4:27 AM - Usagihime『妻』: fuck that i got better things to do then watch videos with eople who are hostile to me the second i say anything lol
4:28 AM - Scented Mawile: bluh, I go to grab a drink and that happens
4:29 AM - Usagihime『妻』: you shouldnt hang out with people who get so offended when theyre wrong
4:29 AM - Scented Mawile: Oh, they thought you were someone else >.>
4:29 AM - Scented Mawile: There actually is someone who goes as Usagi that hangs with that circle of friends
4:29 AM - Usagihime『妻』: whatever
4:29 AM - Scented Mawile: :< Well, sorry about that.
4:29 AM - Usagihime『妻』: its fine
4:30 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i just never knew people who jumped the gun faster than that
4:31 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i've just had a tough day, im usually able to take more bullshit than that but
4:32 AM - Usagihime『妻』: eh whatever
4:32 AM - Scented Mawile: Don't worry about it .3. You had every right to do what you did.
4:32 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i know
4:32 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i'm usually more understanding but
4:32 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i dont have the paitence tonight
4:32 AM - Usagihime『妻』: and i'd rather avoid than understand
4:32 AM - Scented Mawile: And that's fine
4:34 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i dont like restupurae anyway so
4:34 AM - Usagihime『妻』: :#
4:34 AM - Usagihime『妻』: :3
4:35 AM - Scented Mawile: That was a mistake on my part. I didn't know that :x
4:35 AM - Usagihime『妻』: its fine
4:35 AM - Usagihime『妻』: something awful is just that is all
4:35 AM - Usagihime『妻』: lots of social justice and male feminism and restupurae are no different
4:36 AM - Usagihime『妻』: male feminism is ablut the most retarded thing ive seen in my life
4:36 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i dunno how people are such suckers for it
4:36 AM - Scented Mawile: It's stupid, but it makes sense. It's a sociological response to a change in the dynamics of gender relations.
4:37 AM - Usagihime『妻』: thats a misconception of feminism
4:37 AM - Usagihime『妻』: well, no
4:37 AM - Usagihime『妻』: its just not the whole story
4:37 AM - Usagihime『妻』: and its also making mountains out of molehills
4:37 AM - Scented Mawile: Yup
4:37 AM - Usagihime『妻』: feminism in itself is conflicted
4:38 AM - Usagihime『妻』: its refered to both changing the world so that women replace men in social standing
4:38 AM - Usagihime『妻』: a reversal
4:38 AM - Usagihime『妻』: the other is a massive overraction
4:38 AM - Usagihime『妻』: in which they think women and men are not equal still
4:39 AM - Usagihime『妻』: or that theyre sexualized
4:39 AM - Usagihime『妻』: or whatever the fuck they come up with
4:39 AM - Usagihime『妻』: its just silly
4:39 AM - Usagihime『妻』: and then you see male feminists
4:39 AM - Usagihime『妻』: its just
4:39 AM - Usagihime『妻』: even more retarded
4:39 AM - Scented Mawile: Feminism went from a progressive female equality movement, to a reactionary female superiority movement. But that's what happens when people get over committed.
4:39 AM - Usagihime『妻』: because what they are suppporting
4:39 AM - Usagihime『妻』: literally either makes them unequal to women
4:40 AM - Scented Mawile: They are supporting what they've been raised up believing.
4:40 AM - Usagihime『妻』: or skews it so theyre slightly less equal to women
4:40 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i dont believe thats true really
4:40 AM - Usagihime『妻』: it's not even a popular movement until maybe 5 years ago
4:40 AM - Usagihime『妻』: sure some of them might be
4:40 AM - Usagihime『妻』: its been a thing in the public view but not the way it has in the past 5 years
4:41 AM - Usagihime『妻』: there is a lot better causes to fight for in this world than women being "unequal"
4:42 AM - Usagihime『妻』: such is that in america, you can be fired for being transgender and you cannot even take legal action
4:42 AM - Usagihime『妻』: there is no discrimination laws at all in the USA for transgender people really
4:42 AM - Usagihime『妻』: and what little there is
4:42 AM - Scented Mawile: People get overly commited to their frames of reference.
4:42 AM - Usagihime『妻』: is by state
4:42 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i know
4:42 AM - Usagihime『妻』: but its just sad
4:43 AM - Scented Mawile: It is.
4:43 AM - Usagihime『妻』: maybe i was just born in the wrong time
4:43 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i dont know
4:43 AM - Usagihime『妻』: all this just seems retarded to me
4:43 AM - Usagihime『妻』: theres so much more in the world that people refuse to see
4:44 AM - Scented Mawile: It's always been like this. It's just that its more polarized than one sided anymore.
4:44 AM - Usagihime『妻』: when i was younger i always had hope for society
4:44 AM - Usagihime『妻』: but
4:44 AM - Usagihime『妻』: not so much anymore
4:45 AM - Usagihime『妻』: we really do have to fight over what little light there is left
4:45 AM - Usagihime『妻』: because whenever a bit is gone people refuse to see that its no there
4:45 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i'm just glad im leaving this country in a few years
4:45 AM - Usagihime『妻』: it might not even be that much different
4:46 AM - Usagihime『妻』: but atleast i can hold a job securely i suppose
4:46 AM - Scented Mawile: Given the economic troubles of Europe, I hope you can get a secure place
4:46 AM - Usagihime『妻』: me too
4:49 AM - Scented Mawile: It always helps me stay hopeful to remember that the loudest people, the ones we see the most in media, are generally the ones least representative of the population
4:49 AM - Usagihime『妻』: it only fuels misinformation
4:49 AM - Usagihime『妻』: it doesnt help much
4:51 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i have such bad stigma for that reason, for just being who i want to be
4:52 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i dont want to change the world or change gender in society nor doi hate cis gendered people
4:52 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i just want to be a woman, thats all
4:52 AM - Scented Mawile: A don't know many people who would hate you for that
4:52 AM - Usagihime『妻』: yet im labeled as all those things really
4:52 AM - Usagihime『妻』: well
4:52 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i dont know many either
4:52 AM - Usagihime『妻』: but
4:52 AM - Usagihime『妻』: im not seen as that
4:53 AM - Usagihime『妻』: because misinformation also dehumanizes people
4:53 AM - Usagihime『妻』: why do you think its so easy for cultural culing of people to happen
4:53 AM - Usagihime『妻』: most of which never even get in the media
4:53 AM - Usagihime『妻』: because the holocaust is too important
4:54 AM - Scented Mawile: It does certainly dehumanize people
4:54 AM - Usagihime『妻』: as long as you have a convicing arguement and statement
4:55 AM - Usagihime『妻』: such as the ones i am labeled with half the time
4:55 AM - Usagihime『妻』: than taking comfort in people who may not be the whole populace of that group of people
4:55 AM - Usagihime『妻』: but are the loudest
4:55 AM - Usagihime『妻』: but finding comfort because its not the actual ideals most have
4:55 AM - Usagihime『妻』: doesnt work very well
4:56 AM - Usagihime『妻』: as long as they are loud
4:56 AM - Usagihime『妻』: and he arguements are there
4:56 AM - Usagihime『妻』: its then the truth
4:56 AM - Usagihime『妻』: its the meme theory and i have no reason to doubt it
4:57 AM - Usagihime『妻』: only the popular information or ideals
4:57 AM - Usagihime『妻』: or th emost saturated in culture
4:57 AM - Usagihime『妻』: will move on
4:57 AM - Usagihime『妻』: the rest is forgotten
4:57 AM - Scented Mawile: All the people I see, are generally more and more dissatisfied, disinterested, or outright disregarding what they see in mass media.
4:57 AM - Scented Mawile: But then again, Washington has always had a weird counter culture
4:58 AM - Usagihime『妻』: if everyone thought that
4:58 AM - Usagihime『妻』: then the media empire would just die
4:58 AM - Usagihime『妻』: so basically
4:58 AM - Usagihime『妻』: there might be people like that
4:58 AM - Usagihime『妻』: yes
4:58 AM - Usagihime『妻』: but the people who are still dumb are plenty
4:59 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i dont expect change here
4:59 AM - Usagihime『妻』: or mostly anywhere really
4:59 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i just want to be able to live someone with the man i love most without having to deal with this shit i guess
4:59 AM - Usagihime『妻』: but there is still more shit to deal with
4:59 AM - Usagihime『妻』: its just not going to be misinformation about transgender people
5:00 AM - Scented Mawile: Change is going to happen. I'm absoultely sure of it. The social paradigm we are living in right now is less than 50 years old. It's already falling apart. It certainly isn't a Rome.
5:00 AM - Usagihime『妻』: forgive me if i've lost all hope in it
5:01 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i just dont see it
5:01 AM - Scented Mawile: It's no something to forgive. Having a different oppinion isn't a sin
5:01 AM - Scented Mawile: I respect you for having it even
5:01 AM - Usagihime『妻』: well thank you
5:02 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i just have to carve out a life for myself with him and im not too bothered by that
5:02 AM - Usagihime『妻』: it just wont work here though
5:02 AM - Scented Mawile: You're so head strong, I really wish I could be more like you
5:03 AM - Scented Mawile: For all my optimism, I'm really too passive to do anything for myself.
5:03 AM - Usagihime『妻』: ive had to be
5:03 AM - Usagihime『妻』: the life ive lived is one full of terrible things
5:03 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i had to fight to just be where i am now
5:04 AM - Usagihime『妻』: even if thats with no friends and 1 parent who tries to understand while the other tries to control me as she loses the control she once had
5:04 AM - Usagihime『妻』: as i desperately try to get the fuck out of here
5:05 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i'm a very nervous person, and despite that i am where i am i guess
5:05 AM - Usagihime『妻』: maybe there is something to be said about it but
5:05 AM - Usagihime『妻』: its not over yet
5:05 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i dont deserve praise
5:08 AM - Scented Mawile: You really are something else. I don't really know how to put it in any other words. I'm happy that I have the good fortune to be your friend.
5:08 AM - Usagihime『妻』: well thanks
5:09 AM - Usagihime『妻』: i've been to the deepest depths but i dont think its anything that anyone else couldnt do
5:09 AM - Usagihime『妻』: people can be very strong if they have to be
5:09 AM - Usagihime『妻』: its why we've survived for so long
5:10 AM - Usagihime『妻』: the battles have changed but the strength hasnt disppeared
5:10 AM - Usagihime『妻』: it's just forgotten
5:10 AM - Usagihime『妻』: anyone can take control of their life really
5:10 AM - Usagihime『妻』: its just realising that they can that is the problem