08:22, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: More pics or you 08:23, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Dam I can't look away ;; 08:23, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WAT IM NOT HOT OK 08:24, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You are. Very 08:24, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no you 08:24, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: >< 08:24, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I seriously can't look away from you pictures 08:24, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: PFFT, you're so cute ugh 08:25, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wai D: 08:25, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Because you're just so fucking sexy to me 08:25, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: And you're a great person too 08:26, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: holy Jesus you're so flattering <3 idk why the hell you didn't say this stuff when I wasn't taken ;c 08:26, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You're taken? 08:26, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Didn't even know that 08:26, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Hmm what's this feeling now 08:27, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Werid 08:27, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't let anyone know, it just comes up 08:27, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What feeling, silly? 08:28, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 08:28, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're odd ): I've liked you for forever too so idek 08:29, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: But if you're taken, why do you think about coming over to see me? 08:29, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I always liked you but I was to shy/confused to tell you 08:29, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because seeing someone isn't a big deal~ 08:29, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WAT WHY SHY WUT 08:30, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: If you were here I think i couldn't keep my finger away from you, if you get my glimpse 08:31, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Tbh 08:31, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: then that's all fine, pretty sure I won't be in a relationship in a year from now ;/ 08:31, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You know 08:32, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: When we were on cam that day 08:32, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I was really confused after you went to sleep 08:33, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Confused? 08:33, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I had all that trouble with the bitch gf that cheated on me back then and I thought I would only love her but there were feelings for you too 08:33, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: There have always been 08:34, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm so confused now ømg 08:34, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg* 08:34, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: So am i 08:35, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ggggggggggg 08:35, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm so done 08:35, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: With? 08:35, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: :O 08:35, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Life 08:35, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You don't have to do anything for me ok 08:36, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I just wanted to get this off of me and tell you 08:39, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I guess it was good because you got it out of me too trolololol 08:39, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What do you suppose we do then? 08:39, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I have no idea 08:40, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm all lost and shit 08:40, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I think we don't know each other good enough to be a couple tbh 08:40, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: So am I :/ 08:40, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: true that 08:40, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Takes time to get to know each other too 08:41, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: We can try and see where we end up, but what's with your relationship? 08:42, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mmmmm, what do you mean what's up with mine? 08:42, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I know one thing though and that is that my strong like for you is sincere and honest 08:42, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't know 08:42, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You've said you're taken 08:43, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Mhm, I am ;o but there's nothing really wrong with it, I just don't have very long relationships that go past a year 08:45, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I could imagine being with you a long time 08:45, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: *can 08:48, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: We can see if it ever does come down to it :) 08:48, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: booo, ima sleep in like 10 minutes 08:49, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes, thats what I was thinking :) 08:49, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I am feeling all weird now 08:54, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: First that I have finally told you and second that I just realized how much I actually like you 08:54, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Gah, Lorenz, how dare you wait this long to tell me how you really feel?! 08:54, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ):< 08:55, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't know okay 08:55, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I think I have overlooked it for quite some time 08:56, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: How so? You think I wouldn't have taken it well? 08:56, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also, don't you have class?! 08:56, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Holiday 08:56, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ahhhh, damn lucky ): 08:57, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Hell no 08:57, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Holiday is killing me 08:57, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd love it tbh 08:57, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Totally wrecking me 08:57, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: And idk why I didn't tell you... 08:58, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Last time I could have was when I was still together with the whore 09:01, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well iunno 09:02, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: At least you know what gurls to not fall in love with 09:02, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You can never know that 09:02, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's simple, at least for me to read 09:03, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I was suspecting her but I think I was just stupid 09:04, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I am actually surprised you like me tok 09:04, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Too 09:04, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: That way 09:05, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It is what it is.. 09:05, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But you know, I was pretty sure I was obvious about it all 09:05, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But I guess I wasn't obvious enough 09:05, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You just said I look good 09:05, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's flirting 09:06, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh 09:06, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Well fuck me then 09:06, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: especially when I call you cute like 3838383838 times in a night 09:06, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wouldn't have cammed with you either tbh if I didn't like you 09:07, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I actually hate camming A LOT 09:07, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry :(( 09:07, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: It was fun with you 09:07, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why sorry? ;3 09:07, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry for overlooking all that 09:07, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: man camming with me is hella boring 09:07, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: all good~ 09:07, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: It felt very dear to me 09:08, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You have always felt very dear to me 09:08, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You've always felt that way for me too oddly enough 09:08, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: That is so weird 09:09, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: All this coming out now 09:09, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have no idea why but it's just how it is 09:09, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gg 09:09, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: anyways late replies I have to do a little stuff on Facebook real fast 09:09, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: my relationship status is so trippy 09:10, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Alright 09:10, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: It's kind of funny. We both didn't even talk all that much to get close abd trusted to each other 09:10, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I think we just get along very well 09:12, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: very rare for that to happen in my case tbh 09:12, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And well that didn't last very long, )/; 09:12, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: );* grrrrr 09:13, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What didnt last long? 09:13, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Confused 09:14, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Just me checking my relationship status like wtf I had no idea my friend broke up with me on it 09:14, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I CRY EVERY TIME 09:15, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Thats odd 09:16, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What kind of relationship was that? 09:17, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Oh it was just a joke :u I like being in a fake relationship with people on Facebook since it's just better that way 09:19, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: In what way? 09:19, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: That doesn't make much sense to me 09:20, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's just a joking sense 09:20, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's like how two friends get married to each other on Facebook 09:21, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it just occupies my page ;o but its so difficult to find people to do that with me nowadays 09:21, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh I see 09:22, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I think we both are pretty similar to each other 09:22, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you often misunderstood in your ways? 09:22, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sometimes, not too much 09:23, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah same here 09:23, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I am known for being a bit off and weird tho 09:24, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: But I can get arround with people 09:27, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's exactly how I am 09:28, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But I don't know heheheheheh 09:28, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also sorry, was cleaning out my contacts 09:28, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: It's alright 09:29, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: And I like that 09:29, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Mainstream people are boring 09:29, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: trudat 09:30, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Didn't you want to go sleep like a hour ago? 09:30, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why yes 09:30, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You should really go sleep so we can talk again when you wake up. Otherwise it's to late and I am already in bed 09:30, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just got distracted talking to you 09:31, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm waking up in like 2 hours~ 09:31, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You only sleep 2h 09:31, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: ?? 09:31, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mhm it's normal 09:32, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also you should take a kawaii picture so I can use it as my wallpaper omg 09:32, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll get to that 09:33, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I wish I could have you here right now... I'd hold you close in bed and let you sleep ww 09:33, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Getting all off with my thoughts again 09:39, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wwwwwwww 09:39, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you're so flattering 09:39, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and I hope you'll have a picture soon, IM SO DYING 09:39, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Kay I will sleep in five minutes so derp derp 09:40, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I have some weird ones hold on 09:40, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh shit weird ones 09:40, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: dammit autocorrect keeps making me maddddddd 09:40, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: 09:40, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Lol dat 09:40, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LOL 09:41, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: SO CUTE OMG ANOTHER PLS WITH ELEPHANT 09:42, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: 09:42, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: 09:42, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: 09:42, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: 09:42, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Ok there you go 09:42, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay I have one with elephant 09:42, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: 09:43, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WADAFAK ALL CUTE 09:43, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Thank you >< 09:45, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wow you are just so cute, AND DAT FACE SO KAWAII 09:45, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Stop ><< 09:46, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You are cute too ok 09:46, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I CAN'T HELP IT YOU ARE JUST SO CUTE AAAAAA 09:46, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I like your hair and your cheeks 09:46, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wadafak my cheeks 09:46, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah ww 09:46, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Cute >< 09:47, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nope.avi 09:47, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: SLEEP TIME, night night <3 09:47, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't help it either but you're too cute to handle for me 09:47, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: or good afternoon* 09:48, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not even D; 09:48, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well, my dear  09:48, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes, yes you are 09:48, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Trust me 09:49, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If you say so~ take care dear <3 09:49, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I will wait for you 09:50, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I won't sleep too long~ 09:51, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Just chat me when you can, I will be there 09:51, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: *kiss on cheek* 09:51, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: kawaii uguu <3 13:36, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: HI ømg 13:37, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ong* 13:37, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WTF omg* 13:38, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Morning my dear  13:38, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: My bus needs to stop coming ten minutes earlier 13:38, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Like omg I have to walk to school now 13:39, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I walk to school every day 13:39, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I hate the fuckin bus 13:40, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Is it far for you? 13:45, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Nope not really I'm almost there 13:46, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: My walk to school is pretty long 13:46, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: 20min 13:52, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I was thinking of you 13:52, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: :) 13:59, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Stahp <3 13:59, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll talk to you after this class, take care dear 13:59, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: My test is gonna kill me 13:59, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: :(( You can do it 13:59, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Stay strong my dear 14:00, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I didn't get a chance to study ;; 14:02, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: :/ 14:02, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Take care! 14:02, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You too 14:02, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: *smooch* 15:03, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg this is such bullshit 15:03, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm crying for days 15:03, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wish I could talk to you more 15:03, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What happened? 15:03, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Jagskwbe 15:03, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Fkskshsnsjddjduuddh 15:04, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What is bullshit? 15:04, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Help 15:06, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: With what iunno 15:07, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Just that test 15:07, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh :( 15:07, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: And yeah 15:07, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to talk to you a lot too 15:07, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Because you're so sweet >< 15:07, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Me misses you 15:07, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: AMG 15:08, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can chat you during lunch like a call maybe weeeee 15:09, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: If you can sure :3 15:16, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: KAAAAAAY I just have to me subtle about it because I don't want my phone taken ;; 15:17, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You don't have to ok 15:17, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: If it's too risky then don't. It's alright 15:31, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's fine :3 15:32, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg I'm cramping so hard 15:32, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm bored. Come back home :( 15:33, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Cramping?? Why that? 15:40, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Period ): and I wish I was home ugh 15:41, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Ohhh :( 15:41, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: *holds* 15:41, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Wish I could ;( 15:43, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: halpu me 15:45, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I can only talk to you and I don't think that helps all that much :( I wish I could be there for you and cuddle you some :3 15:52, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WAT U ARE SO CUTE 15:52, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg 15:56, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer:  15:57, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I love cuddling 15:57, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: If you come here I'd coddle you for like the entire day 15:57, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Cuddle 16:41, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Miss youuuuu 16:41, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: >< 16:41, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I miss you too, my dear 16:41, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer:  16:43, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I just fucking feel on the ground 16:43, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Fell* lol 16:47, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Amg 16:47, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Be careful 16:48, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I stepped on the fans plug and that so happened to make me tumble and fall backwards 16:48, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel retarded 16:49, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Now my wrist and my ankle hurt 17:40, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ): 17:41, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm fine :) A friend is here now. We are playing some games :3 17:41, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you still feel bad? 17:42, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Kind of aaaaaaa 17:42, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm in the bathroom ATM 17:42, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's so boring 17:42, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: School? 17:45, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why yes I can call you this class 17:59, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Call? 17:59, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: call 18:00, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Like talking? 18:00, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why yes 18:01, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: B-but 18:01, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: My friend is here and I am shy to talk >< 18:01, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: SHY WHY 18:01, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;; 18:01, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk ;; 18:02, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I have always been shy to talk to girls I like 18:02, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's the cutest thing ever ;; 18:03, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry dear :( 18:04, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: all good <3 I can text for days 18:06, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: We will talk ok but it takes me some time 18:13, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you in class now? 18:14, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: YES CLASS NOW TALKING TO POL 18:14, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ppl* 18:14, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat 18:15, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yes my teacher isn't here 18:16, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Lol 18:20, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: My friend is going to leave soon. I can talk then 18:24, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg yes 18:27, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Wait I meant text not talk qq 18:28, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Not yet :( 18:28, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 8 18:28, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 8D 18:28, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm sorry my dear 18:28, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I am just....too shy :( 18:29, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer:  18:34, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay he is gone now 18:51, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: 😮 18:51, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you die? 18:58, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Huh? ;o 18:58, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm here my bad 18:58, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Where have you been :( 18:59, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Almost died 19:00, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm sry I was practicing to kill time 19:00, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Practicing? 19:00, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: When are you getting home? 19:02, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry if I am annoying 19:02, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I just want to talk  19:15, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Violin and I get home at 3:30 19:15, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're fine ;3 19:15, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You're playing violin?? 19:16, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah I'm at lunch ATM 19:16, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Wow 19:16, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: That is amazing 19:16, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You just got even more sexy to me 19:19, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :3 19:23, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Oh yeah sorry I can't text much I just want my phone ;; 19:23, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You don't want it to get taken? 19:24, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Nope ;; 19:24, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: It's alright 19:24, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I will wait for you 20:02, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm so damn sleepy 20:02, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Me too 20:03, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I think we both would look insanely cute while napping together 20:11, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Nap with me please <3 20:15, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I would hold you very close to me, hide my face on your chest and then just fall asleep near you  20:17, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: marry me pls 20:17, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: just do it kty 20:19, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I really want to hold you close in bed >< 20:24, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It'll happen one day 20:26, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes 20:26, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes I am most certain it will 20:35, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I am craving for it 20:35, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Seriously 20:37, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Pls come here then 20:37, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't 20:38, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Next summer maybe.. 20:39, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: y 20:39, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: YES PLS 20:39, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: coming next summer would be more convenient 20:39, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I'm not 18 20:39, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you have to be 18? ;; 20:40, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: No but I am not sure if my parents would let me go and when I am 18 I can just go 20:40, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: When could you come here? 20:42, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I turn 18 in April so I'm waiting until then to renew my passport 20:43, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and I might have a chance to go like next year but iunno yet depends on how much college is 20:43, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: When would that be 20:43, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Like in what month 20:44, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Possibly June or July 20:45, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: If you could come here in July and would stay here until August I could just come back with you because big holiday starts with August 20:45, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: We could be together a long time that way 20:46, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Like actually together 20:58, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I hope I can go at least ): we will see, I just need a place to stay cuz hotel expensive as fk 20:58, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and yay class over soon 20:59, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: When I come over there, where would I stay? 21:02, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: With me~ 21:02, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: That's what I was thinking where you would stay 21:03, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: The pure thought of sleeping and waking up in one bed with you is like too much for me to handle 21:05, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sleeping with someone is a really nice thing <3 21:06, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: But it would be a whole different thing because it's you 21:07, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why different~ 21:07, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Because it's you 21:11, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah I'm gonna have to see you or i'll scream 21:11, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What's your height? 21:12, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ~176 21:12, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Wow you're as tall as me 21:13, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm extra tall ;; 21:13, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: That's good 21:13, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: whyyyyy 21:13, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: So I don't have to reach down to kiss 21:13, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer:  21:14, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 21:14, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I suppose you're right, cutieeeeeee 21:14, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer:  21:14, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You flatter me so much, you dont even know 21:15, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Do I really? ): I never noticed 21:15, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You do 21:15, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel like someone special for you 21:19, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You should, be ajar into 21:19, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Ajar? 21:19, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wtf 21:19, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wait I got distracted I meant to say 21:20, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You should because I really like ypu* 21:20, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you* wtf 21:20, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I really like you too, Stephanie 21:20, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: ...  21:28, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: cutest guy ever c; I smile when I look at my wallpaper 21:28, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't make me blush 21:28, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but it's so cute omg 21:28, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you overly attached? 21:29, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I admit, if I get close to someone, I get overly attached 21:30, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I try not to be if it's long distance because it can ruin me tbh 21:31, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I know that feel 21:35, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Iunno, I actually get hit hard when anything is long distance tho because its like 'what if we were a little closer' 21:36, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah it's hard to deal with 21:36, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Plus the fact that I always love more 21:36, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I feel totally the same way ughhhh 21:37, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Like 21:37, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: With the last long distance I had 21:37, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: That was just horrible because she was kinda ignorant 21:38, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: And that just made me suffer so much 21:38, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well hopefully you don't get put up with a girl like that ever again... That stuff is horrible IMO 21:39, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes it is 21:39, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You aren't like that 21:41, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: amg stahp dis <3 I'm just a very consider person though 21:42, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah me too but I really can't help liking you a lot 21:45, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: agh, I am just really upset you say this after I'm taken >< fffffff 21:45, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Who are you even together with? 21:46, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sobaaaaaaaa 21:46, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What 21:46, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Soba 21:46, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: ... 21:46, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Ah 21:46, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Mmmmm? 21:46, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: It's weird 21:47, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Because we obviously like each other a lot 21:48, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: And I can't stop thinking of you 21:52, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well I'm here so think about me as much as you'd like :) 21:52, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't you think about me too? 21:53, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Of course I do, and oddly enough, I've been thinking about you more than my own boyfriend today 21:55, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Gonna be honest. I can really imagine being with you and I kind of want to be with you even though I know it's to early for that... You just seem so dear and trusted to me 21:55, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: It's....idk 21:55, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I am confused 21:56, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Like back on that day we cammed I was thinking about breaking up with my current gf and trying to be with you because I realized how much I like you 21:57, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WADAFAK 21:58, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What...? 21:58, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just can't believe you liked me back aaaaaaaaa 21:59, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I liked you back then and I like you now 21:59, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: But if you are together with someone... 22:02, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It doesn't hurt to like each other as long as nothing happens, y'know 22:02, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also brb shower 22:05, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You're right but if I continue to talk to you I will fall in love with you if I haven't already 22:06, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not too sure that would happen x3 22:07, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Why 22:08, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because why would anyone fall in love with me WAT 22:09, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Because you're amazing to me 22:33, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're so sweet amg 22:33, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Come here so I can touch you all over 22:38, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I am so confused 22:38, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What is this between us 22:38, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have no idea 22:39, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you fall in love with me? 22:39, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Oh of course not, why 22:39, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Because idk 22:39, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: It's somewhat around that 22:40, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: To me at least 22:41, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ffffffffff difficult situations are difficult 22:42, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I wish I could 22:43, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to touch you all over 22:43, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Have my hands on your body and gently tease your skin with my lips 22:43, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't stand it 22:48, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: This may be odd but I am extremely turned on tyvm 22:48, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Pls kill me 22:49, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I am sorry Steph but I am just so confused... 22:50, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: We are already talking about meeting and spending time together yet we aren't a couple at the very most 22:51, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I am just so confused in my feelings for you 22:54, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's completely fine, I just hope we at least get a chance to meet in a year or so~ 22:54, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What do you expect from that then 22:54, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Maybe I could consider something but it all depends really... 22:54, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What do you even expect out of this at all 22:55, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have no idea 22:55, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Is it just sex or more 22:57, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I expect more than sex 22:59, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah of course whaaaaat 22:59, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not the type of person who'd act without feelings 23:00, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Then just 23:00, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Tell me your feelings 23:01, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean I like you lot but I have my limits because I'm trying to give another person a chance atm 23:02, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I see 23:02, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm going to sleep now. I am really tried 23:02, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well 23:03, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sleep well cutie  23:04, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: ... 23:05, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Hm? 23:05, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't know 23:06, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't know what to call you or how to think about what you say to me or how to approach you now 23:06, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: now? What does that mean 23:08, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Since I now know how you feel about me on relation to that other person 23:08, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: It's just ugh 23:09, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Be here so I can hold you and loose myself 23:09, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm pretty sure I don't like him any more than you, since it's only fair that way 23:09, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's just that you kinda are a month late on saying stuff... 23:10, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I am sorry? 23:10, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: But I think if you and I have felt like that for so long now we shouldnt neglect it 23:10, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I never forgot about you 23:11, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's completely fine, and it's not like I'm going to ignore it or anything because it's always there 23:12, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Be here... 23:12, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Please 23:14, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm always gonna be here, I mean, I haven't gone anywhere for the past few months we've known each other, right? 23:14, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What 23:15, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I meant be here with me 23:15, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Like right here 23:15, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Next to me in bed 23:17, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Can I have your kawaii pictures? 23:18, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Oh, noob and I can take some later, I'm trying to straighten my hairrrrrr 23:23, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Noob? 23:23, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat 23:23, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Iunno way 23:24, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Wat* 23:24, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I am so tired 23:24, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I am really going to sleep now, ok? 23:24, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Kay, night~ 23:25, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Just send me your pictures if you want, I will see them.tomorrow 23:25, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well my dear 23:25, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: *gently strokes your cheek* 23:26, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;; so sweet ugh sleep well <3 23:29, Sep 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Think about all this and try to figure something out. I will do the same thing. 23:30, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Of course, of course... I'll see what I can so 23:30, Sep 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: do* 08:07, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Steph? 08:12, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hi 08:12, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lookieeeee 08:12, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 08:12, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Only pretty picture of moi 08:43, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: You're so pretty 08:43, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Let me touch you 08:57, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I set that as my wallpaper 08:58, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: So I can see you and then smile at it 11:16, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm not doing well Steph :/ 13:14, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why not? Also sorry I fell asleeeeeep 13:14, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: It's alright 13:14, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I am just so confused. I feel like I am going to hurt myself by liking you so much 13:15, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I couldn't figure out anything but I know one thing and that is that I like you a lot. Like a lot lot. 13:19, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But why I is this? 13:20, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't know but don't you feel the same? 13:20, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't help but liking you 13:21, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I put your picture as wallpaper 14:02, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sweet <3 14:03, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you feel the same? 14:05, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Partially 14:05, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I'm starting to feel a bit of lust along with this 14:06, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Tbh me too 14:06, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: As I was saying 14:06, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: If you come here I couldn't resist you 14:08, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I feel the same way 14:08, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd hop on you and do very bad things 14:09, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I was hanving all the nasty thoughs about us both 14:12, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Fffffff save me 14:13, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: If this works out as I have it in mind we could spend up to 2 months together ok 14:15, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I think I wouldnt get enough of you no matter how often we would do it 14:18, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I FEEL THE SAME 14:19, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: pls touch me 14:19, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I would if I could and it would make you explode 14:19, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Stephanie you seriously turn me on so much it's crazy 14:28, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No worries, I feel the same way ugh 14:31, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't you have class soon? 14:44, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've had class for the past 45 minutes hehehehehe 14:45, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh lol 14:46, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Think of me sweetie 15:25, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Thinking of you all the time, noob <3 15:25, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Same here omg 15:25, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I miss you 15:26, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm so tired of doing work ugh 15:30, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Imagine me holding you very close to me ok 15:30, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: You'll be fine 16:41, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Omg I'm so sleepy I almost fell asleep in class 16:41, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: ;; 16:41, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: *cuddles* 18:14, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're fine btw <3 and if you ever feel like talking, I'm hurrrr 18:15, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 18:15, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Dat heart 18:15, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel the sudden urge to smooch you 18:20, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sexy hearts op 18:22, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I like your skinny body 18:23, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't wait to have you in my bed....seriously 18:23, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: /perv sorry 18:28, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: All good :3 18:28, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: My body is oddly skinny idk why 18:28, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I like it 18:30, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Wish you were here... 18:34, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WISH I WAS THERE TOOOO AAAAA 18:36, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I really wanna hug and cuddle you and just be very close to you..I am dying for it 18:36, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Don't die ); 18:36, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: When are you getting homek 18:36, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: ? 18:39, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 3:40 aka 3 hours from now 18:39, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay 18:39, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Which picture did you take as wallpaper btw? 18:41, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Uh, I used the one with the elephant omg it's so cute 18:41, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh :3 18:41, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I WANT MOOOOORE WAAAAAA 18:41, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: And are you really thinking of me??? 18:41, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: of course ;; 18:41, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't believe someone is actually thinking of me 18:42, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: That really flatters me aaaa 18:45, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Why are you so cute 18:47, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Like that is so cute ;; 18:49, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: IM NOT CUTE OMG 18:49, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Like you make me feel so special for you 18:49, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: It's so flattering omg 18:52, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've always liked looking at you 18:52, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's why I always bug you to take pictures 18:52, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel the same way 18:52, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Take more pictures 18:53, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to save them all 18:53, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Kay whenever I take one I can give it to you~ 18:53, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: (Implying my phonen doesn't save every image) 18:53, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I shall do the same thing 18:56, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you have fantasies about us both? 18:56, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: YES, and it makes me weak as hell 18:57, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Will you tell me what they are? Because I wanna tell you mine 18:57, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm kind of good at this 18:58, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's embarrassing but.. I'm an m so I think of you tying me up and hitting me qq 18:59, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Really?? 19:00, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: And what is an m? 19:00, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Idgi 19:00, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Masochist 19:01, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't think I would be able to hit you :/ 19:04, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: errrrr if you can't then I'm fine with the tying up part :3 19:05, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I prefer it the soft way tbh 19:16, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: But if you want me to do something like that you'll just have to tell me what to do. I would be up for it I think 19:22, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: soft way? Explain what you'd do to me then ;3 19:25, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Gonna type this scenario out 19:36, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: So it is the first day here and we just came back from the airport where we picked you up. We would talk to my parents a bit and after some time they go to bed because it's already pretty late. So we go to my room and you walk in first. I follow you, close the door and turn the light on. You're still standing next to m as I turn arround and we look into each other's eyes as I do. I come closer to you and we are now standing really close. I lift my hand and put it on your cheek. After I had it there for a bit I slide it down to your shoulder, across your chest touching your breast and further down on your hip. I put my other hand on your hip too and lift your top up. After I have taken it off of you I start to kiss you and while doing so I lift you up, you wring your legs around my body and I carry you to my bed. After putting you down on the matrace I take my own shirt off and bend down to kiss you again. I open your bra and remove your pants along with mine, I start to kiss your breasts and we both start to breathe faster. 19:37, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Wow that is a wall 19:37, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I didn't get to think further, I was rethinking it the whole time 19:38, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg 19:38, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm reading this 19:47, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ok i cried 19:48, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you like it? 19:48, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I love writing these scenarios, really 19:52, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Made me shiver, that's for sure. ;; my breasts are extremely fragile so whenever someone talks about them, I shake forever 19:53, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Would you like if I kissed them? 19:54, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer:  19:54, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd go crazy as hell if you did omfg 19:56, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I will one day, my dear 19:57, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I'd like if you kiss my neck and my chest  19:57, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Can I go on? I feel like finishing this 20:00, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Finish if you'd like... 20:00, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And that's a first, I actually enjoy kissing people's necks and chests amg 20:01, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I'd would make me go crazy 20:01, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: *it 20:06, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay I'm gonna finish this 20:06, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: KILL ME 20:06, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: ?? ;; 20:32, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I start to kiss your lips again and as I do I slowly slide my hand down your body, gently teasing your skin and finally slipping it into your slip. As I rub you, you start to slightly moan. My breathing gets faster and I start to feel really pleasured as I feel you being very wet. I take my hands out of your slip and then lick the tip of my fingers, tasting your juice. You moan again and roll ontop of me, starting to kiss my chest and working your way down. As you reach my boxers you pull them down and take my dick in your mouth. I start to moan from it and I put my hand on your head, arching my back from pleasure. After a while I sit up and say to you "I want you right now Stephanie". I get ontop of you again, remove your slip, kiss and lick between your legs, tasting more or you. I come back up, look into your eyes as I enter you and start to kiss you again, more aggressively this time. We both move our hips in the same rhythm and we both start to moan between our kisses. We roll around and you start to ride ontop of me. I arch my back from pleasure again and you do the same as I thrust my hips into you. I put my hands on your breasts and gently tease your niples with my fingers. Our moaning gets louder and we both breathe really fast now. I put my hands on your shoulders and drag you down, holding you close to my chest, increasing our speed again. It doesn't take long and we both finish in long moans, as I thrust my hips into you a last, hard time. You remain lying ontop of me and it takes us a while to recover, but after we are able to breathe normally again I look into your eyes again and very gently kiss your lips. We roll to the side and remain in a very embraced and close position where I have my hands on your tigh and around your body and you have yours wrapped around me entirely. We fall asleep soon because we are exhausted from the wonderful sex we just had. In the morning I wake up first and wake you up by kissing your lips. You open your eyes, beautifully smile at me and softly return a slight and gentle kiss. 20:38, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: SCREAMING GG 20:42, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: How was that?  20:43, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: That's how I would like it actually 21:19, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I enjoyed reading that 21:23, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Would you like it that way? 21:34, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Totally. Totally. 21:35, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't even 21:35, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Can't even what? 21:35, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: ;; 21:35, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm losing my sanity 21:35, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ALSO MY PHONE IS GONNA DIE 21:36, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: so hold on ok 21:36, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm losing mine to because I want you so bad ok 21:36, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I will wait 21:36, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Tired as shit but I shall wait 21:36, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg like I hate iPhones they have horrible battery life 21:37, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: AND WELL IM ALMOST HOME 21:37, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Ohh 21:37, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Where are we going to continue chatting then? 21:38, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: In literally two minute 21:38, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Minutes* 21:38, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Alright 21:38, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Take a selfie for me 21:48, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hi and I'm going to after I'm done cooking yay 21:59, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: You cook for yourself? 21:59, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why yes, is that weird? ;o 22:00, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: No but surprising 22:01, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Surprising? 3: 22:01, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: It's unusual here 22:08, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So parents cook for you? 22:08, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes, my mom but she doesn't work 22:08, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ahhh, housewife I see 22:09, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: My mom knit me this awesome cardigan 22:09, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I absolutely love it 22:10, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: OMG YOU ARE SO LUCKY ;; 22:10, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't be sad ;; 22:10, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry :( 22:11, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg like wtf that's so cool 22:11, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: My mom makes me scarves but she actually goes to work gg 22:11, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Mom be mom 22:12, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: If we'd marry (the thought is interesting), would you be a housewife? 22:13, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: As long as you had a stable income that could cover us both, I would, but if we don't make enough, I'd just work :) 22:13, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also how many siblings do you have? 22:13, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I have an older sister 22:13, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: She's going to move out soon 22:14, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: For university 22:14, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: And you? Iirc you dont have direct siblings, right? 22:15, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have one younger brother who live with me and a twin brother who lives up north ;o 22:15, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lives* 22:15, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Wait 22:15, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: You're a twin? 22:16, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I AM WALALALLA 22:16, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but we look nothing alike 22:16, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Wow 22:17, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk but that's hot 22:17, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: No idea why 22:17, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess it makes you even more special 22:19, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Iunno, my mom tried to hide him from me 22:19, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But idk it's whatever ;o I'm fine with my brother 22:19, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Why did she do that? 22:19, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat 22:19, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: That makes like 22:19, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Iunno 22:19, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: No sense 22:20, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I really have no idea but he has a sister 22:20, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;o 22:20, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Wow I feel like asking questions 22:20, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah me too 22:21, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: OH WAIT I MEANT TO ASK FOR YOUR SIZE 22:21, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I have no idea but I think like 178 22:21, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: As tall as you/a little taller 22:23, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: not that size ;D 22:23, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Does that actually matter to you? 22:23, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Like js that relevant 22:23, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Not really I mean 22:23, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's nice to imagine silly 22:24, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't know actually... 22:24, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: But I guess not too big ;; 22:24, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wow, that's very interesting tbh because most guys find some time to measure but I guess not ;I 22:24, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;o* 22:24, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Average maybe 22:24, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I have no clue 22:24, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: average pls 22:25, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: There is more interesting stuff to know about each other 22:25, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Such as 22:25, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: What do you want to do in the future 22:25, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Working wise 22:26, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Wanted to do something related to computers and stuffs 22:26, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You? 22:26, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's what I'm going to school for next year 22:26, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I see 22:27, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I am feeling myself heavily dragged in the direction biology and chemistry 22:27, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to do research 22:28, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: cute nerd 22:28, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Sais you 22:28, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer:  22:28, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 22:28, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Are you allergic to something? 22:28, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Not a single thing 22:29, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Fucking lucky 22:29, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: What are yours? 22:30, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm allergic to chocolate 22:30, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And bananas 22:30, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: That's some bs right there 22:31, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Who are you talking to? 22:33, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Huh? ;; 22:33, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I see you're online but your messages don't get marked as read so I assume you are talking to someone else on whatsapp 22:33, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Just noticed that 22:34, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ah, I'm talking to someone else, but I'm about to stahp 22:35, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But yeah uh, I'm actually allergic to chocolate and it causes asphyxiation 22:35, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Causes what? 22:35, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Oh my bad you're GERMAN 22:35, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: means my throat will close up 22:36, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Did that ever happen to you? 22:36, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: And you have to admit, my English is quite flawless k 22:37, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah it has actually 22:37, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: That must have been horrible ;; 22:38, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you know that allergig reactions are pretty uncharted? 22:39, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It was pretty fucking scary ;; 22:39, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And what do you mean by that? 22:39, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I can imagine :( Dont do it near me ok 22:39, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: We don't really know a lot about it 22:40, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Like why it actually happens 22:40, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Abd what causes it 22:40, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: And 22:41, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can only eat a bit of chocolate that's all 22:41, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: You don't miss a lot 22:41, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I dont reall like chocolate all that much 22:42, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Same here, it all depends 22:43, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I actually don't like eggs and raw tomatos 22:43, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Hate it 22:43, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Stuff makes me choke 22:44, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I am pretty picky 22:44, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm picky too, no worries~ 22:46, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: For example with clothes 22:47, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: YEAH, me too I have to be in style all the time 22:48, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Whenever my mom wants to buy me stuff (yes my mom actually asks me to buy me clothes because I am pretty modest and never ask for new stuff) I am like "that. That. And that. That is all." 22:49, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I hate when my mom spends money on my clothes 22:49, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Or on me in general 22:49, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Same thing with my grandma giving me money 22:49, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I hate it 22:49, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well, she is your mom so she has to support you, silly 22:50, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I would only allow my mother and stepfather to spend money on me since I'd feel bad if it was anyone else 22:50, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you modest? 22:51, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well, you see, not that much e__e when it comes to clothing I'm not 22:52, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: But you aren't obsessed with clothes? 22:52, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Like....that girlfriend I had 22:53, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm actually very obsessed with clothing but I wouldn't do anything extreme to get clothes 22:53, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Like the last time I went shopping was like a month ago 22:53, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I see 22:53, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Well that is acceptable 22:53, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah, so it's all good ;3 22:54, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If I'm lucky, I can probably get some Thursday 22:54, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I have become very sensible with that... 22:54, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Since I have been left behind for clothes... 22:55, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's okay, Lorenz, you won't have to deal with someone like that ever again 22:55, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I hope so 22:56, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I think I'm kinda modest 22:56, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't need much because I enjoy lifes little things 22:56, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: That might sound weird 22:57, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Iunno, I don't really need much but wanting a lot is just normal for me because my mother doesn't make lots of money I guess 22:57, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So getting things are more meaningful to me 22:58, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: That is understandable 22:58, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: My family has always been very wealthy 22:58, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: But I feel bad about it 22:58, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LUCKY D; 22:59, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why's that? 22:59, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I dont need a lot and I hate when others that don't have as much stuff as I do see all that 23:00, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel vain and mean for it 23:00, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well, it's not your fault, silly <3 23:00, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's just the way it is so it can't be helped 23:01, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess.... 23:01, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: My mother really likes to help people a lot so after she gives her money away, we barely have enough for ourselves 23:01, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Angers me a lot that she'd do that but that's how it is 23:01, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: My mom works voluntarily 23:02, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: At an institution that supports poor families 23:03, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Our moms are too nice omg 23:03, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also when are you heading to bed? 23:03, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 23:03, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't wanna because I want to talk 23:04, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Kay well I'm getting kinda sleepy ;; 23:04, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Well if you still want to talk 23:05, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: You can sleep, I wouldn't mind 23:06, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I still can't believe you're actually thinking of me 23:07, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's fine, I'm gonna stay up as long as you do 23:07, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I really, really like you a lot 23:07, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: So do I like you a lot, Stephanie 23:08, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: You haven't been off my mind 23:08, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: The entire day 23:08, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: COME HERE PLS COME HERE 23:08, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: ;; 23:09, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I crave being with you 23:09, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: So much 23:10, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I just want to hold you close to me 23:11, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It'll happen, at least I hope so ); 23:11, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: It will 23:11, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Because it's you 23:12, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: You're worth a lot more than the money the ticket will be 23:12, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: You're worth sitting out the pain for a year 23:15, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I think I'd cry when I see the money zap from my account 23:15, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: But you wouldn't regret it 23:16, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: trudat 23:17, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I should probably start going back to work soon if I plan on leaving the country next year~ 23:17, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: If you really want it 23:18, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I still don't get why you would go for a weirdo like me 23:19, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're worth it, k? Hot European guy who's sweet and flattering is totally worth it 23:20, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: So you do it for the sake of that, not for the sake of me? 23:20, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: There are more guys like that 23:22, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hahahaa not really 23:22, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're just something more special 23:22, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm still trying to figure out how you didn't catch how I felt about you with my flirting 23:23, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Same here 23:23, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: You could have said something like 23:23, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Hey Lorenz, I have feelings for you. 23:25, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Would have done the job and I feel like I am being way to barren again. 23:25, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I am sorry 23:26, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's not how it works when the person you like is dating someone ;/ 23:26, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Since that bitch fucked me over so bad I am sometimes way to barren because I had bad depressions back then 23:26, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're completely fine, don't worry about it though... 23:26, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah, you're right on that 23:26, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't want to hurt you 23:27, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: That is the last thing I want 23:28, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: As long as you're completely honest to me about everything, I'm pretty sure I won't get hurt or anything~ 23:28, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I have been honest about everything 23:28, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I know that~ 23:29, Sep 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You have all my trust 23:29, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I think I will need some more time to fully trust you 23:29, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: You know why I guess 23:32, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm just being careful, it's nothing personal 23:39, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm on the best way though 23:39, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: That's for sure 23:47, Sep 10 - Lorenz Sommer: Steph? 00:28, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I am going to slepn now 00:28, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I am really tired :( 00:33, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well, my dear, dear sweetheart 06:43, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry Lorenz, I went to sleep, I didn't mean to 06:56, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I just woke up again 06:57, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Guess what the first thing I thought of was 07:04, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hm? ;; 07:07, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: It was you 07:08, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You are just so flattering <3 07:08, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sadly the first thing I thought about was how fucked I was gonna be 07:09, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Now you're up and it's late abd you aren't tired 07:09, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes yes yes 07:09, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I know that 07:10, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I had this really nice image in my head 07:10, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: image huh? Of what~ 07:16, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: It was in my room and I just woke up. I opened my eyes and, room was obscure but there was light coming in through the closed shutters. I realized you're lying next to me in my bed, face to face with me, but you are still asleep. I barely saw you because the room was so dark. I put my arms around you, drag you close. You wake up from that, look at me, smile and then cuddle up very close against me. 07:16, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: It made me feel excited and...idk what that was but Iiked it 07:19, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: amg I was just thinking of cuddling just a second ago 07:21, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: We will cuddle a lot 07:43, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Cuddle me for daaaays kty <3 07:44, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I will do that 07:47, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: But I think I would often start touching you 07:51, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's all fine, I'm used to all that~ 07:52, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm not ;; 08:07, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: What are you doing? 08:10, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And 08:10, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Fixing da phone 08:10, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Wut 08:11, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't want to be like the guys you have had in the past. I want to be something special for you 08:15, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: then prove yourself as something different to me if you really think so 08:15, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And how would I do that? 08:16, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know, how about you tell the sweetest thing you've done for a girl 08:19, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: For my first real girlfriend, I wrote a letter which I hid under her pillow secretly. In that letter I wrote about my feelings for her. 08:22, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: UGH, that's so cute 08:22, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;; 08:23, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You are something special for me, Stephanie, and I hope you feel the same about me ;; 08:23, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to be yours.. 08:30, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I have the feeling that I am overdoing 08:32, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You flatter me so much, why do you say things like this to me? 08:32, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and you're fine, I just can't return it as much but you know my situation... 08:32, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I like you so much, Stephanie. 08:33, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I wish I could keep myself from saying all this 08:33, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: But I just like you too much 08:33, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Don't worry, express how you feel whenever you'd like, I'm always here to listen 08:34, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah but it's weird... 08:35, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel misplaced because I just randomly busted into your relationship 08:36, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's completely fine, please don't worry too much about it 08:36, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: What does that mean 08:38, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I couldn't have been helped so its alright 08:41, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I just have this huge chunk of feelings for you sitting inside of me and I don't know how to handle it 08:43, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: It has always been there but I was too stupid to see it when I should have 09:09, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wish I wasn't too scared to say anything 09:09, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Just say it.. 09:14, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I didn't know how you'd take it ... 09:15, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: No need to hide it. 09:16, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I was honest with you so should you be honest with me 09:22, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean, before I was scared, now I'm not 09:22, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also sorry, was playing league for the past hour or so lol 09:22, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Ah 09:23, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: So you were scared to tell me back then? 09:23, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was only scared because you know, sometimes people flip out and are like 'what I don't even know you blah blah' 09:23, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why yes I was 09:23, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Stephanie 09:23, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And normally I don't say things first anyway because I'm a woman 09:23, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: YES 09:23, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I wouldn't have acted like that 09:24, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I have always felt the same 09:24, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well, I know that now ... 09:24, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: grrrr 09:24, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ALSO RANDOM QUESTION 09:24, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: do you have ig 09:24, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: ig? 09:25, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh instagram 09:25, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes I do 09:25, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes like for fgts 09:25, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: But I don't use it all that much 09:25, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gimme your name amg 09:26, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: It's lorenzsommer I think 09:26, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: http://instagram.com/p/cPwQa2gBw_/ 09:26, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't use mine because there's never anything interesting to look at 09:27, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Well lets use it because we can now look at each other 09:28, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I suppose you're right <3 09:28, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you take a selfie btw? 09:28, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also, your name is just so attractive to me 09:28, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: have I ever mentioned that? And I forgot to lol 09:29, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll do it in the morning when I wake up aaaaa 09:29, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: So is yours to me. I really like it 09:29, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mine is so weird wat v__v 09:29, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Marry me so I can change my last name <3 09:29, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I just like everything about you 09:29, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wtf 09:30, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: so flattering <3 09:30, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: It's true.. 09:30, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: My dear 09:30, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Lalalallalala you are just the cutest thing ever to me 09:30, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also I am sleeping in 15-20 minutes 09:30, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Or taking a nap rarher* 09:31, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Imagine me being next to you when you do 09:32, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Rather* holy crap 09:32, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: 09:32, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I always imagine you next to me when I'm laying down 09:33, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: OH SHIIIIIT 09:33, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Dat cardigan 09:33, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It looks golden 09:33, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I followed you, now to put you in my bio and shit 09:34, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Look at mine 09:36, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: OMG SO SWEET AAAAAAA 09:37, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: It's not like I am making all of this up I am saying to you 09:38, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel just what I say for you 09:40, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I know that, but I don't understand how anyone could ever like me 09:40, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's just so hard to believe because I'm really nothing special 09:41, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You are. For me. 09:41, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't help it 09:41, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I have always liked you and I won't stop doing so 09:41, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've always felt attracted to you, iunno why tho 09:42, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Even if it was slight, it was always there 09:42, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel the same 09:42, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: My dear.. 09:42, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I miss you 09:43, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I miss you too, silly, but I'm right here for the next fifteen minutes :) 09:44, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You're on my mind like the whiole day 09:45, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: is there truly nothing else to occupy your time? 09:46, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: No 09:46, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: What else could there be omg 09:47, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And you're the most exciting thing on my mind 09:47, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And the most important thing 09:48, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's sweet of you to say <3 09:48, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: PLS COME ASAP 09:48, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I need to feel you on me amg 09:49, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I am not saying this to only flatter you and I am not just saying this ok 09:50, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I mean this with all my heart 09:50, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I know that 09:50, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But when I get flattered like this, I have the urge to just drop my panties 09:50, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: brb dropping panties 09:50, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Pics pls 09:54, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LOL 09:54, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 09:54, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Awesome 09:54, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: How do you like it 09:54, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: do you see my panties 09:54, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: It's insanely sexy 09:55, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh I knew you'd like it 09:55, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Stephanie 09:55, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hmmmm? 09:55, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Come here so I can throw you on my bed and take you 09:55, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You come here pls 09:56, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Wish I could 09:57, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: if I can't come next year, I better see your behind here ;; 09:57, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I will come next year 09:58, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: marry then pls 09:59, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay 09:59, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you fap? 10:01, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: not really 10:01, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Last time I did I thought of you tbh 10:02, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer:  10:02, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: awwwww yeah 10:02, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't enjoy fapping at all errrrrr 10:03, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Let me touch you then 10:03, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: please do <3 10:03, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: My hand in your panties 10:03, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Crave it 10:03, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: ;; 10:04, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: just imagine little tiny girl moans 10:04, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: then you have me 8'D 10:05, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I will make you moan the whole night 10:05, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: crazy sex pls 10:05, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk how long I last actually 10:06, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: probably a few minutes like a normal person 10:07, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: But I recover quickly 10:07, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: So we can do it the whole night 10:07, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Sanity: lost. 10:08, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I actually can't go longer than a few hours because I'm extremely weak ;/ 10:08, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Scary you know this 10:09, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You'll have to help me, I don't have a lot of experience with sex... 10:09, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: IT'S FINE OK 10:09, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you just do what you think you need to do 10:09, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But of course I know this kinda stuff 10:10, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I know my limits and everything so I have myself set just in case anything happens 10:10, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I wanna go crazy with you tho 10:11, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can do crazy, depends on what crazy is though 10:11, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk but I guess I want us both to go crazy from pleasure 10:12, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well, all depends 10:12, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: What do you mean? 10:12, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because if we actually were gonna do it together, you'd be the second guy I genuinely care about 10:13, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: the other guys I've done it with kinda made me feel like crap 10:13, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've always been used so I don't know 10:13, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to make you feel loved 10:13, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And special 10:13, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: That's all I want my dear 10:13, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: If you don't want it right away that is okay 10:14, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I just want you to feel comfortable 10:14, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh no I'm fine with that, it's just that normally after a while I start thinking deeply about my actions 10:15, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I see 10:15, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I kinda regret a lot though about my past 10:16, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Like I was raped my first time so every time after that, I stopped caring 10:16, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: What 10:16, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Really? 10:17, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mhm, I've literally had sex with 3 different people and only one truly cared about how i felt 10:17, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: aghhhhhh 10:17, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I pity myself everytime I think about it 10:17, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Stephanie 10:17, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I will never use you 10:18, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And I don't want you to do something you don't want 10:19, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I want you to feel loved and cared about 10:19, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I believe you completely 10:19, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just naïve it seems 10:20, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I want you to feel close to me ok 10:21, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am feeling that way 10:22, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just kinda scared for what other things might come my way 10:22, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Knowing about your past I am really flattered 10:22, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: What do you mean? 10:22, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean I got raped like 10:22, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What if it happened again? 10:23, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm pretty sure it could happen once again if I'm not careful 10:23, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Please be careful 10:23, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: ;; 10:23, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am careful~ no worries 10:23, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And.. 10:24, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you really care about me? 10:24, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: ;; 10:24, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Of course I do :) 10:24, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Have you had sex at all yetttttt? 10:25, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I'd hope it wasn't anything like my experience lol 10:25, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: N-No I haven't... 10:26, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WAAAAAAA 10:26, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: THAT IS SO CUTE WWWWWW 10:26, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: ... 10:26, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I just never found someone 10:26, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm too weird 10:26, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You aren't <3 10:27, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Be my first, Stephanie 10:27, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If it ever came down to it, I'd allow it 10:28, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Omfg Lorenz I just can't stop giggling ømg 10:28, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Why :( 10:28, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: this is just the cutest thing ever 10:29, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 10:29, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I gotta quickly help my mom carry something 10:29, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Brb 10:29, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LIKE EVERYTIME I SEE IT I JUST OMG 10:29, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and ok 10:31, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Ok back 10:31, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And >< 10:31, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: giggle for days 10:31, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: WhyY 10:32, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: BECAUSE ITS JUST SOOOOOO CUTE 10:32, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer:  10:32, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Why 10:32, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 10:32, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have no idea why 10:32, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ask your mom why you're so handsome 10:32, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't like my looks all that much 10:33, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: My mom sais I'm sexy tho 10:35, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Why is this so new Wtf. My lafst gf told me I am cute and and handsome but it feel a lot different when you say it 10:36, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: cuz you are 10:36, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and iunno ;o 10:36, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also I just realized you are younger than me omfg 10:36, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I cannot believe it 10:36, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Only a bit 10:36, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You look like you're in your early twenties and shit but I forgot your birthday was in July 10:36, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you know my birthday? I know yours 10:37, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: July 11 :3 10:37, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: April 29 10:37, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: as yis 10:37, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: aw* 10:37, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Wow like my old gf didn't know it 10:38, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because old GF knew her clothing's birthday 10:38, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: True 10:39, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Idk, clothes aren't even all that amg 10:39, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: She was treating me like shit towards the end 10:39, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And I only got more and more depressed 10:41, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: There's no reason to feel depressed anymore 10:41, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: She doesn't matter so it's okay 10:42, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You should never feel sad over anyone, especially if they aren't gonna be worth it to you in the future 10:42, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: She wasn't worth my time at all 10:42, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And she wasn't worth my tears 10:43, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Exactly 10:43, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Don't waste your tears on anyone either, because no one deserves them 10:44, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You deserve them 10:44, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I cry ever day we cant be together 10:44, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: ;; 10:46, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're so cute, you're gonna make me fall in love qq 10:47, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: It's my feelings from the bottom of my heart 10:48, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You should sleep a little, my dear 10:49, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well, if you were here, I'd be able to express how I feel for you easier 10:49, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: With? 10:50, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: my voice and my touch~ 10:50, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Kill me 10:50, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nooooo ;; 10:50, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to be with you so bad Stephanie 10:51, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh really 10:51, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes 10:53, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: man, when I think about going to visit you, it just makes me so happy 10:53, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel the exact same 10:53, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I smiled when I thought of you this morning 10:53, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And I smile when I see my wallpaper everytime 10:54, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WALLPAPERS THO 10:54, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ima take a better picture tomorrow 10:54, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: also, I will head to bed so i will talk to you in an hour~ 10:55, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LEAVE ME STUFF 10:55, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: *Holds tight* 10:55, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: or go camwhoring pls 10:55, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 10:55, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I can write you a letter 10:55, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: If I get my thoughts together 10:56, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LETTER <3 10:56, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I love writing letters 10:56, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Then do whatever you like~ and I might write you one as well 10:56, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Now take care, I'll be up soon~ 10:56, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh yes please, my old gf wrote horrible letters 10:57, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well my dear <3 10:57, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ew how to make horrible letters 10:57, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 10:57, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: *kiss on cheek* 11:50, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: 12:08, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I just realized 12:08, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: If you come here in July you could be here on m birthday 12:09, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Which would be the best present I could ever wish for: Having you neat me 12:09, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: *near 12:28, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: OMG THAT SO CUTE THAT PIC 12:28, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I hope I won't be broke during that time ): 12:28, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Broke? 13:04, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Steph? :c 13:30, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Broke as in no money, yep yep 13:30, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh 13:30, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Was just wondering because you didn't answer 13:30, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Is there a selfie now? 13:31, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah sorry I was sleeping 13:31, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh I thought you were up already 13:31, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No I had no time to do it 15:07, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why the fuck does it look dark 15:07, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nvm idc 15:07, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: best iPhone pic na 15:07, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Omg 15:07, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Hoztotototototo 15:08, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wat 15:08, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I wanna touch you right now ok 15:08, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg I'm ugly tho 15:08, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Listen 15:08, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Stephanie 15:09, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You're so pretty to me 15:09, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I cant even stand it 15:09, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Never say that again ok 15:12, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;; 15:12, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: k fine 15:12, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I like your breasts 15:12, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Tbh 15:21, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: orly 15:21, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: also sorry my phone crashed and idek why 15:21, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Dat iPhone 15:21, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: BOSS AS SHIT AMIRITE 15:21, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Obviously 15:21, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: pls I want the 5C so bad <333 15:21, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: 5c? 15:21, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It looks so pretty 15:21, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Wut 15:22, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: the new iPhone 15:22, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Ah 15:22, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 5C and 5S was released for preorder yesterday 15:22, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I never liked the iPhones design 15:22, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wat y 15:22, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 15:22, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it is so pretty 15:22, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: AMG I WILL MARRY DAT IPHONE IF I CUD 15:22, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Lol 15:22, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Marry me instead ok 15:23, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ok 15:23, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ja 15:23, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Ja as well ;; 15:23, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: JA JA JA JA 15:23, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ICH WOLLE 15:23, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: grammar pls 15:24, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: It's Ich will 15:24, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeah was gonna like 15:24, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Correct myself 15:24, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: pls 15:24, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: How to survive in Germany 15:25, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll literally order a nightstand from a restaurant if I keep this up 15:25, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: What lol I 15:26, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh it was just something my German teacher was telling us about in class when I was in grade 10 lol 15:26, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ggggggg 15:26, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Stephanie 15:26, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why yes darling 15:26, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I think I love you. 15:26, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WHAAAAT 15:26, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: do you think so? 15:26, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes 15:27, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: aw<4 15:27, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3** 15:27, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry I'm in derp mode 15:27, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: It's alright 15:27, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: But wat do now 15:28, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wut you mean wat do now 15:28, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah what do now 15:29, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: idk I'm tired and bored 15:29, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I mean I just said I love you 15:29, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I-I mean I don't know 15:29, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: ;; 15:31, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Help me 15:31, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: how to help you 15:32, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sorrry I just got a shitload of texts and iunno how 15:32, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Right.. 15:33, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you have similar feelings for me? 15:33, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Ah god dammit I need a break 15:34, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Partially, I've been driven to say 'I love you' since yesterday 15:34, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But I didn't say it 15:34, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I feelt the exact same thing 15:34, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: But I just said it now 15:34, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: c; 15:35, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Why didn't you say it? 15:35, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Sigh 15:36, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: After this long time I finally come down to say it... 15:36, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I couldn't think of a way 15:36, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: After our Skypecall 15:36, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I was so close to just say I love you 15:36, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I already had it typed in 15:37, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: amg 15:37, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Lorenz pls 15:38, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: But I was with my ex back then... 15:38, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I just can't help it Stephanie 15:39, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I love you and I do that with all my heart 15:45, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ima nap I'm falling asleep ;; 15:46, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: That was like the perfect answer to that 15:46, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes it was 15:46, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Now you see 15:46, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: See what 15:46, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I love you, Lorenz. 15:46, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I really do 15:46, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Nothing just that 15:47, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: ... 15:47, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Is that true? ;; 15:48, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: What is with your relationship and...and... 15:56, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: But there isn't much more to say 15:56, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I love you too, Stephanie 21:00, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Oh damn 21:00, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I slept so long 21:00, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Fuck 21:00, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am so sorry, Lorenz... 21:00, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And what about my relationship? 21:00, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I was waiting for you :3 21:01, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't know but you're still together with someone 21:03, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am 21:03, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I was thinking about you a lot. I was walking outside earlier and I was just standing next to a bench, looking at the scenery and just thinking of you. 21:04, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: AMG SO SWEET <3 21:04, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Lorenz, if I went to visit you, would you show me around? 21:04, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to do that 21:04, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I wanted to mention that right now actually 21:04, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh please go on 21:04, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to show you the places I often go to 21:05, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Germany is such a beautiful country 21:05, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You know my area right? 21:05, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Southern Bavaria 21:06, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And omg I am just noticing this. My ex actually didn't know anything about Germany else than Hitler 21:06, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've never been south, I've always flew into Hamburg D: 21:06, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well it's good to know that I've been speaking German since I was 5 21:06, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you good at it? 21:07, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And why only to Hamburg 21:07, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have family there, but they moved back to Thailand 21:07, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: had* 21:07, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I know enough to get around 21:08, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Like if you and I got mad or something, I could easily get around for the rest of the time I'm there 21:08, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But my German accent sounds like shit 21:08, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: My friends say they like it a lot 21:08, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: If we got mad? 21:08, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: What 21:09, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Like fight or something 21:09, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Just example 21:09, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You mean a fight after we wouldnt want to talk to each other anymore? 21:11, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Nah, if it was something small 21:11, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Don't worry too much about it 21:11, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: That's confusing now 21:11, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And kind of sad to think about now 21:11, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WAT IT WAS JUST AN EXAMPLE 21:11, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: shush cutie pie 21:11, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Meh 21:12, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Talk German to me 21:12, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hola como Estes 21:12, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: estas* 21:12, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: AJAJAJAJAJJ 21:12, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat lol 21:12, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Spanish 21:13, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wahahahaha 21:13, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I know 21:13, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I think it means 21:13, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know Spanish at all like I'm so bad at it 21:13, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: "Hello my dear" ? 21:13, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I am partially guessing 21:13, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Hi how are you ;D 21:13, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Ah 21:13, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: HOLA MI AMOR 21:14, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: now that's, hello my love 21:14, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Spanish is so different from other latinic languages 21:14, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I know Latin Btw 21:14, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LATIN OMG 21:14, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: such a beautiful language 21:14, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Totally. 21:14, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Like what 21:15, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: They only have us learn one language at school so I only know German 21:15, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I suck at it too so idk 21:15, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Talk German to meee 21:15, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: HALLO WIE GEHT'S 21:16, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Gut :3 Ich bin froh dass ich dich habe <3 21:17, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hmmm 21:17, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Lemme think 21:17, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know what two of those words mean 21:17, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Which 21:18, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: froh and dass, gg 21:18, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Alright 21:19, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: SO WHAT DID YOU SAY TO ME 21:19, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: 'Dass' is like the 'that' in 'it's true, that I like you a lot' 21:19, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: damn you're gonna have to teach me a lot 21:20, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;; 21:20, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And 'froh' is basically 'happy' 21:21, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: So I said...?? 21:22, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mmm 21:22, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You said you're happy because of me, did you not? 21:22, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I said I was happy that I have you 21:23, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh I forgot the last part 21:23, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: damn ok well I'm not fit out for German brb kill myself 21:24, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I can help you with it, if you want 21:24, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And omg I want you to be here ;; 21:24, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah I still should learn more but I dropped the class 21:24, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 21:24, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Later 21:25, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: By the way 21:25, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: School starts tomorrow 21:25, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ... awww ): 21:25, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: We should tell each other when we get up and stuff 21:26, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Like how out days are time wise 21:26, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Our 21:26, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I get up at like.. 6:30 or around 7:00 21:26, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's like what 21:26, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Already 11 am for you 21:26, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Or noon, depending on whatever 21:26, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: +6 for you 21:27, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: erreee 21:27, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So you're 6 hours away ;; 21:27, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes ;; 21:27, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: FUUUUUU 21:27, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Then yeah, that's like 11:30, 12 for you 21:28, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have classes up until 3:20 21:28, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Which is 9:20pm for you qqqqqq 21:28, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: In school times I am up until like midnight or 1am 21:29, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: So we have time together 21:29, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: YAY 21:29, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I hate school days 21:29, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I get up pretty much same time like you 21:29, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: 7am 21:29, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't know my schedule yet so I can't really say anything 21:29, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So that's 1am... 21:29, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: YEY 21:30, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you always have school up to 3:20? 21:30, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Like everyday 21:30, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeah, it's a fixed time 21:30, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: :(( 21:30, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I get out of school may 16th tho ;D 21:31, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: a week earlier than normal 21:31, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But the Monday after that, I'm pretty sure I won't be able to talk to you 21:31, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I graduate 21:31, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Only that one day? 21:32, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh and 21:32, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I can talk to you from school and stuff 21:33, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: With my phone 21:33, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: only that one day hehehe 21:33, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and I'll try to talk to you at school but you already know I can't text in some classes 21:33, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Studies are important this year, sadly 21:33, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: That's alright 21:33, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You should pas attention to class 21:34, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I always pay attention 21:34, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WELL YOU ARE A GOOD BOY 21:35, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Obviously 21:35, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: cute 21:35, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Your grades are probably golden 21:35, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Nah not all that much 21:36, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I have only started to really pay attention towards the end of the year 21:37, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I catched myself looking at the clock and then calculating what time it's over there 21:37, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Multiple times today 21:38, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :3 21:38, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: alallalaalala 21:39, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And ofc I have been thinking about you like the whole day 21:39, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: so cute <3 21:39, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer:  21:39, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Love you  21:40, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ich liebe dich auch :) 21:40, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Ybxhisisgwhw 21:41, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: HM? Don't die pls 21:41, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Be my pillow 21:42, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I was dying when you said you love me ;; 21:45, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :3 21:45, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am the kawaii 21:45, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ok no 21:45, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You are 21:45, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also sorry I was busy talking to my cousin and shit 21:45, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: No worries 21:46, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you know your Iq? 21:46, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nope 21:46, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you think it's high? 21:48, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nope 21:48, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Why 21:48, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Probably just average 21:49, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I don't ever think I'm smart 21:49, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh :c 21:49, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I was just curious 21:49, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I am sleepy 21:49, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sleep then~ 21:50, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Idk, people say I'm smart but I say otherwise 21:50, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Pretty sure my IQ would be at 0 21:50, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I think you're smart too 21:51, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: In all the time we have talked, you have never said something stupid. 21:51, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: That's a pretty obvious sign 21:52, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Like my ex 21:52, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: She was stupid as shit 21:52, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: How stupid? ;o 21:53, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Stupid enough to believe internet forums that said the holocaust wasn't real 21:54, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh my she's stupid 21:54, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like wtf 21:54, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Exactly what I thought 21:54, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And she had like 0 base knowledge 21:55, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: haahahha omg 21:55, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Stupid girl who broke up with boyfriend because of clothes 21:55, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: makes sense 21:55, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Like my base knowledge is over 637499473674838 21:55, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I know so fuckin much 21:55, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: smart people can't be with ignorant people it has been proven anyway 21:56, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Well seems like I learned that the hard way 21:57, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: She called carbondioxide OH 21:57, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I was about to rage so hard about that 21:57, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LOL 21:57, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: CO2 pls 21:57, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well I can put 2 into subscript but u know what I mean 21:57, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: cant* 21:57, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: alalalala chemistry was such a good class 21:58, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Like me being obsessed chemistry that made me want to kill her 21:58, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: dunno how anyone doesn't know wtf carbon dioxide is gg 21:59, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You should have heard her look at clothes 22:00, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: ON FUCKIN SKYPE 22:00, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: how was that like 22:01, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: She was like all queeking and giggling and "omg that is so cute ima buy that omg" 22:01, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: While ignoring me on skype, knowing that it hurts me being ignored for clothes 22:01, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: annoying bitch 22:01, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: -_____- 22:02, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Like that pushed me down so much... 22:02, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I had really bad depressions 22:02, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no problem 22:02, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I didn't eat much anymore and I barely talked to anyone 22:02, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm here to fix your view on women 22:02, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I was just sad all the time 22:03, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And let's hope that's not the case anymore 22:04, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll just try not to talk about clothes in front of you 22:04, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I REALLY ENJOY CLOTHES LIKE A LOT 22:04, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but I wouldn't ignore you over it 22:04, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I am so sensible when it comes to this now 22:05, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: This is kind of a bad time of year to know me because 22:05, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I go shopping for fall and winter soon 22:05, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And all I like to yap about are scarves, cardigans and shoes 22:05, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: amg 22:05, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: As long as you care as much about me as I do about you 22:05, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Then that will be ok 22:05, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 22:06, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Of course I care about you as much as you do me 22:06, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So there's no problem at all 22:06, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: ... 22:06, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I love you Stephanie 22:06, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: My chest ;; 22:08, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I love you too, cutie pie :3 22:08, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You don't know how much this means to me 22:10, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I really don't, wish I did though... 22:12, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Being ignored and treated like a little annoying shit and being left behind for clothes from the person you love so much...that's what I got 22:13, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And now I have you, making me feel loved, cared about and very happy 22:13, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because you deserve that, okay? Even though I can't be yours, I can always be here for you 22:14, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Be mine please... 22:14, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You know that I'd allow it if I could... 22:15, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes... 22:15, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: But it's so confusing for me when you say you love me... 22:17, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You can think of it in a confusing matter but you're the only person who's able to figure out what to believe and what not to believe. I wish this would have happened earlier because I would have gladly been your girlfriend. But I have someone now and I'm glad they're mine. I just feel bad because I have you and him, and I hate picking between two people. 22:18, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: But... 22:18, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Agh 22:18, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm stuck in a position I can't help being in 22:19, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's because it happened without me being able to stop it and stuff 22:19, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel like I'm about to cry 22:19, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Don't cry, that wouldn't be fair for the two of us 22:20, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Just dropped a tear... 22:21, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :/ 22:22, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I could scream 22:22, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: My chest feels....idk 22:24, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Don't think too hard on it, because I'm pretty sure you know the consequences of this 22:24, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: knew* 22:24, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: But how are we going to continue?? 22:26, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know really 22:27, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: We can just stop talking until the next year 22:27, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: No 22:27, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: can't* 22:27, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Wow bad typo 22:27, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: ... 22:28, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Like I don't really want to be your "backup" in case you break up but I feel like that's what it's going to come down to 22:29, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: back up? I don't do backups 22:30, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Like wait until you break up and then be together? 22:30, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: What even if you're together next year still 22:31, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd wait a bit after I break up with someone 22:32, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Ok but what if you were still together 22:33, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I.. Kinda doubt that but if it does come down to it, I don't know 22:34, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: This is...horrible. for me at least 22:35, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's pretty bad for me 22:35, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've been in this situation a couple of times 22:37, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Time to logic 22:38, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hmmm? 22:38, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: So if you are in a relationship and you meet someone you fall in love with even over the fact that you are together with someone, isn't that love stronger and shouldn't you go for the "new one" then? 22:39, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: It's just the logical conclusion to me but I don't know if it is the way to go 22:39, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Plus there is the face we've had feelings for each other even long before 22:42, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well 22:43, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I actually know my boyfriend in person so it's kind of hard to say 'I love someone else' 22:43, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because in actuality, my feelings for him haven't changed 22:43, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just a greedy person it seems 22:44, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: So I'm fucked 22:44, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Great 22:45, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm just gonna go brush me teeth and go to sleep then 22:45, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's up to you to do whatever you'd like 22:45, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sleep well then~ 22:52, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: In the end, that is all you can say... 22:53, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Hello, my world of hurt. I missed you. 22:53, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What else can I say, Lorenz? 22:53, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What would you want me to do? 22:55, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I'd want you to be mine, but I can't expect that. 22:56, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Being sad won't help either of us out, you know... 22:56, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Do you think I'm happy at all about what's happening? Because I'm pretty hurt myself that this is happening again 22:58, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I wish I was as demanded as you. Few people actually like me and I like few people as well but all I get into is trouble like this and it makes it hurt even more... 22:58, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I guess I can't say I'm sorry because we both felt like this before. 22:59, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not demanded 22:59, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: The image of me is demanded, until people get to know me 22:59, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm am a horrible person and I don't know why anyone would like me at all 23:00, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Shut up 23:00, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't say that ever again 23:01, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's completely true 23:01, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You see the trouble I put you through? 23:01, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: It is not your fault 23:01, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Wtf 23:02, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It is 23:03, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I may like your image as well, but I got to know you and I like you even more for your inside. 23:03, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And it's not. You didn't do intentionally 23:03, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: UGH JUST 23:04, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: please come here 23:05, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: For what? So we can have sex? I am most certain that wouldn't clarify anything. 23:05, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nope 23:05, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So I can just give you a big hug 23:06, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I just feel like I'm a horrible person in general 23:07, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Shut up, Stephanie!! 23:07, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Qqqqqqq 23:07, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You may have hurt people but that doesn't mean you're a bad person. 23:07, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Seriously 23:07, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't ever say that again to me. 23:07, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It does mean I'm a bad person.. 23:08, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: OKAY OKAY 23:08, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: fine 23:08, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Get it in your head 23:08, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I know what bad persons are 23:08, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And you are not one 23:08, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You're a wonderful person to me. 23:09, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Back on topic. I don't think a "big hug" would solve anything either. 23:09, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just get the notion that you'd hate me because of what kind of situation we're in 23:09, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And well, I don't know what would. 23:11, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Since this is a huge confusion, I'd like to know what you actually feel for me. Be honest about everything and tell me everything. 23:12, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know how to put it 23:13, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I really enjoy your company, and truthfully, I can honestly say that you talk to me more than anyone has ever talked to me in the past few months and I appreciate it. I really do love you and all but nothing can happen and you already know why. 23:14, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: To put it in a more blunt sense, I'm staying how I am... 23:15, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You truly love me? 23:15, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yes I do. 23:15, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But I'm not breaking up with my boyfriend for you. 23:15, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Errr, that's not supposed to come out hurtful but that's just the more straightforward way of putting it 23:16, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You truly and honestly love me with all your heart? 23:17, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why yes I do, I wouldn't bother saying it if I didn't mean it... 23:18, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: ... 23:18, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: This means so much to me... 23:18, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why do you think I say it if I don't mean it, Lorenz? I wouldn't even bother telling you this stuff if I didn't feel the same way 23:19, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm only honest for my sake, because you need to know how I really feel 23:19, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll always be here to help you out though... 23:20, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I just can't believe someone returns my love in the way I love them 23:20, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: It seems so surreal 23:20, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well you should believe it, cutie 23:21, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 23:21, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Even if I can't be with you, I can always love you the same. 23:21, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Stephanie 23:22, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You'll be with me one day. 23:22, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: We'll see, okay? 23:22, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I will wait for you 23:23, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Lets see how long you do that... 23:25, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: For a long time, since there is no-one I actually like or find attractive around here 23:27, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What happened to that girl at school? 23:27, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh you don't want me to wait for you 23:29, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because it not fair to you 23:29, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Why 23:30, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm with someone... 23:33, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Would you want to be with me if I waited for you? 23:36, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Of course I would... 23:37, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I shall wait as long as I can then 23:38, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And if it's not happening.....well it wasn't supposed to do happen then 23:38, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: We will keep talking, ok? 23:39, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll just call you my dear. I can get along with that. 23:39, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If you say so... Thanks for not giving me a hard time about this, Lorenz. You really are something special 23:41, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I see the thought of getting together with me is comfortable for you right now 23:41, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I can understand tbat 23:41, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: That 23:42, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: And I guess you don't believe in me standing through this 23:43, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well, normally when people say that, I don't naturally believe in people sticking to what they say.. I have to see it to believe it 23:44, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You just said I am something special 23:44, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Think about it 23:44, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I am smiling atm god that was genius 23:45, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I meant uncomfortable btw 23:46, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :) 23:46, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well, you truly are something special. I'm sure if you wait would would be something nice... 23:46, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it would* 23:46, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: da fuck 23:47, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Stephanie 23:47, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: For you I'd go through anything 23:49, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am just so done. 23:49, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You made me giggle so much omg 23:50, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: It's true Omg 23:51, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just very happy we got closer 23:51, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: So am i 23:51, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I have always wanted to 23:58, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 23:58, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well I was always here to so iunno 23:58, Sep 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Just know that you can always talk to me if you need something 23:59, Sep 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Can we continue to talk like we did so far? 00:00, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Of course we can~ 00:00, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: That would be wonderful 00:00, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Dont forget all the selfies 00:01, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: It's midnight 00:01, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Of course not.. 00:01, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And go to bed ad: 00:01, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm going to sleep now 00:01, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: D:* 00:01, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Night <3 00:01, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I love you my dear, sleep well 00:02, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: <3 00:02, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sleep well, lovee you too 00:02, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :3 00:02, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: You can wait for me to get up 00:02, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: And catch me in the morning 00:02, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: 1am for you 00:03, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Around that time 00:03, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can wait~ 00:03, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: You're the sweetest 00:03, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I love you <3 00:05, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No you~ please sleep well. <3 06:44, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Alright, I am up now 06:47, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Hello~ 07:01, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Morning, my dear 07:02, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Just out of the shower 07:02, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Omg I am excited for school 07:14, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why wtf 07:14, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Because Omg 07:14, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Hope I get nice teachers 07:14, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: What are you doing?? 07:15, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm about to play osu! for a bit 07:20, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Soo 07:20, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you think of me? 07:52, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm in school now 08:28, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sorry I am just meh 08:28, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and I did for a while until I pissed myself off a few hours ago 09:01, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Why that? 09:04, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: long story, I'll be going to bed for a few hours, talk to you soon~ 09:07, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Will you tell me? 09:07, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well my dear <3 09:08, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeah, later, and thank you <3 09:12, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Alright 09:12, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Love you <3 13:09, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I am out of school now 13:27, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Darling? Are you up yet? 13:40, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: And ffs I feel so annoying again 13:59, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was just busy, no worries ): 14:00, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I am used to being told I am annoying by someone I love.... 14:28, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: So I kinda always feel annoying 14:43, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: And I am hurting ;; 15:07, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're not annoying me Lorenz <3 I'm just really busy 15:08, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay ;; 15:24, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Stephanie I'm hurting ;; 15:37, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why is that? 15:38, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I can't stop thinking of you and your relationship... 15:39, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Only thing that keeps me from quitting and giving up is that I know you love me 15:40, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Don't think about my relationship, it's not important at all.. 15:41, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: It's still on my mind... 15:41, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I love you... So much. 15:41, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: That's all I can say 15:51, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I love you too :) 15:51, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No texting for a bit, don't be sad ;; 15:51, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: It's okay when you tell me 15:58, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 15:58, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Tell me about school 16:17, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I got decent teachers 16:17, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: My schedule is pretty filled ;; 16:17, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Still not as much school as you have tho 16:19, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: And I am still in one class with my friends 16:19, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Everything got split up it's confusing 16:20, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Silly German high school system 16:20, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I can explain it to you if you want 17:06, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: It's raining outside 17:06, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: And I am laying in my bed thinking of you 18:05, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Bah it's cold in my room :( Wish you could be here to warm me in bed ;; 18:13, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ALALALALAL IM SO BUSY FML 18:14, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Get home so we can talk 18:14, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I really want to talk to you ;; Like a lot 18:43, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Me miss you lots :3 18:43, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: So do I <3 18:47, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have lunch soon so I can talk to you a lot more 18:48, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: If you can and want 18:48, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I kinda need you 18:50, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Need? Why? ): 18:50, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Not feeling that well 18:50, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: And talking to you really makes me happy 19:04, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why don't you feel well? And I'll be texting in a delayed manner because I can't pull out my phone much so if you REALLY REALLY REALLY need something then just call me :u 19:05, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: You can't text but call on the phone? 19:05, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: What logic is that 19:05, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I can hide my headphones in my hair 19:06, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh 19:08, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Where would I call you 19:09, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: er 19:09, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: here 19:10, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah but like 19:10, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Calling someone who is in the US from Germany would be kind of expensive 19:10, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: huh 19:10, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LOL, no no no 19:10, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Okay here 19:10, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Call me on Skype then 19:10, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I am still to shy.... 19:10, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because whatsapp is free calling silly 19:10, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Too 19:11, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: KK 19:11, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: TEXT ME I HAVE A LOOKOUT 19:11, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm sorry... 19:11, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: But I am just so fuckin shy when it comes to this 19:11, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no it's fine, I'm trying to make it convenient so I don't get coughs 19:11, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Caught* 19:12, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I am kind of sad because all of my friends got in my class except one 19:12, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: That like really sucks 19:12, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: And the weather is bad 19:12, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: And my belly hurts 19:12, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: And my knees hurt too for no apparent reason 19:13, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: And I miss you 19:13, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: And meh 19:13, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wish it was raining ugh 19:13, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I know your feels ); 19:13, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Come here 19:13, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Miss you too... 19:13, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wish 19:13, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Amg 19:13, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Amg 19:13, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I love you 19:13, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Dam 19:13, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: <333 19:13, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Cute. 19:14, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I love you mucho. 19:14, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: *smoooooch! 19:14, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: ** 19:14, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: You get the extra long smooch 19:14, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: With an exclamationmark 19:15, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: smooooooooooch 19:15, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you just beat me 19:15, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: perhaps so 19:15, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: B-But... 19:15, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Agh 19:15, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Why 19:16, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ALALALLALAL 19:16, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: iunno 19:16, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Nono I didn't mean that 19:16, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Why 19:20, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Whyyyy are you so cute to me 19:20, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Like this is so new to me 19:21, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: And it's new to have someone who actually cares 19:21, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Agh 19:28, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :3 19:28, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Thank you Stephanie 19:28, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Like really 19:29, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Thank you for loving and being here for me 19:29, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I appreciate it so much 20:14, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I will always care for you Lorenz 20:14, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No problem :3 20:14, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 20:14, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Sigh I don't know how often I am going to say this 20:14, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: But 20:14, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I love you... 20:14, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :) <3 20:16, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: And 20:16, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: If I ever get annoying then just tell me right ahead 20:20, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're fine, I wouldn't hesitate to tell you anything :I 20:20, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :o** 20:21, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: That's good, my dear 20:21, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: So I guess I'll talk to you when you are home again because you gotta keep your phone 20:22, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I am tired but I'll wait for you 21:29, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gaaaaaa brb crying 22:52, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Aaa are you home yettt? 22:53, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry darling I fell asleep omg 22:53, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: All good~ I've been home for a bit now 22:54, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Tell me about something 22:54, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to know more of you 22:54, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: something? :o 22:54, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ahhhh um 22:54, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah just something lol 22:54, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ask questions then~ ask anything 22:56, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Hmm 22:56, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm open for any type of question so it doesn't matter what you ask 22:56, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: What is the most random things you do 22:56, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: we 22:56, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well* 22:56, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Like weird stuff you do every day 22:56, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I like to make noises when I'm alone 22:57, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: What noises 22:57, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :o like animal noises 22:57, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I actually yell a lot 22:57, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Like 22:57, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: y u yell 22:57, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: OEOEOEOEEIEIUUUIEEUEIEUIIII 22:57, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I like to squeal too when I'm alone ;o 22:57, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I am retarded lol 22:57, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nope~ 22:58, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I love the noise of steps 22:59, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: CLICK CLAAAACK 22:59, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What's your favourite colour? 22:59, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I I would particularly like if someone particular would come over here and hold me very close so I can cuddle very close to them 23:00, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I get nervous when I cuddle ;; 23:00, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I wouldn't say I have one but I like a lot of the more smooth and light colours 23:00, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Why? 23:00, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Would you with me? 23:00, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because it can get sexual qq 23:01, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I guess so 23:01, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Even though I crave you like crazy I would still be able to just hold you 23:01, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Without 23:01, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Touching and more 23:05, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wouldn't be able to ugh 23:05, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just one of those extremely sexual people and its horrible 23:06, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I see :/ 23:06, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you have a favorite colour? 23:06, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: grey, scarlet ;I 23:07, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and well, I could control myself but it hurts to do so qq 23:07, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Why that 23:09, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I realized I whistle so fucking much 23:10, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Like whistling 24/7 23:10, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I like to revise the main theme of songs I like because I often associate feelings to certain songs 23:10, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: alalalaallalala I don't know how to whistle 23:11, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I guess it's more like a sexual addiction type thing, cannot be helped 23:11, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I associate so much to everything 23:11, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Like I associate images to people and feelings and songs to feelings and landscape to people as well 23:12, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Even just the special look of something I associate to something else 23:13, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: deep thinker aren't you 23:13, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes 23:13, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I am obsessed with thinking 23:13, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I think so deep into scenarios and even little things 23:14, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ahhhhh, thinking too much kinda ruins me so I try not to do it often else it ruins my mood and all that stuff 23:15, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Same here but I can't stop 23:15, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't you want to ask what your associations are? 23:16, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ... I suppose I'd like to know :3 23:19, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I associate you with a very clear and vety strong love, a song called "Cara Mia Addio", the colours yellow and red and white clouds that flow through mountainvalleys 23:19, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: And I associate you with absolute silence 23:20, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wadafak 23:20, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Too weird? 23:21, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: YELLOW AND RED? ok 23:21, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: the yellow and red is all 23:21, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: What 23:22, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's all weird to me 23:23, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: alallaallala 23:24, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Tell me more of you aahgahagagagag 23:25, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ask question then~ 23:25, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Is there things you absolutely hate? 23:25, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I hate a lot 23:25, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: And I rage about it 23:26, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't hate anything 23:26, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I only dislike things 23:26, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It is out of my nature to hate and get angry 23:26, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: That's interesting 23:27, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I get tensed up so much about certain things 23:27, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Like people throwing their trash on the ground in school 23:27, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I cannot stay calm when I see this 23:30, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I have realized today that the love I feel for you is actually something very unique that j have never felt before 23:31, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't really explain what it is though 23:31, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :3 23:31, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's sweet of you to say. 23:32, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I can give it some adjectives I think 23:34, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Strong, honest, true, close, lasting and very, very dear 23:34, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Like we have known each other for years and years 23:35, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wonder why that is though 23:35, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: How do you feel about it? 23:36, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know, I see it as something normal on my side 23:37, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I just feel very close to you 23:39, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's interesting 23:39, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also sorry doing homework 23:40, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh alright 23:40, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Bbut 23:40, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: huh? 23:40, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Dont you feel close to me ;; 23:40, Sep 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I do, I do! ;o 23:40, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Really? 23:41, Sep 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Like really really 00:02, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: not really really 00:02, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But I feel like we're close 01:18, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm going to sleep 01:18, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: I fell asleep again 01:18, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry my dear :c 01:18, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: All good, sleep well~ 01:18, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: I love you 01:18, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well 01:19, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: <3 01:21, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Love you too! <3 06:41, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Good morning darling <3 06:43, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ahhh, good morning~ 06:45, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: How are you? 06:47, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh and 06:47, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess you forgot to tell me your story from yesterday 06:47, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Why you pissed yourself off 06:55, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: :/ 07:41, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay I am in school now 07:49, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Agh I guess you fell asleep or went to bed.... Sleep well then, my dear <3 07:49, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Love you 13:32, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: /annoying 13:34, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: pls Lorenz I'm just getting ready for school and my phone died D: 13:34, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Aghgah 13:34, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry :( 13:36, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I am home from school now. I'll wait for you until you get back home because it seems to be very stressful for you. It's alright, dont worry. See you then :) 13:36, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Love you 13:42, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Love you too, and it's okay 13:42, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just have a lot of tests to do today and its really worrying me 13:47, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: I wish you best luck my dear <3 You can do it! 13:48, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Thank you :) ALALALLALAL 13:48, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Feel free to talk to me whenever you can or want 13:48, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I hope you had a good day at school~ 13:48, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll be here <3 13:48, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I shall 13:48, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Nah, school is fuckin exhausting 13:48, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: For no reason 13:48, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wish school wasn't so difficult omg 13:49, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Like normally I came back from school and I was like not tired and ok 13:49, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: But now I am always tired and then I go to sleep at 10pm 13:49, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Normally I am up to like 12 13:50, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 10pm omg sounds so nice to sleep that early and shit omg 13:50, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm just really fucked up 13:50, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Lol 13:50, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: You can make it 13:51, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: It's not like school is difficult for me, it's just exhausting 13:51, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: But I thought of you a lot today <3 13:53, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Hope you think of me too ;; 13:59, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 13:59, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Class started, talk to you later 14:00, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Alright, take care and think of me <3 14:46, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: 14:47, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: I find this pretty fitting 14:56, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg 15:27, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: What why 15:41, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: DAT is so true ok 15:42, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess... 15:42, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: The last two lines 15:42, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: That's like how I feel about you 15:42, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yup 15:42, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;; 15:42, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So sweet. 15:45, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: We can be like this for now and one day we can be together 15:45, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: If you still want me ofc 15:48, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: ;; 15:51, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not sure, I had to talk to someone about it :x 16:13, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Who did you talk to? What happened? 16:20, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: If there is anything, just tell me. 16:31, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: I am actually feeling quite scared atm 16:33, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't enjoy knowing you wait for me 16:33, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because it makes me feel upset knowing you could just sit there knowing I'm with someone else 16:33, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also sorry I was taking a math test lolololol 16:39, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Who did you talk to about it? 16:46, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Thing is, if you don't want to be with me when I wait for you, where is the point of all this? 16:46, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Is this really such a huge mess in which we can only say we love each other? 17:02, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Because in the end I want to be with you and I don't see any other way than waiting for you 17:02, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: I kind of want to talk to Sarah about this 17:02, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: She helped me once and I am sure she can help me again 17:05, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: We can't just forget about it, that is for sure. We have to find a way. 17:09, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: A friend of mine, he just thinks I won't leave my boyfriend for some reason 17:10, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know but I'd rather not predict the future 17:10, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Can I talk to Sarah about it? 17:10, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If you'd like... 17:10, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: I would 17:14, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Then go for it, I have no issue with this 17:14, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Alright 17:16, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: My phone will die pretty soon so I'll reply a bit slowly 17:16, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: It's totally ok 22:12, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: welll holy shit 22:12, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm extremely tired 22:21, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Then go to sleep 23:01, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But nooooo 23:01, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Then don't 23:02, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Apparently Elly wants to talk to you 23:02, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I couldn't anyway, doing homework with my boyfriend 23:02, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: He is there with you? 23:03, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: And cool 23:03, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess 23:04, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: ?? 23:08, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Elly? And yeah 23:08, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: We're just sitting here doing nothing lol 23:08, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gggggggg 23:09, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Apparently that hurt a lot 23:09, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: I will talk to you too 23:09, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: If I get up to it 23:09, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Huh 23:10, Sep 13 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wut 23:57, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Fuck it 23:57, Sep 13 - Lorenz Sommer: No need to care 00:17, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: I have the strong feeling that everything in my rather sad life is doomed to hurt and push me down 00:17, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Still no need to care 00:18, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: I will talk to you again. Don't wait for me. 03:02, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: .... 20:45, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :/ you don't seem very pleased since you haven't talked to me all day 20:53, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't and don't want to talk to you right now. I don't matter anyways. I will talk to you eventually. 20:54, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Fine, be that way... 21:05, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: I need some time. 21:06, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Then have all the time you'd like, I'm not saying anything else until you feel like talking to me. Good night. 21:07, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Thank you, my dear. 21:08, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: I didn't want to hurt you, but I need time and I am insanely bitter. 22:03, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: I am dribk as shit 22:03, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Hbushs 22:09, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: I am thinking idk you and snob wanz yurn butt rifhi nwkwk 22:39, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wasn't hurt, and don't talk to me when you're drunk. 23:36, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay 23:37, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: I am here, not sober, but I can talk. Can you talk too? 23:44, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was always able to talk 23:45, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: You were? 23:45, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yes? I was ALWAYS able to talk. It was just you who didn't want to talk to me. 23:47, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I am here. I got my thoughts together I think 23:47, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Say whatever you'd like then, I'm reading 23:48, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: I would want to ask you some questions 23:48, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ask away 23:48, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay so 23:48, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: What did you expect from this 23:49, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: expect from what? 23:49, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: From us being close 23:51, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well, I didn't expect anything 23:51, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What was I supposed to expect? 23:51, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just don't get the context you put it in 23:51, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Why did you tell me you love me then 23:52, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because that is how I feel for you? 23:52, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you want to be with me? 23:53, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: right now? No I don't 23:53, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: I didn't mean right now 23:53, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: In general 23:54, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know, it all depends on what happens 23:54, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: I see 23:55, Sep 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Well, hold on then. 23:58, Sep 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Huh? 00:01, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Just hold on 00:01, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sure thing 00:08, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: 00:08, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Can you read that? 00:09, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I am too drunk to properly write. 00:16, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can read it. So you don't wanna talk anymore? 00:17, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I said i dont want this. 00:17, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: We can't. In my opinion at least 00:18, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Mhm... 00:19, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Tbh I started doubting your love 00:20, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Then that's completely fine on your part 00:20, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: On my part. 00:20, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: What is about your part 00:34, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I know what I believe, I don't need anyone to understand what I believe if this is the case 00:35, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So think whatever you'd like to think 00:35, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: What do you believe 00:36, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I believe that I love you and it only matters to me 00:38, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't know how to continue... 00:38, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you want me to wait for you? Do you want me if do so? Will you be mine?... 00:39, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what 00:40, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No, don't do that 00:41, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: You don't want me to wait? 00:42, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No, please go find some other girl you are comfortable with 00:42, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If it hurts you so bad 00:42, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Badly* 00:43, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: How can you say this if you love me... 00:44, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: We both know we can't ignore or neglect this 00:48, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: errrrr 00:48, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I need to think I guess 00:48, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Give me time 00:49, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But to make this kinda uh 00:49, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: known I guess? 00:49, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: What 00:49, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: type to me in German pretty please 00:49, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: ??? 00:50, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I am confused/too drunk 00:50, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: pls stahp 00:50, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't get what you mean 00:51, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ok 00:51, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Wait 00:51, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay 00:52, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: pls don't correct my grammar when I say this 00:52, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay 00:52, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ich habe meinen Freund mit mir 00:52, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm pretty sure i said that wrong 00:52, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: BUT 00:53, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's as close as to how I can put it 00:53, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Uhhh 00:53, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: What 00:53, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wat 00:53, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: OKAY LET'S TALK LATER 00:53, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gotta do stuff 00:53, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So go to bed 00:54, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: of something 00:54, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: or* 00:54, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: You said you need to think 00:54, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm kinda sick 00:54, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yes yes 00:54, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: As far as that I understood 00:54, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I do need to think some 00:54, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mhm 00:54, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Rest was ???? 00:54, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah yeah because my boyfriend is next to me 00:55, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So he's kinda worried that I'm on my phone 00:55, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Awesome 00:55, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: That just confirmed a lot of thoughts I had 00:55, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ???? 00:55, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Doesn't matter 00:56, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: if you say so 00:57, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: It's not like I matter...heh 00:57, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: It's your life 00:57, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Please stop doing that ugh 00:57, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: It's how I feel 00:58, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I am sorry? 00:58, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 00:58, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: iunno 00:58, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I just don't have the feeling I matter to you 00:59, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're my friend, why would you not matter to me 00:59, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I didn't mean matter in that way 01:00, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: But tbat told me a lot 01:05, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Uguuuuuuuu 01:05, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Uguu? 01:07, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I guess I'll end up being extremely hurt but in the end I won't get to be with you at all. So why continue? 01:07, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: You can just end it here. 01:08, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You won't get to be with me in the end because I don't know when the end is ;/ 01:08, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: What 01:09, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know if I'll ever break up with my boyfriend or not so yeah 01:09, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Just go ahead and be happy with your boyfriend or whatever 01:09, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll just sit here 01:09, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Doing idk what 01:10, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Probably comiserating myself 01:10, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Heh 01:11, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I am too drunk for this conversation 01:13, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: But I am probably not going to regret what I said 01:13, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I am used to the pain 01:16, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: So i will just continue to love you, living with the pain and end up not being with you. That are some really nice expectations. 01:20, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry for being that bitter but that is my realist side shining through 01:22, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Please just end it. 01:22, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I beg you 01:23, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: You don't want me now, you don't want me to wait for you and you don't want me if I waited. Please just end it. 07:17, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Stephanie 07:21, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Are you still drunk? 07:21, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: No 07:23, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Mhmmmm 07:24, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't have anything to say to that? 07:25, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Say to what? 07:25, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: What you didn't respond to 07:25, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ooooo 07:25, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: That long chunk of text up there 07:25, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: End something that's never started? 07:26, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't really do that 07:26, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But if it makes you happy that you wanna wait then that's fine by me 07:28, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't know if I'll end up being with you if I wait 07:30, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: And I feel like I am the only one who is really hurting from this 07:32, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: And I dont think you take this as serious as I do 07:47, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll be sleeping again 08:41, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sleep well.. 08:42, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I am taking it quite seriously but I'm telling you how it is 08:42, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't think me and my boyfriend will be breaking up due to how we're doing right now, so I ask politely that you don't wait for me because I don't want you to be hurt 08:42, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I also said that if you did wait, the end result would be you and I 08:44, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: If you don't want me to wait 08:44, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: What do you want me to do instead? 08:46, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Find someone better than I 08:47, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Finding someone for me is like trying to extinguish the sun 08:48, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Not true at all 08:48, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: True at all 08:49, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: And I won't be able to love someone else tbh because I already committed to you 08:50, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's possible for you to find someone and love them as much as you do myself, but that's only if you really want it to be so 08:50, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am just not comfortable with you waiting around because I cannot give you an estimate of how long I'll be with my current boyfriend 08:50, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I have tried to find someone in the past 08:51, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I have a huge problem with others 08:51, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: They don't see love as I do 08:51, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I see love as something very very serious and I put it over anything else 08:52, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: If I love someone they are literally the most important thing for me 08:53, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Perhaps you have different views, which is very evident, but not all people feel the same way, which is also very evident; you cannot always expect people to fit into your preferred liking or criteria of how you see love 08:53, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also I'm going to sleep in 7 minutes because I have to wake up early 08:54, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: You're right. That's why I don't even bother finding someone anymore. 08:55, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's why you wait for them to come to you most of the time; looking is too hard anyway 08:55, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well. Thats my opinion at least. 08:56, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: You might be right, but it's obvious noone will come to me 08:56, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Noone ever has and noone ever will 08:57, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're too pessimistic about it 08:57, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If you're like that, I'm pretty sure that's not something anyone would like 08:57, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm like this for a reason 08:58, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Because it's fuckin awful 08:58, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: But that's who I am 08:58, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No, there should be no reason at all 08:58, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Someone misunderstood and alone 08:58, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're not even in your twenties yet, you can't have anything awful to say about anything 08:59, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I already gave up on it 08:59, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And this is the crap I can't deal with 08:59, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Go on, think how you'd like to 08:59, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: ... 09:00, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm sorry 09:00, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well, my dear 09:00, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not sleeping yet 09:00, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't feel very sleepy anymore 09:01, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: You know 09:01, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I have rarely seen the upside of love 09:02, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Uh 09:02, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm pretty sure you've experienced it 09:02, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Even if it was little 09:02, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: True 09:03, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Small things build into bigger things, you know 09:03, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's not fair to your past lovers that you don't think they've given you a reason to think of 'upsides' 09:04, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: They simply haven't 09:04, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: As I said, the small things count 09:05, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: They always count and it's very unfair that you don't consider it 09:07, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Even if there have been upsides 09:07, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: The downsides were too fucking much 09:08, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Then that's where you say 'I've never had many good relationships' 09:08, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: *any 09:08, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because the downsides always outweighed the upsides 09:08, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Implying I had many relationships 09:09, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I just wish for someone I can love as much as I want 09:09, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I broke my English sorry 09:09, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And that comes with time 09:10, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It truly does come with time 09:10, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're only 17, please understand that it DOES 09:10, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: come with time 09:10, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You can't expect to find your last lover in these few years 09:11, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I think you don't understand my way of thinking about love 09:11, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: You are right though 09:11, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I understand completely 09:12, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because at some point in my life, I was that same fucked up way 09:12, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And it never got me anywhere 09:12, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Only then when I hit the age of 16 did I realize that all these people I meet 09:13, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's just to build up to the point where I can meet that one person to be satisfied with for the rest of my ode 09:13, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Life* wtf 09:13, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You deal with shit now in order not to deal with shit later 09:15, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't want to get anywhere, I don't want to build anything up and I don't want to deal with anything. 09:15, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I have you. 09:15, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what's that supposed to mean 09:16, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's a process you don't avoid 09:16, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's always there 09:16, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's how your life goes, even 09:16, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm nothing, just another girl you'll pass over 09:17, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: So that's how you think about this love 09:17, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Something that we will pass over. 09:17, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: You clearly don't get my of thinking about this 09:17, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's how I've always seen all my relationships 09:17, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because in the end 09:18, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll never be able to end with someone 09:18, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I do; as I said, that's how I was years ago 09:18, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm no longer thinking that way because love is complete shit 09:18, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You come before anyone else 09:18, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Not the other way around; putting people before yourself is completely shit and will fuck you over 09:19, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: That is what I confess to 09:19, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd be so amazed if it actually worked but after seeing so many things happen like that 09:19, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Iunno 09:19, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: See what work out 09:19, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's just not right 09:20, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: See a person's life end well with them giving to other people before themselves 09:20, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And this is how love works 09:20, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If you can't love yourself, don't expect to love anyone else 09:21, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because you don't have a good relationship to build up if you don't follow that simple rule 09:21, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: The way you belittle yourself doesn't help you out either 09:21, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're worth so much, Lorenz 09:21, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I want you to understand that if I'm with someone, you have the right to be with someone else too 09:23, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't want to. 09:23, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't surpass my love for you 09:23, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Even if I wanted 09:26, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm sure you can 09:26, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Lorenz, I am nothing 09:26, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why do you love me so much? 09:29, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: The way you talk to me. The way you understand me. The way we are friends. The things you have done for me. The way you are. 09:29, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: You are amazing. 09:29, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: That's why I love you. 09:30, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's quite sweet of you to say. I appreciate it very much 09:30, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also I will sleep, I am quite exhausted atm 09:31, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well, my dear 11:32, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I thought about what you said. 11:33, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Even if I found someone, what do you expect to happen between us then? Do you expect our love to just die? 11:33, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I can tell you right now that I won't stop loving you. 11:35, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Even if I found someone I want to be with you eventually 17:13, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Then it could happen after some time if you truly want it 17:40, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I truly wanted it from the beginning and I will continue to do so 18:46, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to talk to you again 18:47, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Like normally 18:56, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: :/ 18:57, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Did I piss you off with all my talking over the last days? 19:14, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just busy on the weekends don't worry about it 19:14, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gahhhhh 19:15, Sep 15 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And no you haven't 19:15, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay :/ 19:15, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I calmed myself down a lot 19:16, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I decided to not predict anything for the future of this thing between you and me 19:16, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I will just stick around 23:37, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I will go to bed soon 23:38, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I just want to say that I want this to be no different than before. I still want to talk to you like we have done before. I would appreciate that a lot... 23:38, Sep 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I love you, Stephanie. 06:35, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: You can fix this 06:36, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: It's up to you 06:38, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't 06:41, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: You can 06:42, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Say it all. Don't hold yourself back. Hurt me so I can forget. 06:42, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Do it for me, Stephanie 06:44, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't have anything to say though 06:44, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: You've said there is something 06:50, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I understand. 06:52, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That was earlier not now 07:06, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I have a question 07:07, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Am I still on your wallpaper? 07:07, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yes. Why wouldn't you be? 07:08, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I have changed mine. 07:08, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: makes sense 07:09, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: MINE HAS BEEN CHANGED TO A BEACH 07:09, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: What.. 07:10, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll disappear from here, Stephanie. 07:11, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Or let's say 07:11, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: From now on 07:11, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Hm? 07:11, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just kinda wanna let you know I'd never change it though 07:11, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You looked really cute in that picture 07:12, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: You like my looks 07:12, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Not what's behind 07:13, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: uh 07:13, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no 07:13, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Otherwise I would have never kept the picture as my wallpaper 07:14, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because looks don't mean anything if there's nothing behind them 07:14, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WITH THAT BEING SAID 07:14, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm going to sleep because I'm fucking angry good night have a great day at school 07:15, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well 07:16, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: One thing 07:16, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you angry because of me? 07:16, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah partially 07:16, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And my other friend pissed me off too 07:30, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I will need a break 07:30, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: A long one 07:30, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: From what? 07:30, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: From you 07:32, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Do as you'd like then 13:40, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Still thinking about me? 13:43, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm trying not to 13:43, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's working 13:44, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Kind of working for me 13:51, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: thought you were 'taking a break' from me 13:51, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I am trying to 13:51, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I kind of regret what I said 13:52, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: But I think a "break" is a good idea 13:52, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeah totally 13:52, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I need to think more about this 13:52, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah totally? 13:52, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Doesn't sound all tbat convinced 13:55, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh it's more like the response I'd give when I don't feel good and good enough to talk right now 13:55, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I see 13:55, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: That's okay 13:56, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm playing a game now 13:56, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Well talk again, okay? 13:57, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mhm 13:57, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: have a good day 13:57, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just gonna be at school now 13:57, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry Steph :( 13:58, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: for what? 13:58, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I made it even more complicated 13:58, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Now we are kind of pissed of each other 13:58, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't really enjoy that thought 13:59, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not pissed 13:59, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just not feeling like giving a fuck about anything anymore 13:59, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm sorry... 13:59, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: We should both use our time to think 14:00, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't need to think LOL 14:00, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have class, ttyl 14:00, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Why do you not need to think? 14:00, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: :o 14:25, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because thinking screws everything up 14:25, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd rather not think 14:42, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: That's true... 14:46, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: That's pretty much what I do 14:46, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I always think 14:46, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: You know that, probably 15:07, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Huh? 15:07, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean yeah I know it 15:07, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I know that+* 15:48, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm downloading league 15:49, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Game kind of reminds me of you so idk if I should play it 15:49, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: up 2 u 15:50, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I hate what this developed into 15:50, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: You're so different 15:51, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: uhm 15:51, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No I'm not lol 15:51, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm exactly the same 15:51, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You just interpret it differently 15:51, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I am fragile 15:51, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: You know that too I guess 15:52, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Everyone is fragile whether its visible or not 15:52, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have class, slow replies 15:52, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I am insanely fragile... 15:52, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay 17:12, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Btw I totally missed that 17:12, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you try to not think about me because you're sick of it? 18:44, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: uh 18:44, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No? 18:44, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You just don't pop up in my mind 18:44, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: My dad just legit asked me 18:44, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: What twerking is 18:45, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ... 18:45, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LOL WAT 18:45, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I was like 18:45, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Dad no. Dad get off the internet 18:45, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: twerk ok 18:46, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh and 18:46, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Is that goodk? 18:46, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Uh I don't know 18:46, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Me not poping up in your mind 18:46, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's just that I have more important stuff to do 18:46, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I mean that 18:46, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Like schoolwork 18:46, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Ah 18:46, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And my health 18:46, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I feel like I'm dying right now 18:46, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm pretty fucked too 18:47, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: And I spent a lot of time thinking about myself today 18:47, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I am experiencing myself in a new way 18:48, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Like figuring out how I really am 18:48, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Thinking of you from time to time tho 18:48, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel like I'm losing you though 19:16, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ? 19:16, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm always here 19:22, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Not in that way 19:23, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel like we are losing our weird, loving relation 19:23, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: If it ever existed 19:33, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Kinda 19:33, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Since it's such a big deal or something 19:45, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I am making it into that 19:45, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I am such a impulsive person 19:45, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: And because I am so passionate 19:47, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: That's why I said I am sorry 19:48, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: But isn't it something big to you too? 20:17, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It is but it isn't all THAT big 20:17, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I know... 20:17, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I want it back 20:19, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: But 20:19, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ????? 20:19, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you still feel the same things you have said in the past? 20:19, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nope 20:20, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: In what way 20:20, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Which not 20:22, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What are you asking 20:24, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: You said you don't feel the same 20:24, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: So there must be a difference 20:24, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: What is the difference 20:25, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just can't deal with this because it wasn't as big as it was before 20:25, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: You mean as it is now 20:43, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: er yeah now 20:43, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I guess I have a lot on my plate right now 21:20, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I see.... 21:20, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: We will see what future brings. 21:30, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: failure failure failure 21:43, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: We don't know that. 22:17, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm sure 22:21, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: What failure? 22:21, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: You mean us both? 22:26, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No just me 22:27, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh Stephanie... 22:27, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Believe 22:27, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I say I give up and I say I don't know anything anymore 22:28, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Pretty sure I've fucked up everything already lol 22:27, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: But I never meant it 22:28, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: What? 22:28, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But I don't say things like this often 22:28, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: The past few days have been so shit 22:28, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: To me? 22:29, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no for me what 22:29, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Nvm 22:29, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like everything is suddenly crashing down 22:29, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: My mom lost her job last week 22:30, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: ... 22:30, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ergh 22:30, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I dunno what to do 22:30, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And she pissed me off this morning 22:30, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I feel so fucking horrible 22:31, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I am sorry... 22:31, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: For everything I said 22:31, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll shut up and not bother you any more 22:31, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're fine 22:31, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just wanna know when everything will stop 22:32, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd like to know when that happens 22:32, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: What do you mean with everything? Something particular or your whole situation? 22:32, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Everything 22:32, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: It will eventually, Stephanie. 22:33, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Iunno why I got so much shit the past few days 22:33, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Time doesn't stop 22:33, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but will all my problems stop? 22:33, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm gonna have to pick up working again 22:33, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes, they will. 22:33, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So no time to do anything 22:33, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: It will be better that way, at least for the thing between us. 22:34, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol idk why you said you needed a break from me yet you continued to talk to me 22:34, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I care. 22:34, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I simply care 22:36, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: My feelings have changed too, but they didn't stop 22:37, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I am still here. I doubt I can do anything to change something about your situation, but I can at least be here. 22:38, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry for breaking down like that, I'm just not having a very good day, or start of the week for that matter 22:38, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: It's nothing, nothing at all you should excuse for. 22:40, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: You know what 22:41, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: heh? Sorry I'm reading 22:41, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:41, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: This guy 22:41, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;; 22:41, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: One day, he will be yours 22:42, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: w-what why 22:42, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Because. 22:42, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I will bring him over one day 22:42, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: fff, but he's yours! 22:42, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Even if we not talk for 10 years from now 22:43, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll come and bring him one day 22:43, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but why what I don't understand... 22:43, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't know. 22:43, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I just feel like he has a deeper meaning 22:43, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I guess I chuckled a little 22:43, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;;;;;;; 22:43, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: It's probably just me 22:44, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't read this as I say this to just cheer you up right now 22:45, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Like this just went up on my list of things to do in my life 22:45, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: By the way, Sara said she wants to talk to you. 22:45, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll go out smoking now 22:46, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: h-huh? 22:46, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wut 22:46, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: What? 22:47, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Who the world is Sara? :o 22:47, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Dulcet 22:48, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: OH 22:48, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: SARA 22:48, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: AHAHAHAH 22:48, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mmk, tell her to text me if she has my number 22:48, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Or something like that. 22:48, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay 22:48, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Um 22:49, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Did I ever tell you I smoke? 22:49, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I think? Sounds familiar 22:49, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Right 22:49, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I smoked so much these days 22:50, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Mostly to calm myself 22:50, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: God Damn 22:50, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: It's fuckin freezing 22:50, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Shaking like a motherfucker 22:53, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :/ 22:54, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Smoking isn't good 22:55, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: True 22:56, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Tried to stop thousands of times 22:56, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Didn't work out quite as planned 22:56, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: What are you reading btw? 23:02, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Math book 23:02, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh lol 23:02, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Quiz on Wednesday and test on Thursday 23:02, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Reading biology book soon too ugh 23:02, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Then me write an essay 23:02, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't you have multiple choice tests? 23:02, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Not in math 23:03, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm taking a higher level math class 23:03, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: College leveled* 23:03, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So we don't have multiple choice tests much in there 23:03, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: not until the end of the year at least ;/ 23:03, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: What's the current stuff you learn? 23:04, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Current stuff? Like in a particular subject or in general? 23:04, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: In general. What's is it about? 23:04, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Math 23:04, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm so confused 23:04, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Ofc 23:04, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh 23:04, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Math 23:04, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Calculus 23:04, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Uh 23:05, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Hold on 23:05, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm doing limitation and continuity 23:05, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: KK 23:05, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Dat 23:05, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: In German it's called Analysis 23:05, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Da fuk 23:05, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Pronounced differently though 23:06, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh wait no 23:06, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: It's Analytik 23:06, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Nvm 23:06, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gg 23:06, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Limitation 23:06, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I regret sleeping in that lesson 23:07, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Limitation is extremely easy but my teacher omg 23:07, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Continuity isn't hard 23:07, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Limitation probably not as well 23:08, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Roots aren't that hard as well 23:08, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: How do you call them? 23:08, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Roots? Hmmmmm? 23:08, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Like 23:08, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That could mean anything 23:08, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Where your function hits 0 23:09, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Holes, vertical/horizontal asymptotes in some cases 23:09, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: We call those zeroes or roots 23:09, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Most of the time zeroes 23:09, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I meant that 23:09, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: alalallalalala 23:09, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Math is bs 23:09, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Chemistry so much better 23:09, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I love math <3 23:10, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you learn deriving yet? 23:10, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I am looking forward to that 23:11, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: We're learning that next week sadly.. 23:11, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: That stuff must be so amazing 23:11, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I want it 23:12, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Doing all this shit by solving equasions and figuring this shit out manually is like so boring 23:13, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Quantum mechanics pls 23:13, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you know that quantums have 11 dimensions? 23:17, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ew 23:17, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Physics 23:17, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Pls stahp 23:17, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I hated that class so much omg 23:17, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: That shit is amazing 23:17, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Like 23:18, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Calculating the mass of one of mars's moon's through only knowing their distance and something else I forgot 23:18, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I still can do that shit 23:20, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: boring 23:20, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: pls 23:20, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I calculated my own speed on my way to school a few days ago 23:21, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Simple as fuck, but yet fun 23:21, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Then I calculated my energy while doing that and then looked how much electricity that would make 23:22, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 23:22, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm retarded 23:22, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what 23:22, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I love math but physics is just another piece of shit I can't stand 23:23, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Ordinary physics is boring ye 23:23, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: The really interesting stuff is the atom physic stuff 23:24, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Like omg I love that 23:25, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Religion class best class 23:25, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Still 23:26, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I should not distract you any longerrrr 23:27, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No no 23:27, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's fine 23:27, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll get back to youuu nono 23:27, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Concentrate 23:27, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no it's k 23:28, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't need to 23:28, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: You do? 23:28, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Like Wot 23:28, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't 23:28, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll be fine 23:28, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm gonna take a two hour break to watch tv and eat and I'll just sleep afterward 23:29, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: 23:30, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I was wearing my jacket in school today 23:30, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Like a suit jacket 23:30, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: With a white shirt, my lovely dark purple pants and some grey idkwhat shoes 23:30, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I looked pretty sexy 23:32, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hot 23:33, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Should have seen the faces 23:33, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I lol every time 23:33, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: they like u 23:33, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Nah 23:34, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: They're just confused because noone wears that in school 23:34, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Girls usually don't like me 23:34, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: For whatever reason 23:36, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: iunno why 23:37, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Holy god 23:37, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Didn't fap for days 23:37, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you know the movie 23:37, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: A Serbian film? 23:39, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: OMG THAT MOVIE 23:39, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: GROSS 23:39, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WORST MOVIE EU 23:40, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I couldn't believe I saw it with a straight face 23:40, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I almost threw up at the end ugh 23:40, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Watched that earlier 23:40, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Was pretty interesting 23:40, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Only part that got me was the baby thing 23:40, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I felt really fucked up after that 23:40, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: But the rest was just thrash 23:41, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Trash 23:41, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: okay well 23:41, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: The baby part was pretty fucked up 23:41, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I think the part where the guy killed the prostitute was pretty fucked up too 23:41, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Like with the machete 23:42, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: That made me laugh because it was just so bad 23:42, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it was so fucked up omg 23:42, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ALL OF IT 23:42, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: One part where the one dude like kills the lady after he pulled her teeth out 23:43, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: That was the second and last thing that kind of got me 23:43, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Rest was pretty unimpressive 23:43, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: SUFFOCATED HER WITH HIS COCK 23:43, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: GG 23:43, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: One way to di 23:43, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: E 23:43, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Lol 23:44, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: The rest was just trash blood and gore shit 23:44, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: The usual 23:44, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It was fucking gross omg 23:44, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Not really 23:44, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Have seen worse 23:45, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Haha omg I remember watching a horor movie with my friends some weeks ago 23:46, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: They were like shitting their pants and I was sitting there, totally unimpressed by the movie, laughing my ass of because they were freaking out that much 23:46, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: #totalbadass 23:47, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't deal with scary moves 23:47, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Movies* 23:47, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Lol 23:47, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: too scary ok 23:47, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: It's just a movie 23:48, Sep 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeah so wat 23:48, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Nothing to crap yourself over 23:48, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't stand spiders though 23:49, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Like I freak out like a little girl when spiders get a little bigger 23:50, Sep 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll just start asking these random questions that come to my mind ok? 00:05, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you die? 00:05, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Aaaaaa my bad 00:06, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Wut u doin 00:06, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Stephanie pls 00:06, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: /flips Stephanie 00:07, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;; sorry 00:07, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Wait no 00:07, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm not mad eh wat 00:07, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't apologize meh 00:07, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: huh 00:07, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't matter atm 00:07, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: You do 00:08, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm just trying to comfort you 00:08, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk if I am doing well 00:08, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Am I? 00:09, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: /me flips around 00:09, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Oh I'm fine 00:09, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: My friend cheered me up earlier 00:09, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: As well as you 00:10, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: :3333 00:10, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: 00:11, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I look kiiiiinda fucked 00:11, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: OLOLLOL 00:12, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: YOU LOOK TIRED YYYYY 00:12, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm hungry 00:12, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Food pls 00:12, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: MOM 00:12, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have none sry 00:12, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Gib food 00:12, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I kno u haz it 00:13, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm actually dead 00:13, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: O rly 00:14, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Fact you are typing this prooves you wrong ok 00:14, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;; 00:14, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I wish I could stand up to get food 00:14, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Bed y u so cosy 00:15, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gggggg 00:15, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Go to bed its late 00:15, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Curses upon you, bed of devil! 00:15, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat 00:15, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: 0:15 00:16, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: But no I want to stay 00:16, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wat 00:16, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So 00:16, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd love to sleep right now ugh 00:16, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: You could come here 00:16, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I have place in bed 00:17, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Ah wait 00:17, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I forgot we don't talk like this anymore 00:17, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Excuse me. 00:17, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: *runs* 00:18, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ... 00:18, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wut 00:18, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 00:18, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What do you mean 'we don't talk like this anymore' 00:18, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: We haven't done it for some days now and idk if you still feel the same about it 00:18, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Like 00:19, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Us both being physically together 00:19, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Cuddling and stuff 00:21, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wouldn't mind doing that still 00:21, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just really not feeling good lately 00:24, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I noticed 00:24, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Like really... 00:24, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I just didn't know what it was 00:25, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I got food 00:25, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Yay 00:25, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Only almost died twice on my way 00:25, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You didn't notice what 00:25, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what 00:25, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I didn't know what it was 00:26, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: But I noticed 00:26, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: You are mixing words up 00:26, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: How come you're tired 00:26, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: It's like 6 00:27, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ... Am I? 00:27, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm exhausted 00:27, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah 00:27, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Very exhausted 00:27, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I guess I only do that when I'm stressed and have a lot on my mind 00:27, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh I see 00:27, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Come here ok. 00:28, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: So I can hold you 00:28, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that wouldn't get anything done 00:28, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: AAAAAA 00:30, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: But you would sure feel better 00:30, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: And you could sleep in my arms 00:55, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not too sure really 00:55, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: About us both? 00:55, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I understand that 00:56, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Neither am I tbh 01:04, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm too tense for that it seems 01:10, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Probably and it's totally understandable 01:10, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm still with you, don't forget 01:10, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: :) 01:10, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If you say so... 01:10, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hmmmmmm 01:11, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: And I am sorry that I eventually have you a hard time about it 01:11, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm sorry for everything Lorenz 01:11, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Gave 01:11, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hm? 01:11, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no no it's okay 01:11, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: ... No 01:11, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't excuse 01:11, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: There is nothing you have to excuse for 01:15, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Why do you say sorry? 01:29, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I have been very stressed lately 01:31, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah but you don't have to excuse for that 01:32, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Like at all 01:32, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why not e_o 01:32, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm hardly ever like this and I hate it when I'm like this 01:33, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: You could have told me eralier 01:33, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Earlier 01:33, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: told you what earlier 01:33, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't like telling people what I go through 01:34, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I thought you started hating me and stopped caring 01:34, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No, I just have a lot to deal with and it all kinda exploded on me this weekend 01:34, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I even exploded on my boyfriend and I feel so bad 01:34, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Tmi 01:35, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I have to sleep now. 01:35, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what 01:35, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well, dear. 01:35, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what do you mean tmi 01:35, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: good night~ 01:35, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Think about it. 01:36, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ... but I wasn't talking sexually 01:37, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I didn't think that. 01:37, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: It's simply the word. 01:38, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Btw the only one who has to make excuses is me. I overreacted on everything and gave you a hard time. 01:42, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's fine -u-b 01:42, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm used it 01:45, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: :/ 01:45, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't sleep 01:50, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm practicing my stoic calm 01:54, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: agghhhhhh 01:55, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sleep hurry 07:14, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: GOOD MORNING LORENZ ~ 07:24, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Morning, dear 07:24, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Thank you :3 07:24, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: It's fucking freezing here I'm dying 07:41, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Dress up noob 07:41, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Gonna go to bed, take care :3 07:47, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well <3 07:47, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I have class now 13:52, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Steph? 13:56, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: morning 13:56, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Hi :) 13:56, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: You have class soon... 13:56, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Just wanted to say hello 13:56, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: How are you? 13:59, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm quite tired 13:59, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Wishing to be in my bed at this very moment 13:59, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: :( 13:59, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;; 13:59, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: ;; 13:59, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Wish u could help 13:59, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm dying 13:59, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I worrying 13:59, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I am* 13:59, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll totally be fine 13:59, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I mean I wish I could help 13:59, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Dam typos 14:00, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Good luck in school 14:00, Sep 17 - Lorenz Sommer: *hug* 14:01, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ALALALAALALA 14:02, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: thank you 14:02, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: We will see how I do 14:02, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Class started, see you later~ 20:00, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: meeeeeow 20:00, Sep 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Hope you're doing alright 03:23, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: I fell asleep early 03:23, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Sigh 03:44, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Is that a bad thing? 06:33, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: No 06:33, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Steph 06:33, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Go to bed 06:34, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: errr no thanks 06:50, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Do it please 06:50, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: You need more sleep 06:50, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: A lot more 06:58, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Sara talk to you? 07:14, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not feeling up for sleeping and yes 07:22, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh 07:30, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: On my way to school now 07:31, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: I should kind of stop smoking 13:18, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you really should 13:18, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: good morning 13:18, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Ohi 13:19, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Just came back from school 13:23, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Lunch 13:23, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Brb 13:31, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hi 13:34, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: How are you? 13:34, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you sleep more? 13:35, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Still feeling bad? 13:35, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yup 13:35, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm gaining weight and it bothers me a lot 13:36, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: How are you gaining weight under that circumstances? 13:37, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Sense pls 13:37, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm implying I'm pregnant 13:38, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: or could be 13:38, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: What ... 13:38, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But I'm pretty sure I'm just overreacting 13:38, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeah, I don't think I am but I feel like I am 13:38, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Didn't you like use a condom? Or don't Ou take the pill? 13:38, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: What in the fuck 13:38, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I use condoms 13:39, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like 13:39, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: All the time 13:39, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: so idk 13:39, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: This is pissing me off for some reason 13:39, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why would it 13:39, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I think like this every week but this week 13:39, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Iunno 13:40, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Because you are 17 and you are fucking like there is no en 13:40, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: End 13:40, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Extremely fucked up to me 13:41, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am fucking like there is no end? That is not true 13:41, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: There is no correlation between having sex and thinking you are pregnant every week in my case 13:46, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: You told me you had a lot of guys in the past 13:47, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 3????? 13:47, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Only for your pleasure and because you needed it 13:47, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 3 is a lot??? 13:47, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Not in a relationship way 13:47, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: You told me you had many 13:47, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well many is 3 to me 13:47, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ajajajaajaja 13:49, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Sigh 13:50, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Why do I feel so weird about you? 13:51, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have no idea 13:51, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but I just feel like I'm holding Jesus 13:51, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: baby Jesus 13:52, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Please 13:52, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Just stop talking to me about that 13:52, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ??? 13:52, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh mmk 13:52, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't really want to hear it 13:52, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well that escalated quickly 13:53, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm impulsive 13:53, Sep 18 - Lorenz Sommer: You might know 14:14, Sep 18 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mhm 17:26, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nice silence 17:29, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: I am surprised 17:29, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: with wut 17:29, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Because 17:29, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: When I stop talking to someone 17:30, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: They never talk to me again 17:30, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why would that happen 17:30, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Because people don't care 17:31, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: So I am kind of surprised you talk to me now 17:31, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: o 17:31, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well hi 17:31, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Hello 17:32, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: how ya been 17:32, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Bad 17:32, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why 17:32, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Feeling shit, being sick, being fucked up 17:32, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Nawwww get happy 17:32, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Happiness is the best 17:32, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Totally 17:33, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: You came to my mind from time to time 17:48, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: I have completely buried my feelings 17:48, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ahhhhh, I'm not sure if that's a good or bad thing and sorry I was blanked out 17:48, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm just going through the day 17:49, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Good thing that you did that though 17:49, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: kinda was my intention for the past week or so 17:49, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk when I smiled the last time 17:50, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you probably smiled when you laughed 17:50, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Didn't laugh 17:50, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Nice over exaggerations 17:51, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm pretty sure you have recently 17:51, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Maybe. I don't feel like being happy tbh 17:52, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeah that's quite odd 17:53, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Got lost in my thoughts again 17:54, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well it won't do you good if you complain about not being happy 18:00, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't complain 18:00, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm saying in general 18:03, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: One day 18:03, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: When time goes by 18:04, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: A day to crumble will pass on by 18:04, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Of course 18:04, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's only natural 18:06, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: There are two more lines to this 18:07, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: But under the curtent circumstances I don't want to say them 18:07, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: uhm 18:07, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what 18:10, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Nevermind 18:11, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: We can still talk but I don't want to talk about this between you and me 18:12, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't want to dig out my feelings just now 18:12, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ??? 18:13, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: ... 18:17, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just don't understand what's going on 18:18, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't either 18:19, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: What is this now? 18:19, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what's what now? Us? 18:20, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Is there a us? 18:25, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: We're friends, don't act so distant 18:25, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Don't let this change anything because we started out as friends 18:25, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Changed everything for me 18:26, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't talk it down 18:28, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what are you saying 18:28, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: You told Sara you are unsure about your feelings for me 18:29, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: So don't put it down to "friends" 18:32, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: We aren't friends, we are more but at the same time we can't be more 18:32, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: That's at least how I see it 18:33, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not unsure 18:34, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: She only said that so you wouldn't get worried about how I was feeling 18:34, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: That's just great 18:34, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: So why don't you tell me now? 18:34, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: God damn 18:35, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Why the lies? 18:35, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I didn't think she'd say something back to you 18:35, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why what lies? 18:36, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: I am always being told wrong facts 18:37, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: I hate not being told the truth 18:37, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Especially about feelings 18:38, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's not that, she probably didn't get my side correctly 18:38, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: all I know is that I'm already and always willing to be friends 18:38, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but please, I'd rather not think about anything more 18:47, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Tell me what you told her 18:47, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Even after everything you said I still dont know shit 18:47, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that sums it up ^ 18:48, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: There's nothing more to it 18:48, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's either you understand what I said previously or not 18:49, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: What? 18:50, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: What sums it up? 18:50, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Up there ^ 18:50, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That I only want to be friends 18:50, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I don't want to think about being anything more at the moment 18:51, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: I see but I still don't know your feelings 18:51, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh well 21:23, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry, was giving myself some time to think 21:23, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I like you 21:24, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't love you it seems 21:26, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: That still doesn't tell me anything clear. 21:27, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: How? 21:27, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's me saying 21:27, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't love you. 21:27, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But I like you, only as a friend. 21:27, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: A very close one. 21:27, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I thought this was implied when I said everything up there but I suppose not 21:28, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Why did you tell me you love me then? And why do you tell me, if you would come here we'd probably end up having sex? Why all this for now busting it? 21:30, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Hmmmm. I was pretty lonely last week. A lot of people do this little thing where they think they love someone a lot and start depending on them when they're lonely. That happens with a lot of people, especially me at the wrong times. 21:30, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I sound really mean for saying that but it's the truth. 21:32, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Hm 21:32, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: I wasn't lying when I said you're extremely sexy to me btw 21:32, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Js 21:33, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wasn't lying either 21:33, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're still extremely attractive 21:33, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's just that I don't wanna ruin this relationship 21:33, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm sure that over a long period of talking, those feelings can be definite but for now, they have to die for a little 21:34, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And yeah, I've always been attracted to you though, that's a fact 21:34, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Remember I said there were two more lines to what I said? 21:35, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yes 21:36, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Always I'll be by your side. Forever and ever, right by your side. 21:36, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: To be honest 21:36, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: I started feeling the same like you do now over the last few days 21:37, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: I know where I stand now. 21:37, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Then we leave it like this 21:38, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Alright, my (still) dear 21:39, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Man, do my shoulders feel light as hell 21:40, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Huh? 21:40, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat 22:15, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Help? 22:15, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: huh wut sorry 22:16, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Didn't get that 22:16, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: didn't get what? 22:17, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh what I said? 22:17, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah lol 22:19, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: means I feel better that I don't have to worry about this anymore 22:20, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Ah I see 22:20, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah, took some time. 22:21, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: But doesn't mean you should stop caring 22:28, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I know that 22:28, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's an obvious thing 22:29, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not THAT much of a dick 22:33, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: You are a dick? 22:35, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why yes I am is that not obvious 22:47, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Uh...not really 22:51, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but I am wut 22:59, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: How 23:00, Sep 21 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: After all I said today, it should make it clear 23:01, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: Uh 23:01, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: No not really 23:02, Sep 21 - Lorenz Sommer: There is no hurting behind true and clear words 07:06, Sep 22 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I suppose you're correct to an extent 07:06, Sep 22 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also I apologize, I was quite busy today but I am going to sleep now, hope you are sleeping well 18:03, Sep 22 - Lorenz Sommer: It's alright :) 18:04, Sep 22 - Lorenz Sommer: And it really means a lot to me that you actually care about me 20:39, Sep 22 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ELELELELLELE 20:40, Sep 22 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're cute 20:40, Sep 22 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why would I not care 22:39, Sep 22 - Lorenz Sommer: Because people tend to not care about me 22:40, Sep 22 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry for late response, I was playing league 07:29, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: 07:33, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Made this picture yesterday 07:33, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: It's made from the spot where I usually stroll to 13:20, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's beautiful 13:20, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also good morning 13:21, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That made my morning a lot better 13:34, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: 13:35, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: From my balcony 13:38, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: 13:38, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: That one too 13:50, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wish I lived there, it looks amazing 15:28, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: You can still come here next year 15:38, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: 15:38, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Such a pretty day 15:39, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're gonna make me fall in love with Germany before I even get there! 15:39, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;; 15:39, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Lets hope I'm not broke though, seriously, I am hoping to go so badly 15:41, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Talking about comming here or any other place 15:41, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Because where I am landscape is the prettiest 15:42, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Talking about going there, specifically 15:45, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Hoho because of me 15:45, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Ok no. 16:04, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Omg I'm in such a good mood 16:04, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Insanely loud music and feeling good like fuck 16:04, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Omg 16:04, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Ooomg 16:38, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And yeah because of you 16:38, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry focusing in class 16:39, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: That's good! 16:44, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Fuck me 17:03, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: What's going on? 17:45, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Just angry because my math class 17:45, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm never gonna do good 19:49, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: You can do it. 19:49, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: You're smart 19:49, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: I know that 22:34, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Aren't you home yet? 22:34, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: :c 22:35, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm home now sorry 22:35, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Busy studying math 22:35, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh I see 22:35, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry for interrupting 22:36, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's fine, you can talk if you'd like 22:36, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: I would but you are studying soo 22:37, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Doesn't matter, I have a few hours haha 22:38, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: I thought about you being here again 22:38, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk if that is good or not 22:39, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Iunno 22:39, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But I'm getting a job soon so I am hoping i'll have enough for going there 22:39, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: :/ 22:39, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Tbh I don't know how to handle you atm 22:40, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Is it bad I'm getting a job for the purpose of going to Germany? 22:40, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Huh no 22:41, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh 22:41, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well then iunno 22:42, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: But yeah I don't know how to talk to you now 22:42, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: We aren't like before 22:43, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: uh 22:43, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: We always talked normally 22:43, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Just talk to me normally 22:43, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah but 22:43, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't see why's it so hard to talk to me 22:43, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I guess it's just easier for me 22:43, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I see no problem 22:43, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk it was like this weird relation we had 22:44, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ??? 22:44, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: "Omg I like you so much come here so I can touch you" 22:44, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: That kinda stuff 22:45, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Or saying we thought about each other and saying we miss each other 22:50, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wut 22:50, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can still say that 22:51, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Iunno why it's so hard for you 22:51, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah you can say it but do you mean it? 22:51, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Aand 22:51, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: It just feels a little distant now 22:52, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel weird about saying this because you have someone 22:52, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I still don't see what the big deal is 22:52, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I suppose you are just a different person 22:52, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Um wat? 22:53, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: I am not. I want to say all this because I feel that way but it's just weird idk 23:00, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: iunno 23:00, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry I'm really sleepy 23:00, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: :( 23:01, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you think about me the last days? 23:01, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Like from time to time 23:07, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah 23:07, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I guess you could say that 23:07, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Say what 23:07, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Huh 23:16, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Say that I did think of you 23:16, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: uhm are you okay 23:16, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LOL 23:16, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: I am. 23:16, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I'm sure it was obvious what I was saying 23:16, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mmmk 23:16, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Bht you said I can say that 23:17, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: HW 23:17, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: jw* 23:17, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah 23:17, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No 23:17, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean 23:17, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you know what nevermind 23:17, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: No 23:17, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's an English language thing 23:17, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Nooo 23:17, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: O 23:17, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: That 23:17, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not all up for explaining it either lololol 23:17, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: I understand 23:17, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Just know that I did think of you 23:18, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Ich habe auch an dich gedacht :) 23:18, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Dat German 23:18, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: DAT GERMAN THO 23:18, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you understand? 23:18, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm flattered though 23:19, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes 23:19, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: I wonder how you would talk German to me 23:19, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: And omg you know what 23:19, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: I have been thinking a lot about looking into your eyes 23:19, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Just like that 23:21, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: My German is pretty gross 23:21, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd rather speak English ;; 23:21, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: It's alright I guess 23:22, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Noone around here knows proper English so we can probably babble along what we want 23:22, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to see peoples faces 23:22, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Like us being in the store, talking English 23:22, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: And everyone is like wtf 23:23, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: aw yis 23:24, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're gonna have to get me used to speaking German though ): 23:24, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: We are so going to do that 23:24, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: I will, dw 23:25, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ahhhh, Germany is so beautiful too 23:25, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just cannot wait ): 23:26, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Especially where I am 23:26, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Like around me 23:26, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Like in the room I am in 23:27, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You live in Southern Bavaria right? 23:27, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah 23:27, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Where exactly? 23:27, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: GEMMAS BIA ZAPFN BURSCHN 23:27, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LOL WAT 23:28, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: AUFE AUFE KUM SCHNOI 23:28, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg what is this 23:28, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: MIA HOM KOA ZEIT NED ZUM VERLIAN 23:28, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: pls stahp 23:28, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Bavarian language 23:28, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's so weird 23:29, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: It sounds even weirder 23:29, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: I can do it but it's weird as fuk 23:29, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: I live in Murnau 23:29, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: location: http://maps.google.com/?q=47.6685424,11.2042121 23:30, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ahhhh 23:30, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh that's accurate 23:30, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Wow 23:30, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Exactly where I am lol 23:31, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: DAT HOUSE 23:31, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: BEAUTIFUL 23:31, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: You can see its roof. 23:32, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: not on google maps /cough 23:32, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: aleleelell 23:32, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat 23:32, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Wait wot 23:32, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I SAVED YOUR ADDRESS ELELELELLEEL 23:32, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's mine now 23:32, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: How you see my house 23:32, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wanna send you letters one daaaaay 23:32, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Waaaat 23:33, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: magic 23:33, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Tell me omg 23:33, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Google maps then type in to address 23:33, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: the* 23:33, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Is there a front picture of it? 23:33, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: That's confusing 23:36, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: And yes, lets send letters 23:43, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: There can be a front if you view if that way 23:43, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Magic ;D 23:43, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Tell me how 23:43, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Omg 23:44, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Screen it 23:44, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: My dad would freak out if he knew 23:45, Sep 23 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: KAY HOLD ON, gotta cook first u kno 23:46, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: O alright 23:47, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: What are you cooking 23:47, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: ? 23:48, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: BLUADIGE HENNAKEPF 23:48, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: Lololo 23:48, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: LMAO 23:49, Sep 23 - Lorenz Sommer: This is too much 00:11, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was cooking pastaaaaaa <3 Anyways, I can't do it with my phone and I'm not at a computer anymore but there's this thing where you can look at your house on street view 00:11, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wat 00:27, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Uagavdv 00:27, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Late sorry 00:27, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh there is streetview here? 00:27, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Wow... 00:28, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Nvm 00:28, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Send me a letter 00:29, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I'd love that 00:31, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Anyways 00:31, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm sleepy so I'm going to sleep now 00:31, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Gonna think of you while snuggling elephanto 00:32, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well, pretty girl  01:01, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm late, ): hope you're sleeping well, cutie <3 07:30, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer:  07:31, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I woke up a little late and now I'm on my way to school 07:31, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Hope you're sleeping well too, my dear 13:33, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Guten Morgen 13:46, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: HI 13:46, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Morning :3 13:49, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you sleep well? 13:49, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I thought about you being here and us both doing stuffs together 13:49, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Like daily stuff 13:49, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Ooo class starts 14:53, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Yay school is over 14:55, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: HIIIII 14:56, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I slept okay but I'm tired 14:56, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: School is killing me 14:56, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: *holds* 14:56, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Wish I could 15:02, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;; 15:02, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Kill me pls 15:29, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Why? 15:33, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm so tired omg 15:36, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: When did you go to bed? 18:55, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: 19:08, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LIKE 19:10, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Btw 19:10, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Uh 19:10, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Huh 19:10, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I realized we haven't shared selfies for a bit 19:11, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And 11 pm 19:13, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: It's 13 over there 19:13, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: And selfies pls 19:25, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 19:25, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ok 19:26, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: GIMMIE 20:17, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: 20:17, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay that's weird 20:19, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: And omg that cardigan it's amazing 20:23, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Holy shit that pic of mine looks soo weird 20:26, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: way 20:27, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wat 20:30, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you like it? 20:35, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: ww 20:54, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you're cute 20:54, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: SHIRTLESS PLS 20:54, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: loljk 20:54, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: go to bed 20:54, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Later 20:54, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: After shower 20:54, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: And why 20:54, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: 20:54 lol 20:55, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: idk 20:55, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sleep is so nice 20:57, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Wanted to play league with you later 21:00, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't play until Friday :c 21:00, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Why :( 21:00, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Do you have an account on NA? 21:01, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I'm busyyyyyy 21:01, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: No but I can switch to Na I think 21:01, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you shoooooould 21:01, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah I can 21:01, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Na1 21:01, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay Na 1 costs 2,6k rp 21:02, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: YEEEEEY 21:02, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well yeah I can't play until later 21:02, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I can easily afford that 21:02, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: #toomuchmoney 21:02, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and you shouldn't 21:02, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: transfer 21:03, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Unless you're gonna stay on NA 21:02, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Whai 21:03, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Once you transfer, you can't transfer back unless you have RP to transfer back 21:03, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I can afford it 21:03, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Can't we both switch to like 21:03, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Brazil 21:03, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: It's free 21:04, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Or north Latin America 21:04, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Is free too 21:04, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wat 21:04, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No wtf 21:04, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: My ping will be extra low 21:04, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean high* 21:04, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Mine will be high too when I play on na 21:04, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like my ping is already extra high 21:05, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 120 21:05, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Wot do? 21:05, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: You could make an account for me on na? 21:05, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Would that work? 21:05, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Make one now if you want 21:05, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Just change the server to NA 21:06, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You can use the same email too if you want 21:06, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Hold on 21:06, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Let me see 21:06, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: What champs do you play btw? 21:08, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Caitlyn and Xin Zhao 21:08, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Lol 21:08, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: My mid lanes are Cassiopeia and Ahri :x 21:08, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I fuckin hate Cate 21:08, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Dat champ 21:08, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I play 21:09, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But she's op 21:09, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I used to main Ez 21:09, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but he's kinda difficult in ranked 21:09, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Singed, Vi, Xerath, Maokai, Thresh and gp 21:10, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm not even 30 Lololo 21:10, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Haven't played this in 7 months 21:12, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ALALALAA 21:12, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Vi is so omg 21:12, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: THRESH <3 21:12, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: You wreck shit in lategame 21:12, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Thresh is funn 21:12, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I hate using her so bad 21:13, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg like much haaaate 21:13, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I really hate Nidalee 21:13, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Dat spears make me rage 21:13, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: SAME 21:13, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that q tho 21:13, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk her abilities 21:13, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: the spear 21:13, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm a Noob at this game 21:14, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Still I get out with solid 10/1/xx 21:14, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: With Vi at least 21:14, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you're so lucky 21:14, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: When you get into higher Eli 21:14, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Elo* 21:15, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's so hard 21:15, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: To get a good score 21:15, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I CANNOT DEAL OK 21:15, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I have played against a full silver team with friends 21:15, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: 14/2/21 21:15, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: silver is average tho 21:15, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Pls play against diamonds 21:15, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: They hurt 21:15, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So I stopped ranking 21:16, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I am improving constantly 21:16, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Getting good at this 21:19, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't fuckin register on na 21:19, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Always brings me to the de page 21:19, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh 21:19, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm stupid 21:19, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Got it 21:20, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wat 21:20, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay I'm on na now 21:21, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Time to buy rp 21:25, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: 220 ping omg 21:26, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: GGGGGGGGG 21:26, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Rhyze mid 21:27, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: This isn't gonna end well 21:29, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No one uses him anymore wat 21:29, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I have to 21:31, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: The laaaaag 23:20, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Rip? 23:20, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: :( 23:21, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Can you talk a little? 23:22, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm so sorry, I've been laying down and didn't notice my phone .____. 23:23, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: It's alright 23:23, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to watch you sleep 23:23, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Lol 23:23, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WHYYYY 23:23, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm ooglay when I sleep 23:24, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I doubt that 23:24, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I can see you taking picturesnof me sleeping already 23:25, Sep 24 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;; 23:25, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: You'd do it 23:25, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Like creepily standing next to my bed 23:25, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Ooaoaoabab 23:28, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: I approve 23:34, Sep 24 - Lorenz Sommer: Tell me what you think we would do when you come here 07:09, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: O 07:09, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Nothing 07:12, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I see you cba talking to me 07:12, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: that's like normal because lol who talks to me 08:30, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I see this I'm going on your nerves already so I'm just going to stop doing that and leave it up to you to talk to me and because noone i did that with actually gave a shit we'll just never talk to each other again or slowly but surely stop doing so... 08:36, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Which is by the way already happening 13:07, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: >sleeping 13:08, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's funny because 13:07, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: None the less 13:08, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You and emaal are actually acting the same way 13:08, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I fell asleep and both of you guys are like 13:08, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sad that I didn't reply 13:08, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: You talk to maal? 13:09, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mhm 13:09, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: He was my first friend 13:09, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Known him since I got on osu! 13:09, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I see 13:09, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: But 13:10, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I do this because I don't know how serious you are about me 13:10, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Because to everyone I'm just a "nice to have" 13:10, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Not a person they actually care about and are serious 13:11, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 'Serious' isn't even a word to consider 13:11, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's always supposed to be serious 13:11, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: It is 13:11, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Now calm down, I'm always gonna be your friend 13:11, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Stop worrying so much 13:11, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I have never really matterd to a girl 13:11, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've just been extremely tired lately 13:11, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And stressed 13:12, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I had an awful evening 13:12, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I cried for a bit 13:12, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Why?... 13:12, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Horrible dream 13:12, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was feeling really stressed and stuff 13:12, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: But 13:13, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: You say friend. I don't consider you a friend in a ordinary way tbh 13:17, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Then that is how you see it 13:17, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It naturally takes a lot for me to call someone a friend 13:17, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am quite sensitive to the word 13:17, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I only have a handful of friends 13:17, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: So how do you see it? 13:17, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Sigh 13:18, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If I call someone a friend 13:18, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Then they're already extremely close to me 13:18, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: So 13:18, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Am I? 13:19, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Friends is such a wonky word for me 13:19, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Like it's one word for a lot of possible scenarios 13:27, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What did I just say Lorenz 13:27, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Please piece everything together because I feel like I explained it too much 13:28, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm just confused because you have said you have feelings for me 13:28, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't tell if that's still the case 13:30, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ... we talked about this already too and I won't repeat it 13:31, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: You have said you don't love me, yes 13:31, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Doesnt mean anything 13:32, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I'm annoying at this point. You can stop talking if you want. 13:38, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're not annoying 13:38, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's just frustrating 13:38, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And actually I said a little more after I told you I didn't love you 13:39, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Which is the weird part because I made all that stuff extremely clear 13:41, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm sure that over a long period of talking, those feelings can be definite but for now, they have to die for a little 13:41, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: And yeah, I've always been attracted to you though, that's a fact 13:41, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: You mean those? 13:41, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: (Copied) 13:42, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yes 13:42, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Attraction is not always definite feeling 13:42, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's for sure 13:42, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm sorry Stephanie, but I'm just such a weird fuck 13:43, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I hate myself for being that complicated 13:43, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: It's just ugh 13:43, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean it's fine but after a while 13:43, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It seriously starts becoming an issue that's already been resolved 13:44, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: .. And it feels like you don't listen when you ask stuff like this sometimes 13:45, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: You just didn't say it the way I could understand it 13:45, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I'm just way too fucking complicated 13:46, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: okay now this is where I try to stop being a dick and explain it 13:46, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am not allowed to have any feeling for you whatsoever because I'm in a relationship 13:47, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It would put me in a very bad position if I was in an attracted/infatuated state 13:47, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: While being with someone because that does a lot to me 13:48, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: You have to stop trying to not be a dick when it comes to that. It only causes confusion when you try to explain your point with trying to not hurt someone. Especially with people like me. 14:03, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What 14:03, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I thought I explained this all already 14:18, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm stupid sometimes 14:56, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Well 14:56, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: We will just get around I think 14:57, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry for making this so complicated but that's just how I am :/ 19:47, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're fine 19:50, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Also sorry been working a lot 21:38, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I have been out the whole day 21:38, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: For a friends birthday 21:38, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: We have been at the therm 21:45, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm so fucked 21:46, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Can barely move 22:01, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Not a problem at alllll 22:01, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Just sleep aaaaa 22:01, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: 100km ride home 22:01, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: With the car 22:02, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Is that a lot 22:03, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 22:04, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: iunno that sounds like a lot ;; 22:05, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: It's 62 miles 22:05, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah that's kinda long 22:05, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Jeez 22:05, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Thought of you a bit 22:05, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: :3 22:06, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 22:06, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sweet 22:09, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you ? 22:09, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No, I was occupied all day :/ 22:09, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Kept thinking about my math class 22:11, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: It's alright 22:11, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: It's good you focus 22:12, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm trying hard to pass 22:12, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But on the way home I was thinking of you 22:34, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Thats sweet  23:04, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;3 23:04, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Was wondering why you could not text me back 23:19, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah I'm sorry :/ 23:19, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Had a blast though 23:19, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: It was really fun 23:19, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Totally fucked up tho 23:23, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but but but but 23:23, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It okay 23:23, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Don't worry about it I'm glad you had fun 23:44, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I have a concussion 23:46, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wut 23:46, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Doctor then? 23:46, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm pretty sure you don't have one unless you knocked out or something 23:50, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I knocked out for a short time 23:50, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Crazy waterslide 23:50, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Fell out of the fucking tire 23:51, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what the 23:51, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Straight on my head 23:51, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: How are you even alive 23:51, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: My head hurts as hell 23:51, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm insanely fucked up 23:52, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Scratches and bruises everywhere 23:52, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Everything hurts 23:52, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: I can barely use my right arm because it hurts so much 23:53, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Hi doctor 23:53, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: That shit was extreme 23:54, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Gonna wake my mom I need help 23:54, Sep 25 - Lorenz Sommer: Be right back 23:54, Sep 25 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mmk 00:03, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I can barely open my eyes 00:03, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: And that headache is insane 00:08, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You know if you have a concussion you're not supposed to sleeeeep 00:08, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I know that's what happened to me when I was a kid 00:15, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Stephanie 00:15, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel so bad ::(:(: 00:15, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: then idk do something :x 11:59, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Omg 11:59, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: My everything hurts 14:56, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Eeeeeeee 15:14, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel half dead 15:14, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel asleep yesterday 15:14, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry for that 15:31, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're completely fine 15:31, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :3 15:48, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Stayed home from school 15:48, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: My head still hurts a lot 16:04, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Would you consider yourself literate and smart? 16:05, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what 16:05, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes 16:05, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Ah 16:05, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Do I seem literate and smart? 16:06, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes what are you asking moi for 16:06, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh nothing I'm just curious 16:07, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I actually have very good manners 16:08, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: And I'm an aesthete 16:08, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oooooo 16:08, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: A what 16:08, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I pay a lot of attention to aesthetics 16:09, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Like I am really ocd about it 16:09, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ahhhhhhh 16:09, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Like lining up certain things so the make sense together 16:09, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Or just fittingnes 16:09, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Makes sense 16:09, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: In speech and art and pretty much everything 16:10, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well then 16:10, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know how I am about the 16:10, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that* 16:10, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: And I hate when people say stupid things 16:10, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Or ask silly questions 16:10, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Like 16:10, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: "OH ARE THESE SHOES NEW???" 16:11, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ARE THOSE SHOES NEW? 16:11, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Oops 16:11, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Excuse me 16:11, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I could call myself allergic to stupidity 16:11, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess 16:12, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: There is this one girl in my chemistry class which always asks how the stuff works the teacher just explained after he is done explaining 16:12, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: That shit makes me furious 16:13, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But 16:13, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's hurtful ;; 16:13, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: She could have just listened??? 16:13, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But what if she still doesn't understand 16:13, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ._____. 16:13, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That happens to me in math 16:14, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sometimes 16:14, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: He explained it twice before and questions were asked 16:14, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I suppose math is a different citation 16:14, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Situation * 16:14, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: And it was extremely easy 16:14, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Simple electronphile substitution 16:14, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Like what 16:15, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wat 16:15, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Electrophile substitution 16:15, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ELELELELLELE 16:15, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: It's a reaction mechanism 16:15, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: It however you call that 16:16, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: *or 16:17, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: And I am pissed off by incorrect speech 16:17, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I 16:17, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: o 16:17, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Like this ugly slang people talk here 16:17, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I will probably piss you off 16:17, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: It's only in German though 16:17, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I dont mind in English 16:17, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: English is a lot more flexible 16:23, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're right 16:23, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I speak proper German so I know no slang :o 16:23, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Are sure? 16:24, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I am curious how a German class is in the US 16:25, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh and 16:25, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm a smartass 16:25, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I always correct people. Haven't had to correct you though, because you dont say stupid things at all 16:30, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: And I'm a pretty hyper person 16:30, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Now you 20:23, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Hi what 20:23, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry been busy all day 20:26, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Tell me how you are 20:27, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you a calm person? How are you in class? How are you outside of talking here? 20:27, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Like that stuff 21:17, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: School  21:24, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: elelelel school is so annoying as hell 21:24, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Over in 5 minutes right? 21:25, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Iirc 21:25, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It was over five minutes ago 21:25, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh lol 21:25, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just got done walking to the bus 21:25, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Bus omg 21:25, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I hate the bus 21:25, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I stopped taking it 2 years ago 21:26, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Walking my 20 minutes to school since then 21:26, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I hate walking and riding the bus 21:26, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Anyways 21:26, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: How about flying then? Bah lame joke 21:27, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Since you asked 21:27, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lolno 21:27, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: uh 21:27, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm pretty calm all the time I guess 21:27, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: My English differs among who I'm talking to 21:27, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: uhm 21:28, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hmmmm 21:28, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't really talk much irl 21:28, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Unless like I really need to 21:28, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I hate my voice a lot 21:28, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: :c 21:29, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I found your voice hot 21:29, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: And I am starting to be a quiet person 21:29, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I used to be insanely hyper and talking all the time 21:30, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Now I am a lot more calm and rarely being hyper 21:30, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I am really looking forward to meet and spend time with you omg 21:32, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't talk anyway I just hav a talking problem aaaaaa 21:32, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Huh? 21:32, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but idek like I'm horrible irl 21:32, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I hate being touched a lot 21:32, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I frown so much 21:33, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Ahaha me too 21:33, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I can be boring too zzz 21:33, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: What talking problem?? 21:34, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: And what if I touched you uheahhe 21:34, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Ok no 21:34, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ok yes 21:34, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes+ 21:34, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: ? 21:35, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I like stutter a bit when I talk ;c 21:35, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh I see 21:35, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you a gentle person? Because I am 21:35, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: And I enjoy lifes little things 21:36, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Money doesn't mean anything to me. It's just a way to get what I need and I don't need a lot because I am modest 21:37, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I suppose I'm a gentle person 21:38, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ahaha money would be so convenient to me .____. 21:38, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Marry me. Idk how to spend my money 21:39, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh hell no 21:39, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Bad memories 21:39, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Fak 22:01, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: And what was that with the touching? 22:39, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: way 22:39, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wat* 22:39, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I'm just not very fond of being touched and stuff because I didn't think people would like me and stuff 22:39, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Like I've never gotten physical with anyone until I turned 15 22:40, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I didn't mean that 22:40, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Ahaha me too 22:40, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: And what if I touched you uheahhe 22:40, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Ok no 22:40, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: ok yes 22:40, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Quoted 22:41, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: huh 22:42, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm confused 22:42, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And you said touching 22:42, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I didn't hug anyone until I got into high school 22:42, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's what I mean by getting physical .____. 22:42, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Ikr 22:42, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like I didn't get a kiss until I was like what 22:42, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 16 22:42, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like ggggg 22:43, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I wanna kiss you ;; *runs* 22:45, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh and haha 22:46, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't even know if I like being touched because noone actually touches me because noone actually touches me 22:46, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay I hug my bros but that's different 22:47, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: But like being touched by a girl in a sexual way... Only happened once 22:47, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Because girls don't like me 22:47, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm actually a very very lone person 22:50, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Hmmmmm 22:50, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just really hate knowing someone's touching me 22:51, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I'm pretty aggressive when people touch me 22:51, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: That probably has a background 22:53, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't think I really matter to anyone other than my family 22:53, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Like I don't even feel like I matter to my friends even 22:54, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I literally have noone really 22:54, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Hah 22:57, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm not even belittling myself. It's just fucking true and everytime I cry about it in bed, because all I do is play games and talk to people which I don't matter to, I feel stupid 22:59, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no you're just belittling yourself 22:59, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's all it is 23:00, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and you should totally stop that because it gets you nowhere 23:02, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: And then I get comments like this which are like "Hah you're stupid" 23:04, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why do you bother listening lol 23:04, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Personally, it's a person's fault for their self esteem being so low 23:05, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: It's not like that usually 23:05, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I just feel so pathetic 23:05, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Talking and talking for nothing 23:06, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Would you talk to me if I stopped texting you and engaging a conversation? 23:07, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: That's another thing that really bothers me 23:07, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: It's always me starting a conversation 23:07, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: If I wouldn't start conversations, noone would talk to me 23:08, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I would 23:08, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Didn't I already prove that 23:08, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Even though I hate texting first 23:09, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If I really wanna talk to someone I'll talk to em 23:09, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: It just shows me noone cares like why would anyone talk to me 23:34, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: stop 23:34, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: being down 23:35, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Why be up? 23:35, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: But I guess you are right 23:35, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I just need someone 23:36, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because it make me quite aggravated when someone's down 23:36, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mainly because they put themselves in that situation 23:36, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Someone close and dear who commits to me 23:36, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Hmpf 23:36, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and sorry for going quiet, I had a headache 23:36, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you don't need one of those 23:36, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You can't love someone if you don't love yourself 23:37, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Why don't I? 23:41, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: And I'm not the type of person that loves himself 23:41, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: That's just not me 23:41, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's a general rule 23:42, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You have bad relationships if you don't love yourself 23:42, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's how it always is 23:42, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: General General 23:42, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: What is general 23:42, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes general 23:42, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: General doesn't matter to me 23:42, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well then 23:42, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ok 23:42, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Then don't belittle yourself in front of me 23:42, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's frustrating 23:43, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I thought I can tell you because you would understand 23:43, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't understand 23:43, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Like at all 23:43, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I love myself for who I am 23:44, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I used to be that way at one point but it only leaves you ignorant and distant 23:44, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean you can talk to me all you want about it, just don't expect me to sound very nice or understanding 23:44, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just really hate when people say they don't think good of themselves 23:45, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I didn't say I think bad of myself 23:45, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Everyone should have high self esteem because they matter on this earth whether they know or not 23:45, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Didn't say that with a single word 23:45, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you're belittling yourself however 23:45, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's implied that when you do that, you don't think well of yourself 23:45, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes because it's fucking frustrating 23:45, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and I can't ever say anything good about it because I just hate it 23:46, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you HAVE to love yourself 23:46, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because you matter 23:46, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: To? 23:46, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: How do you expect to be with someone if you don't 23:46, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's just not right 23:46, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just don't get it 23:46, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Man my headache is pretty fucked 23:48, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't see why I matter when there is noone I matter to 23:49, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Like who appreciates who I am and what I mean to them? 23:51, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't think I'll be saying very nice things 23:51, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because you know you matter to someone 23:51, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like wtf 23:51, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's plain common sense 23:52, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: If I would leave all my friends 23:52, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Noone would call for me 23:53, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: not true lol 23:53, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't believe the crap I'm listening to atm 23:56, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk anymore 23:56, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: It's confusing. 23:57, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it isn't 23:57, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol 23:57, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It really isn't 23:58, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: It is because I have never really thought about my self esteem 23:58, Sep 26 - Lorenz Sommer: I am very self confident and charismatic though 23:59, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: really 23:59, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I don't think so 23:59, Sep 26 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: .____. 00:00, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat 00:01, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I am not ashamed for anything I do 00:01, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: You have only seen the side of me that noone ever sees 00:01, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Or rarely everyone sees 00:01, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I mean anyone 00:02, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: You have seen my inside, not my outside 00:02, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: are you saying you go up to people and talk about how no one cares 00:03, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: About you 00:03, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: or what 00:03, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because that sounds so horrible 00:03, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Wait wht 00:03, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: No? 00:03, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Where'd you get tbat from? 00:03, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: *that 00:04, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: From this 00:04, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry I'm pretty frustrated and stuff 00:04, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because this is a huge pet peeve of mine 00:04, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I literally crave slitting my wrists when I hear someone not being nice to themselves 00:07, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't do that. I just don't talk to anyone about this other than you. 00:07, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't show my feelings to the public 00:07, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I still feel like slitting 00:07, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: also slow replies 00:07, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have a really bad headache again 00:08, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: You're fine 00:08, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I was exaggerating anyways 00:08, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: kill me 00:09, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: There is still truth behind 00:09, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd rather die than feel this 00:09, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: IT HURTS QQQQQQQ 00:09, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Feel what? What's going on? 00:09, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Erghah 00:09, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: the headache 00:09, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I get it after I'm done being angry 00:10, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm sorry... 00:13, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I actually wanted to tell you about my glasses but I feel like that's too much right now 00:14, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Not even my mom knows this and o have only told my whore ex about it 00:14, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: tell away 00:14, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: your family cares about you 00:14, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I am extremely inconfident about my glasses 00:14, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just don't ever wanna hear you say no one cares 00:14, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because that is a lie 00:14, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and why lol 00:14, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: You must know 00:15, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't see three dimensional 00:15, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What 00:15, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ????? 00:15, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes 00:15, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm confused 00:16, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I can barely see anything with my left eye and because of that my brain abandoned it and focused on my fine right one 00:16, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't use my left eye for seeing at all 00:17, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I only see everything from my right eye and therefore I don't see three dimensional 00:19, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Like I can't determine if something is closer or further away by seeing it. I can event because I relate the object to it's surrounding but I can't actually tell the difference by just seeing 00:19, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: If you get what I mean 00:44, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Did u die? 00:49, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I fell asleep 00:49, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry 00:49, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh 00:50, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you read that? 00:52, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah I was amazed 00:53, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: What 00:53, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Why 00:53, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I didn't hear any of that before 00:53, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sounds intricate 00:53, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Can you even imagine how shit I feel when my friends say how awesome 3D movies are? 00:53, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nope 00:54, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know the point of three dimensional movies anyway 00:54, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Everything is 2D for me 00:54, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: And I am reall anxious about my glasses 00:55, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Like when people want to wear them 00:55, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Then they are like 00:55, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: "Dude do you even see shit" 00:55, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: There's no reason to feel bad about it 00:55, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Thats the point where I want to punch them in the face 00:55, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I never saw a reason for feeling bad about being blind 00:56, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean I'm pretty blind too lol 00:57, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm just very sensible to it 00:58, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Whenever I hear this "omg this movie is so fucking awesome in 3D" or "yeah I now have a 3D tv" I'm just like feeling so shit 00:58, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Or when anyone asks me about my glasses 00:58, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I hate it 01:00, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I remember when we were planning this 5 day school trip to Berlin in school. Someone suggested going to a 3D movie in a huge cinema and I said I can't go to a 3D movie and then everyone just starred at me when I tried to explain it which noone understood 01:00, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I wanted to die in that moment 01:02, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's fine that's just how some things are 01:03, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I just hate it when people talk about it 01:07, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: only you let yourself be bothered by stuff heheheheheh 01:08, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm bored 01:08, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: It's late and I am not tired 01:17, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Just go to bed I supposed 01:17, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I suppose * 01:21, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 01:21, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to talk to you 01:50, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh well 01:50, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I am going to sleep now, got tired 01:51, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well, my dear  01:55, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I win 01:55, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: good night 01:56, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Ah Fak you woke me up 01:56, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: No hearts 01:56, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I cry 01:57, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 13:48, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Good morning, pretty :3 13:49, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg I'm not 13:50, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Ohoho you are 13:51, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Wouldn't say it if not 13:53, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg 13:53, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: GOOD MORNING HANDSOME 13:54, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh you 13:54, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Giving me the giggles 14:00, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm a sweetheart AMIRITE 14:00, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Yup <3 14:00, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Always been one 14:53, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was kidding 14:56, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: I wasn't 15:07, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: You have always been sweet with me so I can say that 15:31, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;; 15:31, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So sweet OMG 15:31, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 15:31, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Make me feel like something I am not 15:32, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Uh 15:32, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: It's true? 15:33, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: Like wut you're very sweet with me ;; 19:20, Sep 27 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm glad to hear I make you feel that way 19:21, Sep 27 - Lorenz Sommer: So am i i hopefully make you feel that way 14:14, Sep 28 - Lorenz Sommer: Probably shouldn't be saying this 14:14, Sep 28 - Lorenz Sommer: But I miss you 18:41, Sep 28 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm sorry I was busy 18:41, Sep 28 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I will be busy today and tomorrow as well fml 18:41, Sep 28 - Lorenz Sommer: I didn't mean that 18:41, Sep 28 - Lorenz Sommer: I just miss you 18:42, Sep 28 - Lorenz Sommer: Like physically 18:42, Sep 28 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: o 18:42, Sep 28 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oooooo 18:43, Sep 28 - Lorenz Sommer: :/ 18:43, Sep 28 - Lorenz Sommer: No comment on that I guess 18:43, Sep 28 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No 18:43, Sep 28 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was just having an o moment 18:43, Sep 28 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why do you miss me 18:44, Sep 28 - Lorenz Sommer: How can I not? 18:46, Sep 28 - Lorenz Sommer: I still have more feelings for you than I should have 18:46, Sep 28 - Lorenz Sommer: But it's getting better I guess 18:54, Sep 28 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I feel horrible 18:54, Sep 28 - Lorenz Sommer: Why? 18:54, Sep 28 - Lorenz Sommer: Physically? 00:28, Sep 29 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No like in general 00:28, Sep 29 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry, busy day aaaaaa 01:14, Sep 29 - Lorenz Sommer: Why do you feel horrible? 01:14, Sep 29 - Lorenz Sommer: :( 20:04, Sep 29 - Lorenz Sommer: Still busy busy? 14:18, Sep 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Not this morning ajajajajaja 14:20, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Not like we are going to talk 14:30, Sep 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Oh 14:30, Sep 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol ok if you don't wanna 14:33, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you think of me? 14:39, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: And tbh 14:39, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: What is there to talk about? 14:40, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Since you didn't talk to me for 2 days I guess not much 15:38, Sep 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: quite a bit 15:39, Sep 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Been too busy to use my phone lately 15:58, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: But you have been using your pc and you didn't chat me 16:03, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: I cried 16:03, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: 21:54, Sep 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: SORRY ;; I haven't used my pc much either 21:54, Sep 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've kept my phone's Skype open though so idk 21:54, Sep 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: BUT HI CUTIE 22:03, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: :/ 22:03, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you really think of me? ww 22:06, Sep 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: when I say yes 22:06, Sep 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I kinda mean yes 22:07, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: :3  22:07, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Playing Jayce for the first time atm 22:09, Sep 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I love him but he's kinda too much for me 22:10, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: So much utility 22:19, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Bots hurt 23:13, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you die :( 23:13, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: ? 23:35, Sep 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Studying 23:35, Sep 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: heh 23:37, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: O 23:37, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Ooo 23:37, Sep 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry 00:00, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Touch meeeee 00:01, Oct 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Wat 00:01, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 00:01, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Pls do 00:27, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: My body is ready 00:27, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Ok no 00:41, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Dem studies 02:06, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Well 02:06, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Bedtime 02:06, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Quick story 02:06, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I could not sleep on Saturday because I was thinking of you 02:06, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh well 02:07, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Night 02:07, Oct 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Jesus Christ 02:07, Oct 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I WAS SLEEPING 02:07, Oct 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and now I'm awake 02:07, Oct 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Don't know if I'm mad or not 02:07, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Ah 02:07, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry :( 02:08, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: But yeah... 02:08, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Have been thinking a lot about you 02:08, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Soo good night I guess 02:09, Oct 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Night night 02:09, Oct 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry just kinda stressed here :/ 02:10, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It's alright 02:10, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Feel hugged or...idk 02:18, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: When you think about me, what do you actually think? 02:21, Oct 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I miss you 02:21, Oct 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's it 02:21, Oct 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's generally it 02:23, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I miss you too 02:23, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I am all tensed up because I can't really get you off my mind 02:24, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: But it's nice thinking about you 19:36, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Stephanie? :/ 19:36, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you okay? I am kinda worried 22:58, Oct 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry I've been having a really hard time with everything lately 22:59, Oct 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Not checking my phone much so I apologize 23:03, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh I see :/ Can you let me know what you are doing here and there when you find some time? 23:04, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I'd love that because I am always worrying and thinking about you and it's kinda hard when I can't talk to you then 23:28, Oct 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll try 23:28, Oct 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm really sorry 23:28, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It's okay knowing you think about me too 23:38, Oct 1 - Lorenz Sommer: If you still do 13:53, Oct 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: of course I do 13:53, Oct 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Don't be silly 13:53, Oct 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And good afternoon 13:53, Oct 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I think 16:43, Oct 2 - Lorenz Sommer: I am sleeping so much 16:43, Oct 2 - Lorenz Sommer: I got a really nasty coldq 16:52, Oct 2 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm really really sick 14:03, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I hope you're feeling better this morning 14:03, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: This afternoon* 14:04, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: It's kind of alright 14:04, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Still sick though 14:04, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: kind of? 14:04, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hope you get better then ;; 14:04, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: I am don't worry 14:05, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: And I am having the nasty thoughts about us both again 14:05, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Sigh 14:08, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Like I really want you to be here with me because I am starting to really miss you 14:09, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Hope that's not weird to you 17:03, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: 17:06, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I 17:06, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: I 17:06, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: o 17:06, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: distraction 17:06, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: What? 17:10, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: your picture 17:10, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: a distraction 17:11, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: ww 17:11, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: No comment on what I said before? 17:12, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no because I think it's fine 17:12, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lust is common, no? 17:13, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: How do you feel about it? 17:35, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: I mean does the fact that I miss you matter to you or do you just see lust behind it? 17:36, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: And do you feel the same or do you just take it like that and not think further about it? 18:35, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't think anything of it 18:35, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: only because I don't think further of it 18:35, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: if someone misses me 18:36, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's just as that 18:36, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't you miss me too? 18:36, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Ah well I feel like it's useless tallking like this 18:37, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yes 18:37, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I said it before 18:37, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: And 18:37, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Like 18:38, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't really interpret that 21:34, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: can't interpret what 21:34, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: You say you miss me but in what way? 21:34, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: How am I supposed to take that? 21:35, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: your absence bothers me 21:35, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's how I see 'miss' as 21:36, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Like 21:36, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: You want me near you? 21:36, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: I am stupid with this sorry 21:38, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: not specifically that 22:08, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Then what? 22:08, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: :/ 22:29, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: okay listen 22:29, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I MISS YOU OKAY 22:29, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: When I say I miss someone 22:30, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It means I miss their presence in my life 22:30, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it doesn't specifically mean I wanna see you 22:30, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: just means I miss having contact 22:31, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: I see 22:31, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeah that's just it 22:43, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: I think I am still expecting too much 22:46, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no offense but yeah 22:47, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Why no offense 22:47, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: I know it's true 22:47, Oct 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because people take my honesty too personally 22:47, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't 22:48, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: I like when talk honestly with me 22:48, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: It's only good 22:48, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: No reason to take it personally 22:48, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: I know your situation 23:30, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Why are you so busy? 23:54, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: One question before I go to bed 23:55, Oct 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you think there is a "more" between us? 06:59, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: my bad, been too busy todo much 07:01, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well firstly, I was training for a tournament with my friends on league and we're quite serious about it, and then I actually have really hard classes and things to study for which makes me pretty busy + applying to university and having health appointments keep me extremely occupied 07:02, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: secondly, I don't see a 'more' 07:02, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I thought I explained that ._. 07:30, Oct 4 - Lorenz Sommer: So there is no point expecting for us to ever be together? 07:38, Oct 4 - Lorenz Sommer: And no you didn't say that in particular. You said you don't love me. But yet you tell me you miss me and you want to come here. 07:40, Oct 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Since we made it clear that if we met we'd probably end up in bed I guess it's just that and nothing more for you now. 07:40, Oct 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Telling you love me and telling me you had feelings for me were obvious lies then. 07:40, Oct 4 - Lorenz Sommer: "If you were a month earlier I would have gladly been your girlfriend" 07:41, Oct 4 - Lorenz Sommer: You said that once, remember. 07:41, Oct 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Lying to me about this was a mistake 13:21, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you said if I see one now 13:22, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I give you an answer for how I feel now 13:22, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: there are no lies involved 13:22, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: this is just a change over time 13:22, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but ok 13:22, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Now I'm extremely pissed 13:23, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gonna go do my morning routine, bye 13:23, Oct 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I am sorry but that is how it seems to me 13:24, Oct 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Feelings don't just die like that 13:24, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: they don't 13:24, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: k I kinda don't wanna talk 13:24, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol 13:25, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't think I wanna be given any more shit today 13:25, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because today was supposed to be a day that everything went right 19:42, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mmmmm sorry for this morning 19:42, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was cranky 19:42, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :v 19:43, Oct 4 - Lorenz Sommer: You were right 19:44, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: about? 19:44, Oct 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I cant talk atm 19:45, Oct 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Playing league with a extremely retarded team 19:49, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: kkkkkkk 19:54, Oct 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay I'm here now 19:55, Oct 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll write down a bit more later because we can't really talk now 19:55, Oct 4 - Lorenz Sommer: So see you later I guess 19:55, Oct 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mmk 00:14, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay here I am 00:15, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Have been playing league the entire day 00:15, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: My hand hurts 00:25, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: 404 Error. Noreply. 00:28, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh well 00:28, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm just going to talk along 00:32, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: In the end, everything I want to know if there is a chance for a "us" anytime in the future. Listen. I always had these kind of feelings for you. Right now they are not love in particular because I realized it probably has been a crush as well. But I know one thing. I won't stop having feelings for you. I have tried to push them away but it just doesn't feel right... 01:39, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh well 01:40, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: No answer works I guess 01:40, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Not like I expected anyone to listen to that 01:40, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Might as well go sleep 01:40, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Good night or whatever 01:45, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: You might as well just forget about me 01:45, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah I think that's the way to go here 01:45, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Gonna force myself to do the same then 01:48, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Not like it's going to matter anyways 01:49, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Since you "can't deal with more shit" 01:49, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: That must be what this has been to you 01:49, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Shit you have been put up with 01:49, Oct 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: can I just 01:49, Oct 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Go to sleep 01:51, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah you can 01:52, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Doesn't matter anyways 01:52, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: You might as well just skip reading all this 01:59, Oct 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no 01:59, Oct 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: later 01:59, Oct 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm tired 01:59, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: How generous 02:00, Oct 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yep 02:00, Oct 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sorry but I had a horrible day 02:01, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: That's sad to hear, I guess 10:49, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: "Later" 20:47, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Wow I really freaked out there yesterday 20:47, Oct 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm sorry 22:27, Oct 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry? 22:27, Oct 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's fine 22:27, Oct 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: We're both kinda meh lately it seems 22:28, Oct 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Especially me, but I'm fine at the moment, talk to me if you'd like, I'll be rational now 03:48, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Hgahaghfdh 03:48, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry I was so focused on league :/ 03:48, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Agaha 05:01, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: That care tho 05:02, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ? 05:09, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Predicted that 05:10, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I 05:10, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Have no idea what's happening 05:10, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I was in a multi and you didn't seem to care about what I had said 05:18, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you read the wall I sent you yesterday 05:18, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: ? 05:18, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes 05:18, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Ther was a question involved 05:26, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Which I'd like you to answer 05:27, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you wanna say it again 05:27, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I got a new phone 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll just quote this into here 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay here I am 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Have been playing league the entire day 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: My hand hurts 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: 404 Error. Noreply. 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh well 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm just going to talk along 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: In the end, everything I want to know if there is a chance for a "us" anytime in the future. Listen. I always had these kind of feelings for you. Right now they are not love in particular because I realized it probably has been a crush as well. But I know one thing. I won't stop having feelings for you. I have tried to push them away but it just doesn't feel right... 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh well 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: No answer works I guess 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Not like I expected anyone to listen to that 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Might as well go sleep 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Good night or whatever 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: You might as well just forget about me 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah I think that's the way to go here 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Gonna force myself to do the same then 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Not like it's going to matter anyways 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Since you "can't deal with more shit" 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: That must be what this has been to you 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Shit you have been put up with 05:28, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Boom 05:37, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: um 05:37, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what was the question 05:39, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Read it again 05:48, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just 05:48, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: can't tell what it is 05:49, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I think you meant the command 05:50, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: In the end, everything I want to know if there is a chance for a "us" anytime in the future. Listen. I always had these kind of feelings for you. Right now they are not love in particular because I realized it probably has been a crush as well. But I know one thing. I won't stop having feelings for you. I have tried to push them away but it just doesn't feel right... 05:50, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: It's right there 05:50, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's a command 05:50, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and I'm not estimating any time because I have a boyfriend 05:51, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: how many times 05:51, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: must I say that 05:53, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: That is why I wasn't asking for time 05:53, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: My wording asked for something different 05:53, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't specifically mean time 05:53, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I won't give an answer 05:53, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Why 05:54, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because 05:54, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm still with my boyfriend 05:55, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: That's that 05:55, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I have noticed 05:56, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Since you didn't tell me anything lately about what you were doing or whatever 05:56, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: We are separating 05:56, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what am I doing? I thought it was obvious 05:57, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm fucking busy with school and work 05:57, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: i won't always have time to look at my phone 05:57, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: You didn't tell me you got a new phone and that you got work I just found out now 05:57, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: It's not talking what I mean 05:58, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Or texting back 05:58, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: the new phone doesn't even matter 05:59, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah it does not but it shows me we are separating 06:00, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ???????? 06:00, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's not important enough to tell anyone 06:01, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Let's not use that as example. It's just obvious we are separating 06:01, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: But oh well 06:02, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Could be me 06:02, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm just gonna sleep now and try to not think about you...which I won't be able to do anyways 11:19, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't understand you sometimes 11:20, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just kinda wish you knew the type of stuff my mind was going through 14:27, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah I wish that too 16:08, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: separating is a very strong word 16:08, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's more like we are distancing* 16:08, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but I am trying my best to do what I can to talk to people you know 16:10, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't want to distance from you 16:10, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: On the other side it feels weird to talk to you now 16:15, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why weird 16:15, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 16:16, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: But it does 16:45, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I have more feelings for you than I should have 17:30, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why is that 17:30, Oct 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't understand why this is 17:49, Oct 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Does it bother you? 00:26, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Trying not to love you Only goes so far And trying not to need you Is tearing me apart Can't see the silver lining From down here on the floor And I just keep on trying But I don't know what for 'cause trying not to love you Only makes me love you more 00:26, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I copied this but it gets somewhere close that 00:26, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Love is the wrong word here though 11:20, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't have anything to say there it seems like 17:51, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No because I have no idea what to say and why you are feeling any of this 20:13, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Well 20:13, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm sorry? 20:13, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 20:15, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're fine 20:15, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: So 20:15, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: How's this going to go on? 20:16, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why are you taking it so personally 20:16, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: All of this I mean 20:16, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I feel like you're pressuring everything for no reason 20:16, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like it didn't have to be like this lol 20:17, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I am just taking it seriously 20:17, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I 20:17, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: o* 20:20, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I am not really the person to be like "yeah I love you" and then shrugging it off 5 days later 20:20, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I didn't shrug anything off 20:20, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am merely covering it up 20:21, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: You're basically saying there is something left? 20:21, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I thought I made it obvious 20:21, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What I was doing 20:22, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am trying not to think of you in anyway because I am currently with someone 20:22, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and I want it to stay that way 20:22, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: You know me 20:22, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So in order to do that, I have to act like there's nothing there 20:22, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm pretty dumb despite my 122 IQ 20:24, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Don't say stuff like that 20:24, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I guess people don't think hard enough to see what's actually happening 20:24, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I think way too much 20:24, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm just dumb lol 20:32, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No 20:32, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're fine 21:12, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: And why don't you understand my feelings then? 21:22, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I do 21:22, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's just excessive 21:22, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I clearly don't feel as much as you do for me 21:22, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: As I said previously, I'm with someone 21:22, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So I can't return anything all the same 21:31, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah I figured that... 21:31, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: It's like the worst case scenario we are in 21:31, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: It's daunting 21:32, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: And you might have got it a little wrong that I have like a huge chunk of feelings for you but it's a fair bit 21:32, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I just sent you that poem thing because I found it kinda fitting 21:57, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's the way you put it the past couple days that make me think it's a lot 21:59, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: It's there... 23:21, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean yeah it's there but 23:21, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: How much is there? 23:21, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: How to measure 23:22, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I feel as if I, myself, could be over exaggerating the way you feel for me 23:22, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but that's just me, personally 23:22, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Know that I'm always gonna be here as your friend 23:22, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I just have feelings for you 23:22, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Put it like that 23:22, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just don't want you to keep thinking deeply about this stuff 23:22, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mhm 23:22, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I do 23:22, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Because it's me 23:23, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's how I feel for you too 23:23, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: It will continue to be there 23:24, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I know that 23:24, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But I want you to know that what you're doing is uncomfortable 23:24, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Especially on the weekends when my boyfriend has my phone on him majority of the time 23:25, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: today is different though because I decided to take the day off of work and school 23:25, Oct 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I kinda felt too stressed to leave the house 23:25, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Was wondering why you're here 23:25, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Hope you rested well 23:26, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll just wait until I can throw you on my bed ok 23:26, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Jajajaq 23:26, Oct 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Ok 00:46, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm resting okay, sorry I fell asleep 00:47, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: y u gotta be so cute 00:47, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: How is that cute 00:47, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: That's like 00:47, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Sexist 00:47, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You don't even know what I want to do to you 01:12, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know 01:13, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat 01:13, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Maybe I do maybe I don't hehe 01:13, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: elelele 01:14, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I could tell 01:14, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: If you want to hear 01:17, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm curious 01:17, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Speak up 01:20, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: First of all I'd get you on the bed and underneath me. I'd start to kiss you and take your clothes off of you. I'd have my hands all over your body and tease your skin with my lips. I'd eat you out and then probably loose my sanity ontop of you 01:29, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Dat silence tho 01:35, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I went insane 01:35, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry 01:35, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Hngg 01:35, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you like it? 01:35, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: qq 01:36, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Or 01:36, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Would you like it 01:36, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Better question 01:37, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I wouldn't really be able to stop myself 01:37, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Tbh 01:39, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd like it ofc 01:39, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm a sucker for getting touched everywhere 01:40, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: + it's me 01:40, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess 01:41, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yues 01:41, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes. 01:41, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Meh 01:41, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I miss you 01:44, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to see your pretty face with my own eyes 01:44, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And look into your eyes 02:25, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess you fell asleep again or something 02:25, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I'll go to bed now 02:25, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well, my pretty dear 07:44, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry, so tired 07:44, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Skool 07:44, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Gonna sleep in bed now 07:44, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ttyl~ 07:44, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gl! 07:45, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Where did you sleep if not in bed 07:45, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I fell asleep on my desk it seems 07:45, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Ok wow 07:45, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeah 07:45, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was doing work 07:45, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: That's what I usually do in school 07:46, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wish I could sleep in school 07:46, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But it's kind of important 07:46, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ANYWYS BED TIME 07:46, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: night~ 07:46, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well my dear 07:46, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: or morning* 07:46, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: thank you, hope you have a good day at school, dear! 07:47, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer:  07:47, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: KAWAII 07:47, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hearts 07:47, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: *smooch* 07:47, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: /die 07:47, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 07:48, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I'd snuggle you now 07:48, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: OH SHIT I JUST REALIZED 07:48, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't have my emoji in 07:48, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: kb* 07:48, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: shhhhh 07:48, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: O shit 07:48, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: NIGHT 07:48, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: fuck iPhone 07:48, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Jaja 07:48, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: jajaaaaa 07:48, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: the front camera is shit 07:48, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ok night 07:48, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Fuk 07:48, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: huh 07:48, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm so hyper 07:49, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Dat 300bpm music tho 07:49, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: stahp 07:49, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: /flee 07:49, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I need it 13:07, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Morning sweet 13:09, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I mean 13:09, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You're sweet 13:09, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Jajajaq 19:59, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Steph :( 23:49, Oct 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: woof 23:57, Oct 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Hm? ;; 00:00, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I was thinking of you 00:00, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: In skool 00:01, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: how was school 00:01, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Boring 00:02, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I knew everything 00:02, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Except chemistry class 00:02, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Was fun 00:04, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: It's funny because I am like constantly raising my hand 00:04, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I know so muuuuch 00:04, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Lorenz op 00:05, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: too cocky to handle 00:05, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: class ew 00:05, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: so boring 00:05, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I even get Maths 00:05, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Like wat 00:06, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: And I am constantly smoking 00:06, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk why tho 00:06, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: smoking isn't very good 00:06, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Ikr 00:06, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What are you up to? 00:07, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Tell me ur day 00:07, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Homework 00:07, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Excessive studying 00:07, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: uhm 00:08, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: today was really nice until I got home; took notes first class and second class, third class we went over stuff and I got my quiz back, fourth class I just did work, fifth class and seventh class was boring and sixth class was like gg 00:08, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: overall idk 00:08, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: an average school day 00:08, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't have work this week so I have too much free time 00:08, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What happened at home? 00:08, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What's your work? 00:09, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What grade did you get? 00:10, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just tired, got stuck with homework from all my college leveled classes, and I got a 88/100 on my psych test and a 76/100 on my math test 00:10, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: quiz* 00:10, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I guess it made me feel good because I studied hard 00:10, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but still doesn't show how I do with tests 00:12, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: It admire you for studying 00:13, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I think I got a oral grade in geography 00:13, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Must have been 14 or something 00:13, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Which is goooood 00:13, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: aaaaah 00:14, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And yeah I'm not very smart so I study often 00:14, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Well you are smart 00:14, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've never studied so hard 00:14, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: until this year 00:14, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nah not really tbh 00:14, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I suck at things when I don't study 00:14, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You never say stupid things 00:14, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Like never 00:15, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have common sense 00:15, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I pay a lot of attention to what people say and you never said something stupid 00:15, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Well obviously 00:15, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's different from your usual definition of smart 00:15, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What is 'things'? 00:15, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like everything 00:16, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I am pretty much good at everything lol 00:16, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I just know a lot 00:16, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: It surprises me 00:17, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sigh 00:17, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lucky 00:17, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Well it's obvious because I am highly intelligent and I just suck up everything 00:18, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: That's what pissed me off about my ex 00:18, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Seems like everything I do requires extra work 00:18, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: She was stupid as fuk 00:18, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Well that's like absolutely fine 00:19, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I really admire people who study for their stuff 00:19, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: It's not shameful at all 00:19, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Lots of respect for these people 00:19, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's not that it's shameful, just that I wish I didn't have to do this 00:20, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Its a privilege, yeah 00:20, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have a major test coming up in two weeks and I am not smart enough to make a high score 00:20, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't use it very well tho 00:20, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's driving me borderline suicide 00:20, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Well you can do it, I am sure 00:22, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: It's funny 00:22, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I always hear people giggling when I say a lot in class 00:22, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Like raise my hand and stuff 00:22, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Then I'm just like 00:22, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah motherfuckers I get the good grades and you don't know shit 00:23, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm pretty sleepy 00:23, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I might stop studying 00:23, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Go lay down a bit 00:23, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: And think about my kawaiines 00:23, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Ok no 00:23, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't lay down 00:24, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: More work to do 00:24, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You can still think about my kawaiines 00:24, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Hue 00:24, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Run 00:24, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Am I still your wallpaper image btw? 00:25, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't 00:25, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't multitask 00:25, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And well, no, I have the default wallpaper since I got my phone 00:25, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Ow ;; 00:25, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: my boyfriend got edgy everytime he saw you as my wallpaper 00:25, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh he saw it 00:26, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Wow 00:26, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's more of saving his eyes 00:26, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ofc 00:26, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: he has my phone every weekend 00:26, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I thought he didn't 00:26, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Why lol 00:26, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Damn that is awkward 00:26, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Does he know who I am? 00:28, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mhm 00:28, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And he does have my phone every weekend 00:29, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I'm with him every weekend so he takes it away so I can study 00:29, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: this weekend is gonna be kinda crazy because I have to meet his father... 00:29, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh wow 00:29, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Meeting parents 00:30, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I am very good with others or partners parents 00:30, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Probably because I am very cultivated 00:30, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Still 00:31, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Does he know who I am? 00:31, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: as I said before 00:31, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes 00:31, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: O fak 00:32, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I told SG about you and me and he wanted to talk to him about it 00:32, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mhm 00:32, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I was like hell no 00:32, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Talk to who about what 00:33, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: About thing between us. To SapphireGhost 00:33, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: He's kawaii 00:33, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: *this 00:33, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no I mean 00:33, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: He wanted to talk to who about what 00:33, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: To soba 00:33, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm so confused 00:33, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh 00:33, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk he wanted to tell him 00:33, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 00:33, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: He knows everything lol 00:33, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Owat 00:33, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I ranted to him last weekend 00:34, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and the week before 00:34, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and the week before that 00:34, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Wow 00:34, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Explain 00:34, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Wow 00:34, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and then the week before that 00:34, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I am blown 00:34, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wut you mean explain 00:34, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Like 00:34, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What did you say 00:34, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Omg 00:34, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because my boyfriend would just ask about like 00:34, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Whaat 00:34, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: texting you 00:34, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and I said there's nothing going on between us 00:34, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because there isn't lol 00:35, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Well there waa 00:35, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: S 00:35, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Kind of 00:35, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 00:38, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Migh aswell just talk to him then 00:38, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Talk to who? wut 00:38, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Your bf 00:39, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll be careful 00:39, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why careful 00:40, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Does he know there are mutal feelings? 00:40, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no, I told him I 'used to feel things for you' 00:41, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and he just shrugged it off 00:41, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It takes a while for feelings to completely drift away 00:41, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but they've been going away slowly so idk 00:41, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Not that they should go away 00:41, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Well but if you want to forget me 00:42, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd prefer them to be gone because it would interfere with my relationship 00:42, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I'm a completely faithful person 00:42, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: at least I'd like to think I am 00:42, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: So am I 00:42, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hurting him is the last thing I'd do 00:42, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: which is why I beg you to not talk about your feelings to me 00:43, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Because? 00:43, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because it drags me closer to you and I don't want that 00:43, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ^ 00:45, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Will there be something left when you maybe break up one day? 00:47, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know 00:47, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But I love him a lot and can't think of leaving him; he's always here for me when I need something 00:48, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess you know how fast things can turn... 00:48, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: And well fuck 00:48, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel shit now... 00:52, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: how fast things can turn? What do you mean? 00:52, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and if you wanna talk to him, do it 00:52, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: he's online atm 00:55, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I wrote what I meant 00:55, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Fuck this feeling 00:55, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Holy god this is horrible 00:55, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: is it 00:55, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: must be 00:55, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I feel the same way 00:57, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: It's horrible for me... 00:58, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Because knowing I might never be able to love you as much as I want to with you loving me back is like 00:58, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Like agony 01:16, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: . 01:20, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ????? 01:21, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Add him and me into a conversation 01:21, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm outside 01:21, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mmk 01:21, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: And no comment on what I said? 01:22, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No just silence 01:22, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just kinda dying here 01:49, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: The more this lurks around, the more painful it gets 01:51, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hm? 01:51, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was told to keep silent 01:52, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm merely doing what I was being told to do 01:52, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Wasn't refering to that 01:53, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: It's just this what you said earlier 01:53, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what are you talking about 01:53, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what did I say earlier 01:56, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: That we might never be and you not knowing if there will be something left... 01:56, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll just 01:56, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Turn my phone off 01:56, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: man up Lorenz 01:57, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's simple as that 01:57, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sounds insensitive but you have to do it 01:57, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Man up 01:57, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't want to shrug my feelings of 01:57, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Not wont I stop having them 01:58, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: then do whatever you want 01:58, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: That's what you put me to? 01:58, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: "go ahead, I don't care"? 01:59, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can only act cruel to you so you can stop 02:00, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Stop what 02:02, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Stop acting like this 02:03, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And shouldn't you be sleeping its quite late 02:03, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Acting like what? The drama? 02:03, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh it's quite normal for me 02:03, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's not really drama but when you put it that way 02:04, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I haven't put up with something like this for a few years 02:04, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Maybe it's because I don't see it as seriously as you do 02:04, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: How can I stop 02:04, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Forgetting? 02:04, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: No. 02:04, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not telling you to forget 02:05, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm telling you to calm down 02:05, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I can calm down 02:05, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: But what will it get me 02:05, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll still feel shit 02:06, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Just 02:06, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Agh whatever 02:08, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're not being very mature about it 02:08, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: call me insensitive but that's how it is right now 02:09, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Maybe 02:10, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I wish I could chill about it 02:10, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: But it's you 02:18, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just a normal girl 02:19, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You're not 02:19, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Not to me 02:20, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: You're the one I am pretty much lost for and I can't fucking to anything about it 02:20, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What made you even like this 02:20, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk if this makes you feel as shit as me, but it's fucking daunting and I am sorry for putting this up to you but I just can't help it 02:21, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I wish I could tell 02:21, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: And I wish I could help it 02:21, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Like what? 02:40, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: Hello? 02:43, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ???? 02:43, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Just like his 02:43, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: This* 02:43, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Look at yourself now 02:43, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's what I mean 02:43, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: What am I doing? 02:44, Oct 9 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't understand 02:50, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it frustrates me because you know what I'm saying; you know exactly what I'm saying Lorenz, you're acting like an emotional wreck and it doesn't help anyone 02:50, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: in fact 02:51, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it doesn't make anything better 02:51, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's upsetting me 02:51, Oct 9 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because there's no reason for this 16:56, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ???? 17:44, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh 17:44, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: It's you 17:44, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: What is it? 17:53, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ouch 17:53, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that was mean 18:16, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Uh okay 18:16, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Wasn't supposed to be mean 18:16, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I actually avoided to be mean 18:17, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol ok 18:20, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: So 18:20, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: ? 18:20, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk what to say actually 18:20, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Nothing lol 18:20, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's nothing 18:21, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I suppose it's best we don't talk then 18:21, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I don't want to say the things that are on my mind 18:21, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mhm 18:21, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I hate that answer 18:21, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: So much 18:22, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Nevermind 18:22, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't want to anymore 18:22, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Like anything 18:22, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: It just gets down to me being hurt 18:22, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what answer 18:23, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: So as you said there is no reason 18:23, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You don't want to what? 18:23, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Don't want to talk? 18:23, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Anything 18:23, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Everything 18:23, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well I can't do much about it really 18:24, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah 18:24, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I only said hi because I wanted to talk but ok 18:24, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Me neither 18:24, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: we don't have to talk anymore 18:24, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Why do you want to talk 18:24, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: There is nothing to say 18:24, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm completely fine with it lol 18:24, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yes there is 18:24, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You just think there isn't 18:24, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh so it's fine for you? 18:25, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry, I made an effort to start a conversation 18:25, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Like it doesn't matter 18:25, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Ok 18:25, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I got shot down 18:25, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol no what the actual fuck 18:25, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why would I be fine with it 18:25, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I didn't talk to you for several days of corse I'm not fine with it 18:25, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but since this shit always happens 18:25, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: bye 18:26, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: You said you're fine with it 18:26, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't wanna talk 18:26, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Uh 18:26, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: What is happening 18:26, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why the fuck would I be serious about it 18:26, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no. 18:26, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: About what? Me? 18:26, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it doesn't matter 18:26, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: about being fine with not talking 18:26, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Of course I'm not fine 18:26, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm losing a close friend 18:27, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But it happens all the time 18:27, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Well 18:27, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So I don't really give a fuck anymore 18:27, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I dont want to lose you either 18:27, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: But all that happens is me being hurt from thinking about you 18:28, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't really wanna say anything anymore 18:28, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry 18:28, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Huh 18:28, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Calm down but okay 18:28, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why would I calm down for 18:29, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: You're being an ass now 18:29, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why the fuck would i do that 18:29, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's not fair 18:29, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: What? 18:29, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeah so what 18:29, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't care how I'm acting lol 18:29, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: What's not fair? 18:29, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's always me submitting to how someone feels 18:29, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: how you're acting like we can't talk because of what happened 18:29, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Me not talking because I hurt from it? 18:29, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you're just like everyone else 18:30, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I am sorry??? 18:30, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sorry doesn't fix anything 18:30, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry never did fix anything 18:30, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay lets calm 18:30, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: It's just uhh talking to you 18:30, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: For me 18:30, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I can try to ignore what happened 18:30, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: But it's hard 18:31, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I am trying to get you off my head 18:31, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: But I still think about you a lot 18:31, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: And really all I want to say to you is that I love you 18:33, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I just can't help it whatsoever 18:45, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Stephanie... 18:46, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I do want to talk to you and I want to be there for you 18:48, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Please answer me... 18:48, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I was just freaking out 18:53, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Sigh 18:53, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I love you...sorry for saying it 19:05, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm sorry I needed to calm down 19:05, Oct 12 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I guess I was being a little girl about it 19:28, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't talk from here 19:28, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: I am going out with friends 19:28, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Big party 19:28, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Tomorrow 19:28, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry, dear 19:28, Oct 12 - Lorenz Sommer: *talking tomorrow 23:47, Oct 13 - Lorenz Sommer: Holy shit this night was crazy 23:48, Oct 13 - Lorenz Sommer: I woke up in some random flat next to some random girl 23:48, Oct 13 - Lorenz Sommer: There goes virginity I guess 18:32, Oct 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: errrrr 18:33, Oct 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have no idea why you'd mention that 18:44, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Just said it out 18:44, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: But I guess there isn't anything to talk since you freaked out last time we talked 18:47, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't even know how I feel about you now 18:52, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Like I literally don't know anything at this point 18:58, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh and 18:58, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Aren't we close friends? :) 19:00, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Tbh I am kinda afraid I pissed you off to the point where you don't want to hear anything from me anymore 19:32, Oct 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no I'm fine lol just didn't think you'd be comfortable saying things like that to me 19:32, Oct 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Good for you though I suppose 19:32, Oct 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: There's always something to talk about 19:32, Oct 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You just have to be willing to talk about it 19:44, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: I wasn't comfortable with it 19:44, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Not at all 19:44, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you still think about me? 19:45, Oct 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sometimes; why do you ask that? does it matter to you if I do or not? 19:45, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: It does 19:45, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes it does 19:47, Oct 14 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mhmmmmm 19:47, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm just trying to cut my feelings out 19:47, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll stick around 19:48, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: You can or can't believe me but you said I am like everyone else in that regard and that is simply not true 22:29, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: I was surprised you talked back to me 22:30, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: Since like noone does that it's kinda surprising for me 22:30, Oct 14 - Lorenz Sommer: So I see you take our friendship actually serious 01:00, Oct 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Gonna go to bed 01:00, Oct 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well 07:28, Oct 15 - Lorenz Sommer: You didn't text back :o 07:29, Oct 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I guess you're too busy 07:29, Oct 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Anyways 07:29, Oct 15 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm off for school 07:33, Oct 15 - Lorenz Sommer: Bah it's so cold over here qq 01:53, Oct 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Steph? 01:53, Oct 16 - Lorenz Sommer: What are you doing? 01:53, Oct 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to talk ;; 02:18, Oct 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've been extremely sick 02:18, Oct 16 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's gonna drive me to kill myself 07:28, Oct 16 - Lorenz Sommer: What? 07:28, Oct 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Now I'm worried 07:46, Oct 16 - Lorenz Sommer: What happened? 07:50, Oct 16 - Lorenz Sommer: I really miss talking to you... 20:55, Oct 16 - Lorenz Sommer: Steph...? 20:55, Oct 16 - Lorenz Sommer: :( 08:08, Oct 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Good morning Lorenz 08:09, Oct 17 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm sorry, I didn't want to talk while I was in a destroyed state 08:12, Oct 17 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh... 08:12, Oct 17 - Lorenz Sommer: How are you now? 08:12, Oct 17 - Lorenz Sommer: What happened? 17:32, Oct 17 - Lorenz Sommer: :/ 17:32, Oct 17 - Lorenz Sommer: I really miss you 01:03, Oct 18 - Lorenz Sommer: Dear god...I miss you so fucking much 20:50, Oct 20 - Lorenz Sommer: You don't seem to be interested in that 20:50, Oct 20 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh well 20:51, Oct 20 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Interested in what? 20:51, Oct 20 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh nothing 20:51, Oct 20 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you said read 20:51, Oct 20 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I read 20:52, Oct 20 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah it's ok 20:52, Oct 20 - Lorenz Sommer: Doesn't matter 20:53, Oct 20 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sure it doesn't 20:53, Oct 20 - Lorenz Sommer: ??? 20:54, Oct 20 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you being serious? 20:55, Oct 20 - Lorenz Sommer: So that means 20:55, Oct 20 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's woman talk for: you're lying 20:56, Oct 20 - Lorenz Sommer: It matters that you are sad when you can't talk to me but If I'm sad I can't talk to you it's k 20:56, Oct 20 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah that makes sense 20:57, Oct 20 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what does that even mean lol 20:57, Oct 20 - Lorenz Sommer: But I guess you're forgetting me anyways 20:57, Oct 20 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm clearly still not comfortable with talking to anyone 20:58, Oct 20 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If you say things like that it makes me think you want me to forget you 20:58, Oct 20 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Say it again, and it won't be a problem at all 20:58, Oct 20 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you want to? 20:59, Oct 20 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I didn't say I wanted to 20:59, Oct 20 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because if I did, I would bother talking to you at all 20:59, Oct 20 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But obviously people can't give me space when I ask for it 18:55, Oct 28 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess you got what you wanted 20:09, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why yes 20:09, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Feels nice 20:09, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: What... 20:10, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: iunno 20:10, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Still didn't help lol 20:10, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: the fact that I stopped talking to people made it worse 20:10, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm still hurting 20:11, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: And the fact you just went away made it even worse 20:11, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: But oh well 20:11, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I felt like it would be convenient lol 20:11, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: made it worse however 20:11, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm overwhelmed 20:11, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Totally convenient 20:11, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Totally 20:12, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: You put a nice load of feeling like shit on me 20:13, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Can't blame you though 20:13, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: You probably got what you wanted 20:13, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Me away from you 20:15, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why lol 20:16, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was thinking about myself the whole time but it's not like I didn't consider how you'd feel 20:16, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I didn't get anything I wanted 20:16, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Things got worse lol 20:16, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: And what now? 20:17, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Hold on 20:17, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: I gotta get outside I need to smoke now 20:18, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay 20:18, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: So what now 20:22, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't really still expect anything from you I just wanted to talk basically 20:22, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: But it hit me pretty hard multiple times over the last weeks 20:23, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Random anger, depression and grief 20:23, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Just from missing you 20:30, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Talking is a difficult thing for me to do lately 20:30, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wish that was understandable for everyone 20:30, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Well okay 20:30, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: My bad then 20:31, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Seems like everything is my bad between us 20:31, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it wasn't supposed to be a mean thing 20:31, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It was just a 'why does everyone give me a hard time' type of thing 20:32, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no not everything is your bad 20:32, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've just been going through a lot lately and kind of need time to fix everything together 20:32, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: School is really hard for me so talking to people isn't something I can do freely anymore 20:33, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm stuck between the choice of talking to people or actually studying 20:33, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I want to study for the sake of my own mother 20:33, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's why I asked for space 20:34, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's much more worth while to study for school than spend time talking to people who matter because in the end, all you have is yourself 20:34, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: I understand 20:34, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: So it's my bad 20:35, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: And implying I'm just someone you "talk to" 20:36, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Everyone, even my boyfriend is considered someone I talk to 20:36, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because that's literally what everyone is 20:37, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: people are just things I contact with 20:37, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I didn't ask to be close to anyone 20:40, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: That leaves me with nothing to say I guess 20:40, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Wondering if you still spend some thoughts on me 20:42, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I do from time to time 20:43, Oct 30 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wonder how you're doing, how you're feeling, how you're getting around 20:44, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Shit, shit, somehow 20:44, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: I think I mentioned that thing with us hit me hard 20:46, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: I've been getting around playing league and not giving a fuck about everything 20:48, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: But I guess I shouldn't be whining 20:48, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm starting to care less 20:48, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk if I want that and idk if you want that aswell 21:53, Oct 30 - Lorenz Sommer: Seems like you're gone again 20:50, Oct 31 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you could care less if you'd like also sorry for not replying yesterday evening, I got caught up with studying 20:55, Oct 31 - Lorenz Sommer: This makes me feel like I don't matter to you 20:57, Oct 31 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: the fact that I study over texting? 20:58, Oct 31 - Lorenz Sommer: No 20:58, Oct 31 - Lorenz Sommer: You saying I can care less 20:59, Oct 31 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean I can't stop you lol 20:59, Oct 31 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't even try to persuade people 21:09, Oct 31 - Lorenz Sommer: It just sounds like you're whatever of losing me 21:09, Oct 31 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's more like I'm whatever about losing anything 21:10, Oct 31 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've been losing so much anyway lol 21:10, Oct 31 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wouldn't be surprised if I even lost myself 21:36, Oct 31 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk what to say or do 21:37, Oct 31 - Lorenz Sommer: Everywhere I see you it fucking hurts every time 00:42, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh cool you have time to post on forums 00:42, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Kool 00:42, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: God fucking damnit how did I become so fkingn bitter 00:45, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lel 00:45, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because posting one thing a couple times a week is not the same as continuously texting someone 00:45, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: pls Lorenz what do you want from me 00:50, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Something I can't have it seems like 00:50, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Fuck it 01:01, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what is it? 02:56, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm still here 03:01, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I suggest you just do whatever you want 03:02, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Like stop talking to me or w/e 03:02, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll just keep my mouth shut 03:28, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't want to care anymore tbh 03:28, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why are you talking to me then lol 03:29, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't get r 03:29, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it* 03:29, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I always do whatever I want, I don't have to have someone to tell me what I should do 03:29, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Sigh 03:29, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Aight 03:30, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Idle 03:30, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like* 03:30, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You say all these things like 'I feel like shit' 03:30, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 'I don't want to care' 03:30, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't even do anything 03:30, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why do you try to make me feel bad 03:30, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I feel nothing 03:30, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm at the end point where this is just a cycle 03:30, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah 03:31, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay 03:31, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am willing to be a friend 03:31, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Yep 03:31, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but you just don't see what friend is through my eyes 03:31, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay 03:31, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ok looks like what I say doesn't matter 03:31, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gonna stop texting I suppose 03:31, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: this is the shit that gets me angered and overly stressed 03:31, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Rite 03:32, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Just run 03:32, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It's okay 03:32, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not running lol 03:32, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just stating that you're getting annoying 03:33, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I was annoying from the beginning, wasn't i 03:33, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: This is just bullshit 03:33, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You weren't 03:33, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Else I would have said earlier 03:33, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like I said, I'm an honest person 03:34, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It's kinda funny how you were like "mmm yes I have feelings and shit and I would have been your girlfriend and stuff and ooo I really like you" and now this 03:35, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: And then you say, when I was about to throw it, "but I guess people are always the same" 03:35, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You're doing the exact same thing 03:36, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what? 03:36, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: this was before 03:36, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Before before 03:36, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: before I realized you would be constantly doing this 03:36, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ?? 03:36, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Doing what? 03:36, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Telling you how I feel 03:37, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: ? 03:37, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LOL WHY WOULD YOU TELL ME YOU FEEL LIKE SHIT BECAUSE OF ME 03:37, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: do you think people would like hearing that stuff when they're feeling bad? 03:37, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I feel horrible 03:37, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: every fucking day 03:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: people like you make it worse 03:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I always have to deal with work and school 03:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: then people like you get mad because I don't wanna talk 03:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I never get alone time 03:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ever 03:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: anything 03:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's just not fair 03:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: just because I do something you don't like 03:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's always my fault 03:39, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol I am just so useless right 03:39, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: fuck I'd be better of dead anyway 03:39, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You know what's funny 03:40, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I have actually never heard you say a single nice word about me feeling something 03:40, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Actually I have never heard you say anything nice beneath "you're cute" and that sort of things 03:41, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: a single nice word what 03:41, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ? 03:41, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what does that even mean 03:41, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've tried to cheer you up multiple times 03:41, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Not really 03:41, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Like nope 03:41, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ok 03:41, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol 03:42, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yep 03:42, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gonna fucking kill myself 03:42, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am just a piece of shit 03:42, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Holy shit 03:42, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: My god Stephanie what are you even saying 03:43, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: No offense but that thought is just stupid 03:43, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no it's not lol 03:43, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It is 03:43, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just breaking down 03:43, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It just is 03:43, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: don't even listen to me 03:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it probably is stupid 03:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I haven't cried like this in months lol 03:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: fucking stupid me 03:44, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You're crying?.. 03:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wish my mom didn't give birth to me 03:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm a horrible person 03:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: fuck yes why would I not be 03:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've been holding shit in for months 03:45, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was close 03:45, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: so close to January 03:45, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but stupid me cried before then 03:45, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't get it. Why are you a horrible person? 03:46, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Just because you got into the situation you're in? 03:47, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because when people say I don't seem 'nice' it hurts 03:47, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I try so hard to be nice 03:47, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I want to help people 03:47, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but I am just useless 03:47, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've always been useless 03:48, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It's not your goal to help people or put others before you 03:48, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: And don't call yourself useless just because you can't help others 03:48, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: That doesn't mean you're useless 03:49, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It actually sais nothing 03:49, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Care about yourself and then others 03:50, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I do care about myself; I'm the most selfish person I know, that's why I keep doing things like working and studying to keep my mind off of everything else 03:50, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: when I sleep, I get horrible nightmares, when I'm not working or studying, something happens or I'm left to think about stupid shit 03:50, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's why I don't wanna talk to you 03:51, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's why I don't wanna talk to ANYONE 03:51, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but no one understands 03:51, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I continuously get shit like this 03:51, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: after a while it piles up and makes me feel bad 03:51, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I do understand actually 03:51, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I just can't respect it because I'm an idiot 03:52, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I wish I could contain my feelings in any regard 03:52, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm a horribly passionate person 03:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: And sorry I said that all but it has been on my head for so long 03:53, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I deserved it I guess 03:53, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: for being so selfish 03:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Not really 03:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Not at all 03:54, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: anything I get is deserved I always say 03:54, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You deserve nothing of what you're in 03:54, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Or what you get 03:54, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Nothing of that 03:54, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Nothing of what I say or do and nothing of what anyone else sais or does 03:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Well 03:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess this seals the deal for us getting along 03:56, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just really sorry for how I've been acting 03:56, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just really felt like I needed to be alone but that made it all worse 03:57, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to get back on what yoi said earlier because it confused me 03:57, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You said before 03:58, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Hold on let me copy 03:58, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It's kinda funny how you were like "mmm yes I have feelings and shit and I would have been your girlfriend and stuff and ooo I really like you" and now this 03:58, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: And then you say, when I was about to throw it, "but I guess people are always the same" 03:58, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You're doing the exact same thing 03:58, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: what? 03:58, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: this was before 03:58, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Before before 03:58, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: before I realized you would be constantly doing this 03:59, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ? 03:59, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't tell you how I felt 03:59, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm done crying x: 03:59, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: when I explode I don't remember my feelings from the past 03:59, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Then tell me 03:59, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Is it all gone? 04:00, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: The feelings 04:00, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeah, something like that 04:00, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've just been thinking about my first love lately 04:00, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's been killing me a lot 04:01, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it was one of the major things stressing me out 04:01, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I guess it helped that I cried 04:01, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I see... 04:01, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I didn't...I.... 04:01, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Ah... 04:04, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: please talk to me about how you feel 04:04, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I want to know 04:08, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I am actually sitting outside on the sidewalk, dropping tears over something that I have lost 2 weeks ago already 04:09, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I wish I could not have feelings for you 04:09, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wish you didn't watcher 04:09, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I often think of the day we were on Skype 04:09, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: eorher* 04:09, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Omg 04:09, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LOL 04:09, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: either* 04:09, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why 04:09, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I was so close to tell you I loved you 04:10, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: That hours made me fall in love 04:10, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm sorry, I just wish no one loved me 04:10, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ... 04:11, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I just feel there can't be anything between us without feelings 04:11, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: For me 04:11, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: At least 04:12, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why 04:12, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that hurts 04:12, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I want to be friends 04:13, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: We tallked about love that day 04:13, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: And what you said made me feel like you're the one worth going for 04:13, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I am thinking so much about it 04:15, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what did I even do 04:15, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just don't get it 04:16, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It's just what you said about love and how you think about it 04:17, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I had the feelings and they were shining through 04:17, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just wish I knew how i felt about it no 04:17, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Now* 04:17, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Felt about what? 04:18, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: love 04:24, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I wish I knew what to do now 04:24, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: After you told me it's all gone 04:29, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you know what to do 04:29, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just a girl across the ocean 04:30, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: So what 04:30, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: That's not how I see it 04:30, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Why is it all gone?.. 04:31, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I've only loved one person truly it seems 04:32, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't move on because of him; I'm still stuck on him 04:32, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am really sorry 04:32, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You don't know how sorry I am 04:32, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Why did you say all that then... 04:32, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry sorry sorry 04:32, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Before I wasn't sure 04:32, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I've heard that pretty often 04:32, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Now I'm completely sure after today 04:33, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Huh? 04:33, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: What 04:33, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Explain 04:40, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's just that this person has been there for me when I had my worst break up and I can't thank him enough 04:40, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: even though he's been pretty busy it made me think about the things he's said to me 04:40, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and when i think about it more it just makes me fall in love 04:41, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just don't know 04:41, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Milkshake said something interesting 04:41, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: eh? 04:42, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: If you're with someone and the fall in love with someone else, isn't it the right thing to go for the "new" one then? 04:42, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Just a little thought 04:42, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no 04:42, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I knew you'd say that 04:43, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's something that could be considered but it's not always so 04:43, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: even then, I did just recently 'fall in love' with him 04:43, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's just that I can never be with him 04:43, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: everyone knows we're close friends 04:43, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and I just know he doesn't feel the same way 04:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not complaining, his friendship is good enough for me 04:44, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Who are you even tallking about now 04:44, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm confused 04:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: huh? 04:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh who am I talking about? 04:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I thought everyone knew already 04:44, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Um 04:45, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry I'm not around osu forums anymore 04:45, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm not one of the "cool guys" since everyone seems to hate me on offtopic 04:45, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's not even something that could be seen around forums recently 04:46, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lel what's a cool guy 04:46, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Well, just the cool guys 04:47, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I am confused 04:47, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: What are you talking about.. 04:47, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: do you mean who or what 04:47, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Both 04:47, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Oh I'm not talking about anything anymore 04:48, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: What 04:48, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nothing, whew I'm sleepy 04:48, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You were talking about someone you're stuck on 04:48, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeah but I stopped hen 04:48, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: heh* 04:49, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It's just that this person has been there for me when I had my worst break up and I can't thank him enough 04:49, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: even though he's been pretty busy it made me think about the things he's said to me 04:49, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: and when i think about it more it just makes me fall in love 04:49, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: This 04:49, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: What are you talking about there I don't understand 04:50, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: even then, I did just recently 'fall in love' with him 04:50, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: it's just that I can never be with him 04:50, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: everyone knows we're close friends 04:50, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: and I just know he doesn't feel the same way 04:50, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm not complaining, his friendship is good enough for me 04:50, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: And this 04:50, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I am confused 04:58, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why are you confused 04:58, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was just answering your question or something 04:59, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: So you're in love with someone else than your boyfriend again? 04:59, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Did I get that right? 05:00, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 'again'? 05:00, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no, it was never really 'again' 05:00, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it was always on and off 05:00, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because of how frequent we talk 05:00, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: So it's Kayne 05:00, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but I will never leave my boyfriend for anyone 05:01, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: errr 05:01, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wh.. what 05:01, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I don't know okay 05:01, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm not into your offtopic relations and shit 05:01, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No, that's completely right 05:01, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: off topic? Lol what 05:02, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: this has nothing to do with it 05:02, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It's just the cluster where I put some people including you 05:02, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I know them from offtopic mainly 05:03, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ah 05:03, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol 05:03, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: makes sense I suppose 05:04, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: None the less you still kinda didn't tell me why you stopped feeling for me 05:04, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: If that's still what we are talking about 05:06, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's just that it went away due to all the stuff I was dealing with 05:06, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: meh 05:06, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: So I just faded 05:06, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: WELL THAT'S NICE TO HEAR 05:07, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't handle this 05:07, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Good night 05:07, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I actually find it better than actually having a reason 05:07, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mmk gn 05:08, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Amazing how few fucks you give 05:08, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess SG was right after all 05:18, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I care 05:18, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I actually care 05:18, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I already told you what drew me to like you 05:18, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But it seems like you don't understand it 05:18, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't think you ever will. 05:19, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So yeah good night, thanks for the help 05:19, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you helped quite a bit 05:19, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Uhh not really 05:20, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ? 05:20, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: did you tell me what drew you to me 05:20, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Not that I can think of 05:20, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm sure I did 05:20, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Maybe I'm thinking of when I was talking to Sara maybe 05:20, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: She understood exactly what I meant 05:21, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't remember 05:21, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: So tell me? 05:21, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was lonely the few days you talked to me 05:21, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: or week rarher* 05:21, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Rather * 05:22, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: my boyfriend was too busy with everything else to talk to me 05:22, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: whenever that happens, I go into a saddened state and cling to the closest person 05:22, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: happens with everyone I'm sure 05:22, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Way to get fucking friendzoned afterwards 05:22, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Ahahah 05:22, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Friendzoned? 05:22, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why do you say that 05:23, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Because that's what happening 05:23, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: "I wanna be friends" 05:23, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Lorenz what do you want me to say 05:23, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Goddamn SG was so right 05:23, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I want you to be my boyfriend? 05:23, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I can't just say that 05:23, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I told you why already 05:23, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol 05:24, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: way to talk to someone who barely knows me 05:24, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: idgi 05:24, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't get anything 05:24, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: SG told me to stay away from people like you and soba 05:25, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LEL 05:25, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what the hell does he know 05:25, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I won't tell you his reasoning but he hit it right on the spot just by watching 05:25, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: he knows nothing 05:25, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: watching what? He sees nothing 05:25, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you tell what you yourself experiences 05:25, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's one sided storytelling 05:25, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: He hit it so perfectly it's actually ridiculous 05:26, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's just funny how stuff is so funny like tho 05:26, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: this * 05:26, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like why am I being criticized by someone on the outside of things 05:26, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: He didn't criticize 05:26, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Not with a single word 05:27, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: But he just got the point so damn good just by watching 05:27, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yep 05:27, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Everything is implied 05:27, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I find him to be god tier with his godlike thinking 05:27, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's why I never talk to him 05:28, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: he's too complex for me 05:28, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Why are you taking to me then 05:28, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But to think he'd be that person... 05:28, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: k 05:28, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm almost as complex as he is 05:28, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because you're not the same lol 05:28, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: at least in my opinion you're not 05:28, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: All the stuff you told me I knew before 05:28, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: now I'm just gonna go do things before I blow 05:28, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I just didn't want to believe 05:29, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: believe what? 05:29, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I predicted almost everything 05:29, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: With high accuracy 05:29, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well aren't you something 05:29, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah 05:30, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Pretty proud of it 05:30, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: That's why dealing with dumb people kills my brain 05:31, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Mhmmmm 05:31, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It's still funny how he put you all together with few words 05:32, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm too nice to say what he said but I had the same thought 05:32, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mhm... 05:32, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: too nice? lol 05:32, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no 05:32, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: not close at all 05:32, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay? 05:32, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat 05:33, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: anyways 05:33, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: if there's anything you'd like to say then say it 05:33, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Nonono wat 05:33, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have something to do soon 05:33, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Not close at all? 05:33, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Huh?? 05:34, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: apparently not if you agreed with him lol 05:34, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh 05:34, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no one can ever be too nice anyhow 05:34, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Well that makes sense 05:34, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: there is always an evil side to someone whether they realize it or not 05:34, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh I know my bad side 05:35, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Really well actually 05:35, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Sad my bad side it ontop most of the time 05:35, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: then you should know you're not too nice 05:35, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: then be blunt with me 05:35, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and don't sugar coat things 05:35, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: If only you would experience me irl a day 05:36, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd probably shoot myself. 05:36, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You'd change your view of me after 1-2h 05:36, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Rude 05:36, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Wow 05:36, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Cya 05:36, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Laaataaaa 05:36, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: not rude lol 05:36, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: What in the fuck was that 05:36, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Holy god 05:36, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Way to be rude girl 05:37, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: how is that rude I don't get it 05:37, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's a fucking compliment 05:37, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: How is that a compliment 05:37, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Not sure if trolling 05:37, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I'm not worthy to meet you in person 05:38, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Not sure if trolling again 05:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: when the fuck do I troll in a serious conversation. 05:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: seriously now 05:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm like 05:38, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It makes no sense 05:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: The most worthless person on this earth lol 05:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you deserve much better than I 05:38, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Why would you shoot yourself and why are you unworthy 05:39, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: And shut the hell up with that talk 05:39, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You're worth a lot 05:39, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I speak with confidence 05:39, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: So do i 05:39, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Apparently having feelings for more than one person is a sin 05:39, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am scum 05:40, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Not really 05:40, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you a republican or what 05:40, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Holy god this is 2013 05:40, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ?? 05:40, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: By the way 05:40, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Did I ever tell you I'm bi? 05:41, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes 05:41, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: O 05:41, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Really? 05:41, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mhm 05:41, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Lol okay 05:41, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: So why would you be unworthy 05:41, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Idgi 05:42, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: And why would you shoot yourself it makes no sense 05:43, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: okay you know what 05:43, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it doesn't matter 05:43, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It does 05:43, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Tell me 05:43, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: all you had to say was thank you and move on 05:43, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it really doesn't lol 05:43, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Tell you what? 05:43, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just told you what I had said 05:43, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am the bad guy in this situation 05:43, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh are you? 05:43, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why would I be worthy enough to stand in front of you? 05:43, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Not sure about that 05:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't even look at myself in the mirror 05:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: of course I am 05:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have always been in the beginning 05:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Blind of how my actions would affect you 05:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You deserve someone better than me anyway 05:44, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I want you to hate me. 05:45, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why don't you hate me? 05:45, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I would like to stand infront of you actually 05:45, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why 05:45, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: So I could look into your eyes 05:45, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why would you want that 05:45, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd cry if I stood in front of you 05:45, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Lorenz, I hurt you 05:45, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why do you continue to talk to me 05:46, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You'd cry? 05:46, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: of course I would 05:46, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I would honestly cry 05:46, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd hug you and cry in your chest 05:46, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You would smile 05:46, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you are the other half of me that I deny 05:46, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wouldn't 05:46, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Trust me 05:47, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wouldn't. 05:47, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Whatsoever 05:47, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I'd be still there 05:47, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: For you and with you 05:48, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why 05:47, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I really want to see you face to face 05:48, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why would you want any of that? 05:48, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Just so I could look into your eyes 05:48, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: And see 05:48, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Hate me. Why don't you hate me? 05:48, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd only feel content in feeling your hatred 05:48, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I won't hate you 05:48, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You don't deserve it 05:49, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I could never hate you 05:49, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what makes you say that you can't 05:49, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Couldn't* 05:49, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I have said that to a few people and I lied eventually but I am sure now 05:50, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just feel like I have hurt you so much 05:50, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't deserve your kindness 05:51, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've blindly attacked you constantly 05:51, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You did hurt me a lot, yes 05:51, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: But I can't hate you whatsoever 05:52, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: And I won't 05:52, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't get you... 05:52, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm going to stop talking in 8 minutes 05:52, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: say what you'd like before then 05:52, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Let me tell you why 05:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Because it's you 05:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You're worth being loved and worth being cared about 05:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: So I won't stop 05:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Even though I might never have you 05:54, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I won't throw my feelings eventually 05:54, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sigh 05:54, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: when you say things like that it just draws me back to my feelings 05:54, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: stop it 05:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I want you to stop thinking you're not worth something 05:56, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I can bear the hurt and I will prodfully hold onto my feelings 05:57, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've always felt like I was worth nothing, however 05:57, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just never said anything 05:57, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was too busy pushing people forward 05:57, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I want you to know you're worth them (if that makes sense) 05:58, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Whatever you're going to do now, take care 05:58, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Think abou what I said 05:59, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It makes sense.. 05:59, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: About* 05:59, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: of course 05:59, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not going anymore 05:59, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: What was it anyways? 05:59, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nothing worth talking about 05:59, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have a headache ugh 06:00, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm curious 06:00, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm here to talk before I sleep though 06:00, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: And interested in what you're actually doing besides school 06:00, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I promise, it's nothing worth talking about 06:00, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: .. 06:00, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: What's your work? 06:00, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What does that mean 06:00, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You never told me that 06:01, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I work at a family restaurant in order to bring money home 06:01, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm a waitress/cashier 06:01, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Family restaurant 06:01, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: What is that even 06:01, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: my extended family owns a restaurant 06:01, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: they hired me 06:02, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Ahh I get it 06:02, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Still playing league? 06:02, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mhm 06:02, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: not too much tbh 06:02, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I might play one game of ARAM 06:02, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I got placed last Friday 06:02, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Depends on how much I study 06:02, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ahhhhh 06:03, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Silver 4 06:03, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: how's that 06:03, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Dropped to silver 5 though 06:03, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ah, we had same placement 06:03, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I GOT DEMOTED TOOFFF 06:03, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Blaaaah I stop playing ranked tho 06:03, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it made me quite sad 06:04, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: The ammount of braindead people on EUW is insane 06:04, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You won't believe it 06:04, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I had this kool team one game 06:04, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: same here except it's not always that bad I guess iunno 06:04, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: League just makes me feel worse lol 06:04, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: They managed to feed 21 kills by minute 11 06:04, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Get that 06:05, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I was like 2-1 top 06:05, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Horrible 06:05, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Amazing stuff is that 06:05, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Kills my brain 06:06, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I hate playing with people which have a Iq of a quarter of mine 06:06, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Literally 06:06, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: shhhh 06:06, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Stop it Lorenz be nicer 06:06, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you know yours? 06:06, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: not all people can be super smart 06:07, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no I'm stupid tho 06:07, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have 0 common sense 06:07, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I rage hard over stupid people 06:07, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Or dumb questions 06:07, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I get furious 06:07, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: silly you 06:07, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: If only people would use their brains 06:07, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: IF ONLY 06:07, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: also I'm going to bed at 1:20 I suppose 06:08, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: people use their brains kty 06:08, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Not really 06:08, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I find myself yelling at stupid people quite often 06:08, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Telling them to fucking use their brains 06:09, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: okay be nice Ty 06:09, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Man I wish you could see my whatever face irl 06:09, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: My whatever face is so good 06:09, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I keep fucking hitting this damn mic button 06:09, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: this guy 06:10, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I can make people shut up by just looking at them 06:10, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Literally 06:10, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: And i can flip tables 06:10, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Hbu? 06:11, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know lol 06:11, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't have very notable characteristics like that I guess 06:11, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but people start to shut up when I flip my hair 06:11, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I bet you have 06:11, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Wait wat 06:11, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I only flip my hair when I'm annoyed I suppose 06:11, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Dam girl 06:11, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Sassy 06:11, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: idk it's a bad habit 06:11, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: IM NOT EVEN 06:12, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's just that irl I'm really straightforward and outgoing so 06:12, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: if I get quiet it means something 06:12, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: "Yo betta shut yo goddamn mouth" 06:12, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I can imagine you saying that so well 06:12, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Ahahaha 06:12, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wouldn't say that qq 06:13, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well I might but I try not to be mean irl 06:13, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just hate how I am in person 06:13, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: If you'd see me in school you'd probably call me brutal 06:13, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm a very... 06:13, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Hmm 06:13, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: perhaps so 06:13, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd believe it after what you say 06:13, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Brutal is the wrong word 06:14, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I think it fits if I say I'm a badass 06:14, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: When I'm whatever 06:14, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Which I am 80% of the time 06:14, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: *when I'm not whatever 06:15, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you're an odd person 06:15, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: guess that makes you interesting 06:15, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess yeah.. 06:15, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Show me your room 06:15, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: my room? It's dark in here lel 06:16, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Then turn the fking light on 06:16, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: i can't 06:16, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Why 06:16, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: my eyes will burn 06:16, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and I'm hurting 06:16, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Do it 06:16, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Huh? 06:16, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: NTY 06:16, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ? 06:16, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Nty? 06:16, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: O 06:16, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Oo 06:17, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Got it 06:17, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wat 06:17, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: this guy 06:17, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I can show you my room though 06:17, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Hold on, let me get my pants 06:17, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you can If you'd like 06:17, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: here's a golden picture you'd like tho 06:18, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I SUPPOSE IT MAKES UP FOR ME BEING UNABLE TO STAND UP ATM 06:18, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 06:19, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 06:19, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Have my whateverface 06:19, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: DAT FACE 06:20, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 06:20, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay here's my room 06:20, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh wow I'm surprised 06:20, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Different angle 06:21, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 06:21, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: your room looks really nice 06:21, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: And my setup 06:21, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 06:22, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: There you go 06:22, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that was quite entertaining 06:22, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Was it? 06:22, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why yes your room looks nice 06:22, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I share a room with my brother 06:23, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Wait your brother lives with you? 06:23, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Doesn't he live like a bit off? 06:23, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hmmm? 06:23, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 06:23, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what 06:24, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have a younger brother 06:24, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I live with my mom and my brother 06:24, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: heh 06:24, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh 06:24, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I see 06:24, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Is your house small? 06:24, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: quite small 06:25, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: very tiny 06:25, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but it's okay 06:25, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm moving out when I get older 06:25, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Isn't that awkward when your boyfriend is there? 06:25, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Huh? 06:26, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: whatcha mean 06:26, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Liek 06:26, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Sharing a room 06:26, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: And then having someone stay over 06:26, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ah 06:26, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well you see 06:26, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no one stays over, ever 06:27, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and sharing a room is fine 06:27, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm actually scared of the dark 06:27, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I have to have someone sleep in the same room as me 06:27, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: or else I'll have a panic attack 06:27, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: so that works I guess 06:28, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Come here, you can have my sisters room 06:28, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Hehe 06:28, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: haaaah I wish ): 06:28, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd love to get away from here 06:29, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But yeah I guess the fact that I'm moving out next year is good enough for me 06:29, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh wow 06:29, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you a confident person? 06:29, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Depends on what I'm doing and what's happening 06:30, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know 06:30, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Explain 06:30, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not very confident when it come to talking about myself 06:30, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And well let's just say 06:30, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If I think I'm wrong I'm not confident 06:30, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And the opposite blah blah 06:31, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I stopped giving a fuck what others think recently 06:31, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I just do whatever 06:31, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: By the way 06:32, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: How did your tests go? 06:32, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I suppose that's the way to gooooo 06:32, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Hm? 06:32, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ah 06:32, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well, my Wednesday test was so-so, my Thursday one was pretty good and the one today actually got pushed back to Monday 06:33, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: so I have time to study, but I have a test to take on Saturday so it's kinda blah 06:33, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: So many tests 06:33, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I plan to smoke on Saturday though to make up for all the fun I missed the past two weeks lel 06:33, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: My god 06:33, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeah, I'm used to it though 06:33, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Smoke wat 06:33, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's how school's been lately 06:33, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: huh? 06:34, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Just smoking or weed 06:34, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: weeeeed 06:34, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't smoke cigs they're gross 06:34, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Damn 06:34, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: They make yo teeth yerrow 06:34, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Bah goml 06:34, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hm 06:34, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I should stop tho 06:34, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: But it's too good of a hobby 06:34, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you should 06:35, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: IT GIVES BAD BREATH THO QQ 06:35, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Not that I know 06:35, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Even if 06:35, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Idgaf 06:35, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg stahp smoke 06:35, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Fuckers aint got shit on me 06:36, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So bad 06:36, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm so black 06:36, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: grossassaa aaaaaaasssssaassap 06:36, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Brb doing things black people do 06:36, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: o 06:36, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Like eat cereal 06:36, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: And shit 06:36, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh well 06:36, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: OMG I sleep in four minutes 06:36, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So tired 06:36, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: blaaaajhaahjahaa 06:36, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Dat time setting 06:37, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I do that too 06:37, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm horrible at this 06:37, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: time management thing 06:37, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Well that gives me time to go smoke 06:37, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but I guess it's okay 06:37, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll be having fun tonorrrrrow 06:37, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Gooooo 06:37, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll sleep 06:37, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Btw 06:37, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: huh 06:38, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm still a virgin I found out. Seems like I didn't get layed 06:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ah 06:38, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Success 06:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lucky.. 06:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mmm 06:38, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Btw 06:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you are quite lucky 06:38, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 06:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Hm 06:38, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: SHOTS FIRED 06:38, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ooooo 06:39, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: when was dis 06:39, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 06:39, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Monday? 06:39, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: No idea 06:39, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I what happened 06:39, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: o* 06:39, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I trolled really hard on a map 06:39, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Like really really hard 06:39, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ajajajajajja 06:39, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: In forums? 06:40, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Yep 06:40, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: http://puu.sh/50jBm 06:40, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Silly 06:40, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: That timestamp 06:40, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: OH IT'S BED TIME 06:40, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gonna go to bed 06:40, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It's the entire map 06:40, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Told him to delete it basically 06:40, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: peppy no liek 06:41, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: SLEEP WELL STEPHANIE 06:41, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: OH YOU BROKE THE FORUMS NO WONDEE 06:41, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no wonder* 06:41, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: THANKS SLEEP WELL LORENZ 06:41, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Think of my wise words of wisdom 06:41, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: take care 06:41, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you have no wisdom 06:42, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: /me runs 06:42, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Holy shit I do 06:42, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: night night ~ 06:42, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I am too smart to handle 06:42, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: psh so full of yourself 06:42, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's the cutest thing about you 06:42, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: K GN 06:42, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I can 06:42, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well dear 06:50, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 12:30, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oooooh hi good morning 12:47, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg that video so entertaining 14:44, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Orly? 16:31, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why yes 16:31, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sorry, class kills me 16:31, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't talk atm I'm with my grandma 16:31, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Head up 16:31, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You can do it :3 19:08, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ): I'm tired 19:13, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Huggies 19:38, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 20:45, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: HAHAHA you are such a dashing young lad 20:46, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer:  20:47, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You're hot. Does that serve? 20:47, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Wait 20:47, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You're stunning as fuck 20:47, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: To me 20:52, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: shhhhh 20:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Why 20:53, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: man it feels nice to talk to you again; wonder what I was doing the past few weeks 20:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Ikr 20:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel it too 20:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It's so good 20:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I am so hyper today 20:53, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: same! 20:54, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I will make anothet video for you 20:54, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Later 20:54, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Migh aswell do it every day 20:54, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: So you have something to laugh at in the morning 20:54, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: YAY 20:54, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: So you don't feel all that shit 20:54, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it was nice to laugh in the morning 20:54, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Did it suprise you? 20:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Random fog 20:55, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Tbh yes 20:55, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I really like your voice 20:55, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: MAKE MOOOORE 20:56, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I hate my voice when it's recorded 20:56, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Meh 20:56, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I will I will 20:56, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I got some stupid as fuck ideas already 20:56, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it sounds nice 20:56, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: now I hate MY voice when I talk 20:57, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I liked your voice 20:58, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's a nice thing to say 20:58, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know my voice sounds really plain 21:03, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I can play with my voice a lot 21:03, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I can sing pretty deep and very high 21:03, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Pls sing a happy song 21:03, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I love singing 21:03, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I will sing 21:03, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Dw 21:04, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: weeeeew 21:04, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm gonna get on Skype, are you on? :o 21:11, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I am 21:12, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: weeeee 21:12, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: When are you going to be on? 21:12, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Nooow 21:12, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you home yet? 21:12, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat 21:13, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've been home 21:13, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Why 21:13, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: No skool? 21:13, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No I've been home for like thirty minutes gg 21:14, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: You get home at 21:35 here usually 21:15, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh wat 21:15, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't normally touch my phone until then 21:15, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I'm on Skype now so 21:17, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wat it says ur not 21:17, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Now? 21:17, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh there 22:07, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Boo 22:07, Nov 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hi 22:07, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:12, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Käse 22:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:53, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:55, Nov 1 - Lorenz Sommer: 00:01, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wheeeee 00:01, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Call dis 00:01, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm ready 00:02, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hmmmm 00:02, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: international calls 00:02, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: how's that sound gg 00:02, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: On Skype 00:02, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Just call 00:02, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: o 00:02, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I was like wat 00:02, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: K 00:03, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Dis shit be lagging 00:07, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: woooooooooo 00:07, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Hi dere pretty 00:08, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: u so schweet 00:08, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hallo 00:08, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WIE GEHT'S 00:08, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Meh 00:08, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Weil Ich auflegen musste 00:08, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: was 00:08, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I had to hang up 00:08, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: :( 00:09, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Awwwwh 00:09, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: It's sad 00:09, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ): 00:09, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Must be 00:09, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm sad toooo 00:09, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you so kawaii 00:09, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: No you 00:09, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Huggies 00:10, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: 00:11, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nohhh 00:11, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: beep 00:11, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So sleepy :c 00:12, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: That shit is silly I just wanted to send You something 00:17, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WHEEEEE a video 00:17, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: I wish I could send myself 00:17, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: So we can be kawaii together 00:17, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: And hug 00:17, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: and shit 00:17, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why yes I agree 00:18, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Can you send yourself pls 00:18, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: So we can hug and stuff 00:18, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wish 00:19, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd pinch the hell out of dem cheek 00:19, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Cheeks* 00:20, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: I'd cuddle you 24/7 00:20, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Like cuddle close 00:20, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Close close 00:21, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: cuddling is really fun omg 00:21, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: And then I'd probably touch 00:21, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Because can't resist 00:22, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Touch 00:22, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wow 00:22, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Lorenz I can't even think about lusting you because I find what we have too innocent holy shit 00:22, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what have you done to me 00:22, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Wait what 00:22, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Idgi 00:23, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: iunno 00:23, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't explain tbh 00:23, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Innocent? 00:23, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Me no understand 00:23, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know 00:23, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's quite pure 00:23, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I guess talking made everything much better instead of miscommunication 00:24, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: You are thinking about lusting me 00:24, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Admit 00:24, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nope 00:24, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: not at all 00:24, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I cannot even think of it 00:24, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Y 00:25, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Iunno 00:25, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: :( 00:25, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: What happened to the "I wouldn't be able to resist"? 00:28, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just respect you too much to do anything to you ;; 00:28, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat 00:28, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Waaat 01:51, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't understand 01:51, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Explain :/ 01:51, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: I've been thinking about it for a while now 12:28, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't really explain it 12:28, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Good morning btw, sorry, I got really messed up yesterday 12:28, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: My test is today though, fuck 13:41, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Morning 13:41, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: It's okay 13:42, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: But 13:42, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Isn't that the kind of thing that wis between us? 15:25, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: 21:29, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It was 21:29, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Now it's not 21:29, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: OMG SORRY THAT TEST WAS LIKE 21:29, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: GGGGGG 21:29, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wsup 21:30, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Was it good? 21:30, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Why isn't it anymore :( 21:30, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: And what does it have to do with respect 21:31, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I actually am genuinely falling for you 21:31, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it has to do a lot 21:31, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Wow I screwed up my English 21:31, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: W-what 21:31, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ANYWYS WHO CURZ 21:31, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wut 21:31, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: You're falling for me? 21:34, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Aaa 21:37, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Stephanie wat 21:38, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes 21:38, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes Lorenz 21:38, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: What does that mean exactly9 21:38, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: ? 21:39, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I think I may like you 21:39, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That may be a bad thing however 21:39, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But I'll just let it flow 21:40, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: I see... 21:40, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: That's what I was thinking 21:40, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Like that yesterday 21:41, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk it felt so good 21:41, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Like we know each other for years 21:45, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: And what do you mean by "I may like you". That can mean a lot... 21:56, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You have to figure it out yourself 22:12, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: All of a sudden 22:12, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Why again? 22:13, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's not again 22:13, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: What is it then? 22:14, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I didn't like you before, technically I sent 22:14, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: didn't * 22:14, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I feel like I know you a little new 22:14, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: more* wtf 22:14, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: This autocorrect 22:15, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Same here 22:15, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Like 22:15, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: You're so interesting to me 22:15, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: I wanna know more of you 22:15, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why is that qq 22:15, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just feel ordinary 22:15, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And if you'd really like to ask, go for it 22:16, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: You're not ordinary 22:16, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Not at all 22:16, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Not to me at least 22:16, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: You have always been something special to me 22:17, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: And what changed your view? 22:30, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ah, I don't know 22:30, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't explain anything 22:47, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: So it's just 22:47, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: How to say 22:47, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Umm 22:48, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Well 22:49, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess it's just how you would normally fall for someone 22:59, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes 22:59, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're right 23:00, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel the same actually 23:00, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Because before it was this kind of lust thing 23:00, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: That came from nowhere 23:00, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Kind of 23:00, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 23:15, Nov 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah I can't explain it tbh 23:43, Nov 2 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I guess we are on a better track now 00:50, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: What are you doing or where are you? :/ 01:26, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WEEEEEE 01:27, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sorry I was playing league and lost my phone for a bit 01:27, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That game was intense 01:27, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh 01:27, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: this entire game tho omg 01:27, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah I love intense games 01:27, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yaya my bad 01:27, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: It's okay 01:28, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you have time tomorrow? 01:28, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Like around the time we skyped on Friday 01:28, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am actually busy on weekends 01:28, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can only do that on Thursdays and Fridays ): 01:28, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I don't work those days 01:29, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Let's do it more often then 01:29, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: How about that 02:04, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Meh 02:04, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you think of me? 02:04, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Like today 02:48, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I did! 02:48, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And we really should do it more 02:48, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry, I'm at the store heh 02:49, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: I want more of you 02:49, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Like not sexually but just 02:49, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Moar 07:13, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well then, I feel the same way for the most part 18:27, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: For the most part? 18:43, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh and hi 18:43, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry my dad hid my phone from me and I could not find it the entire day 18:43, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: What have you been doing? 18:43, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Think of me? 19:02, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh and sorry for asking that 19:03, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: That's just a little thing I always do 20:25, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I noticed 20:26, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm gonna eventually stop answering the question because its like cheating on a test 20:26, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and you're fine anyway, I just woke up 20:54, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Cheating on a test? 20:55, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: think of it this way 20:55, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am a test 20:55, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Don't you want to make a 100 on me? 20:55, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't understand wow 20:56, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If I answer your questions related to how I feel about you 20:56, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's like asking the test giver, how many answers do I have right? 20:56, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: does it not make sense? :o 20:57, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm dumb 20:57, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: What kind of riddle is that 21:00, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay I can't figure it out 21:01, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's not a riddle, just an analogy; I'm just trying to say that it's not right to ask someone all the time how they feel for you because it's like cheating on a test 21:01, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Where in this situation, the test is how I feel 21:01, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: the test giver is me 21:01, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and the grade is how I feel for you 21:02, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: understandable? 21:02, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Wait so I got to stop asking and have you tell me eventually 21:02, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Because it would be forced 21:03, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Does it make sense this way? 21:04, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes 21:04, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes yes yes 21:04, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: some things are just as they are so you can't really ask a question about them 21:04, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like 'why do you feel that way' 21:04, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just feel that way because I do 21:04, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I hope that makes sense :I 21:05, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I just wanted to know if you thought about me but I get your point 21:05, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Heh 21:06, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Can we skype again on Thursday or Friday? 21:06, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean it's not a bad thing 21:06, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah, maybe Thursday 21:06, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Friday is just like a gg day 21:06, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Most likely Thursday * 21:07, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: We can voice chat now if you'd like 21:07, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't have my computer with me at the moment 21:07, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Where are you even? 21:07, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm at home 21:07, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Hold up 21:07, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Let me get my headphones 21:08, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay I'm on Skype 21:09, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Call if you'd like 21:18, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: http://puu.sh/4pqMk 21:19, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Yay Skype died 21:25, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Skype pls 21:30, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Skype hates me so bad omg 21:30, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like wat did I do 21:30, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah it hates me too 21:30, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Like wtf 21:31, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Just call back every time it dies 21:32, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: y u no answer qq 21:32, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I call youuuuu 21:32, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: There is nothing incomming 21:32, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: Lool 21:32, Nov 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: o 22:11, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:12, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:13, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:13, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:14, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: 22:15, Nov 3 - Lorenz Sommer: 00:00, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: KAY 00:00, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm gonna call you again when you're ready 00:00, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm on mobile now 00:00, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Tty 00:01, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I mean 00:01, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Try 00:02, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Can't understand anything 00:02, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Meh 00:03, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Qqqqqqqq 00:03, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: QQQQQQQ 00:03, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you like my lame talking? 00:03, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: How was that 00:03, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Your talking is so kawaii 00:04, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Aa 00:04, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: What are you doing to me 00:04, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Wat 00:04, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: You're making me fall for you 00:10, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: And it's not something weird now... 00:10, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :) 00:10, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry had to move to my room gg 00:10, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: It's oki 00:11, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I would like if you told me what you are doing more often 00:11, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Just so I know what you're up to 00:14, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ah 00:14, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well now I'm just laying in bed checking emails and thinking 00:14, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mmmmm 00:15, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Thinking? 00:15, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: :o 00:15, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: About what? 00:15, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wonder how it feels like to travel and stuff 00:16, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Generally more on the topic of how would it feel like to have money 00:16, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hmmmmm 00:16, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh 00:17, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Where would you like to travel? 00:20, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just really feel like traveling to a big city would be nice 00:20, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Like New York ahhhh <3 00:21, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah that would be nice 00:21, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I wanna live in a big city one day 00:22, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Same.. Walking is just so nice 00:22, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Hmmm 00:22, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: What's up with the hmmms 00:22, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: kinda sad is all 00:22, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Why sad 00:23, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: having nothing to do when I have free time is a pain 00:23, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: :/ 00:23, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm here...kinda 00:23, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Doesn't that help? 00:24, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it does but if you're not here physically it doesn't actually help 00:24, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: man 00:25, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just hate being alone for this particular reason 00:25, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I keep thinking about my life and how stupid it is 00:25, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: :( 00:25, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I wish I could be there 00:25, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I really do 00:25, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I wanna hug 00:27, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Cuddling would be so convenient... 00:27, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ): 00:29, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Only because of cuddling? 00:29, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: huh? 00:30, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I mean just for cuddling or cuddling me? *run* 00:31, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Cuddling you.. 00:31, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Dat feeling 00:31, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean I guess I'm not used to being alone on Sundays 00:31, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: meh 00:31, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm miserable 00:31, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I wanna be there now... 00:31, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: D: 00:32, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: And I had this feeling yesterday 00:32, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm having it again now 00:33, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Being alone is so stupid :I it just makes me think about how miserable it is for me 00:34, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Can I do something? 00:42, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Please don't be sad... 00:43, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm sad when you are 03:09, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Well 03:09, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll sleep now 03:09, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess you fell asleep or something 03:09, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Until tomorrow I guess 03:09, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Take care, dear 03:10, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: *shy kissu* 07:09, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm so sorry ugh qq 07:09, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was just so sad and sleeping helped a lot 07:09, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: thank you for talking to me <3 07:15, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Morning 07:16, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I actually wanted to talk to you more, that's why I was waiting for you to chat back 07:16, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I didn't want you to feel all that bad 07:22, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I was like starring at my phone waiting for you to text me so we could talk more 07:22, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: :/ 07:28, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Wanted to be there for you and do all I can to make you feel better 07:29, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll be going to school now 07:54, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay class started 07:54, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Talk to you later I guess 08:55, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll be fine I hope, don't worry about it, maybe if I sleep more I'll feel better in the morning 08:56, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: have fun in class!! gonna hurry to bed :3 13:04, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Good morning, dear 13:04, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: <3 14:23, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 14:25, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: How are you? 14:25, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm sorry slow replies, I'm in class 15:17, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I just had pe class 15:18, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm always in a good mood after that 15:18, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: So I'm fine :3 15:18, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: How are you? 15:18, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Feeling better? Because I hope so!! 17:07, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: How was PE? :3 I'm pretty cold but I don't know, I feel kinda sad because of my test... 17:07, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Besides that I'm fine :I 17:47, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: What's with the test? Didn't you get a good mark? :o 17:48, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Pe was nice :3 playing volleyball all the time so that's fine 17:49, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Btw...it's kinda weird when I see you in the irl picture thread on osu saying this "marry me" stuff...idk it's weird when you say it to me because I don't feel like it's something special then 17:49, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: It's just me being weird I guess 17:51, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: :( 17:55, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you just going to not comment on this? 17:56, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: chill I'm in class lol 17:56, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay okay 17:56, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: You know how I am 17:56, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just read and don't reply because I don't wanna get in trouble 17:56, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: anyways 17:56, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's just a joke anyway 17:56, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's not like I wanna marry anyone anyway 17:57, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah I understand but I felt like it's something different when you said it to me 17:57, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 18:39, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Can we talk today? 19:06, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I 19:06, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: o 19:12, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: What? 19:12, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: :/ 19:13, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: stop it 19:13, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that means oh and yes 19:13, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can call you now if you want me to 19:15, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm playing league... 19:15, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I tought later 19:16, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Lel 19:16, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Later is still good 19:17, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay 19:17, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: And what was that with what I said before 19:17, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you oh or did you agree? Didn't get it 19:17, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: It's stupid anyways I guess 19:18, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Oh meaning I see 19:18, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Not like I agree with it 19:20, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Doesn't matter anyways I guess 19:28, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: You can call me if you'd like 19:28, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Like later or now it's okay 19:29, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: This guy, I can call you real fast before class starts 19:34, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Skype isn't sending my messages 19:34, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Wtf 19:37, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ajajajaja 19:38, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Entertaining for a little 19:38, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: That song reminds me of you 19:38, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Listening to it all day now 19:39, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I couldn't hear it. What was it? :o 19:39, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Lost and found 19:43, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Awwww ): 19:43, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That song makes me so happy 19:45, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah it makes me happy too because it reminds me of you 19:45, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: And that's just awesome 19:53, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeeeey 19:53, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: <3 19:53, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're a sweetheart 19:53, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess hehe 19:53, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: So are you though 19:54, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: At least for me you have 19:59, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't think I am :p 19:59, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But if you say so 20:00, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 20:00, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: You give me this nice feeling 20:00, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't explain 20:00, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: But you do 20:02, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If it makes you happy then I'm glad. 20:02, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes, yes it does 20:02, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Hearts 20:02, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I mean 20:02, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer:  20:07, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm gonna try to call you next period 20:07, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yey 20:08, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Period wat 20:08, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's how we call our classes 20:08, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: by periods of time 20:09, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 7th period is next 20:09, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: So you wanna call in class? 20:09, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: How long is it till then? 20:11, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mmm 20:11, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 20 minutes 20:12, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Alright 20:12, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Now I'm getting all excited 20:17, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: this guy c: 20:17, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It may be noisy in class but bear with it 20:18, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: How can you call me in class anyways 20:18, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what do you mean how lel 20:19, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Wont you get caught? 20:19, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Like wat 20:19, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Is there that much chaos? 20:19, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No I won't I'm allowed to do what I want lol 20:20, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Why 20:20, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Lol 21:42, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Ahh 21:42, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: :( 21:45, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: beep like I was saying before I got distracted 21:45, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm working at like 7 something 21:46, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: so I have time to talk to you 21:46, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I actually don't think I have work tbh 21:46, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you home yet? 21:46, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Why that? 21:46, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yup 21:46, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gonna call you soon 21:46, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I called in for a break this week 21:47, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Oi 21:47, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: That's good I guess :33 23:27, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Ffs 23:27, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Already missing you 23:27, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Dam 23:28, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 23:28, Nov 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: TRY AGAIN BB 23:28, Nov 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay 00:00, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: My life 00:00, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: It ends 00:00, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg 00:00, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: noooo 00:00, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Come back 00:00, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Come here 00:00, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Something 00:00, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 00:00, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Pls 00:02, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wat 00:02, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wish 00:02, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: ... 00:02, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I will miss you a lot tomorrow 00:02, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: huh 00:02, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Ugh 00:02, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 00:02, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You can talk to me later as always 00:03, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: So after school for you? 00:03, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Which is like evening for me 00:03, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: So we have 3 hours 00:03, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Tomorrow 00:03, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Pls 00:03, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: PLS 00:03, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ja 00:03, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Ja 00:03, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: JAJAJAJA 00:04, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ja 00:04, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: What is happening 00:04, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Nshdhdkd 00:04, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: idek i am so sleepy 00:04, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Nah I mean 00:05, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel I know a completely different you now 00:05, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 00:05, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: It's nice... 00:07, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Marry me 00:07, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Pls 02:12, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg I feel so bad I was sleeping ); 06:23, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I fell asleep too lol 06:23, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: so tired am I right heh 06:23, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Hi <3 06:24, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: And yes 06:24, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Ugh 06:26, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Meh 06:26, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I miss you 06:30, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you take pictures?? 06:34, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I didn't, I felt too horrible and ugly to take one though I could try now 06:36, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Did I make you feel better? 06:36, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: :/ 06:38, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: And don't say you're ugly 06:38, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: You're so pretty omg 06:40, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You did 06:41, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And well I am pretty ugly atm lel 06:41, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll take a picture later though because I'm in bed with a horrible headache 06:41, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: You don't have to 06:42, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I will take some today for you so I guess you have time 06:43, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I will 06:43, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Though 06:43, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I'm sure you'd want one 06:44, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: You said I'd get a bikini picture 06:44, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Heheh 06:45, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: IT'S TOO COLD LATER QQ 06:45, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: It's fine 06:45, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I just wanna see that pretty face 06:45, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: And then imagine being there 06:46, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: .. qq I guess it wouldn't hurt to take one now 06:46, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: of my face 06:46, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: fuq dat bikini 06:47, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I want the bikini 06:47, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: One day pls 06:50, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Shower time 06:50, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Eventually ~ 06:50, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: KAY 07:08, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Oki 07:08, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm done 07:08, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Hi 07:08, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hi 07:09, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Can I marry you please? 07:09, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: y 07:09, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Meh 07:09, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Missing you 07:10, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 07:10, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Probably shouldn't be saying this 07:10, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: c: 07:10, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: huh 07:10, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Can I ask you something? 07:11, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Hmmm? 07:11, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Is the falling still happening? 07:11, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: of corse 07:11, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Course* 07:13, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 07:13, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: thurr 07:14, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Thurr 07:14, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Let me have you 07:14, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Wooooo 07:14, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Plis 07:14, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: y 07:14, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: qq 07:14, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I wanna 07:14, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Meeh 07:14, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: So bad 07:14, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you wanna wat 07:14, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: SAY IT 07:15, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sayyyy 07:15, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: pls 07:15, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: o 07:15, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nvm idek 07:15, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Y U WANT TO HAVE ME 07:17, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I just want to 07:17, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Plis 07:18, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: o 07:18, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Ieks...because Iike youuuu 07:18, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but pls 07:18, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ): 07:18, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wasssss 07:19, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Huh? 07:19, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Nothing 07:19, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Nono 07:19, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat 07:19, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No I was confused gg 07:19, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: GONNA GO SLEEP NAO 07:19, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Ahh 07:19, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: pls have good day 07:19, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: QQ 07:19, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I will 07:19, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WHERE MAH VIDEOZ 07:19, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I'll think of you 07:19, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: c: 07:20, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 07:20, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Then take care 07:20, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ~ 07:20, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well my dear 07:20, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: <3 07:20, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: *kissu* 07:20, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ty <3 07:20, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: quq 07:20, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: /kissu 07:21, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Take me 13:02, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Good morning 13:02, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: <3 13:03, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm really really tired :/ 13:03, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: But I'm thinking of you a lot 13:03, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer:  13:46, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You should plan on sleeping early D: 13:47, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm gonna sleep as soon as I get home because I got called in to work today fffff 14:47, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: qq 14:47, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: QQQQQ 14:48, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Is there a chance we can talk today? 15:26, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: maybe in my last class only 15:26, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I'm gonna sleep as soon as I get home :c 15:26, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: :c 15:26, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Missing you 15:27, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: But oh well 15:43, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm so weir 15:43, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sowwie* 15:43, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: dat wok today 15:44, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: It's okay I guess 15:44, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you have to work tomorrow too? 15:44, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Not that I know of heh 15:44, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: So you have time tomorrow? 16:50, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeah probs 17:02, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Yay 17:03, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: How is school? 17:03, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you feel better? 20:36, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I feel horrible 20:36, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can totally call you now if you'd like bye 20:36, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: btw* 20:46, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm so sleepy 20:46, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't even 20:46, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I just slept a bit 20:47, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what 20:47, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: are you awake enough for a call 20:49, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: My mum just got mad 20:49, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Hold on 20:50, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mmk 20:53, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I have to do school stuffs now... 20:53, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: KAY 20:54, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: c: 20:54, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: good luck 20:54, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: No not k 20:54, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes k 20:54, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: :( 20:54, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: huh? 20:54, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk but I feel kinda bad when you say you feel horrible 20:54, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: It's just ugh 20:54, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I care and worry 20:54, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll be fine 20:55, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's not like it's a big problem 20:55, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: It kind of is 20:55, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lel I promise it's not its a daily thing 20:55, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: on my test I got a 37/100 20:55, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: heh 20:55, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: It's just knowing you feel bad makes me sad 20:56, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Not that good? 20:56, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If you feel bad it makes me feel worse 20:56, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and of course it's not good 20:56, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's 37/100 :/ 20:57, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's wayyyyy below failing 20:57, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Wut wow 20:57, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have a 60/100 in the class 20:57, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: How much do you need for passing? 20:57, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I got a 3/15 in Math today 20:57, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Hue 20:57, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 70 is passing 20:58, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :/ 20:58, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Wtf 20:58, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: 70% for passing 20:58, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: That's insane 20:58, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: iunno lol 20:58, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: It is more than insane 20:59, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't think there's anything wrong it 20:59, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I wish I could be there for you 20:59, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Like now 21:00, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I would look at your cute face and smile forever 21:16, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why are you so sweet 21:26, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: For you 21:26, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Only for you <3 21:32, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I feel like your sweet to everyone hehe 21:33, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: No? 21:33, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Lol 21:33, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm not 21:33, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: O that's not cute 21:33, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: .n. 21:33, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I lied it's pretty cute 21:33, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: HEH 21:33, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: As I said 21:33, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: damn wish I could huh you right now 21:34, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: For you 21:34, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: >< 21:34, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes pls 21:34, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hug* 21:34, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: blaaaah c: 21:34, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Come here so I can enjoy your presence 21:35, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wish 21:35, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 2 broke 21:35, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I would gently kiss ur cute cheeks 21:37, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: And wrap my arms around you 21:38, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I could use the cuddles and kisses qq 21:38, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I feel so blah 21:38, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I wish I could kiss you 21:39, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: kisses :c 21:39, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Have you ever kissed anyone before? /curious 21:39, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah I have 21:39, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm a good kisser 21:39, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ooooooooo 21:40, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I could only imagine kissing you gently 21:40, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 21:41, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why that aaaaa 21:42, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 21:42, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Your cute face calls for it 21:43, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Would you kiss back if I went for it? 21:47, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: WHAT, my cute face what 21:48, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you think I'm not an aggressive kisser? ): 21:48, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and I would actually 21:48, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk what type of kisser you are 21:48, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: And yee 21:48, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Omg you are cute 21:48, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Like omg yes 21:49, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Iunno what makes you say that 21:49, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: also I'm not working today gg 21:50, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: You just are so cute and pretty to me... 21:50, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: What type of kisser are you? 21:50, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: And does that mean we can talk? 21:50, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: depends tbh 21:50, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can get crazy x: 21:52, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I would gently put my lips on yours and then thrust a little forward with my head 21:52, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: All while having a hand on your cheek ofc 21:52, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: pls don't let me imagine qq 21:52, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ahhh I'm gonna shower before we talk tho btw 21:52, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I need to wash my hurr 21:53, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you imagining? 21:53, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: trying not to because it's not right to 21:53, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's never right to ); 21:53, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Why 21:53, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wow I'm like rly sleepy lol 21:54, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and you know why 21:54, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess 21:54, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Shower will wake you up then 21:54, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: It's always refreshing 21:54, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm hoping so 21:54, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm gonna try to sleep early because I'm so tired in school meh 21:55, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So I'll shower and do laundry I suppose 21:55, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Lemme in dat shower 21:57, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ok come here 21:57, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: No time 21:57, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: awwww 21:58, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I was thinking about just not giving a fuck about school and just coming over 21:58, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: But that was just a daydream 21:58, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: THERE'S ALWAYS SUMMERRRRR 21:58, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I can come next summer 21:58, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: For sure 21:59, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I will 21:58, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hurrayyyy 21:59, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If I don't save enough I'll have to depend on you coming here ;; 21:59, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I would want to take you back with me 21:59, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: So we can be there and here 22:00, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I could pay for your ticket 22:00, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: NO PLS 22:00, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: don't consider that :c 22:00, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: qq 22:00, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Why? 22:00, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: iunno that just sounds like a hassle x: 22:01, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk I'd pay for it without dithering 22:01, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: A hassle? 22:01, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat 22:03, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yus 22:04, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Why would that be a hassle? 22:04, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't understand 22:04, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: It would be for taking you with me 22:08, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I want you to sleep in my bed 22:08, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Next to me 22:08, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Ugh so bad 22:11, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: so cute 22:12, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: waaaa I'm so sleepy 22:12, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gonna get up and shower nap 22:12, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: now* 22:12, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you want it too? >< 22:12, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Oki gogo 22:12, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay that question was silly 22:13, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: this guy 22:13, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: You're still free to answer 22:13, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Heh 22:14, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's for you to figure out and not me to say 22:15, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: You're right 22:16, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Where's my bikinipic? ,,:D 22:36, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you'll get it when it gets warmer gg 22:44, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Oki 22:45, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you feel better? 22:52, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I couldn't shower sadly meh 22:52, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Why? 22:52, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: :o 22:52, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: What did you do then?? 22:57, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was on the phone with a friend :/ 22:57, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Ah... 22:57, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Who is it? 22:57, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: meh a friend asking for a favor 22:58, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: What favor? 23:00, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: STUFF 23:00, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: What are you doing now? :/ 23:00, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I wanna talk...if you want ofc 23:05, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sure 23:05, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll call you soon 23:05, Nov 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: JUST GET ON DA SKYPE 23:06, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Ok 23:59, Nov 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Why 00:00, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Noo 00:00, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: This world so cruel 00:00, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :c 00:00, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ;; ik 00:00, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll be thinking of you 00:01, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: SLEEP WELL 00:01, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: <3 00:01, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Hold on 00:01, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Kay 00:02, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: 00:03, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Come back here 00:03, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: omg 00:03, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: SO HOT 00:04, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: ;; 00:04, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: No u 00:04, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no u 00:04, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Can you take like a selfie after shower or something? 00:04, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I wun see 00:04, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Plis 00:04, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeh I take one later c: 00:05, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gn <3 00:05, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I sleepy 00:05, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: *hug* 00:05, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: *kissu* 00:05, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: c: 00:05, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: That's all I get 00:05, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Waw 00:06, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: qq 00:17, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: No kissu for me 00:17, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Cry 14:41, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I cri 14:54, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Why? :( 14:54, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Good morning <3 16:13, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: 16:13, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Hi 16:49, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: school is pretty hard 16:49, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: so hot 17:07, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you okay? 17:07, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I hope so :/ 19:05, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ahhhh I don't know 19:13, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: What's wrong? 19:20, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I feel very tired and I wanna sleep when I get home 19:25, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: :( 19:25, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: It's okay 19:25, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't worry 21:00, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: It's not like you have any obligations regarding my person 21:27, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well I guess 21:30, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wow I'm sleepy 21:30, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: LEL 21:31, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Hmm 21:33, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Then go to sleep or w/e 21:34, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry, I'm pissed for no reason 22:03, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why are you posses 22:03, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Pissed* 22:03, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: There's always a reason why 22:04, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 22:04, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Doesn't matter 22:05, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll be fine 22:06, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't think it doesn't matter 22:06, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but iunno if you say so 22:06, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm gonna go studying spreeeeee 22:07, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay 22:08, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: You can text me if you want 22:08, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm here for 2 more hours 22:08, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll try 22:09, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: You don't have to 22:09, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: As I said 22:09, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: No obligations 22:09, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm trying to stay concentrated and it's pretty hard when I check my phone often 22:09, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean I know but I'd like to 22:09, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Then don't check your phone 22:09, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I mean I wont die 22:10, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll be a little sad but I won't die 22:10, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: IT'S HARD WHEN OTHER PEOPLE TEXT TOO OK 22:10, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have like fifty million people texting me at once 22:10, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay 22:13, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: we'll see though, I'm pretty sleepy 22:15, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Then just go to sleep? 22:15, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: But don't sleep too long so you don't wake up at like 10 22:16, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't sleep that long 22:17, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: The power went out wat 22:17, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: What did you do yesterday btw 22:17, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can't study wat 22:17, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what do you mean yesterday 22:17, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: night? 22:17, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: You haven't tested back 22:17, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah 22:17, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: *texted 22:17, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was sleeping and working 22:18, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh you had to work after all? 22:18, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: at 8 yeah 22:18, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay that makes sense then 22:18, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Dam 22:18, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: huh 22:19, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I got something on my head I wanna talk to you about but I'd better not 22:19, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk why I just said that 22:19, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I had to I guess because it's something I think about a lot 22:20, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Today at least 22:20, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: then talk about it 22:20, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't mind 22:21, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: You would mind 22:21, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: errr no 22:21, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol 22:21, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: if I was gonna mind I'd tell you I mind it 22:22, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I'd better not...not now at least 22:22, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I will have to find a proper time 22:22, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well that's not nice, keeping my curiosity active 22:23, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: if it's bothering you i don't see why you don't talk about it now 22:23, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: It would probably piss you off 22:23, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 22:23, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't think so 22:23, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hen 22:23, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: heh* 22:28, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I do 22:28, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 22:29, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: I will talk about it eventually 22:35, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: meh if you say so 22:35, Nov 6 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: gonna sleep my mood off, good night~ 22:36, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: :/ 22:36, Nov 6 - Lorenz Sommer: Sleep well darling 07:19, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: good morning ~ 07:19, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Hope you have a good day at school today.. 07:19, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm gonna go to bed, had a long rough day ;/ take care <3 07:19, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: /kissu 08:16, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: /kissu 08:16, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Wish I could... 08:16, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I hope you don't feel all that bad today :/ 08:17, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Maybe this will cheer you up 08:17, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: 08:22, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Anyways, I'll go to school now myself 08:22, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll wait for you to wake up <3 09:01, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay this is meh 09:01, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Really meh 09:01, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Really really meh 09:01, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: 09:15, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: That just fucked my mood for the entire day 13:47, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what 13:47, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't get it 13:47, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hi good morning 13:47, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Hi 13:47, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol hi 13:47, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: It's just odd when I see you say this to others 13:47, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk if you're serious with it or not tho 13:47, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: how lol 13:47, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't get it 13:48, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Am I not allowed to tell people how they look to me? 13:48, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Wasn't talking about that 13:48, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: The kissing thing bothers me 13:48, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: .. what 13:48, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's a fucking girl LOL 13:49, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: She's like my bestest friend on earth 13:49, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: uhhhhh, you're taking this out of proportion 13:49, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Maybe I am 13:50, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: But I still don't know how serious you are when you say this to me 13:50, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: This sort of stuff 13:50, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not gonna say anything 13:50, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: at all 13:50, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: What... 13:51, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm just fucked up today 13:51, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk.. 13:51, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry 13:51, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: But you know 13:52, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: You've said you are falling for me. Idk if that's still the case because I feel I fucked up but it has to lead into something and idk what that is 13:53, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: If you're actually falling in love with me idk what's going to happen 13:53, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It really draws me away when you do things like *this* 13:53, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like wtf 13:53, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's my best friend 13:53, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: do you really think I'll go out of my way to smother a friend in kisses 13:54, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well maybe but only if it's a girl 13:54, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm sorry I was exaggerating 13:55, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm silly 13:55, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: But yeah idk about what's going to happen 14:00, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: That's how I feel about it at least... 14:06, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ... 14:06, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: meh 14:06, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: my morning is tucked lol 14:06, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm in class ttyl 14:57, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm sorry for being like this... 14:58, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: It's just I am starting to really fall in love with you 14:58, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: That's it.. 14:58, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: And I always start to act weird when that happens 18:03, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Please forgive me for that 20:23, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well it's kind of weird to be possessive when I'm talking about my friends... 20:32, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes 20:32, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm sorry 20:33, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Really sorry 20:37, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I felt bad the entire day 20:37, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: :( 20:37, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's fine lol 20:37, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I promise it's fine 20:38, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: We still should talk about the other thing 20:38, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What other thing? 20:38, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: go for it 20:39, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Go for what? Huh 20:39, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Like to talk about it? 20:39, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that means 'talk about it' 20:40, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Well yeah I said what I was thinking about it 20:40, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Would be nice to hear what you think 20:40, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: think about wut 20:40, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: did you already say it 20:40, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm confused 20:40, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah, earlier 20:41, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk how you feel about me though so I can't predict anything 20:41, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Like, what's going to happen 20:41, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: You say you're falling for me 21:17, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well I'm still feeling unsure about everything 21:20, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I understand that 21:20, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: All I can say is that I am starting to have big feelings for you 21:21, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: And those are genuine and honest 21:48, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeah.. 21:48, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know how to feel about that 21:54, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Why 21:54, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: If there is something to tell me then just say it right out please 21:56, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I know you're in a relationship but why did you tell me this then... 21:57, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I speak what's on my mind when it regards you 21:57, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have nothing to say but I just don't want you loving me 21:57, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll hurt you and you know that 21:58, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: But what's with your feelings for me... 21:59, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know 21:59, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: How am I supposed to know? 21:59, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just know it's there... 21:59, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: ... 21:59, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I just wanna hug you right now 22:00, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's like there's certain things about you that I like 22:00, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But things you do that draw me away 22:00, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: In the end we can't be anyways... 22:00, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess 22:01, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I hate this feeling I have right now 22:01, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: we can't what? 22:01, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Be a couple 22:02, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: As I've always said, I don't like and I won't ever predict the future 22:04, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I am sorry for the things I do that draw you away... Idk I just don't think sometimes. It's not really intentional but more an act of temporary passion 22:05, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel like I fucked up really bad with that today 22:05, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: God I feel so bad for it 22:05, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Because it draws you away and that hurts 22:06, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's okay I suppose 22:06, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just very sensitive to that stuff 22:06, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it doesn't make me very happy either 22:06, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I broke up with someone for it 22:06, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: just because I wanna joke around with friends? I don't get it 22:07, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I just don't know what's joking and what not and then I can't tell if the things you say to me are jokes as well 22:08, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm just getting caught in my own thoughts when that happens 22:08, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: how lol I just don't get it; especially when it came down to that comment on my picture. even if I did give her kisses why would it matter 22:08, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's not like it's intimate or anything 22:08, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I kiss a bunch of people every day 22:08, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I find it normal 22:09, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: It's weird for me 22:09, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I always thought it something special when you say that kind of stuff to me.. 22:11, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Is it...? 22:11, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't tell 22:12, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: .. what the hell, I'm sorry but that's absurd ahahaha 22:12, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what's something special someone would tell someone 22:12, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I could tell you you're cute but would it be special? 22:12, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: What if I told you I loved you, would that be special ? 22:12, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah 22:12, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Nothing is special 22:12, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: words are just words 22:13, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: actions speak louder than words 22:13, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't do something that would speak for me 22:13, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: *anything 22:15, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what do you mean 22:15, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't do anything to proove you something 22:15, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Or whatever 22:21, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: And 22:21, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I want to love you. But if you say you'd rather not like me to... 22:21, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Where is this gonna go then? 22:33, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know, wherever it goes, it goes on it's own 22:33, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: We can predict anything 22:33, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But I don't know what to do or say 22:34, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: You mean you can't predict 22:34, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Or we 22:34, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess we should keep talking and do our Skype thing if you still want that 22:35, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess I'll have to hold my feelings 22:35, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: ... As much as that's gonna hurt 22:35, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah I meant can't 22:35, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Autocorrect lol 22:35, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It hurts me too, don't be selfish 22:35, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I wasn't... 22:36, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you make it seem like you're the only one going to be affected by it, though 22:36, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Ah, well I don't know 22:37, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll be too busy to talk tomorrow + this weekend bye 22:37, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: btw* 22:37, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I don't know how much it affects you 22:37, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: :( 22:37, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: quite a bit lol 22:37, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I hate it when people like me and stuf and I can't do anything about it 22:37, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: makes me feel like a heart breaker 22:38, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess it makes it worse you feel for me too.. 22:41, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: So it's not completely one sided 22:42, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: of course it's not one sided 22:42, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It hurts me though 22:42, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have my reasons why this is but they have to say confidential :/ 22:42, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat 22:43, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Say confidential? 22:43, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: And reasons for what? I'm confused 23:06, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why I feel something for you 23:06, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: stay* lol autocorrect is fucking with me today 23:06, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Why can't you tell me? 23:06, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: :/ 23:06, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: That is weird 23:07, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because it would make me vulnerable 23:07, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: too vulnerable 23:07, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't trust anyone enough to say it 23:07, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: You don't trust me enough? 23:07, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Must be something really big if you don't want to tell 23:08, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yeah it's pretty big... 23:08, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean I trust you, just not enough to tell you; I couldn't even tell anyone even if I wanted to 23:08, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's just too much 23:08, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you afraid I would abuse it? 23:08, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: of course 23:09, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm already making up theories 23:09, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: heh 23:09, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Please tell me 23:10, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay don't 23:10, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Tell me instead 23:10, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Is it something negative or positive? 23:11, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't think it's either 23:11, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm sure people would see it as something negative 23:12, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Is it something that would be considered weird? 23:13, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know 23:13, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Might be weird 23:14, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Is it abnormal? Like something that's completely off track? 23:15, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Let me rephrase that 23:15, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Is it abnormal in a way of it's nothing usual? 23:15, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: probably 23:16, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't like talking about it or thinking about it 23:16, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It makes me feel bad 23:16, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's all I'm gonna say... 23:16, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Can I ask a last question? 23:16, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Probably a important one 23:16, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ? 23:17, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Does it only regard me or another person in comparison to me? 23:21, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Just a weird thought I had 23:21, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 23:22, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it involves everyone 23:22, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I need to shower meh 23:22, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Everyone? 23:22, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat 23:22, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Who is everyone 23:22, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Like everyone on earth or what 23:23, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it doesn't matter .___, 23:24, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Will you tell me eventually 23:24, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Like one day? 23:43, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Nope 23:44, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Why 23:44, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I don't want to lol 23:45, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't get why you wouldn't 23:45, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you ashamed of it? 23:46, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: It can't be that bad 23:47, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's probably the equivalent of killing you 23:47, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It hurts a lot 23:47, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: What 23:47, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It even hurts me when I think about it 23:48, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Just tell me omg I wont die 23:49, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: If you don't tell me I will probably hurt from it because I have to expect something bad and I will just keep thinking of it which will cause me to feel different about you 23:49, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: You have said you will be honest 23:49, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: then so be it; it's better than telling anyone 23:49, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Being honest does not mean I will tell you everything 23:49, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: being honest is not the same as keeping something from you 23:50, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's merely just saving myself 23:50, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Then please dont keep it from me 23:50, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm going to have to 23:50, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you think I'll turn away from you it you tell me? 23:50, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's my secret that no one needs to know 23:50, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: If 23:50, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no, I'll feel uncomfortable if I tell you 23:51, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: actually maybe that's it 23:51, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: As well 23:51, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm sure if I told someone I was in love with this, it would turn them cold 23:51, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Tell me. I will take it 23:52, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd rather not touch on it or think about it 23:52, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: meh 23:52, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I won't say it 23:52, Nov 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: No matter what 23:52, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Just get it off you 23:52, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I am sure that will help 23:53, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: It has to do with me so I have kind of a right to know 23:55, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Please Stephanie, don't leave me up with this. It's horrible knowing there is something potentially bad concerning you and me 23:56, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: It's better to just tell me than make leave me up with it 23:56, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: You might lose me either way if you leave me up with my thoughts 23:58, Nov 7 - Lorenz Sommer: And I promise I will not abuse it whatsoever because I respect your relationship 00:13, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you saying that means everyone has to know 00:13, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: which isn't right 00:13, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So I won't tell you. 00:14, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: It doesn't mean everyone has to know 00:14, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Not at all 00:14, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: if I tell one person, I tell everyone 00:14, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I won't tell anyone 00:14, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Based on your logic 00:14, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Not really 00:14, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If it involves you, then you have a right to know right? 00:14, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that means if it involves everyone, everyone has a right to know 00:14, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not telling you. 00:15, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Who is everyone 00:15, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no matter what you do or say, I'm not saying anything 00:15, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what the fuck 00:15, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't get who you mean with everyone 00:15, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Everyone is clearly everyone 00:16, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: every single person on this earth is everyone 00:16, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: How does this involve everyone 00:17, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: What kind of logic is that 00:17, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That is only something for me to understand 00:17, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Ugh 00:17, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: See, it has nothing to do with anyone else but me, meaning I should be the only one to know 00:17, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sorry but everyone has a dark secret 00:17, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I intend to keep mine 00:18, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: In what light does it put me? 00:18, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: In what spot actually 00:18, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what do you mean 00:19, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk how to rephrase that to make it more clear 00:19, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well then if you can't, I have no idea what you're saying 00:19, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But if you don't mind 00:19, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't wanna think about this or talk about it anymore 00:20, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: If you can bear knowing I'm going to hurt from it 00:20, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay 00:20, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm pretty sure telling you would hurt more lol 00:21, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can take it 00:21, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: It will hurt more knowing that 00:21, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And it will probably draw me away from you 00:21, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't think so 00:21, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Be happy I won't tell you 00:21, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Then that's even better 00:21, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't care 00:21, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Anything is better than me telling you 00:22, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Telling anyone in fact 00:22, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean why does it even matter that I won't tell you 00:22, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Because it's about me and how and why you feel for me 00:22, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: If I got that right 00:23, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you're right, but it doesn't mean I have to tell you 00:23, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because telling one person means telling everyone else 00:23, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Like I said before 00:23, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Not really 00:23, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Why do you think that 00:23, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I trust other people more than I trust you and I still wouldn't tell them 00:24, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because that's being fair 00:24, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why would I keep it from everyone else and tell you only? 00:24, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Because it concerns me 00:24, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's much more fair knowing that I can keep it from everyone. 00:24, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: as well as other people 00:24, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So if it concerns other people, it means I have to tell them 00:25, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay this is stupid 00:25, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you doing this only to draw me away from you? 00:26, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nope 00:26, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because if I did I'd tell you ahead of time to fuck off 00:27, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: So tell me one thing 00:27, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you expect me to just be like "oh yeah there is this huge potentially horrible thing concerning me but I guess it's k if you keep it from me" 00:28, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you expect me to be able to talk to you like before? 00:28, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's not horrible to me 00:28, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol I've mentioned this in the past 00:28, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's like all of a sudden you're getting on me about it 00:28, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: .. This is exactly what I'm talking about 00:29, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: When people try to force me to do things 00:29, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't like it 00:29, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah because you just put this on me and I have no idea how to handle it 00:29, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you really expect me to be able to talk to you again like before? 00:30, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I didn't put anything on you... And why wouldn't you 00:30, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol I'm just not gonna text you, I'm missing work for this 00:30, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like this isn't even that serious 00:30, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Because this will sit in my mind 00:30, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's a secret that I wanna keep for myself 00:30, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And won't go away 00:30, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's not something I wanna tell anyone 00:31, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Fucking respect it then 00:31, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: respect that I don't wanna tell you 00:31, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Thanks 00:31, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why would you make it worse for me lol 00:31, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You already know I had to go through so much shit 00:31, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why make it worse 00:31, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm not 00:31, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You could just tell me 00:32, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Because either way, it's fucked now 00:32, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I already told you, I'm not going to 00:32, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: uh no it's not 00:32, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: It is 00:32, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you make it that way because you're stubborn 00:34, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: It is fucked now 00:34, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: That just changed everything 00:36, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sure 00:36, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: thing 00:37, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Not the best time to be sarcastic 00:37, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: who are you to tell me what is the best time to use sarcasm lol 00:37, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Besides that wasn't sarcasm 00:37, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That was 'thanks for taking this way out of proportion' 00:38, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I have a secret that I wanna kept 00:38, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Keep* 00:38, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Can I just have something for myself for once instead of it being taken away from me? 00:38, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why do you people always do this lol 00:38, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Is it funny to hurt me 00:39, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can take a few hits but 00:39, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: When I want to keep something to myself? Totally not fair 00:39, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: We don't need to talk anymore, I need a walk. 00:39, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: It's important for me to know because it concerns your feelings for me. That's pretty much it. 00:39, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And no, it's not funny to hurt you. 00:40, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: then thank you for it being important to you but I still can't tell you 00:40, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I told you before 00:40, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's a SECRET 00:40, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: people don't tell secrets 00:40, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Secrets are called secrets for a reason 00:41, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: This thing will destroy me if I tell anyone 00:41, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: It's a bad secret to have. Secrets about feelings for other people are shit 00:41, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's why I don't mention it 00:41, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: okay then that's your opinion 00:41, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Mine isn't even related to feelings 00:41, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And why would it destroy you 00:41, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Huh? 00:42, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: So it shouldn't matter if I tell someone or not 00:42, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: It isn't? Isn't that what this was about all along? 00:42, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because it's mine 00:42, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: not yours or anyone else's 00:42, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no it wasn't 00:42, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol 00:42, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Like I said you blew it out of proportion 00:42, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You said it is why you feel for me 00:44, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You said exactly that 00:44, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: How did I blow it out of proportion 00:52, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but it doesn't mean the reason is related to feelings 00:52, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Like I said, it's not even you in particular 00:53, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: okay you know what it really doesn't matter because no matter how much you ask, or how much you try to guilt trip me into doing it, I won't tell you because of the reason I've stated previously 00:53, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I realized that pretty soon 00:54, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: then discussion is over 00:55, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Do I matter to you? Like really matter more than a friend? 00:55, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes why 00:55, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Well actually 00:55, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not sure because you're making me distort how I think about you 00:56, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You are doing the same thing 00:56, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I said it's fucked 00:56, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I was right 00:56, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: It's all falling apart again 00:56, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I feel like everything is crashing down on me 00:56, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: okay 00:57, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Because you were the only thing I really had and really cared about the last week 00:57, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And now it's just getting blown away 00:57, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Like nothing 00:58, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Like there was never anything special between us 00:59, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And that what you said about me being a matter for you 00:59, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: That fucking hurt 01:13, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mmmm 01:13, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: even more of a reason to keep to myself 01:13, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: What... 01:14, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Doesn't seem like what I just said even concerns you 01:15, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Do you know what context you're using concern in? 01:15, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Wrong word 01:15, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Concern meaning to be involved 01:15, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but 01:15, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Doesn't seem like you care what I just said 01:15, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You meant bother or affect 01:15, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I am done with everything atm 01:15, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I do care 01:16, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But not enough to fix anything 01:16, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just wasted two hours explaining nothing.. 01:16, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: So you dont 01:16, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Why do you even do this to me 01:16, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You tell me you're falling for me 01:17, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Then we spend time 01:17, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Then I get hopes to maybe be with you one day 01:17, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Hope you might love me 01:17, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: there goes the reason again.. 01:17, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And then shit gets real again 01:17, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: What reason.... 01:17, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You mean your secret? 01:17, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I didn't do anything.. Okay? 01:18, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes 01:18, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Well you did 01:18, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what did I do 01:18, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You just made me so many hopes again 01:18, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I never wanted to give up on you 01:18, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Never 01:19, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: But now I doubt I can go on 01:19, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Because everything just went to idk where 01:19, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: meh 01:19, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You tell me "I am genuinely falling for you" 01:19, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah I see that 01:20, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: 4 days of talking and that's it 01:20, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And now you're saying you don't know anymore 01:20, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't tell me you didn't do anything 01:21, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And then you say "never predict the future" making me more hopes 01:21, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Leaving me even more lost 01:21, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm just a huge mess right now 01:21, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ... 01:22, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've always said never predict the future 01:22, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Especially since I'm already with someone 01:22, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and well 01:22, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I can easily change what I think 01:22, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Especially in your case 01:22, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You anger me often 01:22, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm not a different person. 01:22, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And I can never tell why 01:22, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm still the same. 01:23, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: If I anger you then why are you here 01:23, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Just stop talking then 01:23, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Wouldn't that be good for both of us? 01:24, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Because all I get from this is a feeling like I am worthless 01:25, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Don't you think I would have stopped before lol 01:25, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: obviously not 01:25, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: What 01:26, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Stopped talking to you if I wanted to; like seriously, don't act stupid because if I wanted to do something, I'd do it earlier 01:26, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: all of a sudden you drop to having no common sense and i don't get it... 01:27, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's clear 01:27, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I meant in general, not just this discussion 01:27, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If I didn't care about you 01:27, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wouldn't be here 01:27, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: uh duh? 01:27, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That's what I'm referring to clearly 01:27, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Stephanie what are you 01:27, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's what I've been talking about the entire time 01:27, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what am I what 01:27, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't get you 01:28, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Every time I think I know how you are 01:28, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You just completely turn 01:29, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Every time when I think I understood how you feel and why you act the way you do you just drop a huge bomb 01:29, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And then all I get is feeling shit 01:30, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I'm sensitive to shit like this; always having to put up with everyone 01:30, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: when is there a time where I can do what I want lol 01:30, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You just make it more clear that I deserve much better 01:30, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh so I am the sort of people putting shit on you 01:31, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: So I am not worthy 01:31, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I get it 01:31, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Nice to hear someone who supposedly has feelings for one to say they are not worthy 01:32, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Didn't you say the complete opposite a few days ago? 01:32, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I didn't say you weren't lol 01:32, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If i did 01:32, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You just fucking said that 01:32, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd fucking say it 01:32, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no I didn't 01:32, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Copy and paste exactly where I said 01:32, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: AND I QUOTE 01:32, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Do I have to screen it? 01:32, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ' you are not worthy' 01:32, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Where the fuck did I say that 01:33, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You just make it more clear that I deserve much better 01:33, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I never said that to you 01:33, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I am not the judge of thy 01:33, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: meaning my life is shit 01:33, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Everyone around me is shit 01:33, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've been born into a fucked up life and I don't know why 01:33, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: That just sais I am the proove you deserve better 01:34, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: What other way to say I am not worthy 01:34, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: *proof 01:34, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: the ONLY way to say it is 01:34, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You aren't worthy. 01:34, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: There is no other way of saying it 01:34, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because honesty is the only policy 01:34, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Now I can take shit 01:34, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: What did you mean with that? 01:35, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've always taken shit all my life 01:35, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Then 01:35, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But here I have a bunch of work to finish and you won't drop this 01:35, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Why would I 01:35, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And don't say it doesn't matter 01:36, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Why do you always make me feel like I am nothing to you? 01:36, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You always give me that feeling 01:36, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: All the time 01:36, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk if anything I ever said to you actually touched you 01:36, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ok 01:37, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm gonna be quiet now 01:37, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have work to do 01:37, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: good night 01:38, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Why do you talk to me? 01:39, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You have said you feel so bad for what you have done to me and you want me to hate you 01:39, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Why in gods name 01:39, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you here 01:39, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: OMG 01:39, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what does I have work mean 01:40, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and I don't know for ask me lol 01:40, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Don't * 01:45, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I won't talk to you again. I will be here. Talk to me first and I will try to talk to you. That should show me your care. The things you said hurt too much to keep this up myself. Maybe it's not worth it... I don't know anymore... 01:46, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: then I won't bother saying anything either 01:46, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If all the weight is on me hehe 01:55, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: That's what I get? 01:56, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I hate talking first, you know that 01:56, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't even bother talking first 01:57, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You don't give a fuck, do you 01:57, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't get how you can be like this 01:58, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: After all the time we've spent together you give me that? 01:59, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: How can you have feelings for me 01:59, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: How come you tell me you're falling for me 01:59, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Man you sure do love making me angry 02:00, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Not really 02:01, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh is there 02:02, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Why do you think am I doing this 02:05, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I think I got your secret 02:24, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you don't lel 02:24, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You'll never understand it 02:24, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Or guess it 02:24, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you sure? 02:26, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: shoot 02:26, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Wat 02:26, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sigh 02:26, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: That means go for it 02:27, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry for being stupid? 02:27, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 02:28, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: This might be horribly wrong but it's just a guess although I don't think you are that way 02:28, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you're fine lol 02:30, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Since you always imply "never predict the future" you kind of leave the opportunity of us being together one day open. And since you feel horrible in the surrounding you are in and want to escape your life there I would guess you "hook up" with some European or generally wealthy guy to escape one day eventually 02:30, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk 02:30, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Might be silly 02:30, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Probably is 02:31, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't think you're like that though 02:33, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what 02:33, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol 02:33, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Yeah 02:33, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: My thought 02:34, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why are we still talking about this in the first place, I told you it made me uncomfortable 02:34, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: It's not off the table for me 02:34, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And it won't be anytime soon 02:34, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well then talk to yourself LOL 02:34, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because I'm not having it 02:34, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Ok 02:35, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Having what 02:35, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Hah 02:35, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: ? 02:35, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It means I'm not dealing with it 02:35, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: not do I wanna hear 02:35, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Ah 02:35, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It 02:35, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Nor* 02:35, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Hmh 02:36, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Don't you think we are kind of split now? 02:36, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I do 02:36, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Because we just spent 2 hours being mean to each other 02:37, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I wasn't being mean lol 02:37, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You were 02:37, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I was merely protecting something I don't want knowing which is something you can't seem to respect 02:37, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: None the less we argued for 2 hours 02:37, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Not necessarily about your secret 02:37, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's more like I was being honest 02:37, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you weren't being mean either 02:37, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You were being forceful to me 02:38, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mostly my secret 02:38, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: okay I'm done 02:38, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I kind of don't want to talk right now 02:38, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I have a lot of homework 02:38, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay then do that 02:39, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Doesn't seem like there is a reason to talk anyways 02:39, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: We are probably just going to never talk again or have the same procedure in two weeks 02:40, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: With you saying you are falling for me and so on 02:40, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ok 02:40, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: It's funny because that's the second time this happened 02:40, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: It's pretty much the same thit 02:40, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Thing 02:41, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Here I'll make it easier for us: don't talk to me ever again because you're acting like a woman right now. I don't want to fall in love with one either. So more strictly, fuck off because I don't wanna talk anymore 02:41, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: there, that's what you wanted so now you have it 02:41, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: good night 02:41, Nov 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Hope you sleep well and enjoy your weekend/week/life 02:42, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: That escalated quickly 02:43, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: In retrospect I regret what I just said 02:43, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Ah well 02:45, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: ... 02:46, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: My god i just read what I said over the last 30 minutes 02:46, Nov 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Bear with me, I'm just stupid 17:22, Nov 10 - Lorenz Sommer: So this is it? 23:47, Nov 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ? 23:47, Nov 10 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I told you I didn't wanna talk anymore. 00:00, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Is this how it's all gonna end? 00:01, Nov 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: idk 00:01, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Will we have to wait? 00:01, Nov 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd much rather not be friends with you anymore 00:01, Nov 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: With anyone, for that matter 00:02, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Ouch 00:02, Nov 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't feel good 00:02, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: With anyone? I don't understand 00:02, Nov 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you humans make me weak 00:02, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: You humans? 00:02, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Uh okay 00:02, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: What happened? 00:02, Nov 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you don't have to understand 00:03, Nov 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nothing important 00:03, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Well yes 00:03, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: It's not like I stopped caring 00:04, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Tbh, I'm still thinking of you. In a different way, but I am 00:04, Nov 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just want nothing to do with anyone anymore 00:05, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: That's rough 00:05, Nov 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sounds dashing. 00:05, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I'll be here, ok? 00:06, Nov 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't need you 00:06, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I guessed that 00:07, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Just know there is someone thinking and caring about you 00:07, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: We will meet again 00:08, Nov 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: people can care all they want 00:08, Nov 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: go meet yourself in the mirror 00:08, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I wonder what happened 00:09, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: Why so aggressive all of a sudden 00:09, Nov 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol 00:09, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: What's so funny? 00:10, Nov 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nothing. 00:10, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: That means everything 00:11, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess I should stop 00:11, Nov 11 - Lorenz Sommer: ... 00:12, Nov 11 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: mmk 21:28, Nov 28 - Lorenz Sommer: Can I talk to you for a bit? 16:40, Nov 29 - Lorenz Sommer: I have things to say 18:09, Nov 29 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ? 15:05, Dec 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you still said nothing after two days 15:05, Dec 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: hmmmm 16:37, Dec 1 - Lorenz Sommer: I've spent a lot of time thinking about what to say 16:38, Dec 1 - Lorenz Sommer: Or HOW to say what I want to 16:51, Dec 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: all power to you 16:51, Dec 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: take your time 16:51, Dec 1 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm gonna go nap now 22:25, Dec 1 - Lorenz Sommer: The struggle 22:25, Dec 1 - Lorenz Sommer: It's real 21:58, Dec 2 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what does that even mean lol 22:12, Dec 2 - Lorenz Sommer: I just don't know where to begin 22:17, Dec 2 - Lorenz Sommer: And I am scared as fuck 07:35, Dec 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ? 07:35, Dec 3 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's not like I'm gonna hurt you or anything 13:01, Dec 3 - Lorenz Sommer: You can't know 02:39, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay here I go 02:40, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I still don't really know where to start so I'll just start after our fight 02:41, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: So the first week or so I didn't really spend too much thought on you or what happened 02:48, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: But after some time I repeatedly caught myself looking at the clock and asking myself questions like: "What is Stephanie doing right now? Did she sleep enough? Does she feel good? How did she do in her tests? Does she feel good? What did she eat today? Did she sleep in the afternoon?" I didn't really pay attention to it but on Thursday, I got home from school, sat down on my bed and looked at the clock again and thought "Hey, Stephanie must be on her way to school now. I wonder if she slept enough and how she is doing today..." And after that it suddenly hit me really hard. I figured something is missing in my life and that it must be you. I realized what I had done and at what of a huge loss I am at for losing you... I felt like shit and I hated myself for talking to you like I did that day. I really regret... I have this huge chunk of feelings and I can't really explain them all... I've had dreams about you for the last few days and I couldn't really stop thinking about you. It feels like some major part of my life is missing. 02:49, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Every time I look at the clock I think about what you might be doing at the moment and how you might be doing 02:49, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I think a lot about the good times we had before 02:50, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Even though we had that huge fight and I was really angry, I still cherish the times we had together. I really do. 02:52, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't know how you are looking at me right now and how you feel about me now but all I know is I can not get you off of my mind. I can't give up on you whatsoever and I still do love you... 02:58, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: fuck you 02:58, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: stop giving me mixed feelings 02:59, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd honestly be lying if I said I didn't think about you from time to time, but I was always easily bothered by the fact that we kept getting into fights so I kept thinking that maybe it was the best we stopped talking 02:59, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but there was always something in my head along with the other things I wondered 03:00, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it kept sitting there and it fucked with me for weeks 03:00, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and it hurt badly 03:00, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I thought the same about us fighting often 03:00, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: But 03:00, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: The thought of not talking to you doesn't feel right 03:01, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: And it doesn't feel right to not have feelings for you 03:01, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I can't let gow 03:02, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Weaking up the last 3 days was horrible 03:03, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: After dreaming of you I just constantly got reminded of our fight and how much I hate myself for it 03:03, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: And the dreams weren't the best aswel 03:08, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Tell me about it 03:08, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Ask me anything if you want as well 03:12, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: How was your dreams like? I'd like to know about them 03:13, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: They were all about us meeting up in some way 03:15, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: One was a pretty happy one with you coming here and us spending time together. We visited all the places I wanted to show you and did a lot we talked about doing 03:17, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Two were me being on your school for some reason but you were distant and repelled me. In both ones I remember me always looking for you and figuring out what you're doing but you never noticed me doing it and kind of ignored me overall 03:19, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: And in a fourth one I had I just kinda saw you during your day. Weaking up, going to school and all that till the evening. It was kinda weird and surreal tho 03:20, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: The second one was kind of like a nightmare and I felt really shitty weaking up from those 03:34, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Whenever I see your face now my whole chest cramps and a whole bunch of feelings rain down on me 03:35, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I'm pretty lost 07:07, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why is this 07:07, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't get it 07:07, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm seriously nothing important 07:31, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Well 07:31, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Yes 07:31, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: You are important 07:32, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: To me, you're very important 07:33, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: That's what I was trying to tell you 07:35, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: How could you not be 08:26, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just don't get how I am 08:26, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm seriously nothing 08:27, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nothing good at least 09:24, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Why would you be nothing 09:24, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Why would you be nothing good? 09:37, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I've caused so many bad things between us 11:40, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: We both did 11:40, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: It's obviously not all on you 11:40, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: But you're definitely not a bad person for it 11:43, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: The moments we had together, the very good time we spent together. I cherish it all and I love you for every single moment, despite everything that happened. It just means so much to me and its even worse for me knowing I have destroyed this relation between us 11:43, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I never wanted to talk like that to a person I respect and love so much... 20:19, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: well I didn't really go anywhere 21:46, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: It felt like it 21:47, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: What does that even mean now 21:48, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: What do you think about the things I've said? 21:49, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Tell me your "version" 21:51, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's more of a 'I see' type of thing 21:51, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't feel anything 21:51, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: All I have to say is that it stopped bothering me after I got involved with other things 21:52, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: So my efforts to get back on track are of no use? 21:52, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I didn't say that 21:53, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just said I feel indifferent because people come and go; I don't choose whether or not you want to leave or stay, you do that yourself 21:54, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Why would I stay if there is nothing from your side still 21:55, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because as I said, I can easily live without contact from anyone, there's no reason why I should try to bring anyone back in my life because I don't need anyone 21:56, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I feel indifferent about everyone as well 21:56, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: So that means 21:56, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: What I did never really meant something to you? 22:00, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: damn your grammar killed me a bit there 22:00, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Sorry 22:00, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I was unsure myself lol 22:00, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I would be lying if I said you didn't but 22:00, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nah it's k 22:00, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I understood after reading a bit 22:00, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ENGLISH IS HARD I DO ADMIT 22:01, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but 22:01, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't think I'd care enough whether you were out of my life or not 22:01, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I have myself to worry about 22:01, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not dependent for a reason 22:02, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Ouch 22:04, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: So... 22:04, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: What now? I wonder 22:17, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you see how important you are for me? 22:18, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: How much you actually matter? 22:18, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I could even say I need you... 23:23, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm just a worthless human being honestly; why me? 23:23, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: You're not. Stop saying that please. 23:24, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Why you? I can't really explain 23:24, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: There is just something unstoppable that drags me towards you 23:24, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: meh 23:25, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: just being honest 23:25, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: ? 23:25, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I am worthless. So are you. 23:26, Dec 4 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: We die off anyway. 23:26, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't know where you got that thought from but it scares me 23:26, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: What the fuck? 23:27, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Seriously what are you even thinking? 23:28, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: The worth of a human being is what he does to others. How he makes others feel. How much he loves and how much he contributes to those around him. 23:29, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: The worth of being human is to live and regret. To learn and to mistake. To fail and succeed. 23:29, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Stop thinking that way. You're wrong. 23:30, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: This is seriously scaring me. 23:33, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: I see your way of thought looking at the situation you are in but with thinking that way you will never get anywhere 23:33, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: But I feel like I am talking for nothing 23:34, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: The person I care for the most doesn't care if I am in their life or not 23:41, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: But alright 23:42, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: So you're saying I don't care if you are here or not and I don't feel for you anymore? 23:42, Dec 4 - Lorenz Sommer: Is that it? 00:05, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: *you don't care if I am here or not and you don't feel for me anymore 00:06, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Idk why I swapped those 01:31, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Then my point stays the same, I'm still worthless. I wish you people would stay away from me grrrr 01:31, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And that's always been if 01:31, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it* 01:44, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: You know what you're doing to me right? 01:45, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ? 01:48, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: You're ripping right through my heart 01:57, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Why did you ever say you're falling for me just to do what you're doing now? 01:57, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I really wonder 01:57, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: It seems so absurd 12:59, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's not like it's anything I can't not say, I only do it to throw you off 13:20, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Explain 13:29, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I am not sure if i got your point there or if it is what I think 13:30, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's exactly what you think, I'm clearly hurting you intentionally 13:31, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Not sure if kidding 13:31, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not. 13:31, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: May I ask why? 13:33, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I always think it's okay for me to do it. 13:33, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Alright 13:34, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: So if I got my thoughts right here the whole reason you said all this and spent time with me and what not was just to have me for your comfort and something to play with? 13:41, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nope 13:41, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Explain it to me then 13:41, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just say stuff to hurt you because it makes you hate me 13:43, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Why would you want that? 13:46, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Explain that to me 13:47, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Why saying you fall for me to throw me off? That logic 13:48, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: You're thinking of how I was before 13:48, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm telling you how I am, now 13:50, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Why do you want to throw me off now? I don't get it 13:51, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I think you should explain all that to me because it's highly confusing to me. 13:52, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Because you're doing something I don't like 13:52, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It reminds me of my ex 13:52, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Back and forth, back and forth 13:52, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't wanna deal with it from another person 13:52, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Well I didn't cause all that 13:53, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: You made me cause it 13:53, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: You're the one playing the back and forth game with me 13:53, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you and him are the same 13:53, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: exactly the same 13:53, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Put it all on me when I only did some of it 13:54, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I didn't say it was all you 13:54, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: I said that earlier already 13:55, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Yeah, and I agreed it wasn't all me lol 13:55, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But I'll admit it's mostly because of me 13:55, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But I do it so this all stops 14:39, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: What do you want me to do then? 15:07, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Because 15:07, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: They way you're doing it right now 15:07, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: It won't end 22:43, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes it will lol 22:43, Dec 5 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'll stop it if I have to 22:45, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: Alright y 22:45, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: So 22:45, Dec 5 - Lorenz Sommer: What now? 16:54, Dec 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: sorry I didn't wanna say anything lol 16:55, Dec 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but idek what now 16:55, Dec 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sigh 16:55, Dec 7 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Just living is hard enough, why make everything complicating 20:48, Dec 7 - Lorenz Sommer: I just don't get why you did all this in the first place 20:48, Dec 7 - Lorenz Sommer: But anyways 20:48, Dec 7 - Lorenz Sommer: Do you want to like stay in contact or try again in a couple of months? 01:17, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :)))) 01:17, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: idc 01:19, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Fuck 01:19, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You 01:21, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I wonder if you ever appreciated even one of the things I did or what I said 01:21, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Everything seems like a huge waste of time now 01:22, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: bam, I was waiting for that 01:22, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it makes everything so much easier when you hate a person, no? 01:22, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because when you do hate them, they stay away 01:23, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: and they'll never matter ever again. 01:23, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you done yet? 01:23, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Are you happy yet? 01:23, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've been done, I'm all the same 01:24, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You're not making me hate you, I can't do that 01:24, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: All you do is hurting me for no reason 01:24, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: no reason? kerrrrr 01:25, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: oh well I'm going to sleep eternally so if you need anything don't count on it 01:25, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I won't need anything 01:25, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess you got what you wanted 01:26, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I am sorry for you 01:26, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why sorry? 01:26, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: It's kinda sad when it comes to this 01:26, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: heheheheheh 01:26, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: ... 01:26, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Get your shit together 01:27, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: HEREHEHEHEHREHE 01:27, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's disgusting 01:27, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh aren't you funny 01:27, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: not rly I'm pretty lame 01:28, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I mean clearly I am 01:28, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You know what's disgusting? The way you act 01:28, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ty 01:28, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: best compliment I've ever gotten 01:29, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: How can you look into a mirror? 01:29, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Can you? 01:29, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I couldn't if I were you 01:29, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Tbh 01:29, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: of course I can 01:30, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm the embodiment of the devil 01:30, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: there's no way I couldn't look in the mirror 01:30, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You're close with Agnes right? 01:30, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: nah I'm not close with anyone lol 01:31, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: x3 01:31, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay 01:31, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: But anyways 01:31, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: She was confused as hell when I showed her how you were acting 01:31, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Everyone I talked to reacted that way 01:32, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I am just letting you know 01:32, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because you don't get it 01:32, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I want you off my back 01:32, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Holy Christ 01:32, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've said it outright 01:32, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: And now I have to act like this to get you off my back 01:32, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: this is nothing like me but you make me resort to desperation 01:33, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: like what the fuck do I do now 01:33, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you are destroying me mentally 01:33, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: to know that I hurt people makes me feel good but horrible at the same time 01:33, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: the fact that you will never get it 01:33, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: the fact that NO ONE will ever get it just amazes me 01:33, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: someone smart like you should even be able to understand 01:34, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: having ties with a human being is the worst 01:34, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because they just stay along and never leave you 01:34, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's disgusting 01:34, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Two things and I'm gone 01:34, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I hate human beings because they're so weak and they're all idiots 01:34, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: go for it 01:34, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: IDC 01:34, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: NO ONE IS GONNA LISTEN LOL 01:35, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it is finally driving me crazy 01:35, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: the fact that you would go the lengths to show my friends how I act is beyond crazy even 01:35, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just kinda wanna die now. 01:35, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: so what is it? 01:36, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh I didn't show your friends intentionally btw 01:36, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I just met Agnes and she kinda reminded me of you 01:36, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: okay this is 01:36, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: not related to our issue but 01:36, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: wtf how 01:36, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: So we talked and got to this topic 01:36, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: lol 01:36, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't get it 01:37, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I didn't talk to too many people about it tho 01:37, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: cheesiest knows everything tho 01:37, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: He's been there for me 01:38, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Okay so 01:39, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Two things 01:39, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: :) 01:39, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Is there anything left? 01:41, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what does that mean to me now 01:41, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sorry I don't quite understand that question right now 01:42, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Is there any feelings left for me? 01:42, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Or is it all gone? 01:42, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why would you ask 01:42, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: of course it's still there 01:42, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Why do you even ask when you know the answer lol 01:43, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Second 01:43, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Did you seriously 01:43, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Think 01:43, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Making me hate you 01:43, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Is gonna work? 01:43, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It obviously works for everyone 01:44, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I've gotten quite a few people to hate me 01:44, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I am not everyone 01:44, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes you are 01:44, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you are part of everyone who is not me 01:44, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Anyways 01:44, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: k 01:44, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I guess we won't talk again 01:45, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And Idk if we ever will again 01:45, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: But I will love you for a long time 01:45, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's perfect. That's all I ever asked for 01:45, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't want anything to do with you anymore 01:46, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: grrrrr 01:46, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: don't say that 01:46, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I say it 01:46, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Because I mean it 01:46, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You don't even know 01:46, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you're so naïve 01:46, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Am I? 01:47, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yes, you have a long ways to go 01:47, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: But it's fine 01:47, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: you can't quite see through people just yet 01:47, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You don't understand 01:47, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm gonna go do work though. 01:47, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: ?? 01:47, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: But you don't have to 01:47, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: of course I don't 01:48, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I suppose I may be too close minded in this situation 01:48, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: There is nothing much to say about it. I do love you, yes. Doesn't mean we have to talk or anything. Doesn't mean I can't love someone else. 01:48, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: It'll be there 01:48, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Always 01:49, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: yuck 01:49, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it'll only be there if you want it to, honestly 01:49, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I want it to be there 01:49, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: love is still disgusting to me and I'll never understand it honestly 01:49, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it fucks everyone up 01:49, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Like it's doing to you right now 01:49, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: perhaps even myself 01:50, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: k well you can go along now 01:50, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm gonna go think about what I'm doing wrong 01:50, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You're trying really hard to nake me hate you 01:50, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Worthless effort 01:50, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Just cut it out 01:51, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not doing it anymore? Lol 01:51, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: what does it look like I'm doing it? 01:51, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I thought it was obvious I had stopped when I typed my huge thing 01:51, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's how it's always been everytime we got into an argument or something 01:51, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'd always confuse you and contradict myself to make you hate me 01:52, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: it's not like I'm trying now 01:52, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Stop 01:52, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It just makes me feel good to know people hate me 01:52, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: There is no need to talk 01:52, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And I don't hate you. 01:52, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I never will 01:52, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: but you said something that needed to be explained 01:53, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I know 01:53, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I'm not trying anymore lol 01:53, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: What needs to be explained? 01:54, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: here imma turn into you for a sec 01:54, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: 'Stop' 01:54, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: good night 01:54, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I really have stuff to do right now sorry 01:55, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: If you wanna just stop talking now, just do it 01:55, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: It's not like I want to. 01:55, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I don't want to lose you. Seems like you want to so I guess I have to respect that 01:56, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: It's time I start respecting your will 01:56, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: thank you 01:56, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And not force mine upon you 01:56, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I just don't want ties with anyone 01:56, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: anymore 01:56, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: How can you love? 01:56, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I wonder 01:56, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't want to love 01:56, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: How are you in a relationship? 01:56, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't want anything 01:56, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Uhh? 01:57, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't know 01:57, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: It's false? 01:57, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: why has no one ever thought of that 01:57, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: that's right, because everyone thinks we're perfect for each other 01:57, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Nah but it doesn't make any sene with what you are saying 01:58, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: 'I don't want ties' 01:58, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: who knows 01:58, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I want to die 01:58, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: alone. 01:58, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because I have no problem with my boyfriend 01:58, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: To each their own 01:58, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: You'll hopefully understand why I am doing what I am 01:58, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: I don't even know what that means 01:58, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: because you think I'm crazy lol 01:59, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: Oh no I don't 01:59, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I see why you act like that 01:59, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: But I know why 02:00, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I do understand you partially 02:00, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I shall be gone now 02:00, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: I love you. 02:00, Dec 8 - Lorenz Sommer: And good bye. 02:01, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Take care 02:01, Dec 8 - Stephanie Sunthonthip: Sleep well, even, if that's what you're gonna do