[6/12/2013 9:48:52 PM] Lord Vain: I'm kind of just all about having others be happy, for the most part I'm a rather laid back individual who never needs much, and as such always just tell others to do something that will benefit them if they want to and to not let me keep them from it because usually it's not really gonna upset me if they do.

[6/12/2013 9:49:28 PM] Maddy: Well that's kind of you XD I appreciate it

[6/12/2013 9:52:04 PM | Edited 9:52:25 PM] Lord Vain: Anytime, Maddy. That was my thing as the Digital God really, the whole vain = insignificant thing, if your name isn't vain then you matter and so I'll put you before myself unless I see reason not to. As I had said I have since learned that I also matter quite a bit too, but still, when it comes to some people I just feel the need to put their needs before my own.

[6/12/2013 9:53:31 PM] Maddy: you're not insignificant though. you should treat yourself as equal to everyone else.

[6/12/2013 9:56:01 PM] Lord Vain: Hahah, I know, I just said that I learned of my own significance quite awhile ago now. However, when it comes to others I'll often see it necessary to put their needs before my own regardless unless given reason not to, I guess that it's possibly just a part me being an Empath.

[6/12/2013 9:58:14 PM] Maddy: I guess. im like that often times too

[6/12/2013 10:00:20 PM] Lord Vain: I'm more calm and accepting of various things myself while there are other people out there who don't have as much of a grasp on their emotions, then there are some who have issues in regards to some other things, and since I'm so down to earth I can just help them deal with their problems no problem even if I may have some problems of my own going on. Eh, I think that makes sense anyways.

[6/12/2013 10:00:57 PM] Maddy: Yeah, it makes sense. I'm often the same way.

[6/12/2013 10:02:52 PM] Lord Vain: Yep, and you know there's a saying out there...helping others because you know what it's like to have no one there to help you is a real virtue. Everybody suffers in their own ways, but the pain a person feels doesn't always have to change them for the worse, and I would say you and I are living proof of that.

Whether you want to hear it or not, I'm still not going to ignore you, especially not when you've gotten bad like this--fight those dark thoughts, Madison, deep down we both know you're better than this. It's not easy, it's never been easy for you, and things may not get easier anytime soon, but there are people who do give a fuck about you so just hang on.