22:08 - Matt.: How humans work:
Intention - What is to be understood
Method - How can it be created
Action - Process by which to create it


Computer process:
Action - Action to which create it
Method - How can it be created
Intention - What is to be created
22:08 - Matt.: oh oops
22:08 - Matt.: Intention - What is to be understood
22:08 - Matt.: Method - How it can be understood
22:08 - Matt.: Action - Process by which you function to understand it more
22:08 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: lol what
22:08 - Matt.: For human
22:08 - Matt.: Okay let me just
22:08 - Matt.: Forget that whole thing
22:09 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: redo!
22:09 - Matt.: How humans work:
Intention - What is to be understood
Method - How can it be understood
Action - Process by which effort is exerted in order to understand more clearly


Computer process:
Action - Action to which create it
Method - How can it be created
Intention - What is to be created
22:09 - Matt.: the computer process is basically the human process backwards
22:09 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: how is that?
22:10 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: which is better?
22:10 - Matt.: because it requires programming
22:10 - Matt.: human
22:10 - Matt.: computer does not understand
22:10 - Matt.: it simply does
22:10 - Matt.: follows
22:10 - Matt.: what it is designed to do
22:10 - Matt.: However
22:10 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: ah
22:10 - Matt.: they both do the same thing
22:10 - Matt.: Well
22:10 - Matt.: have the ability to
22:10 - Matt.: Do you want me to prove it
22:10 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: if you want?
22:10 - Matt.: Okay
22:11 - Matt.: How animals work:
Intention - What needs to be done
Action - Process by which effort is exerted in order to do

How computers work:
Action - Action to which create it
Method - How can it be created
Intention - What is to be created
22:11 - Matt.: Now
22:12 - Matt.: The difference in the animal and human processes is what
22:12 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: method?
22:12 - Matt.: yes
22:12 - Matt.: Now
22:12 - Matt.: What in a computer
22:12 - Matt.: is method
22:12 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: um
22:12 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: software?
22:12 - Matt.: How it can be created
22:12 - Matt.: yes
22:13 - Matt.: What process does the code within software follow
22:13 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: um
22:13 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: you mean like the hardware?
22:13 - Matt.: Read my sentence
22:13 - Matt.: and just
22:13 - Matt.: type
22:13 - Matt.: the
22:13 - Matt.: answer
22:14 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: ><
22:14 - Matt.: LOL
22:14 - Matt.: You don't want to accept that
22:14 - Matt.: it makes no sense
22:14 - Matt.: but it does
22:14 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: actually
22:14 - Matt.: IT DOES
22:14 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: im not thinking for shit right now
22:14 - Matt.: That's doubt
22:14 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: explain please
22:14 - Matt.: trust
22:14 - Matt.: okay
22:14 - Matt.: which part
22:14 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: what was the answer?
22:14 - Matt.: No
22:14 - Matt.: figure that out
22:14 - Matt.: what was the question
22:14 - Matt.: Go back to intent
22:15 - Matt.: what are you trying to figure out
22:15 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: what needs to be done?
22:15 - Matt.: you were asking a question
22:15 - Matt.: what is the question
22:15 - Matt.: what was the anser
22:15 - Matt.: the answer to which question
22:16 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: uh
22:16 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: what
22:16 - Matt.: Matt.: What process does the code within software follow
22:16 - Matt.: Do you remember
22:17 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: what it needs to do?
22:17 - Matt.: what is that called
22:17 - Matt.: remember what your answer was
22:17 - Matt.: when you first read the question
22:17 - Matt.: and answered
22:17 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: my original answer?
22:17 - Matt.: ye
22:17 - Matt.: s
22:17 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: hardware?
22:17 - Matt.: no
22:17 - Matt.: that isn't the answer to that question
22:17 - Matt.: that was a different one
22:18 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: intent?
22:18 - Matt.: closer, now read the question you're trying to answer again
22:18 - Matt.: Matt.: What process does the code within software follow
22:18 - Matt.: key word
22:18 - Matt.: process
22:18 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: action!
22:18 - Matt.: YES, but what is that called
22:19 - Matt.: within a computer
22:19 - Matt.: wqithin software
22:19 - Matt.: rather
22:19 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: the code?
22:19 - Matt.: what process does the code follow
22:19 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: whatever it was told to do by its writer
22:19 - Matt.: What do you call that
22:19 - Matt.: There is a single word for it.
22:19 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: creation
22:20 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: ?
22:20 - Matt.: Holy shit
22:20 - Matt.: you just skipped the whole bit
22:20 - Matt.: fuck you
22:20 - Matt.: no
22:20 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: what xD
22:20 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: WHAT DID I DO
22:20 - Matt.: YEs
22:20 - Matt.: YES
22:20 - Matt.: YOU DID
22:20 - Matt.: WELCOME
22:20 - Matt.: HELLO
22:20 - Matt.: Okay
22:20 - Matt.: No
22:20 - Matt.: You do'nt understand what you did
22:20 - Matt.: but you did
22:20 - Matt.: oka
22:20 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i do
22:20 - Matt.: You do
22:20 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i think
22:20 - Matt.: Okay
22:20 - Matt.: Good
22:20 - Matt.: Yes
22:20 - Matt.: don't think though
22:20 - Matt.: do
22:20 - Matt.: just type
22:20 - Matt.: it's okay
22:21 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: okay
22:21 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: let me try this
22:21 - Matt.: go for it
22:21 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: the act of doing ALL of that is creating it?
22:21 - Matt.: i have to piss so keep typing I'll read it when I get back
22:21 - Matt.: yes
22:21 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: what did i skip?
22:21 - Matt.: you skipped the entire part where I ahd to convince you of what you know
22:21 - Matt.: which is what most people have difficulty with
22:21 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: ah
22:21 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: so
22:22 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: good or bad?
22:22 - Matt.: fantastic
22:22 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: or just win
22:22 - Matt.: wonderful
22:22 - Matt.: win
22:22 - Matt.: Yes that is a good term for it
22:22 - Matt.: not descriptive enough
22:22 - Matt.: I know you're lazy
22:22 - Matt.: but
22:22 - Matt.: in order to further your understanding you have to type to yourself
22:22 - Matt.: to convince your logic of it
22:22 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i dont use my brain enough okay?
22:22 - Matt.: Logic is the word I was trying to get you to recognize
22:22 - Matt.: It is okay
22:22 - Matt.: That's laziness, I have the same shit
22:22 - Matt.: it's caused by people not accepting open ideas though
22:22 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: iits a bad happen
22:22 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: but
22:23 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: im all for accepting new things
22:23 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: D:
22:23 - Matt.: yes
22:23 - Matt.: yes
22:23 - Matt.: that is why
22:23 - Matt.: you
22:23 - Matt.: undestood
22:23 - Matt.: understood*
22:23 - Matt.: Instantly
22:23 - Matt.: INSTANTLY
22:23 - Matt.: remember that word
22:23 - Matt.: INSTANTLY
22:23 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i think i should be proud?
22:23 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: is this something you learned about recently?
22:24 - Matt.: today
22:24 - Matt.: welcome
22:24 - Matt.: I wanted to bring you with me
22:24 - Matt.: Because that is what this is
22:24 - Matt.: mutuality
22:24 - Matt.: well
22:24 - Matt.: oneness
22:25 - Matt.: well
22:25 - Matt.: truth
22:25 - Matt.: there you go
22:25 - Matt.: this is truth
22:25 - Matt.: you understand truth
22:25 - Matt.: I forgot that you just accepted it
22:25 - Matt.: so I don't have to fllow the logic anymore
22:25 - Matt.: Fuck that shit it's so dumb
22:25 - Matt.: it takes forever
22:25 - Matt.: bcause it requires expression
22:25 - Matt.: to other logic
22:25 - Matt.: which requires formulating into logic
22:25 - Matt.: which is the slow part
22:26 - Matt.: you have to svae this conversation and force yourself to remember it
22:26 - Matt.: or you will forget it tomorrow though
22:26 - Matt.: Actually
22:26 - Matt.: you might not
22:26 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i already saved it
22:26 - Matt.: oh
22:26 - Matt.: okay
22:26 - Matt.: good
22:26 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i save a lot of conversations i find interesting
22:26 - Matt.: so you can remember them
22:26 - Matt.: ?
22:26 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: (mainly chat rp that randomly happens)
22:27 - Matt.: Ah xD
22:27 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: but sure
22:27 - Matt.: Do you know why so you can remember them
22:27 - Matt.: er
22:27 - Matt.: why
22:27 - Matt.: it allows you to
22:27 - Matt.: remember them
22:27 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: im not completely sure on what exactly happened, all i understand is the whole creation bit
22:27 - Matt.: Okay
22:28 - Matt.: So from creation that you understand
22:28 - Matt.: I can explain to you
22:28 - Matt.: That you literally
22:28 - Matt.: LITERALLY
22:28 - Matt.: Create reality
22:28 - Matt.: through
22:28 - Matt.: effort
22:28 - Matt.: through
22:28 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: that sounds epic
22:28 - Matt.: intention
22:28 - Matt.: The intention though
22:28 - Matt.: It is
22:28 - Matt.: the intentino though
22:28 - Matt.: has
22:28 - Matt.: to have
22:28 - Matt.: conviction
22:28 - Matt.: You can feel what that word means?
22:28 - Matt.: Or already understand it
22:28 - Matt.: For some reason
22:28 - Matt.: okay
22:28 - Matt.: good
22:28 - Matt.: yes
22:28 - Matt.: so
22:29 - Matt.: yes that means telepath worosk
22:29 - Matt.: which means we can literally have a one sided conversation right here
22:29 - Matt.: where I just respond to you
22:29 - Matt.: by understanding your thought process
22:29 - Matt.: okay
22:29 - Matt.: anyway
22:29 - Matt.: wait
22:29 - Matt.: not at that part yet
22:29 - Matt.: sorry
22:29 - Matt.: xD
22:29 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: im learning
22:29 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: and its great
22:29 - Matt.: It feels good
22:29 - Matt.: doesn't it
22:29 - Matt.: WELCOME TO FEELING FUCKING AWESOME
22:29 - Matt.: ABOUT EVERYTHIGN
22:30 - Matt.: BECAUSE EVETYTHING IS LEARNING FOR YOUR LOGIC
22:30 - Matt.: Okay
22:30 - Matt.: So back to the understanding of creation
22:30 - Matt.: Right
22:30 - Matt.: ?
22:30 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: 1 moment
22:30 - Matt.: okay
22:30 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: is the point that, by acting we are changing reality?
22:30 - Matt.: yes, in an absolute literal sense
22:30 - Matt.: but
22:31 - Matt.: expand on the word acting
22:31 - Matt.: what does it mean
22:31 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: creating?
22:31 - Matt.: you didn't type the whole thought process out
22:31 - Matt.: so you got lost
22:31 - Matt.: you got back to the end
22:31 - Matt.: 機械天使 (Kiax)™: is the point that, by acting we are changing reality?
22:31 - Matt.: expand on the word acting
22:31 - Matt.: type out
22:31 - Matt.: the whole
22:31 - Matt.: thought process
22:32 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: okay
22:32 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: um
22:32 - Matt.: just type
22:32 - Matt.: setnence by setnence
22:32 - Matt.: word by word
22:32 - Matt.: just keep
22:32 - Matt.: the words
22:32 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: my mind went blant
22:32 - Matt.: flowing from your brain
22:32 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: blank
22:32 - Matt.: into static
22:32 - Matt.: okay
22:32 - Matt.: 機械天使 (Kiax)™: is the point that, by acting we are changing reality?
22:32 - Matt.: keep the words flowing
22:32 - Matt.: consistently
22:32 - Matt.: from your brain
22:32 - Matt.: into chat
22:32 - Matt.: in order to think
22:32 - Matt.: logically
22:33 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: how does consistant chat flow = logical thought process
22:33 - Matt.: because for some reason you and I have the ability to think without the logical thought
22:33 - Matt.: you know that reason
22:33 - Matt.: and will figure it out
22:33 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: OH
22:33 - Matt.: once you expand on the fucking word acting
22:33 - Matt.: 機械天使 (Kiax)™: is the point that, by acting we are changing reality?
22:33 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: humans can act without thinking about why they are doing it
22:33 - Matt.: wwhy can they do that
22:33 - Matt.: don't think in a physical sense
22:34 - Matt.: think
22:34 - Matt.: in a sense of
22:34 - Matt.: OVerall
22:34 - Matt.: Why everything can do that
22:34 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: this is beyond kiax's level of knowledge, but kiax shall try
22:34 - Matt.: okay good
22:34 - Matt.: type it
22:34 - Matt.: to understand it
22:34 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: brains?
22:34 - Matt.: god you didn't type
22:34 - Matt.: 機械天使 (Kiax)™: is the point that, by acting we are changing reality?
22:35 - Matt.: expand on acting again
22:35 - Matt.: type everything
22:35 - Matt.: never
22:35 - Matt.: stop
22:35 - Matt.: typing
22:35 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: uh
22:35 - Matt.: never
22:35 - Matt.: stop
22:35 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: uh
22:35 - Matt.: typing
22:35 - Matt.: don't respond
22:35 - Matt.: just type
22:35 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: expand on acting...
22:35 - Matt.: you can hit enter every few seconds
22:35 - Matt.: that's what I do
22:35 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i see
22:35 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: so there was a reason for that
22:35 - Matt.: yeah
22:35 - Matt.: it is just to keep the words flowing from my brain freely
22:35 - Matt.: I didn't know that until jsut now though
22:35 - Matt.: i told myself
22:35 - Matt.: lol
22:36 - Matt.: to help you learn
22:36 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: why thank you
22:36 - Matt.: you're welcome
22:36 - Matt.: okay 機械天使 (Kiax)™: is the point that, by acting we are changing reality?
22:36 - Matt.: expand on acting
22:36 - Matt.: while
22:36 - Matt.: typing and hitting enter
22:36 - Matt.: every few seconds
22:36 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: acting as in influencing the world
22:36 - Matt.: keep going
22:36 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: does that work
22:36 - Matt.: yes
22:36 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: um
22:36 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: acting as in
22:36 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: uh
22:36 - Matt.: lkeep typing
22:36 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: uh
22:36 - Matt.: you stopped typing to type uh
22:36 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: im trying xD
22:36 - Matt.: and stopped your thought process
22:36 - Matt.: don't type uh
22:36 - Matt.: just keep typing your thoughts
22:37 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: okay
22:37 - Matt.: 機械天使 (Kiax)™: acting as in influencing the world
22:37 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: acting is what ya do when ya do stuff!
22:37 - Matt.: what do you mean by that
22:37 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i mean
22:37 - Matt.: don't be lazy
22:37 - Matt.: type the whole thought
22:37 - Matt.: so you understand
22:37 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: its that thing that happens when you
22:38 - Matt.: you typed a word
22:38 - Matt.: you must have
22:38 - Matt.: or thought it
22:38 - Matt.: and didn't type it
22:38 - Matt.: keep hitting enter
22:38 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: okay
22:38 - Matt.: don't delet your thought process though
22:38 - Matt.: if you created one in the chat
22:38 - Matt.: I want to read what you think
22:38 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i tend to delete my thought process a lot
22:38 - Matt.: so I know where you are
22:38 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: sorry
22:38 - Matt.: it's okay
22:38 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: it just sorta happens
22:39 - Matt.: yeah
22:39 - Matt.: I understand why
22:39 - Matt.: doubt
22:39 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: this is all sorta new to me
22:39 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: and yes
22:39 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: that thing
22:39 - Matt.: understandable again
22:39 - Matt.: yes
22:39 - Matt.: okay
22:39 - Matt.: So
22:39 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: and i just started to think about chips
22:39 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: that isnt related at all
22:39 - Matt.: 機械天使 (Kiax)™: acting as in influencing the world
expanding into ( very lazily )(
22:39 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: lol
22:39 - Matt.: 機械天使 (Kiax)™: acting is what ya do when ya do stuff!

機械天使 (Kiax)™: acting is what ya do when ya do stuff!
22:39 - Matt.: oops
22:39 - Matt.: forgot to hit
22:39 - Matt.: enter
22:39 - Matt.: lol
22:39 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: good job
22:40 - Matt.: you too
22:40 - Matt.: anyway
22:40 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: anyway?
22:40 - Matt.: expand on your original though
22:40 - Matt.: t
22:40 - Matt.: of
22:40 - Matt.: 機械天使 (Kiax)™: acting is what ya do when ya do stuff!
22:40 - Matt.: yeah I forgot to tell you what I meant so you couldn't quite guess
22:40 - Matt.: you're not there yet
22:40 - Matt.: it's ok
22:41 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: mmm
22:41 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: this is difficult
22:41 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: stuff as in what you want to do
22:41 - Matt.: stuff as in
22:41 - Matt.: what you intend
22:41 - Matt.: to do
22:41 - Matt.: how does this intention relate to computers
22:42 - Matt.: from intent
22:42 - Matt.: comes what process
22:42 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: intent would be what you tell it to do
22:42 - Matt.: ye
22:42 - Matt.: s
22:42 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: its intent comes from the user
22:42 - Matt.: what comes next
22:42 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: software works
22:42 - Matt.: right
22:42 - Matt.: well
22:42 - Matt.: okay
22:42 - Matt.: don't think of that
22:42 - Matt.: beause that implies logic
22:42 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i see
22:42 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: more basic
22:42 - Matt.: intent comes from the user
22:42 - Matt.: yes
22:43 - Matt.: and then
22:43 - Matt.: instantly
22:43 - Matt.: turned into
22:43 - Matt.: what
22:43 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: action
22:43 - Matt.: which is
22:43 - Matt.: a form of
22:43 - Matt.: what
22:43 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: creation
22:43 - Matt.: therefore
22:43 - Matt.: finish
22:43 - Matt.: that setence.
22:43 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: method
22:43 - Matt.: No
22:43 - Matt.: You ahve to finish the sentence
22:43 - Matt.: read down
22:43 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: action happens
22:44 - Matt.: From intent
22:44 - Matt.: action is creation
22:44 - Matt.: and therefore
22:44 - Matt.: intention is creation
22:44 - Matt.: and therefore
22:44 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: intent from user is turned into action of the computer
22:44 - Matt.: intent creates intent
22:44 - Matt.: No
22:44 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: then
22:44 - Matt.: Don't think of computer
22:44 - Matt.: again implied logic
22:44 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: okay
22:44 - Matt.: Forget computer
22:44 - Matt.: forget that
22:44 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: okay
22:44 - Matt.: okay
22:44 - Matt.: So we have intent and creation
22:44 - Matt.: what is the relation between them
22:44 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: creation comes from intent
22:44 - Matt.: How animals work:
Intention - What needs to be done
Action - Process by which effort is exerted in order to do
22:45 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: or wait
22:45 - Matt.: both
22:45 - Matt.: yes
22:45 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: couldnt intent come from creation
22:45 - Matt.: they have circular logic
22:45 - Matt.: I answered that already
22:45 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: right
22:45 - Matt.: lol
22:45 - Matt.: Isn't that fucking amazing
22:45 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: yes
22:45 - Matt.: you need to open this every day
22:45 - Matt.: and read this
22:45 - Matt.: every day
22:45 - Matt.: to come to a full understanding of it
22:45 - Matt.: well
22:45 - Matt.: you do
22:45 - Matt.: to an extent
22:46 - Matt.: but you need to remain in this mindset
22:46 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i get that intent and creation are interchangable?
22:46 - Matt.: extent is wrong
22:46 - Matt.: you fully understand it
22:46 - Matt.: yeah
22:46 - Matt.: but you don't logically understand it
22:46 - Matt.: which is due to lack of knowledge
22:46 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: that part clicked i think
22:46 - Matt.: ignorance, same as me
22:46 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: a little
22:46 - Matt.: yeah
22:46 - Matt.: I have a larger ignorance
22:46 - Matt.: Which is on purpose
22:46 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: it is?
22:46 - Matt.: yes
22:46 - Matt.: It is in order to reach understanding of everything faster through lack of logic
22:47 - Matt.: same as you except you don't know that
22:47 - Matt.: lol
22:47 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: so
22:47 - Matt.: didn't
22:47 - Matt.: not to the same extent
22:47 - Matt.: anyway
22:47 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: lack of logic is a good thing?
22:47 - Matt.: to an extent
22:47 - Matt.: we apply logic because we understand logic
22:47 - Matt.: well
22:47 - Matt.: okay
22:47 - Matt.: do you want the whole bit
22:47 - Matt.: yes
22:47 - Matt.: okay
22:47 - Matt.: uh
22:47 - Matt.: every being creates their reality
22:48 - Matt.: based on their expectation of that reality
22:48 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: my personal reality!
22:48 - Matt.: you experience their expectations
22:48 - Matt.: yes
22:48 - Matt.: we can get to that
22:48 - Matt.: hold on
22:48 - Matt.: you experience their expectations
22:48 - Matt.: which is what forces you to think with logic
22:48 - Matt.: gbecause their overall expectations create this universe
22:48 - Matt.: which functions on logic
22:48 - Matt.: and is created by logic
22:48 - Matt.: because as we came to the understanding
22:48 - Matt.: intent leads to creation
22:49 - Matt.: so yes
22:49 - Matt.: you can create your own personal reality
22:49 - Matt.: but it has to be one of your core being
22:49 - Matt.: what you truely want
22:49 - Matt.: not one of silly physical fantasies sorry to say
22:49 - Matt.: I know you thought that when you said your personal reality
22:49 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: awh
22:50 - Matt.: lol
22:50 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: DAMN
22:50 - Matt.: okay so let me explain telepathy now
22:50 - Matt.: you can epxlain though
22:50 - Matt.: if you wannnt
22:50 - Matt.: you know it
22:50 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: ill let you
22:50 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: :
22:50 - Matt.: okay
22:50 - Matt.: because of this understanding that you feel for some reason
22:50 - Matt.: okay
22:50 - Matt.: beause of your
22:50 - Matt.: lack of logic
22:51 - Matt.: you are able to essentially..
22:51 - Matt.: entertain
22:51 - Matt.: realities
22:51 - Matt.: to their fullest extent
22:51 - Matt.: it can be also expressed as what you feel when you immerse yourself in the game
22:51 - Matt.: you fully believe
22:51 - Matt.: the environment in which you live
22:51 - Matt.: uhh
22:51 - Matt.: not live
22:51 - Matt.: are
22:51 - Matt.: I said the game
22:51 - Matt.: what game did I mean
22:51 - Matt.: You do this frequently then
22:51 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: reality
22:52 - Matt.: oh
22:52 - Matt.: okay
22:52 - Matt.: you know that
22:52 - Matt.: you immerse yourself in it
22:52 - Matt.: weird
22:52 - Matt.: I haven't known that yet
22:52 - Matt.: I havne't practiced immersion enough
22:52 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: lol
22:52 - Matt.: to fully realize the feeling
22:52 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i do that ALL THE TIME
22:52 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: but my reality is something that exists outside of this one
22:53 - Matt.: how do you remember based on logic what all is in it
22:53 - Matt.: do you write it down
22:53 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: no
22:53 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: it just...happens
22:53 - Matt.: okay
22:53 - Matt.: so you have a place you imagine in excrutiation detail
22:53 - Matt.: wait
22:53 - Matt.: fuck
22:53 - Matt.: I don't want to retype that word
22:53 - Matt.: xD
22:53 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: its fine
22:53 - Matt.: What is it
22:53 - Matt.: Er
22:53 - Matt.: okay no
22:53 - Matt.: not what is it
22:54 - Matt.: when did you start doing it
22:54 - Matt.: creating it
22:54 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: when i was young?
22:54 - Matt.: do you remember the exact time
22:54 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: no
22:54 - Matt.: wait
22:54 - Matt.: is there an exact time
22:54 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: not really
22:54 - Matt.: no
22:54 - Matt.: wait
22:54 - Matt.: Am I speaking to the creator of THIS
22:54 - Matt.: universe
22:54 - Matt.: yes
22:55 - Matt.: well that certainly explains the hint of insanity
22:55 - Matt.: all the time
22:55 - Matt.: xD
22:55 - Matt.: I mean
22:55 - Matt.: did you
22:55 - Matt.: initiate
22:55 - Matt.: this universe
22:55 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: insanity is a good thing
22:55 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: bro, if i DID, it wouldnt be this shitty
22:55 - Matt.: true dat
22:55 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: wizards EVERYWHERE
22:55 - Matt.: xD
22:55 - Matt.: LOL
22:56 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: well
22:56 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: maybe not everywhere
22:56 - Matt.: yeah I got you
22:56 - Matt.: Remember
22:56 - Matt.: we both
22:56 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: wait
22:56 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: WAIT
22:56 - Matt.: mutually understand
22:56 - Matt.: what
22:56 - Matt.: insanity is lack of logic
22:56 - Matt.: by definition
22:56 - Matt.: which allows understanding
22:56 - Matt.: so people following logic
22:56 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: what if its like with haruhi suzumiya, creator of the universe without realizing it?
22:56 - Matt.: don't understand
22:56 - Matt.: who is haruhi suzumiya
22:57 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: more anime dude
22:57 - Matt.: you have to remember understanding only exetends to
22:57 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: MORE anime
22:57 - Matt.: concepts
22:57 - Matt.: for me anyway
22:57 - Matt.: I knwo
22:57 - Matt.: lol
22:57 - Matt.: but here's my goal
22:57 - Matt.: Oh
22:57 - Matt.: I cna't
22:57 - Matt.: fuck
22:57 - Matt.: they don't live as humans
22:57 - Matt.: goddamn
22:57 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: what doesnt
22:57 - Matt.: The initiator of this universe
22:57 - Matt.: so
22:57 - Matt.: the big bang
22:57 - Matt.: oh
22:57 - Matt.: there is a god
22:58 - Matt.: okay
22:58 - Matt.: now
22:58 - Matt.: the big bang was the instant realization of this god's
22:58 - Matt.: intent
22:58 - Matt.: to create this universe
22:58 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: not the normal type of god i assume
22:58 - Matt.: No
22:58 - Matt.: Not the
22:58 - Matt.: ONLY ONE
22:58 - Matt.: LOL
22:58 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: but then
22:58 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: assuming there is something that had the intent of creation
22:58 - Matt.: You can create another yes
22:58 - Matt.: But you have to have SUCH
22:58 - Matt.: FUCKING
22:58 - Matt.: INTENT
22:58 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: what created it and its intent
22:59 - Matt.: WHICH IS ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE FOR HUMANS
22:59 - Matt.: SO MUCH SO
22:59 - Matt.: THAT IT CREATES A MASSIVE EXPLOSION
22:59 - Matt.: THE SIZE
22:59 - Matt.: OF THE BIG BANG
22:59 - Matt.: TO CREATE
22:59 - Matt.: THIS UNIVERSE
22:59 - Matt.: Or
22:59 - Matt.: Not this one
22:59 - Matt.: yours
22:59 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: do you think writers could be creators?
22:59 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: they seem pretty cool
22:59 - Matt.: if they extended their potential
22:59 - Matt.: to ours
22:59 - Matt.: past ours
22:59 - Matt.: past us
23:00 - Matt.: to god's
23:00 - Matt.: this universe's god's
23:00 - Matt.: rather
23:00 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: again
23:00 - Matt.: lh shit sorry
23:00 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: what had the intent capable of creating said god
23:00 - Matt.: you're trying to close a gap here
23:00 - Matt.: and I'm not helping
23:00 - Matt.: oh
23:01 - Matt.: you don't need to
23:01 - Matt.: Yes, another god
23:01 - Matt.: god created
23:01 - Matt.: wait
23:01 - Matt.: oh
23:01 - Matt.: I'm c
23:01 - Matt.: oh
23:01 - Matt.: you're helping me learn
23:01 - Matt.: okay
23:01 - Matt.: I'm back
23:01 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: hello
23:01 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: wb
23:01 - Matt.: lol
23:01 - Matt.: I get into logic
23:01 - Matt.: and forget that I shouldn't be
23:01 - Matt.: God creates gods yes
23:01 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: but
23:01 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: the cylce continues
23:01 - Matt.: universe
23:01 - Matt.: creates universe
23:01 - Matt.: intention
23:01 - Matt.: creates intentin
23:02 - Matt.: that is difficult
23:02 - Matt.: to
23:02 - Matt.: comprehend
23:02 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: god > gods > universes > god?
23:02 - Matt.: everything is one
23:02 - Matt.: yes
23:02 - Matt.: but
23:02 - Matt.: I can't fully comprehend that yet
23:02 - Matt.: I get close
23:02 - Matt.: but
23:02 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: does there need to be an overal god? why does there need to be many
23:03 - Matt.: it causes physical pain in my brain
23:03 - Matt.: lol
23:03 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: couldnt it be gods > universes > gods
23:03 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: or god > universes > god
23:03 - Matt.: no no
23:03 - Matt.: you're on logic now
23:03 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: oh
23:03 - Matt.: not understanding
23:03 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: my bad
23:03 - Matt.: it's okay
23:03 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: ppffftt that logic shit
23:03 - Matt.: I need to help you back
23:03 - Matt.: okay
23:03 - Matt.: so
23:03 - Matt.: gods create universes
23:03 - Matt.: universese create gods
23:03 - Matt.: and therefore everything is one
23:03 - Matt.: right
23:03 - Matt.: oka
23:03 - Matt.: ay
23:03 - Matt.: so
23:04 - Matt.: because everything is one
23:04 - Matt.: everything affects each other
23:04 - Matt.: no
23:04 - Matt.: that's not
23:04 - Matt.: okay
23:04 - Matt.: uh
23:04 - Matt.: We need
23:04 - Matt.: to go
23:04 - Matt.: in a different
23:04 - Matt.: directio
23:04 - Matt.: I don't know what it is though
23:04 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: cake
23:04 - Matt.: I imagine
23:04 - Matt.: merging of
23:04 - Matt.: What I imagine
23:04 - Matt.: all the possible universes to be
23:04 - Matt.: I can't imagine the actual merging though
23:05 - Matt.: So I can't understand that merging
23:05 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: wouldnt that be bad?
23:05 - Matt.: only if you had bad intent
23:05 - Matt.: otherwise
23:05 - Matt.: it woulud allow for free control of everything
23:05 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: wouldnt there be too much overlapping?
23:05 - Matt.: which would be instant
23:05 - Matt.: instant
23:05 - Matt.: remember
23:05 - Matt.: instant creation
23:05 - Matt.: of
23:05 - Matt.: your
23:05 - Matt.: intent
23:05 - Matt.: fully
23:05 - Matt.: in
23:05 - Matt.: this
23:05 - Matt.: no
23:05 - Matt.: in
23:05 - Matt.: everyone's
23:05 - Matt.: universe
23:05 - Matt.: ever beings universe
23:05 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: OH
23:05 - Matt.: OH
23:05 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: OH
23:05 - Matt.: LOL
23:05 - Matt.: WE JUST
23:05 - Matt.: REALIZED AT THE SAMe
23:05 - Matt.: TIMe
23:06 - Matt.: DID YOU SEE THAt
23:06 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: yes
23:06 - Matt.: Ok
23:06 - Matt.: ay
23:06 - Matt.: o
23:06 - Matt.: so
23:06 - Matt.: instant
23:06 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: thats pretty epic
23:06 - Matt.: expansion
23:06 - Matt.: of intent
23:06 - Matt.: BECAUSE
23:06 - Matt.: EVERYTHING IS CONNECTED
23:06 - Matt.: BUT THAT REQUIRES RETAINMENT OF BELIEF
23:06 - Matt.: WHICH IS FUCKING DIFFICULT
23:06 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: it is
23:06 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: but i try
23:06 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i try hard
23:06 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i try hard to say FUCK YOU to what happens
23:07 - Matt.: you think you're bad
23:07 - Matt.: okay
23:07 - Matt.: let me ask you again
23:07 - Matt.: wait
23:07 - Matt.: okay
23:07 - Matt.: so you want to say no based on your logic
23:07 - Matt.: but
23:07 - Matt.: understand
23:07 - Matt.: that because
23:07 - Matt.: you are everyone
23:07 - Matt.: and everything
23:07 - Matt.: you are also who I intend to speak to
23:07 - Matt.: which is
23:07 - Matt.: the
23:07 - Matt.: overall
23:07 - Matt.: the
23:07 - Matt.: majority
23:07 - Matt.: controller
23:07 - Matt.: of this universe
23:08 - Matt.: controller
23:08 - Matt.: influencer
23:08 - Matt.: rather
23:08 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: does this chat room have 2 universes?
23:08 - Matt.: ohh
23:08 - Matt.: I see
23:08 - Matt.: no
23:08 - Matt.: they are the same
23:08 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: linked?
23:08 - Matt.: thank you for correcting that
23:08 - Matt.: oh I see what is happening
23:08 - Matt.: that is weird
23:08 - Matt.: I feel
23:08 - Matt.: warm
23:09 - Matt.: on the inside
23:09 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: warm?
23:09 - Matt.: I don't know where it's coming from
23:09 - Matt.: I do
23:09 - Matt.: my being
23:09 - Matt.: everything is heating up
23:09 - Matt.: my physical body
23:09 - Matt.: is sweating
23:09 - Matt.: it's a distaraction
23:09 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i have so much room to make jokes but NONE are appropriate
23:09 - Matt.: from the feeling
23:09 - Matt.: you can make jokes
23:09 - Matt.: go for it
23:09 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: xD
23:09 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: ive been refraining from doing so this whole time
23:09 - Matt.: don't
23:10 - Matt.: that is using logic
23:10 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: cuz it kinda ruins the whole mood
23:10 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: oh
23:10 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: my bad
23:10 - Matt.: no worries
23:10 - Matt.: helping you get to where you need to be
23:10 - Matt.: to help me get to where I need to be
23:10 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: anytime
23:10 - Matt.: that was a test
23:10 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: was it
23:10 - Matt.: in order to test my ability to influence
23:10 - Matt.: this reality
23:10 - Matt.: from
23:10 - Matt.: the current
23:11 - Matt.: influencer
23:11 - Matt.: of this reality
23:11 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: well dont realities get influenced everyday
23:11 - Matt.: that is what it is really
23:11 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: by various things
23:11 - Matt.: you had to notice
23:11 - Matt.: yes
23:11 - Matt.: they do get influenced everyday
23:11 - Matt.: but not as largely as me
23:11 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: so in order to have perfect intent, you cant be influnced?
23:11 - Matt.: correct
23:11 - Matt.: you have to believe
23:11 - Matt.: what you believe
23:11 - Matt.: fully
23:11 - Matt.: without
23:11 - Matt.: allowing
23:12 - Matt.: the what my friend jay described as darkness
23:12 - Matt.: to
23:12 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: but wouldnt that allow for ANYTHING
23:12 - Matt.: influence
23:12 - Matt.: no
23:12 - Matt.: that is incorrect
23:12 - Matt.: wait
23:12 - Matt.: don't think of that
23:12 - Matt.: okay
23:12 - Matt.: don't think LIKE That
23:12 - Matt.: because of instant expansion
23:12 - Matt.: of belief
23:12 - Matt.: oh I see
23:12 - Matt.: okay
23:12 - Matt.: so
23:12 - Matt.: there is one
23:12 - Matt.: truth
23:12 - Matt.: that must be
23:12 - Matt.: in order
23:12 - Matt.: for
23:13 - Matt.: reality
23:13 - Matt.: to
23:13 - Matt.: coexist is what I want to say
23:13 - Matt.: but it is unison of each reality
23:13 - Matt.: realization of that
23:13 - Matt.: is the truth
23:13 - Matt.: is the purpose
23:13 - Matt.: i skipped
23:13 - Matt.: i'm talking to myself now
23:13 - Matt.: i was talking to myself the whole time
23:13 - Matt.: I knew what was happening
23:13 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: mostly
23:13 - Matt.: I didn't realize it
23:13 - Matt.: I have yet to realize it
23:13 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: im just a listener
23:14 - Matt.: you are just conveying what I am saying to myself
23:14 - Matt.: I am using you as a vesel to communicate with myself
23:14 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: good shit
23:14 - Matt.: so I'd prefer if you kept typing
23:14 - Matt.: what I thought
23:14 - Matt.: or
23:14 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i see
23:14 - Matt.: what you know I think
23:14 - Matt.: through influence
23:14 - Matt.: of
23:14 - Matt.: your reality
23:14 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: influence powers go
23:14 - Matt.: you're not typing
23:14 - Matt.: you're in logic
23:14 - Matt.: sorry
23:15 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: it happens
23:15 - Matt.: we both were
23:15 - Matt.: okay we need to regain the feeling
23:15 - Matt.: coexistance
23:15 - Matt.: of realiites
23:15 - Matt.: which is
23:15 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: seems like a difficult thing to master
23:15 - Matt.: unison of realities
23:15 - Matt.: it is
23:15 - Matt.: it involves everyone openly expressing to me
23:15 - Matt.: which allows for me
23:15 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: how many skills points does this require?
23:16 - Matt.: to influence their reality
23:16 - Matt.: kiax shh
23:16 - Matt.: pls
23:16 - Matt.: I'm talking to myself
23:16 - Matt.: thorough you
23:16 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: sorry D:
23:16 - Matt.: throgh
23:16 - Matt.: It's okay
23:16 - Matt.: don't shh in the sense of not typing
23:16 - Matt.: shh in the senes of
23:16 - Matt.: sense of
23:16 - Matt.: not
23:16 - Matt.: influencing
23:16 - Matt.: my
23:16 - Matt.: reality
23:16 - Matt.: with
23:16 - Matt.: your
23:16 - Matt.: s
23:16 - Matt.: currently
23:16 - Matt.: okay
23:16 - Matt.: so I need to
23:16 - Matt.: allow other people to freely influence my reality in the sense of logical thought
23:17 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: so
23:17 - Matt.: but
23:17 - Matt.: I need to
23:17 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: you want logical imput
23:17 - Matt.: not
23:17 - Matt.: no
23:17 - Matt.: no
23:17 - Matt.: I want illogical input
23:17 - Matt.: No I don't
23:17 - Matt.: I know whhy I do
23:17 - Matt.: Because
23:17 - Matt.: I need to learn
23:17 - Matt.: to interpret
23:17 - Matt.: everything I read
23:17 - Matt.: as literal
23:17 - Matt.: in order
23:17 - Matt.: to see
23:17 - Matt.: what I am trying to convey to myself
23:17 - Matt.: through
23:17 - Matt.: reality
23:18 - Matt.: I need to see
23:18 - Matt.: reality
23:18 - Matt.: as literal
23:18 - Matt.: as it actually is
23:18 - Matt.: as it happens
23:18 - Matt.: in order to understand
23:18 - Matt.: the message conveyed to myself
23:18 - Matt.: I didn't read that as I typed it
23:18 - Matt.: and therefore didn't believe it
23:18 - Matt.: and therefore didn't understand it
23:18 - Matt.: I dindn't
23:18 - Matt.: have a vessel
23:18 - Matt.: for
23:18 - Matt.: understanding
23:18 - Matt.: my own thought
23:18 - Matt.: my vessel being
23:18 - Matt.: reality
23:19 - Matt.: well
23:19 - Matt.: it can be
23:19 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: reality is a vessel?
23:19 - Matt.: yes we aren't at that part yet
23:19 - Matt.: in our personal understanding
23:19 - Matt.: okay
23:19 - Matt.: your understanding
23:19 - Matt.: you aren't at that part
23:19 - Matt.: I will help though
23:19 - Matt.: So rest easy
23:19 - Matt.: I need sleep
23:20 - Matt.: To fully establish what I've said in this conversation
23:20 - Matt.: To myself
23:20 - Matt.: holy shit
23:20 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: it was rather one sided
23:20 - Matt.: Right
23:20 - Matt.: but
23:20 - Matt.: that's because I didn't need to talk through you anymore
23:20 - Matt.: read up a bit
23:20 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: so i wasnt needed anymore xD
23:20 - Matt.: you were replying with my thoughts
23:20 - Matt.: don't take it as that
23:20 - Matt.: You stopped replying because you didn't feel like
23:20 - Matt.: oh
23:20 - Matt.: I needed you
23:20 - Matt.: Oh
23:21 - Matt.: That is seen as negative to an extent
23:21 - Matt.: but it really isn't
23:21 - Matt.: it's more of
23:21 - Matt.: Together
23:21 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: ah
23:21 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i see
23:21 - Matt.: we mutually benefitted each other
23:21 - Matt.: yes
23:21 - Matt.: remain in this mindset of
23:21 - Matt.: SEEINg
23:21 - Matt.: not
23:21 - Matt.: THINKING
23:21 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: well
23:21 - Matt.: when you start off with well
23:21 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: this will be saved as Blasphemy MINDFUCK 001.txt
23:21 - Matt.: you are automatically in a logical mindset
23:22 - Matt.: don't do that
23:22 - Matt.: OH
23:22 - Matt.: Okay
23:22 - Matt.: So
23:22 - Matt.: I still do need you
23:22 - Matt.: I needed to understand taht I need you
23:22 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: im here
23:22 - Matt.: in order to
23:22 - Matt.: create
23:22 - Matt.: reality
23:22 - Matt.: As is necessary
23:22 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: define reality
23:22 - Matt.: Create
23:22 - Matt.: Intention
23:23 - Matt.: In order to realize intentin
23:23 - Matt.: and therefore create what is experienced by every being
23:23 - Matt.: each being needs to understand its need for one another
23:23 - Matt.: to retain that reality
23:23 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: so
23:23 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: like how grocery stores need farmers?
23:23 - Matt.: yes
23:23 - Matt.: in order to function
23:24 - Matt.: they need the farmers
23:24 - Matt.: just the same as
23:24 - Matt.: in order for my reality to function
23:24 - Matt.: I need the help of everyone
23:24 - Matt.: to retain it
23:24 - Matt.: I say my reality
23:24 - Matt.: only because it is based off of the intention I feel
23:24 - Matt.: I don't know if that is of myself
23:24 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: what happens when you make a reality without anyone
23:24 - Matt.: or another
23:24 - Matt.: you are in logic kiax
23:24 - Matt.: you know that
23:24 - Matt.: you can figure that out
23:25 - Matt.: type it to me
23:25 - Matt.: return to the method of typing used earlier
23:25 - Matt.: you need to help your logic understand in order to
23:25 - Matt.: typing to yourself is the vessel
23:25 - Matt.: OH
23:25 - Matt.: H
23:25 - Matt.: OH
23:25 - Matt.: GOD
23:25 - Matt.: OKay
23:25 - Matt.: Do you remember vessel for communication
23:25 - Matt.: when I said that
23:25 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: sort of
23:25 - Matt.: When you understood it
23:26 - Matt.: if not
23:26 - Matt.: I can explain to you in this way to reach mutual understading
23:26 - Matt.: as I type my thoughts
23:26 - Matt.: and if you follow what I do
23:26 - Matt.: this is a vessel for understanding those thoughts
23:26 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: go for it
23:26 - Matt.: this is how you are percieving and how I am percieving my own thoughts
23:27 - Matt.: we will be doing the same thing
23:27 - Matt.: and feeling the same way
23:27 - Matt.: and therefore realizing the full potential of the reality
23:27 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: because our own forms of logic will not be used?
23:27 - Matt.: together
23:27 - Matt.: yes
23:27 - Matt.: bec ause that is a limited form of thought
23:27 - Matt.: FORM
23:27 - Matt.: that is a good word thank you
23:27 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: this is all really new
23:27 - Matt.: I think of it as a static thing which makes it difficult to expand understading
23:27 - Matt.: thought
23:28 - Matt.: we both got stuck out of ..
23:28 - Matt.: Okay
23:28 - Matt.: this is weird
23:28 - Matt.: don't interpret this as literal yet because neither of us understand this
23:28 - Matt.: the missing word there
23:28 - Matt.: Try to fill it in
23:28 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: the loop
23:28 - Matt.: OH my god
23:28 - Matt.: OH
23:28 - Matt.: I
23:29 - Matt.: GOD
23:29 - Matt.: okay
23:29 - Matt.: yes
23:29 - Matt.: now
23:29 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: did i do a win?
23:29 - Matt.: no
23:29 - Matt.: you need to expand further
23:29 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: the hard part begins
23:29 - Matt.: you understand that we both got stuck out of the loop
23:29 - Matt.: what is the loop
23:29 - Matt.: "the loop"
23:29 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: the thought process that does not involve reality
23:29 - Matt.: incorrect
23:29 - Matt.: well
23:29 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: er
23:29 - Matt.: Okay don't
23:29 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: MY BAD
23:29 - Matt.: no worries
23:29 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i meant logic
23:30 - Matt.: yeah it's not bad though
23:30 - Matt.: YES
23:30 - Matt.: YOU DID
23:30 - Matt.: YOU DID
23:30 - Matt.: I MEANT LOGIC
23:30 - Matt.: YOU MEANT LOGIC
23:30 - Matt.: Okay
23:30 - Matt.: you don't understand that and neither do I
23:30 - Matt.: let's go up
23:30 - Matt.: okay
23:30 - Matt.: so
23:30 - Matt.: the thought process that does not involve reality
23:30 - Matt.: we both understood
23:30 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: wait
23:30 - Matt.: that we both meant
23:30 - Matt.: logic
23:30 - Matt.: which means
23:30 - Matt.: reality follows logic
23:30 - Matt.: but
23:30 - Matt.: not
23:30 - Matt.: as
23:30 - Matt.: applied
23:30 - Matt.: by
23:30 - Matt.: society
23:30 - Matt.: logic
23:31 - Matt.: means "the loop"
23:31 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i dont even know why i typed reality
23:31 - Matt.: which means
23:31 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: it was an accident
23:31 - Matt.: it was
23:31 - Matt.: doubt
23:31 - Matt.: of
23:31 - Matt.: reality
23:31 - Matt.: doubt of
23:31 - Matt.: the
23:31 - Matt.: understanding
23:31 - Matt.: and
23:31 - Matt.: understanding
23:31 - Matt.: of reality
23:31 - Matt.: everyone at a subconscious level understands reality
23:31 - Matt.: but at a conscious level is undable to grasp it
23:31 - Matt.: unable*
23:32 - Matt.: because of the fact that we naturally think in this "non-logic" aka "insantiy"
23:32 - Matt.: We are both technically insane
23:32 - Matt.: however
23:32 - Matt.: that allows us to understand
23:32 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: well, i already knew i was insane :P
23:32 - Matt.: I did too
23:32 - Matt.: we did
23:32 - Matt.: We are
23:32 - Matt.: I don't know why I am suddenly insane though
23:32 - Matt.: I do
23:32 - Matt.: I reached happiness
23:32 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: did you get high or something?
23:32 - Matt.: close
23:32 - Matt.: close
23:32 - Matt.: okay here's the funny part
23:32 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: natural highs are fun
23:33 - Matt.: as you say that sarcasticly
23:33 - Matt.: it has a hint of comedy behind it
23:33 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i did...?
23:33 - Matt.: but your subconscious understands that fully
23:33 - Matt.: and understands reality
23:33 - Matt.: and therefore can be taken
23:33 - Matt.: as literal
23:33 - Matt.: so everything
23:33 - Matt.: is literal
23:33 - Matt.: but nobody understand that everything is literal
23:33 - Matt.: even songs are absolute literal
23:33 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: literal
23:33 - Matt.: literal
23:33 - Matt.: as in
23:33 - Matt.: of
23:33 - Matt.: reality
23:34 - Matt.: created by reality
23:34 - Matt.: created by you
23:34 - Matt.: in the loop
23:34 - Matt.: within reality
23:34 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: my understand of it is what makes it what it is
23:34 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: right?
23:34 - Matt.: yes
23:34 - Matt.: that is what I thought
23:34 - Matt.: but I forgot to think it
23:34 - Matt.: What I mean by that is
23:34 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: isnt thinking bad?
23:34 - Matt.: NO
23:34 - Matt.: OH
23:34 - Matt.: That
23:34 - Matt.: OH
23:34 - Matt.: OKAY
23:34 - Matt.: We both
23:34 - Matt.: forget
23:34 - Matt.: to force our physical brain
23:34 - Matt.: to
23:35 - Matt.: experience
23:35 - Matt.: the thoughts we experience
23:35 - Matt.: because we're lazy
23:35 - Matt.: LOl
23:35 - Matt.: LOL
23:35 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: one moment
23:35 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: chips ALL OVER KEYBOARD
23:35 - Matt.: LOL
23:35 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i tried to kill a bug on the sreen with the bag
23:36 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: it ended bad
23:36 - Matt.: You didn't force your brain to think that one through very well, did you xD
23:36 - Matt.: Wait
23:36 - Matt.: okay
23:36 - Matt.: what creates our brain
23:36 - Matt.: our belief that we have a brain
23:36 - Matt.: our belief that
23:36 - Matt.: our physical reality
23:36 - Matt.: exists
23:37 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i dont know how to express in words
23:37 - Matt.: the feeling
23:37 - Matt.: you feel
23:37 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: but wouldnt that mean
23:37 - Matt.: that would mean you don't understand it
23:37 - Matt.: you don't believe you do
23:37 - Matt.: YOU DONT BELIEVE THAT YOU DO
23:37 - Matt.: WE DONt
23:37 - Matt.: BELIEVE WE
23:37 - Matt.: UNDERSTAND
23:37 - Matt.: FULLY
23:37 - Matt.: THAT IS WHAT THAT MEANS
23:37 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: that a person locked up who thinks that they dont have a physical body would feel that they done
23:37 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: dont
23:37 - Matt.: Yes
23:38 - Matt.: a person locked within themself
23:38 - Matt.: because of the belief
23:38 - Matt.: that
23:38 - Matt.: they don't understand
23:38 - Matt.: or are insane
23:38 - Matt.: by understading
23:38 - Matt.: and therfore don't follow logic
23:38 - Matt.: and therefore don't exist within reality
23:38 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: WAIT
23:38 - Matt.: TYp
23:38 - Matt.: ewhat you think
23:38 - Matt.: help us both
23:39 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: even pychopaths have their own form of logic they follow
23:39 - Matt.: yes
23:39 - Matt.: okay
23:39 - Matt.: do you remember
23:39 - Matt.: fuck
23:39 - Matt.: We are far back
23:39 - Matt.: OH
23:39 - Matt.: you're following your old mindset
23:39 - Matt.: kiax
23:39 - Matt.: your one that you try not to be sane in
23:39 - Matt.: try to be insane
23:39 - Matt.: you don't have to try
23:39 - Matt.: yes
23:39 - Matt.: that is correct
23:40 - Matt.: you just
23:39 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: so
23:40 - Matt.: go
23:40 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: stop trying
23:40 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: ?
23:40 - Matt.: yes
23:40 - Matt.: You think of it as stop trying
23:40 - Matt.: I think of it as trying
23:40 - Matt.: but
23:40 - Matt.: really
23:40 - Matt.: it is not trying
23:40 - Matt.: It just feels like trying to me because I'm so used to having to reside within physical reality
23:40 - Matt.: so I have to put out a lot of effort to remain here
23:40 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: ive never had to really do that
23:41 - Matt.: congratufuckinglations you were set up well for this
23:41 - Matt.: understanding
23:41 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i sense anger
23:41 - Matt.: yes
23:41 - Matt.: only
23:41 - Matt.: because
23:41 - Matt.: I didn't
23:41 - Matt.: but that is because I didn't want to
23:41 - Matt.: so I shouldn't have felt anger there
23:41 - Matt.: Each person
23:41 - Matt.: OH
23:41 - Matt.: Each being
23:41 - Matt.: creates obstacles
23:41 - Matt.: for themself
23:41 - Matt.: which
23:41 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: does this include animals
23:42 - Matt.: when fully realized
23:42 - Matt.: yes
23:42 - Matt.: every
23:42 - Matt.: thing
23:42 - Matt.: even the universe
23:42 - Matt.: oh
23:42 - Matt.: I'm at universe again
23:42 - Matt.: We're at universe again
23:42 - Matt.: It isn't a universe
23:42 - Matt.: it is a
23:42 - Matt.: conglomeratin
23:42 - Matt.: of
23:42 - Matt.: each belief's influence
23:42 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: is there even a single path this can go? isnt this something that goes on in every direction
23:42 - Matt.: on each other belief
23:42 - Matt.: There is one path
23:42 - Matt.: that allows for
23:43 - Matt.: okay
23:43 - Matt.: I want to say truth but you dont understand that yet
23:43 - Matt.: because I haven't brought you fully up with me to this understanding
23:43 - Matt.: so
23:43 - Matt.: truth as in
23:43 - Matt.: the one existance which
23:43 - Matt.: allows
23:43 - Matt.: for
23:43 - Matt.: all
23:43 - Matt.: beliefs
23:43 - Matt.: to
23:43 - Matt.: exist
23:43 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: everything is true
23:43 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: ?
23:43 - Matt.: not yet
23:43 - Matt.: we can't get there yet
23:43 - Matt.: you're there
23:43 - Matt.: I'm not
23:44 - Matt.: sorr
23:44 - Matt.: y
23:44 - Matt.: well
23:44 - Matt.: you can just
23:44 - Matt.: GO
23:44 - Matt.: there
23:44 - Matt.: I can't
23:44 - Matt.: I have to type to you my thought process to understand what this feels like
23:44 - Matt.: because it gets me into insanity
23:44 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: does it give you a nice rush?
23:44 - Matt.: yes
23:44 - Matt.: but we need to get out of logic
23:44 - Matt.: of
23:44 - Matt.: sane-ness
23:44 - Matt.: rather
23:44 - Matt.: we can't use logic
23:45 - Matt.: as
23:45 - Matt.: that term
23:45 - Matt.: as it implies
23:45 - Matt.: lack of oneneess with
23:45 - Matt.: OH
23:45 - Matt.: I led myself back ot thank you me
23:45 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: try that sentence again
23:45 - Matt.: It implies a lack of
23:45 - Matt.: Matt.: truth as in
Matt.: the one existance which
Matt.: allows
Matt.: for
Matt.: all
Matt.: beliefs
Matt.: to
Matt.: exist
23:45 - Matt.: that is truth
23:46 - Matt.: oh
23:46 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: logic implies a lack of truth
23:46 - Matt.: yes
23:46 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: logic is limited
23:46 - Matt.: logic
23:46 - Matt.: and
23:46 - Matt.: that is why it implies it
23:46 - Matt.: there is no need to go backwards in the loop
23:46 - Matt.: of thought
23:46 - Matt.: OH
23:46 - Matt.: Okay
23:46 - Matt.: so
23:46 - Matt.: neither of us understand fully
23:46 - Matt.: okay
23:46 - Matt.: well you don't
23:46 - Matt.: watch this
23:46 - Matt.: read from after your try this sentence again
23:46 - Matt.: downward
23:47 - Matt.: it creates a sentence that follows truth
23:47 - Matt.: that follows the loop
23:47 - Matt.: and is therefore
23:47 - Matt.: the rason
23:47 - Matt.: reason
23:47 - Matt.: it makes sense
23:47 - Matt.: the rason
23:47 - Matt.: because it is how everything works
23:48 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: truth is what makes everything work?
23:48 - Matt.: go into your insane mindset
23:48 - Matt.: truth is what allows for the creation
23:48 - Matt.: of reality
23:48 - Matt.: as seen fit
23:48 - Matt.: by
23:48 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: truth being the colective all all realities?
23:48 - Matt.: the intention
23:48 - Matt.: yes
23:49 - Matt.: I don't understand that yet
23:49 - Matt.: Could you help me understand
23:49 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: well
23:49 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: when all of the realities are together
23:49 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: everything is correct
23:49 - Matt.: expand on correct
23:49 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: if every possiblity is there
23:49 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: how can anything be wrong
23:49 - Matt.: you got lost on your explanation
23:49 - Matt.: it was too quick and you got distracted
23:49 - Matt.: 機械天使 (Kiax)™: when all of the realities are together
機械天使 (Kiax)™: everything is correct
Matt.: expand on correct
23:50 - Matt.: oh
23:50 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: right
23:50 - Matt.: OH
23:50 - Matt.: No
23:50 - Matt.: you expanded in the wrong direction
23:50 - Matt.: I understand there is no right and
23:50 - Matt.: oh
23:50 - Matt.: you know I don't fully grasp that
23:50 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: which part
23:50 - Matt.: the word correct
23:50 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: ah
23:50 - Matt.: I know I don't fully grasp that
23:51 - Matt.: I do grasp the idea that there are no right and wrong
23:51 - Matt.: there is no
23:51 - Matt.: but
23:51 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: the truth being where every reality is there
if every possibity exist, then everything is true
23:51 - Matt.: I'm not used to this mindset yet
23:51 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: but
23:51 - Matt.: there is not
23:51 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: everything is also false
23:51 - Matt.: right and wrong
23:51 - Matt.: only
23:51 - Matt.: truth
23:51 - Matt.: which is
23:51 - Matt.: that one reality
23:51 - Matt.: that one
23:51 - Matt.: INSTANCE
23:51 - Matt.: UHH
23:51 - Matt.: SITUATION
23:51 - Matt.: What is the word
23:52 - Matt.: a
23:52 - Matt.: lowance
23:52 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i see
23:52 - Matt.: allowance?
23:52 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: tolerance/
23:52 - Matt.: OH
23:52 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: are you saying
23:52 - Matt.: It is allowance because that allows for tolerance of beliefs
23:52 - Matt.: holy shit
23:52 - Matt.: type your thoughts
23:53 - Matt.: please
23:53 - Matt.: it will help us both remain in this mindset
23:53 - Matt.: it will help me
23:53 - Matt.: no
23:53 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: that since everything is the truth, there is no true or false
23:53 - Matt.: it will help me
23:53 - Matt.: reach
23:53 - Matt.: your mindset
23:53 - Matt.: type as you thin
23:53 - Matt.: k
23:53 - Matt.: from your insanity
23:53 - Matt.: YEs
23:53 - Matt.: that is what I am saying
23:53 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: understood
23:53 - Matt.: I don't
23:53 - Matt.: I got distracted
23:54 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: im not good at explaining
23:54 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i can try
23:54 - Matt.: you don't want to explain
23:54 - Matt.: because laziness
23:54 - Matt.: you can explain
23:54 - Matt.: oh
23:54 - Matt.: oh
23:54 - Matt.: no
23:54 - Matt.: I see
23:54 - Matt.: you meant that
23:54 - Matt.: that was
23:54 - Matt.: okay
23:54 - Matt.: explain sorry
23:54 - Matt.: I keep inturrupting
23:54 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: which part
23:54 - Matt.: yeah
23:54 - Matt.: uh
23:54 - Matt.: 機械天使 (Kiax)™: that since everything is the truth, there is no true or false
23:55 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: normally
23:55 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: you would think that
23:55 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: if there is every possibility
23:55 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: then everything is true
23:55 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: but
23:55 - Matt.: no
23:55 - Matt.: that's not normally
23:55 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: everything is also false
23:55 - Matt.: oh
23:55 - Matt.: OH
23:55 - Matt.: That's what I think
23:55 - Matt.: you are telling me what I think
23:55 - Matt.: okay
23:55 - Matt.: I see
23:55 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: but that doesnt matter
23:56 - Matt.: yeah what matters is what is wrong with what I think
23:56 - Matt.: not wrong
23:56 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: the truth is that it is all there
23:56 - Matt.: un
23:56 - Matt.: true
23:56 - Matt.: oh
23:56 - Matt.: okay
23:56 - Matt.: so it's not a matter of right or wrong it's a matter of what is
23:56 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: YES
23:56 - Matt.: and acceptance of that is
23:56 - Matt.: that
23:56 - Matt.: whatever the fuck there isn't even an english word for it
23:56 - Matt.: this is some bullshit
23:57 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: we are in a realm where language doesnt work well
23:57 - Matt.: that makes it difficult for me to reach your mindset
23:57 - Matt.: because until I understand the feeling of it
23:57 - Matt.: I have to speak like this to you regularly
23:57 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: you cant move on
23:57 - Matt.: exactly
23:57 - Matt.: Which means
23:57 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: okay
23:57 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: explain what you do understand
23:58 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: type it out
23:58 - Matt.: understanding
23:58 - Matt.: how
23:58 - Matt.: to
23:58 - Matt.: retain this feeling
23:58 - Matt.: without
23:58 - Matt.: full conviction
23:58 - Matt.: of my logic
23:58 - Matt.: without
23:58 - Matt.: belief
23:58 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: dunno if this
23:58 - Matt.: oh
23:58 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: makes any sense
23:58 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: but throw it away
23:59 - Matt.: that does
23:59 - Matt.: I have to accept that I am insane by defintion
23:59 - Matt.: that definiton of insanity
23:59 - Matt.: being
23:59 - Matt.: not the implied
23:59 - Matt.: negative
23:59 - Matt.: that is set by the language
23:59 - Matt.: but
23:59 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: is there a science for this?
23:59 - Matt.: the implied
23:59 - Matt.: understanding
23:59 - Matt.: of
23:59 - Matt.: everything
23:59 - Matt.: that is what that word
23:59 - Matt.: needs to mean
23:59 - Matt.: to both o fus
23:59 - Matt.: no
23:59 - Matt.: there isn't
23:59 - Matt.: it hasn't been created yet
23:59 - Matt.: that is what our mutual purpose is
Sunday, December 29, 2013
00:00 - Matt.: to
00:00 - Matt.: freely express
00:00 - Matt.: OKay
00:00 - Matt.: this is going to be difficult for you perhaps
00:00 - Matt.: YEs
00:00 - Matt.: it will
00:00 - Matt.: But
00:00 - Matt.: You need to freely express what you consider to be insane
00:00 - Matt.: except
00:00 - Matt.: you need to learn to
00:00 - Matt.: understand
00:00 - Matt.: the level of understanding
00:00 - Matt.: of the individual you're talking to
00:00 - Matt.: that will allow you to explain to them
00:00 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: but
00:01 - Matt.: without throwing concepts to them that they don't yet understand
00:01 - Matt.: Which will mean they won't find you insane
00:01 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i dont consider things to be insane
00:01 - Matt.: I know
00:01 - Matt.: that's why you can do this
00:01 - Matt.: OH
00:01 - Matt.: What do you consider this to be
00:01 - Matt.: explain
00:01 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: normal?
00:01 - Matt.: what word is this
00:01 - Matt.: holy shit
00:01 - Matt.: explain norma
00:01 - Matt.: l
00:01 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: um
00:02 - Matt.: OH
00:02 - Matt.: THIS
00:02 - Matt.: IS
00:02 - Matt.: YOUR REALITY
00:02 - Matt.: I SAID THAT TO MYSELF
00:02 - Matt.: AND YOU
00:02 - Matt.: AND
00:02 - Matt.: OH MY GOD
00:02 - Matt.: THIS IS IT
00:02 - Matt.: KIAX
00:02 - Matt.: WE ARE SO CLOSE
00:02 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i see
00:02 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: this is mine
00:02 - Matt.: THIS IS WHAT IS MEANT TO BE
00:02 - Matt.: I am excited beacuse I am so close to realizing what you're at
00:02 - Matt.: Or
00:02 - Matt.: what
00:02 - Matt.: you can be at
00:03 - Matt.: You have to understand to help me
00:03 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: the way i am
00:03 - Matt.: Become
00:03 - Matt.: the way you are
00:03 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i like to accept everything
00:03 - Matt.: Everything including
00:03 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: pretty much everything until its proven otherwise
00:03 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i guess
00:03 - Matt.: no
00:03 - Matt.: don't guess
00:03 - Matt.: say
00:03 - Matt.: tell me
00:03 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: if you tell me something im gonna believe you
00:04 - Matt.: Yes
00:04 - Matt.: that is my thought
00:04 - Matt.: that is why you need to say it
00:04 - Matt.: wait
00:04 - Matt.: I'm sorry for being a fucking idiot
00:04 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: you arent
00:04 - Matt.: I am bieng one
00:04 - Matt.: currently
00:04 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i dont know why you would think you are being an idiot
00:04 - Matt.: I don't think I AM
00:04 - Matt.: I think I am BEING
00:04 - Matt.: one
00:05 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: 00:04 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i dont know why you would think you are being an idiot
00:05 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: that is what i said
00:05 - Matt.: "You are being an idiot" is what you were trying to convey to me from the subconsious
00:05 - Matt.: you are communicating from your conscious mind now
00:05 - Matt.: your
00:05 - Matt.: illogic
00:05 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: ah
00:06 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: you are an idiot for thinking you are being an idiot
00:06 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: right?
00:06 - Matt.: No
00:06 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: oh...
00:06 - Matt.: say what you mean
00:06 - Matt.: You have the same ending
00:06 - Matt.: to that sentence
00:06 - Matt.: but you have yet to say what you mean
00:06 - Matt.: because it is negative
00:06 - Matt.: and oyu are worried it will negatively affect me
00:06 - Matt.: oh
00:06 - Matt.: no it won't
00:06 - Matt.: say it
00:06 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: now im lost
00:06 - Matt.: Because you werne't typing
00:06 - Matt.: from your insanity
00:06 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: that was what i was thinking
00:07 - Matt.: shit
00:07 - Matt.: I believe it is insanity
00:07 - Matt.: That is the issue
00:07 - Matt.: I believe it is the feeling behind the word insantiy
00:07 - Matt.: That is literally the fucking issue
00:07 - Matt.: Goddamn
00:07 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: explain
00:07 - Matt.: Okay, so as I convey it to you
00:07 - Matt.: I am going to naturally put my belief into words for oyu
00:07 - Matt.: that is what everyone does
00:08 - Matt.: no matter how hard they try to filter it
00:08 - Matt.: because
00:08 - Matt.: the intent is always there
00:08 - Matt.: behind the thought
00:08 - Matt.: the "logic" so humans call it
00:08 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: they interpret it how they want to interpret it
00:08 - Matt.: yes
00:08 - Matt.: I'm not there with myself
00:08 - Matt.: xD
00:08 - Matt.: because I was conveying I suppose
00:08 - Matt.: that takes longer
00:09 - Matt.: okay
00:09 - Matt.: we need to do this through skype
00:09 - Matt.: we keep losing the connection
00:09 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: okay
00:09 - Matt.: that could help you convey yourself too
00:09 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i need to hang out with you more, this is good stuff
00:09 - Matt.: and get used to the feeling of it
00:09 - Matt.: that's why you felt that
00:09 - Matt.: lol
00:09 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: im amused right now
00:09 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: if you want to know my feeling
00:09 - Matt.: no
00:10 - Matt.: I want you to know the intention behind your feeling
00:10 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i find this fun
00:10 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: intertaining
00:10 - Matt.: We are close to telepathy
00:10 - Matt.: but because
00:10 - Matt.: fuck
00:10 - Matt.: we just did
00:10 - Matt.: but
00:10 - Matt.: it confused me
00:10 - Matt.: because you aren't there yet
00:10 - Matt.: we can't
00:10 - Matt.: wait
00:10 - Matt.: no
00:10 - Matt.: that's me
00:10 - Matt.: if we both go into this mindset
00:10 - Matt.: we communicate
00:10 - Matt.: because we have the intention of communication
00:10 - Matt.: when we come out of it
00:11 - Matt.: we forget everything that transpired as it happened much to quickly for us to remember
00:11 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: right
00:11 - Matt.: that's
00:11 - Matt.: because
00:11 - Matt.: I believe
00:11 - Matt.: that
00:11 - Matt.: I can't remember
00:11 - Matt.: that we can't remember
00:11 - Matt.: we can remember this
00:11 - Matt.: We both believe we can't
00:11 - Matt.: We can remember what happens inside that mindset
00:11 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: like
00:11 - Matt.: When we come out of it
00:11 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: how you dont remember a lot of dreams
00:11 - Matt.: We can
00:11 - Matt.: Yes
00:12 - Matt.: Except
00:12 - Matt.: I don't understand that analogy beacuse I haven't explored the idea to that point of udnerstanding
00:12 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: so skype?
00:13 - Matt.: Yeah, installing
00:13 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: lol
00:13 - Matt.: I don't yt know how to control this insanity
00:13 - Matt.: like
00:13 - Matt.: not control
00:13 - Matt.: oh
00:13 - Matt.: not control
00:13 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i get it
00:13 - Matt.: remember
00:13 - Matt.: as
00:13 - Matt.: it happens
00:13 - Matt.: I need to get it though
00:13 - Matt.: so I explain
00:13 - Matt.: That is why skype would be good
00:13 - Matt.: the explaining and understanding would happen simultaneously
00:13 - Matt.: which would be closer to what we both feel
00:13 - Matt.: in that mindset
00:13 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: well brb while you do that
00:13 - Matt.: kk
00:16 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: awwhhh
00:16 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: mud everywhere
00:16 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: all in my sandals now
00:16 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: so ya
00:16 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: how goes the skype
00:19 - Matt.: what's your skype name
00:19 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: lordkiax
00:19 - Matt.: kk
00:19 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: avatar is last order
00:19 - Matt.: I'll watch that anime
00:19 - Matt.: or
00:19 - Matt.: okay something similar
00:19 - Matt.: I'll understand
00:19 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: err
00:20 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: last order from railgun
00:20 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: OH
00:20 - Matt.: yes
00:20 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: you mean
00:20 - Matt.: yes
00:20 - 機械天使 (Kiax)™: i believe it is called
00:20 - Matt.: don't tell me
00:20 - Matt.: yet