10:22 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: Ugh.. some prat welded a door on purpose so I got cornered.
10:22 PM - Appley Hooves: :c
10:22 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: Last time I ever try to play online..
10:23 PM - Appley Hooves: That kills just about everyone's mood for that game.. but really, you don't need to go that far..
10:24 PM - Appley Hooves: It's why I like dealing with only friends, that way you don't just have some guy having fun ruining other people's fun.
10:25 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: Is that game worth the £13? I'm planning on buying some games when I get home.
10:27 PM - Appley Hooves: I like it, but just know it's tough, and somewhat more enjoyable with a controller. A one I can recommend more is Orcs Must Die 2. Co-op and such.
10:27 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: I was thinking of getting that, seeing as you seemed to be spending a lot of time on it. Orcs must die 2, that is.
10:28 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: Never played the first, but anything to be able to play with fends more..
10:28 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: friends*
10:29 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: Huh.. a valve employee commented on your profile.
10:29 PM - Appley Hooves: Well, I never played the first one, and I heard the second one was more of the same, but better. The only thing to be concerned with is the story, but the story isn't that important, really.
10:30 PM - Appley Hooves: Ah, yeah. He said on his page that he'd give a heart if you give him a heart on his page. Not that I need more comments, but I thought I'd do it. He has other symbols for the notes, but I just went for the heart.
10:31 PM - Appley Hooves: Just kinda something special to have someone of obvious note remark at all on your page.
10:31 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: Understandable.
10:32 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: I've wanted to get to know Cloud Fluff, but I feel as if I shouldn't speak to him.. if you understand why.
10:34 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: I feel as if he'd take offence to me for.. being with you.
10:36 PM - Appley Hooves: Well, seeing as he recently removed me from his list, you can feel free to do what you want in concern to him.
10:36 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: Removed you..?
10:36 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: I thought he wanted to stay friends with you?
10:36 PM - Appley Hooves: And from that cute little group
10:38 PM - Appley Hooves: Well, I wanted to, never really much for striking up conversation with him after being so involved. But he didn't really make any efforts either. Just RP falling asleep under the tree we first slept together under when we first RP'd. And even that died off.
10:38 PM - Appley Hooves: He was trying to revisit the time when we had a beautiful story going.. and it just didn't work.
10:39 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: He tried to bring that past back..
10:39 PM - Appley Hooves: To see if it could make things like it was back then.
10:40 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: So, ever since the breakup you both kinda just decayed into inactivity towards eachother?
10:41 PM - Appley Hooves: Well, we played some Diablo III together, some Killing Floor.. but with the former, he played in Hardcore Permadeath mode with another friend. The other friend died. Character was completely gone. Fluff just deleted his character after that. Didn't feel like playing that much anymore.
10:42 PM - Appley Hooves: And that was the game that I had that he was going to save up some money for to play with me.. then he went and bought Battlefield 3 because it was like 10-20$ cheaper and he couldn't wait for that little bit more money. He finally got the game, but it was really really late after we had broken up..
10:43 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: So it was more that he didn't put effort into keeping active?
10:43 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: You tried, but..
10:44 PM - Appley Hooves: Yeah.. and now he's a self-declared hipster who's hurting more friends because of other friends.. it's just a cycle of slight moments of happiness but mostly arguing and sadness.
10:45 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: So he's destroying himself slowly? Taking all he can and hurting all he can in the process?
10:47 PM - Appley Hooves: Pretty much, I think.
10:47 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: Sorry, I shouldn't be asking so much about someone who used to be with you.
10:47 PM - Appley Hooves: No, it's fine, really.
10:48 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: I'm just worried that I'll screwup somehow, with us..
10:49 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: I want to do all I can to kep you happy and make sure your time with me isn't a waste.
10:50 PM - Appley Hooves: I know you do, and you do everything you can, and that's enough for me <3
10:50 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: <3
10:50 PM - Appley Hooves: And, sigh..
10:51 PM - Appley Hooves: "New session started on 7/27/2012 at 7:39 PM
[7:39 PM] Appley Hooves: Would you be terribly bothered if I joint you in that game?
[7:39 PM] Manor Master Cloud Fluff: A little, yeah.
[7:39 PM] Appley Hooves: Okay.
[7:40 PM] Manor Master Cloud Fluff: I'm going to play with Reno for a bit to calm down after arguing about the definition of a Brony with someone.
[7:40 PM] Appley Hooves: And I would agitate that calming down? Okay.
[7:42 PM] Manor Master Cloud Fluff: I've had a rough few weeks, I haven't any time for explaining myself to you so just believe what you wish.
[7:43 PM] Appley Hooves: You don't have to worry about explaining to me. I can understand rough times. Do as you will.
[8:08 PM] Appley Hooves: Gnight, Fluff."
10:51 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: He seems so.. closed in.
10:51 PM - Appley Hooves: That was the last real time we talked.
10:52 PM - Appley Hooves: The real last time, was
10:52 PM - Appley Hooves: "New session started on 7/30/2012 at 9:52 PM
[9:52 PM] Cloud Fluff: Mind to tell me what's up? If you can get past the nosey idiots trying to figure out what it is, that is.
[9:53 PM] Appley Hooves: Well, my dad is getting on my case about getting registered for school, and how I haven't done anything with my life.
[9:54 PM] Cloud Fluff: Tis rough.
[9:59 PM] Appley Hooves: Yeah, kinda.
[10:03 PM] Cloud Fluff: I've been very close to quitting Steam lately, everything is so damn....bluh.
[10:10 PM] Cloud Fluff: Alright, I'll leave you alone to your game title rage. Cya.
[10:10 PM] Appley Hooves: Ah, I'm sorry. I'm not trying to be like this."
10:52 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: It saddens me to see how the loss of the simple fact that you were in a relationship together caused him to be like that.
10:53 PM - Appley Hooves: That was the night that I had you worried after you weren't there.. I'm still sorry about that..
10:53 PM - Appley Hooves: Some glimmer of caring..
10:53 PM - Appley Hooves: He had..
10:53 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: You don't need to apologise.
10:53 PM - Appley Hooves: Bleh..
10:55 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: If he wants to close himself away and hurt people just because he can't take the end of a relationship, then so be it. He should just know that if he truly loved you, he'd have stayed friends with you.
10:55 PM - Appley Hooves: http://puu.sh/PSVJ
10:58 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: Your fault? But wasn't he the reason..?
11:00 PM - Appley Hooves: Well, he was the reason, you remember how I was talking about that friend and his boyfriend that wasn't wanting to be on my list as long as Fluff had his fingers dug into my heart.. our relationship was afflicting others as well..
11:00 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: Why would people do so..?
11:00 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: They should be happy that you were together
11:03 PM - Appley Hooves: Because I thought it would be a good idea to introduce Fluff to one of them, and how stupid of a choice that was. Though it might have been smarter in hindsight, seeing as Fluff really just.. didn't want me to do anything RP with anyone else, basically.. He said he was holding off, and he said he was okay with me doing stuff with other people, but he kept having people that had done stuff with me or people that knew someone that had.. and they were telling him about what stuff I did with them.. and.. I just.. I can't control what other people say after the fact..
11:04 PM - Appley Hooves: I felt like I was happy, but.. really.. I wasn't.. but with you, I know for a certainty.. I love you.
11:05 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: Why would he try to keep you to himself? Roleplays are just a load of fun, and, in my eyes, a great way for friends to bond.
11:05 PM - Appley Hooves: He had jealousy issues..
11:05 PM - Appley Hooves: Even with that context.
11:06 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: I won't go near Fluff or contact him in any way.
11:07 PM - Appley Hooves: Yeah, it probably is for the better, to be completely honest. He's just going to explode over and over with friends until he doesn't have any reason to be on here any more.. he probably would see your connection to me and decline.. sadly.
11:08 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: He shouldn't have ever been jealous, whats there to be jealous about with RP's?
11:09 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: Anyways, it doesn't matter..
11:09 PM - Appley Hooves: Yeh
11:09 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: I'm nebbing too much into your past relationship, and I shouldn't.
11:10 PM - Appley Hooves: He just saw any sort of RP with other people meaning that there was feelings being developed.
11:10 PM - Appley Hooves: You know, feelings that might make one find another. That's what he saw my RPing as.. Specifically if it involved sex or anything like that.
11:11 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: It's silly to think in such a way. He should have trusted you..
11:12 PM - Appley Hooves: And that's why you're here where you are now. In my heart. <3
11:12 PM - Appley Hooves: Because you know it's just some fun, not breaking up material.
11:13 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: Though.. even if we did break up for some reason.. I'd always try my best to stay as a close friend..
11:14 PM - Appley Hooves: I think that since our relationship isn't completely based in RP, that's going to be a safer bet, if things don't work out, since we don't have to rely on a story to keep things happy.
11:14 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: My happiness comes just from talking to you..
11:15 PM - Appley Hooves: And mine from you.. the important story for us is the real one, not the one we have to think up for fun.
11:16 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: I see the RP's between us as the icing on the cake: It's nice.. but I couldn't have it without the main part, the cake.
11:16 PM - Appley Hooves: Imagine if the icing and the cake switched places. That was me and Cloud Fluff.
11:17 PM - Appley Hooves: A cake made out of icing, with cake trim.
11:17 PM - Appley Hooves: Too much sugar, not enough substance.
11:19 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: I couldn't be more happier with you, completely honest. I just worry that I might mess it up.
11:19 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: I want you to be happy, and to know that I wasn't making you happy..
11:19 PM - Appley Hooves: I know you might worry about that, but I'm as happy as can be when I'm with you.
11:20 PM - Appley Hooves: Like I said the other day, I don't want anyone else, or anyone *better*, I just want you.
11:20 PM - Appley Hooves: Because you are my best, as far as I'm concerned.
11:21 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: And I'll always try to remain so.
11:35 PM - Princess Sapphire Eclipse™: Back soon, gonna take a shower.