I've been already thinking that you wouldn't understand... I can't explain it right. Huff... As I said before, I want to keep concact with you because I enjoy talking to you but it's nothing but questions. I'm only asking and it's bothering me in some way. I was spamming your box and didn't realized that it was... yeah, just me. Like.. one sided. I should stop it... I know how you feel and so I feel kinda bad. Very bad. But anyway you answerd everything. That's why I say thank you and sorry because of that all. Damn, I don't know. I feel so fucked up right now, it's driving me insane. I'm so sorry... I think, I have a big problem now... But at all, I don't think you'll understand it. I just can't express myself.