1:34 AM - Zayle: nothing bothers you about what happened
1:34 AM - wizradful: because i'm able to put the past behind me
1:34 AM - Zayle: its all just drama you want to avoid
1:34 AM - Zayle: oh yeah?
1:34 AM - wizradful: exactly
1:34 AM - Zayle: you put the past behind you because you knew everything
1:35 AM - Zayle: you werent left in the dark
1:35 AM - Zayle: i dont know what happened then
1:35 AM - wizradful: no
1:35 AM - Zayle: only you do
1:35 AM - wizradful: because
1:35 AM - wizradful: what happened
1:35 AM - wizradful: happened
1:35 AM - wizradful: and its in the past now
1:35 AM - wizradful: theres no reason to bicker over it
1:35 AM - Zayle: i dont want to bicker
1:35 AM - Zayle: i just want to know what happened
1:35 AM - Zayle: it must be easier to forget all the things you were given rather than forget all the things that were taken from you
1:35 AM - Zayle: i do want to be your friend
1:36 AM - Zayle: but its hard to charade everything is sunshine and rainbows when theres a huge hole in the story
1:36 AM - wizradful: well
1:36 AM - wizradful: i dont need to explain myself to you
1:37 AM - wizradful: and since not explaining myself to you equals less drama then i'm not going to
1:37 AM - Zayle: so cold
1:37 AM - wizradful: sorry
1:37 AM - Zayle: lol yeah right
1:37 AM - wizradful: this is exactly what i knew would happen if i added you back
1:37 AM - Zayle: how am i supposed to be your friend if you wont let me forgive you?
1:38 AM - wizradful: what
1:38 AM - Zayle: you know damn well what you did
1:38 AM - wizradful: you already forgave me remember
1:38 AM - Zayle: i just want things to be ok
1:38 AM - Zayle: no
1:38 AM - wizradful: things are ok
1:38 AM - Zayle: i told you how i saw it all
1:38 AM - Zayle: not between us
1:38 AM - wizradful: you just wont accept it
1:38 AM - Zayle: no meryll
1:38 AM - Zayle: everyone is just pretending it is
1:38 AM - wizradful: well
1:38 AM - wizradful: for me everything is ok
1:38 AM - Zayle: i know
1:38 AM - wizradful: i dont understand why you cant get over it
1:38 AM - Zayle: of course
1:38 AM - Zayle: just get over it
1:38 AM - Zayle: its easy for you isnt it
1:39 AM - wizradful: i've never ever heard of anyone still crying over an ex girlfriend after 5 months of breaking up
1:39 AM - Zayle: im not crying
1:39 AM - Zayle: i dont understand how youre so cold about it
1:39 AM - Zayle: after i spent all that money just to see you
1:39 AM - Zayle: and you backed out,and never told me why
1:39 AM - Zayle: you were scared werent you?
1:39 AM - wizradful: holy shit yes how many times are going to ask that
1:40 AM - wizradful: and i thought
1:40 AM - wizradful: you were fucking crazy
1:40 AM - wizradful: going to the police like that
1:40 AM - wizradful: seriously
1:40 AM - wizradful: i said no
1:40 AM - Zayle: i was
1:40 AM - wizradful: and you had to go to the police
1:40 AM - Zayle: i thought you were being tackled by your dad
1:40 AM - Zayle: like you said
1:40 AM - Zayle: and a hostage
1:40 AM - Zayle: that was all made up wasnt it?
1:40 AM - wizradful: no
1:40 AM - wizradful: now stop talking about it
1:40 AM - Zayle: your dad really did tackle you?
1:40 AM - wizradful: yes
1:40 AM - Zayle: these are the things i want to know meryll, so i can just understand and move on
1:40 AM - Zayle: because it all sounded like lies after you cut me off
1:41 AM - Zayle: like how you tried to get me to back out of the trip
1:41 AM - Zayle: with all those lies
1:41 AM - wizradful: because i freaked out
1:41 AM - Zayle: and you lied about your address too
1:41 AM - wizradful: because i didnt want you to spend your money on such a stupid thing
1:41 AM - wizradful: now please
1:41 AM - wizradful: i dont want to talk about this anymore
1:41 AM - wizradful: i never wanted to to begin with
1:41 AM - Zayle: one more thing
1:41 AM - wizradful: what is it
1:41 AM - Zayle: and thats it
1:42 AM - Zayle: what do you think about the 1000 i spent anyways? i dont care about all the other things i bought you and whatnot
1:42 AM - Zayle: but that was literally wasted
1:42 AM - wizradful: i thought it was stupid
1:42 AM - wizradful: but i tried to get you to stop
1:42 AM - wizradful: and you did it anyway
1:42 AM - wizradful: your fault
1:42 AM - wizradful: i dont owe you anything
1:42 AM - Zayle: you said you wanted to marry me
1:42 AM - wizradful: blind with love i was
1:42 AM - Zayle: i didnt do that on a random thought
1:43 AM - wizradful: okay but still
1:43 AM - wizradful: thats what i think aobut it
1:43 AM - Zayle: not like you lost anything anyways
1:43 AM - wizradful: okay
1:45 AM - Zayle: i guess its easier to get over you knowing how cold you became
1:45 AM - wizradful: right
1:45 AM - Zayle: thank you
1:45 AM - wizradful: like you said
1:45 AM - wizradful: i'm a realist
1:45 AM - wizradful: so
1:46 AM - Zayle: what does that have to do with anything
1:46 AM - wizradful: sorry i'm able to put the past behind me and go back to being happy
1:46 AM - Zayle: i was never happy
1:46 AM - wizradful: i guess that makes me "cold"
1:46 AM - Zayle: sorry misread
1:46 AM - Zayle: yeah
1:46 AM - Zayle: sorry you can just fuck someones life over and burn them
1:46 AM - Zayle: and have no empathy at all
1:46 AM - Zayle: someone you lead on
1:46 AM - Zayle: someone you lied to
1:46 AM - wizradful: right because spending $1000 after i told you not to is my fault
1:47 AM - Zayle: it was already spent when you told me not to
1:47 AM - Zayle: we planned every day of that trip
1:47 AM - wizradful: you could have still gotten a refund
1:47 AM - Zayle: you helped me
1:47 AM - wizradful: and no
1:47 AM - wizradful: i just said "yes"
1:47 AM - Zayle: no you cant meryll
1:47 AM - Zayle: i told you i cant
1:47 AM - Zayle: hotels and airlines dont have refunds
1:47 AM - Zayle: im not mad at you for what happened
1:47 AM - Zayle: i just cant believe what you did after
1:47 AM - wizradful: what
1:47 AM - wizradful: break up with you?
1:48 AM - Zayle: no
1:48 AM - Zayle: you convinced yourself i was crazy and that i deserved what happened to me
1:48 AM - wizradful: lol
1:48 AM - wizradful: i never said you deserved it
1:48 AM - wizradful: but i thought you were crazy
1:48 AM - Zayle: what do i deserve then?
1:48 AM - wizradful: i dont know
1:48 AM - wizradful: thats for you to figure out
1:48 AM - wizradful: not me
1:48 AM - wizradful: i'm not the dictator of your life
1:50 AM - Zayle: i cant change the past
1:50 AM - Zayle: and i cant get you back
1:50 AM - Zayle: i guess i just wanted something for everything i did for you
1:50 AM - Zayle: i dont know what
1:50 AM - Zayle: but you think its all my fault
1:51 AM - Zayle: everything i did was for you, and for us
1:51 AM - Zayle: you put a huge dent in my life, i hope you realize that
1:51 AM - Zayle: either you didnt know or you didnt care
1:52 AM - Zayle: you watched me breakdown and cry in front of you like a pathetic piece of dirt
1:52 AM - Zayle: i readded you because i wanted to just see if any of that meant anything
1:52 AM - Zayle: not for a relationship
1:52 AM - wizradful: oh alright
1:52 AM - wizradful: so you dont want to play video games with me
1:52 AM - wizradful: noted
1:52 AM - wizradful: i was hoping you added me back to be friends with me again
1:52 AM - Zayle: i did
1:52 AM - Zayle: we were best friends
1:52 AM - wizradful: not to feed me more of this melodramatic bullshit i left the relationship to get away from
1:52 AM - Zayle: that was half our relationship
1:53 AM - Zayle: well your healing process was short, mine was longer
1:53 AM - Zayle: i lost a lot in it
1:54 AM - Zayle: i wish youd appreciate that as your friend
1:54 AM - Zayle: i had to climb out of the hole i dug
1:54 AM - Zayle: you just walked off
1:55 AM - Zayle: you dont care about any of this, i should just stop
1:55 AM - Zayle: i will stop
1:55 AM - Zayle: ill put my mask back on for you
1:56 AM - Zayle: ill be the stranger you want me to be
1:56 AM - wizradful: this
1:56 AM - wizradful: is EXACTLY why
1:56 AM - wizradful: i left the relationship
1:56 AM - wizradful: i hate these stupid little metaphors for everything
1:56 AM - Zayle: no you left it because i lost my shit
1:56 AM - wizradful: i hate this melodramatic crap
1:56 AM - Zayle: and almost killed myself
1:56 AM - wizradful: that too
1:57 AM - Zayle: well after tonight itll be gone
2:06 AM - Zayle: i would have changed for you, i would have done anything if that wasnt obvious enough. im sorry it didnt work out between us. i didnt know how to accept that it was over because you never told me why. you left me at my worst after what happened. i had to piece everything back together. when i was stresed or sad you were there, so when i needed you it made me feel worse. i didnt have a goal anymore; all i had wanted was to be with you. no one wanted to be around me, and then you didnt. i lost my closest friend and the only person i thought understood me. its been the hardest time of my life. now i see it wasnt important to you and it was all just a game, thats why you were able to get over it to easily. all the damage you did was just "drama." thats the last time ill speak of it. unlike you i had a lot left to say.
2:07 AM - wizradful: i'm not going to say anything
2:08 AM - Zayle: i didnt expect you to
2:08 AM - Zayle: night
2:08 AM - wizradful: night