i’m sorry im such a bitch. im sorry i fucking abandoned you. im sorry i dropped off the face of the planet without a single fucking word. i wish we still talked. i wish i didn’t leave in such a way. i am actual trash. i don’t expect you to forgive me cos i fucked everything up. i’m sorry. i’m sorry i ignored you without telling you what was going on. i’m sorry i avoided you. i’m sorry i made you feel like i didnt care about you anymore. i realize you feel like shit right now and i’m sorry about bringing this up. i’m sorry about everything. i’m sorry about me. i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry