01:42 a.m. - Ivs!: today i raged so hard I tossed my chair into a wall and almost hit the monitor
01:42 a.m. - Ivs!: then i tossed it back into another wall and almost broke my window
01:42 a.m. - Ivs!: the seat cushon broke a little
01:43 a.m. - Maces: jeez
01:43 a.m. - Maces: what made you get angry?
01:43 a.m. - Ivs!: many things
01:43 a.m. - Ivs!: over half of last week and weekend and today
01:43 a.m. - Maces: ):
01:55 a.m. - Ivs!: couldnt go shooting for 2 weekends in a row, first because I was sick, second cause I was tasked some bs housework
01:55 a.m. - Ivs!: already lost the month, since it only opens on weekends and the one before next is a national holiday
01:56 a.m. - Ivs!: but I still have to pay for the month since it works like any sports club, you pay a subscription whether you go or not
01:57 a.m. - Ivs!: friend's grandma passed away and I couldnt go accompany him cause of that bs housework
01:57 a.m. - Ivs!: froze my ass out doing that work, was tasked to clean, degrease and paint 72 meters of iron C beams, all in one afternoon
01:58 a.m. - Ivs!: only managed to get 1 done in 4 and a half hours, part of that time after the sunset (sunset is at 6 30 pm), and then got bitched at cause it wasnt properly painted in the inside
02:00 a.m. - Ivs!: beams are like 80kg each, almost impossible for me to handle by myself, had to rest them on some bricks and work on them one feet above the ground, 4+ hours having to be crouched or squatting or bent over and freezing myself, 5°C
02:00 a.m. - Maces: jeez
02:00 a.m. - Ivs!: they fell on my legs, fell on dirt while freshly painted, spilled a lot of paint, spilled gas that I had to use to degrease them
02:02 a.m. - Ivs!: gor bitched at for wanting to pay someone to paint them instead, off my own wallet even
02:08 a.m. - Ivs!: friend got mad at me and unfriended me
02:08 a.m. - Ivs!: here in steam
02:10 a.m. - Ivs!: then today I went to buy some mtg deck that I had been wanting to buy since november but never had the money for until this week and it was already sold out, someone took the last one they had last week
02:10 a.m. - Maces: ;_;
02:11 a.m. - Ivs!: came back home, wanted to just chill and chat with a good friend of which I have less each day and then for some reason steam closed and restarted mid sentence
02:12 a.m. - Ivs!: thats when I completely lost it, pushed my desk against the wall, tossed my chair twice, shoved my door closed, think I kicked something but I cant remember
02:13 a.m. - Ivs!: /blog