[9:39:36 PM] Aaron: Hey. Thank you.
[9:40:05 PM] Aaron: I dunno. I'm sorry for hurting your sister. I really am. I never meant to, just like I promised to you. And I came back and apologized to her and tried to make it up to her, just like I promised you.
[9:40:23 PM] catmom: Obviously.
[9:40:30 PM] catmom: And what about the stuff that happened after?
[9:40:35 PM] Aaron: Which stuff?
[9:40:45 PM] Aaron: Not trying to act like nothing happened.
[9:40:45 PM] catmom: You still tried to make her jealous.
[9:40:53 PM] Aaron: I have memory issues.
[9:40:54 PM] Aaron: Oh.
[9:40:55 PM] Aaron: When?
[9:40:58 PM] catmom: .
[9:41:10 PM] Aaron: Sorry, I SERIOUSLY have memory issues.
[9:41:16 PM] Aaron: Side effect of having a really bad seizure.
[9:41:52 PM] Aaron: I never deliberately tried to make her jealous though.. And I mean that.
[9:43:27 PM] Aaron: I liked her a lot. I still do, even though she has Logan. Don't get me wrong, I would never try to ruin her relationship with him. I'm glad she has someone that can make her happy, that's all I want is for her to be happy. I regret every day since I hurt her and I regret not going after her fully when I could have. I wanted to tell you about what I was going through in hopes that you'll understand why I did what I did.. Do you care to hear?
[9:43:46 PM] catmom: I guess.
[9:44:05 PM] Aaron: When I was trying REALLY hard to get over Tarra she had kept telling me that we're through, we're finished, we aren't together.
[9:44:28 PM] Aaron: But the second I mentioned me doing anything with anyone else, Tarra flipped out and got jealous and that resurfaced my feelings and made me realize that I am not over her.
[9:44:38 PM] Aaron: She did this 3 times before I finally just backed off and went into depressed.
[9:44:48 PM] catmom: She seems a bit obsessive over you.
[9:44:51 PM] Aaron: I agree.
[9:44:59 PM] Aaron: But, a while back no.
[9:45:00 PM] Aaron: now^
[9:45:09 PM] Aaron: I realized her doing shit, shit I didn't like.
[9:45:19 PM] Aaron: So I confronted her, and we had a VERY big fight. I almost lost Tarra as a friend.
[9:45:36 PM] Aaron: And I finally did something I never did before, and stopped caring.
[9:45:53 PM] Aaron: Now my feelings are -seriously- gone, no bullshit. And Tarra's found another guy anyways.
[9:46:17 PM] Aaron: It just sucks that this happened too late, as Em already has someone. I'm just glad it's someone that makes her happy. Logan seems like a nice guy.
[9:46:26 PM] catmom: He is.
[9:46:49 PM] Aaron: I just didn't want you guys to dislike me for the VERY SHITTY decision I made and what I did, how I handled the situation. I had my reasons, and I do regret it.
[9:47:25 PM] Aaron: I mean you don't have to be my friend or anything if you don't want to but I wanted you to know that I do sincerely care about Em and I can admit I fucked up.
[9:47:47 PM] Aaron: I was looking through our logs.
[9:47:51 PM] Aaron: And I had made a promise to you.
[9:47:59 PM] Aaron: You asked if I can guarantee 100% I wouldn't hurt her.
[9:48:23 PM] catmom: I did.
[9:48:30 PM] Aaron: I said I can't, because hurt will always happen. It's unavoidable. But I promised I would never hurt her on purpose, and if I did ever hurt her I would try my hardest to make it up to her and apologize.
[9:48:32 PM] Aaron: And I did.
[9:49:10 PM] Aaron: I didn't mean to hurt her with my shitty feelings. I had no idea Tarra would get jealous of that crap, and that it would make me feel the way I did.
[9:49:32 PM] Aaron: But it did, shit happens, and I handled it the way I felt was right.
[9:50:22 PM] Aaron: Even though I regret it LOL
[9:50:32 PM] catmom: hm.
[9:51:50 PM] Aaron: I dunno.
[9:51:55 PM] Aaron: I just wanted to tell you my side.