5:59 PM - Lyrit: I remembered part of my dream
5:59 PM - Lyrit: It was really weird
5:59 PM - Lyrit: So for some reason I went to Publix with my aunt
5:59 PM - bellamy100: we dont have those around here lel
5:59 PM - Lyrit: And while she was walking around getting groceries and crap
5:59 PM - Lyrit: I found other sections of the store
5:59 PM - Lyrit: It was really cramped for some reason
5:59 PM - Lyrit: And there were tons of shirts
6:00 PM - bellamy100: :D
6:00 PM - Lyrit: It was almost more like Walmart than Publix but I knew it was Publix
6:00 PM - Lyrit: There were CD's
6:00 PM - Lyrit: Greeting cards
6:00 PM - Lyrit: And for some reason there were a LOT of Amy things
6:00 PM - Lyrit: On shirts
6:00 PM - Lyrit: On cards
6:00 PM - Lyrit: Every 10 steps there was another thing
6:00 PM - bellamy100: oh man
6:00 PM - Lyrit: And every time I back-tracked they were still there as if it was all real
6:00 PM - Lyrit: I didn't look at them too long because I didn't want to look suspicious
6:01 PM - Lyrit: But they were definitely there, in all sorts of different art styles
6:01 PM - Lyrit: I almost wanted to steal or buy one for my collection of AR entries but I knew I couldn't do either
6:01 PM - bellamy100: stealing is bad
6:01 PM - Lyrit: And I thought about how oddly coicedential this all was and how it could possibly play into my  theory where life is actually revolved around one's experiences like a dream
6:02 PM - Lyrit: 38 in showing up a lot to Amy showing up a lot
6:02 PM - Lyrit: It was interesting
6:02 PM - Lyrit: And yes
6:02 PM - Lyrit: I was thinking of that all during that night, how that could be a real thing
6:03 PM - Lyrit: is derp
6:03 PM - bellamy100: mebbe when you grow up you could have an amy store
6:03 PM - bellamy100: well, a sonic store. but have ALOT more amy than anything else lel
6:04 PM - Lyrit: By "that" I meant the theory of life being a dream or a test or something
6:04 PM - Lyrit: You know
6:04 PM - Lyrit: I had a lot of odd thoughts that night
6:04 PM - Lyrit: For example:
6:04 PM - Lyrit: If you were to dream of other people
6:04 PM - Lyrit: And those people were completely independent of your thoughts
6:04 PM - Lyrit: Are they their own soul?
6:04 PM - Lyrit: Likewise
6:04 PM - Lyrit: In this universe
6:04 PM - Lyrit: All of us people are independent in this universe
6:04 PM - Lyrit: But outside of this universe
6:04 PM - Lyrit: Are we still people?
6:05 PM - Lyrit: ARe we still souls?
6:05 PM - Lyrit: If, theoretically, this life of mine was all a big dream for me
6:05 PM - Lyrit: A life-long dream
6:05 PM - Lyrit: Are all the people I meet actually souls?
6:05 PM - Lyrit: Actually people?
6:05 PM - bellamy100: -foams at the mouth slightly-
6:05 PM - Lyrit: They are still independent
6:05 PM - Lyrit: But when I wake up
6:05 PM - Lyrit: Did they never exist?
6:05 PM - Lyrit: I once had a dream where I had a new best friend who I celebrated the 4th of July with
6:05 PM - Lyrit: And he seemed truly independent
6:05 PM - Lyrit: He feltl ike a real person
6:05 PM - Lyrit: But he was not
6:06 PM - Lyrit: But was he, truly, a real person in definition?
6:06 PM - bellamy100: dreams are supposed to feel real tho
6:06 PM - Lyrit: Precisely
6:07 PM - Lyrit: I was thinking, though
6:07 PM - Lyrit: What if, when I play TF2
6:07 PM - Lyrit: All of the people there are not actually people?
6:07 PM - Lyrit: What if, some time in the past, I had set up many computers to be remotely controlled with my mind
6:07 PM - Lyrit: To make them seem like real people
6:07 PM - Lyrit: When in reality, they were controlled by my subconscious and I never knew it?
6:07 PM - Lyrit: Are they, then, actually real people?
6:07 PM - Lyrit: What defines a soul?
6:08 PM - Lyrit: If I were to dream of Amy in her full character
6:08 PM - Lyrit: Just as I depict her
6:08 PM - Lyrit: If she seemed truly independent
6:08 PM - Lyrit: If she could think on her own
6:08 PM - Lyrit: And act on her own
6:08 PM - Lyrit: Would she then be... created?
6:09 PM - bellamy100: WELL you broke my brain. congrats
6:09 PM - Lyrit: And if I can think of fictional people in my dreams
6:09 PM - Lyrit: As in
6:09 PM - Lyrit: let me rephrase
6:09 PM - Lyrit: If I can think of entirely NEW fictional people
6:09 PM - Lyrit: That never existed or were never depicted outside of my dreams
6:09 PM - Lyrit: Like that one new best friend
6:10 PM - Lyrit: And then just forget about them...
6:10 PM - Lyrit: What if, if this life was a dream, that same thing happened?
6:10 PM - Lyrit: What if all the unique ideas in this life were never even thoguht of in the world where I am awake?
6:10 PM - Lyrit: In dreams, sometimes I do things that make no sense
6:10 PM - Lyrit: What if that is why I feel some feelings I can't explain?
6:10 PM - Lyrit: Or are forced by some subconscious I can't control to do other things?
6:11 PM - Lyrit: And in the end, my beloved Amy is not even my true interest...
6:11 PM - Lyrit: and when I wake up, this will all be just one big mess?
6:11 PM - Lyrit: If people in my dreams were truly independent
6:11 PM - Lyrit: Do they have their own conscious?
6:11 PM - Lyrit: How can I tell?
6:11 PM - Lyrit: Am I actually in someone else's dream?
6:12 PM - Lyrit: Or can I state that I am the dreamer since I have conscious?
6:12 PM - Lyrit: If I woke up, would all of this life be for not?
6:12 PM - Lyrit: Would none of my ambitions here make sense or be what I truly wish for in my awoken mind?
6:12 PM - Lyrit: Would I even REMEMBER it?
6:22 PM - Lyrit: beeeeeeeeeeep
6:23 PM - bellamy100: -crashes throuhg ur window- SUP
6:23 PM - Lyrit: Is this why I feel like I have such terrible memory, too?
6:23 PM - Lyrit: In a dream, I cannot recall what I was doing moments before
6:23 PM - Lyrit: Is my memory of my life here fading in the same way?