[12/21/2013 11:47:44 PM] Yami | Packet: I need to talk to you quick.
[12/21/2013 11:50:51 PM] linda pinda: yes yes of course, what is it?
[12/21/2013 11:51:05 PM] Yami | Packet: I need to use my voice.
[12/21/2013 11:51:20 PM] linda pinda: I don't feel comfortable with that
[12/21/2013 11:51:25 PM] Yami | Packet: why not.
[12/21/2013 11:51:51 PM] Yami | Packet: are you on call with someone else, or something?
[12/21/2013 11:52:01 PM] linda pinda: not at all, and i just am not. Please respect that
[12/21/2013 11:52:12 PM] Yami | Packet: Well I'll vocaroo it, then.
[12/21/2013 11:52:27 PM] linda pinda: well if you insist
[12/21/2013 11:52:40 PM] Yami | Packet: you sure you're not on call with someone else though?
[12/21/2013 11:52:45 PM] Yami | Packet: You can tell me if you are.
[12/21/2013 11:53:05 PM] linda pinda: http://gyazo.com/a407aa54c24007aa33ac4d315c905299
[12/21/2013 11:53:16 PM] linda pinda: since you don't trust my words
[12/21/2013 11:57:34 PM] Yami | Packet: http://vocaroo.com/i/s0aYiIRsMsIc
[12:03:16 AM] linda pinda: i listened to it
[12:03:45 AM] Yami | Packet: Does it make snese.
[12:04:01 AM] linda pinda: i understand you yes, thank you for your last message.
[12:04:05 AM] linda pinda: i don't know what you want me to say though
[12:05:10 AM] Yami | Packet: http://youtu.be/XxJdClZ59VI
[12:06:24 AM] Yami | Packet: I came up with another option.
[12:06:47 AM] Yami | Packet: If you want to hear.
[12:07:22 AM] linda pinda: does it involve us being together?
[12:07:27 AM] linda pinda: as in a relationship
[12:07:31 AM] Yami | Packet: no.
[12:07:36 AM] linda pinda: okay then go ahead
[12:07:51 AM] Yami | Packet: Well not excatally.
[12:08:08 AM] linda pinda: huh
[12:10:41 AM] Yami | Packet: Let me care for you, because I need to get that out in some way, not love, but you know, care as I do. Nothing that we'd do in a relationship, i.e. The sexual things, and the control, and such, have eachother there when we need eachother. And I don't know if you'd like it, but I wouldn't mind sleeping together, and that stuff, though a few words may slip sometimes.
[12:10:46 AM] Yami | Packet: I suppose, close friends.
[12:11:14 AM] linda pinda: will it help you?
[12:11:18 AM] linda pinda: do you actually want this?
[12:11:28 AM] linda pinda: or will this just hurt you
[12:11:29 AM] linda pinda: more
[12:11:57 AM] Yami | Packet: I have a belief that it might heal you.
[12:12:01 AM] Yami | Packet: Aswell as me.
[12:12:08 AM] Yami | Packet: So yes, it is what I want.
[12:12:44 AM] linda pinda: why did you put up a picture of another girl right after
[12:13:51 AM] Yami | Packet: I like my dp to be a hand heart, and I thought yours no longer applyed.
[12:14:29 AM] linda pinda: kind of disrespectful
[12:14:48 AM] linda pinda: how would you feel if i just put up some guy holding a heart to me right after we break up
[12:14:55 AM] linda pinda: i guess you'll say you wouldn't care
[12:14:57 AM] linda pinda: but whatever
[12:15:31 AM] Yami | Packet: I'd care.
[12:15:41 AM] Yami | Packet: Is this okay?
[12:16:02 AM] Yami | Packet: I was told to change it, because it would help me move on, apparently. By Kara.
[12:16:11 AM] Yami | Packet: Because that is apparently what I need.
[12:16:32 AM] linda pinda: theres other ways then that but
[12:16:34 AM] linda pinda: whatever i don't know anything
[12:16:46 AM] linda pinda: i don't really care you can have her picture up if it makes you happy
[12:17:10 AM] Yami | Packet: I just like hand hearts to be my DP's.
[12:17:16 AM] Yami | Packet: I think it makes people smile usually.
[12:17:29 AM] linda pinda: ok then good
[12:18:15 AM] Yami | Packet: I suppose that shows you have love, if you were to get jealous.
[12:18:30 AM] Yami | Packet: Which means you do have the ability to heal.
[12:19:36 AM] Yami | Packet: Gives me hope.
[12:20:27 AM] Yami | Packet: So what's the verdict.
[12:21:31 AM] linda pinda: your option isn't really a good one so no, it will only end up messy
[12:21:43 AM] Yami | Packet: what do you mean.
[12:22:42 AM] linda pinda: because you're just doing it in hopes of us working out in the end
[12:22:46 AM] linda pinda: when i've made my choice
[12:22:58 AM] Yami | Packet: I'm not getting my hopes up, lol.
[12:23:27 AM] linda pinda: okay then sure
[12:25:07 AM] Yami | Packet: What I mean is that I have hope that it may be a possibility, but even if it were, it'd be quite a long time off. Which means it could literally take forever, so being in that condition has the ability to last forever. However if you think you have healed, the feelings are still there on my side.
[12:25:12 AM] Yami | Packet: If that makes sense.
[12:26:44 AM] linda pinda: it makes sense
[12:27:07 AM] linda pinda: but don't be disappointed if it doesn't work out the way you wanted it to
[12:27:27 AM] Yami | Packet: Won't.
[12:27:54 AM] Yami | Packet: I'll atleast have you in my life as something to care for, until you find something else.
[12:28:24 AM] Yami | Packet: Who knows, by that time I may be self sufficent enough to just be off.
[12:29:23 AM] linda pinda: im tired
[12:29:46 AM] Yami | Packet: Should sleep then, no?
[12:30:00 AM] linda pinda: yeah
[12:30:11 AM] Yami | Packet: Would you like to start tonight?
[12:31:25 AM] linda pinda: okay yeah
[12:31:41 AM] Yami | Packet: Are you sure?
[12:32:19 AM] linda pinda: yeah i am
[12:32:48 AM] Yami | Packet: would you like me to call you, then?
[12:33:22 AM] linda pinda: okay
[12:33:32 AM] Yami | Packet: that's a yes or no.
[12:33:40 AM] linda pinda: yes
[12:33:51 AM] Yami | Packet: I don't want to feel like I'm forcing you into it.
[12:34:05 AM] linda pinda: its a skypecall neo
[12:34:16 AM] linda pinda: not a noble price
[12:34:19 AM] linda pinda: you can call me
[12:34:36 AM] Yami | Packet: yeah but I don't know if you want it or not.
[12:34:38 AM] Yami | Packet: like
[12:34:38 AM] Yami | Packet: ya
[12:34:52 AM] linda pinda: i don't mind talking to you so
[12:35:00 AM] linda pinda: i dontthink id agree to that whole thingy
[12:35:08 AM] linda pinda: if i didn't wanna associate myself with you
[12:35:21 AM] Yami | Packet: -
[12:35:40 AM] *** linda pinda has shared contact details with Yami | Packet. ***
[12:35:45 AM] Yami | Packet: won't be on cam, or anything. my body isn't in good condition.
[12:36:00 AM] linda pinda: okay
[12:36:14 AM] Yami | Packet: maybe when I heal if you like
[12:36:35 AM] *** Call to linda pinda, duration 03:35. ***
[12:40:33 AM] Yami | Packet: I just want to work on things, sorry for trying to make everything work so hard.
[12:40:53 AM] linda pinda: work on what?
[12:41:08 AM] Yami | Packet: any situation
[12:41:15 AM] Yami | Packet: currently the one that I said
[12:41:53 AM] linda pinda: i can't just jump into a call
[12:42:04 AM] linda pinda: i thought i could but apparently i was wrong
[12:42:16 AM] Yami | Packet: you think wrong quite a bit.
[12:42:19 AM] Yami | Packet: well okay.
[12:42:25 AM] Yami | Packet: let me know when, then.
[12:43:06 AM] linda pinda: ok, good night neo
[12:43:29 AM] Yami | Packet: yeah...
[12:43:40 AM] linda pinda: why the dots
[12:44:28 AM] Yami | Packet: don't want to talk about it, really.
[12:44:31 AM] Yami | Packet: just go to bed..
[12:44:46 AM] linda pinda: alright then, good night once again.
[12:44:54 AM] linda pinda: sleep well when you do
[12:45:14 AM] Yami | Packet: yeah..
[12:50:08 AM] Yami | Packet: I love you, reguardless.
[1:07:44 AM] Yami | Packet: Oh, you're back.
[1:07:50 AM] linda pinda: i can't sleep
[1:07:54 AM] Yami | Packet: why not.
[1:08:15 AM] linda pinda: i don't know
[1:08:29 AM] Yami | Packet: weird
[1:08:34 AM] Yami | Packet: think about the reason?
[1:08:42 AM] linda pinda: i feel sad
[1:08:51 AM] Yami | Packet: why do you feel sad
[1:09:06 AM] linda pinda: i look awful
[1:09:12 AM] Yami | Packet: how so.
[1:09:21 AM] linda pinda: idk i just do
[1:09:25 AM] linda pinda: I'm going to try to sleep again
[1:09:29 AM] linda pinda: wish me luck
[1:09:38 AM] Yami | Packet: No you don't.
[1:09:56 AM] Yami | Packet: How could my angel ever look bad, let alone awful?
[1:10:01 AM] Yami | Packet: Good luck, though.
[1:10:25 AM] linda pinda: thank you, if i manage to fall asleep, sleep well when you do
[1:10:31 AM] Yami | Packet: I won't.
[1:10:41 AM] Yami | Packet: But yeah, take care.
[1:10:49 AM] linda pinda: you as well
[1:10:57 AM] linda pinda: goodnight
[1:11:26 AM] Yami | Packet: are you getting off skype again, too?
[1:12:21 AM] Yami | Packet: I suppose not.