Do you sometimes feel différent from the others ?

Absolutely! 
I think i'm frequently feel diffférent for many reasons. Unlike Marcus i'm absolutely not influenced by my mother ( or same by my father, brother.. ). I never really had to do something and in the end I changed more or less alone. Now i think i'm not like anyone, i think we've got a lot of brainless people in the school ( in the maturity level ) same in Art area, some persons who appeal to attention for no reasons and some real monkeys same if i like a lot of people in it. But not only, I believe think totally different than the rest of the people, Like I think the art for me is not learn through developments and philosophical writings when the result is ugly, but the art is based on the talent ( but it's only my point of view ). And i don't know..I have often difficult days, without really knowing why, maybe because i don't do "special" ( or more "stupid" ) hobbies like others ( playing vidéo games, doing shopping, playing football and a lot of others exemple.. same drawn, never in my house, i'm never inspired), Maybe because i have memories that others do not have, trauma or something else. Or just because I grew up without really totally education ( my mother was alone, with two sons on their arms when we got in college, the start of mind growth of a child to a teen, it was a good education, but there are notions that I do not know ), without specific culture ( already now I am very easily influenced by all but only in a short time).. unlike others who normally grow with a father and a mother.