Hi Rock

I'm leaving. There's a few things i'd like to say before I go though.

I don't understand why the general population of GD chat likes to pick on you
or harass you and pull your chain. I cannot find a way to stop it but you need 
to take things more lightly and learn to ignore things that could set you off.

That being said I'd hate to come back some day and learn that something misfortunate has
happened involving you. It's very impressive how you can still come back every day and take 
the beating. From being banned out in every ARAM to people not showing a lot of respect for you 
and Ahri. 

Give me some sound of heart and stay strong okay? Don't let their kneejerk comments get 
to you and learn to ignore things that aggrovate you. You should know that they're just poking fun
and they don't mean half the things they say. 

I hope you find some resolve involving your family. It is your family and they have been taking
care of you for as long as you've lived. Your mum and dad love you very much even though they seem sided with 
your brother. 

Make some long distance friendships, be outgoing instead of sharing your life story as an introduction. Close
friends are always close friends, even if they're a million miles away. 

Don't feel excluded from anything, you won't always be involved and I know that you can deal with being
singled out. Keep it up but be happy, you have more time to yourself and your hobbies that way. 

You're an adult now. You should be more concerned about how you think and your personal health.
If you're getting depressed from staying in chat, get off and do something else. League is not your
life and your life shouldn't be tied to League.

Anyways when you wake up every morning smile at yourself in the mirror, you will be surprised of the 
positive effect it has when you do it every day.

I'm not sure how to organize my thoughts anymore, i'm just concerned.

Take care of yourself okay, Rock?

With love

-FF


I've dontated my name to Nimu.